I am a god in the secret world

Chapter 701: [White Tea Pure Joy] Completely Cleared!

When she hung up the phone, Bai Tao's courage, which she had finally built up, disappeared again.

It's time to pay back the money. In fact, all the feelings are meaningless. She needs money now.

Maybe she could ask Xu Minghuang to borrow it, he would definitely be willing...

But then, she couldn't refuse her.

Bai Tao saw out of the corner of her eye that an order for a painting was being accepted.

Oh yes, actually you can make money by painting now.

She began trying to register and posted the only painting she had made in years.

Unexpectedly, many people came to her to take orders.

There is enough money for living expenses, but it is still not enough to pay off the debt.

She took a business order and worked overtime on the painting.

In fact, when she was working before, she obviously didn't have enough energy and couldn't do her job at all.

But now she didn't have that feeling, except that her neck and waist were sore from painting for so long.

The price of the business order is relatively high, 10,000 before tax. After tax deduction, it is enough for her to pay off this month's debts.

The moment the debt was paid off, Bai Tao breathed a sigh of relief.

Then she suddenly realized that she had not thought about Xu Minghuang at all in the past few days.

Thinking about it again now, my emotions seem different again.

She looked at the number of orders she had received and knew she would be very busy in the future.

So, let’s talk to Xu Minghuang right now and make things clear.

Bai Tao made an appointment with him, and Xu Minghuang also came out soon.

"How are you now? You seem to be in better condition?" Xu Minghuang came up to him and showed concern.

Bai Tao smiled, a sincere smile that she hadn't seen in a long time.

"Yes, I'm much better. I roughly know what I'm going to do."

[Flower of Lies progress 10%...]

"I'll treat you to dinner today, and then I want to make everything clear."

Bai Tao was still nervous and her words were still a little halting, but she still said it.

In fact, if they were chatting over the Internet, Bai Tao could still explain it more clearly, but she felt that she should still say it in person.

"You're great, and I like you very much, but I don't think now is the right time for us to be together because I don't like myself enough."

When you speak, if you start off well, the rest will flow more naturally.

Especially the character of Ah Huang, he is a gentle person, he will not suppress or interrupt her forcefully.

"I think that only when I really like myself can I really like someone. I don't know if my current liking for you is just a result of a lower person's admiration for a higher person. After all, you are an excellent person, a dazzling person, and people always like sunshine. I can't tell whether my liking for you is just my love for sunshine or my liking for you as a person, because I don't actually know you."

[The progress of the fruit of truth is 10%...]

The flowers and leaves of the flower of lies withered instantly and fell off the fruit, and the fruit began to become plump and rosy again.

"If in a few years, I have enough confidence and courage, and I love myself enough, maybe when I see you, I will definitely choose to get to know you without hesitation and find ways to pursue you. Of course, assuming you are single at that time."

Bai Tao smiled, feeling a little embarrassed.

These expressions still made her feel shy.

"But not now, I want to be myself now."

She was extremely serious and spoke every word.

"Now I know what I want to do. I plan to paint so that I can stay at home to take orders and do what I like. I can have enough energy. Even if I get sick at home, I won't be as sick as I am in the company. I can also arrange my time freely and do what I can without delaying the company's progress."

"So, this is my answer. I like you, but I can't be with you right now because I have to like myself first and do what I like."

[The progress of the fruit of truth is 70%...]

"I'm done."

Bai Tao looked at him anxiously.

In fact, she was a little afraid that Xu Minghuang would get angry. Xu Minghuang's eyes were indeed a little strange.

How do I put it? It's a pity, regret and helplessness.

"Ok."

He smiled, and when the sunlight hit his eyes, they looked especially golden.

"In fact, there were some things I said before. I knew you would make this choice when I said them, but I couldn't help it. Someone I knew before was always consistent when acting, and I was still in the learning stage, so I decided to follow that template... But later I learned that it's better not to learn some things that I shouldn't learn."

Xu Minghuang stretched out a hand.

Bai Tao was stunned. In fact, she didn't quite understand what he said, but she still stretched out a hand and shook hands with him.

"Since you have made your choice, I respect it. You are amazing. I have seen many people who chose to struggle in the mire and feel sorry for themselves in your situation. Congratulations on coming out of it. I hope we will never have the chance to meet again."

Bai Tao opened her mouth and wanted to ask something, but Xu Minghuang had already let go of her hand and turned away.

She pursed her lips and finished her meal alone.

Then, go back and make money.

No matter what others do, she has to pay back the money!

The progress bar for the Fruit of Truth seems to be stuck at 70%.

Time in the copy is passing quickly.

During this rapidly passing time, the Fruit of Truth slowly advanced to 80%.

Bai Tao's house was delivered.

The money she saved in the past two years was enough for her to do simple decoration. She had indeed been doing her own thing and making money like crazy.

Most of the time, she ate in a hurry. Now she has become really thinner and in worse health.

But she also realized that this was not a good idea, so she started to pay attention to her health.

[The progress of the fruit of truth is 90%...]

When getting the property certificate, Bai Tao was still a little dazed.

In fact, during the past two years of earning money to pay off debts, she has always been thinking that it would be great if she could move into her own house.

Having your own house is like having a home, isn't it? Just work harder and it will be fine.

But now that she has this book, just like when she was with Xu Minghuang, everyone thinks she should be happy, but she is not.

Carrying so much pressure and so much debt, worrying every day about how to make money and pay back the debts for your family, you should be happy to get this notebook at this time.

but……

Is this really my home?
Bai Tao looked carefully at the red notebook in her hand and saw the name written on it.

no.

She doesn't actually need this house to prove that she has her own home.

My peaceful place is my hometown.

I am home.

Bai Tao gave a relieved smile and carefully put away the house certificate.

[The progress of the fruit of truth is 100%! ]

[Congratulations to player Baicha for successfully clearing the S9-level dungeon "Baicha Qinghuan"! ]

In the black box space, several projections appeared again.

In front of the white tea is a fully ripe red fruit.

It is like a red jade bead, crystal clear.