I am a god in the secret world

The white peach in the mirror looks withered and its eyes are dull.

Maybe because of long-term mental exhaustion, she looked like she was in her 30s, very old.

Bai Tao suddenly took out her cosmetics, found a nanny-level makeup tutorial on the Internet, and studied it carefully.

Unexpectedly, the makeup was very successful this time.

She suddenly became much prettier.

She looked at herself in the mirror again.

Actually, her eyes are very beautiful. No, her facial features are actually very beautiful.

"I'm... the best."

Her voice was very soft, and after she finished speaking, she even felt ashamed and looked around instinctively.

In fact, no one can hear it.

When Bai Tao breathed a sigh of relief, she suddenly felt a kind of joy in her heart, and the corners of her mouth unconsciously raised a little.

"I'm the best!" she whispered to the mirror again.

The smile on my face widened, the person in the mirror was so cute.

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Mother brought more mangoes.

"I don't want to eat it." Bai Tao looked at the mango with a frown.

"Why don't you eat it? Your period is over, why don't you eat it? This mango is precious, I bought it specially for you! Since I bought you a house, I haven't been well off financially, it's not easy to buy you a mango!"

Bai Tao said irritably: "Did I ask you to buy it for me? If you think mangoes are delicious, then you can eat them yourself. Did I ever say that I like mangoes?"

"But this is very expensive. Do you know how expensive it is?!" the mother's voice rose.

Of course mangoes are expensive in this small northern city.

"No matter how expensive it is, I don't like it. And you know my stomach is not good. I can't eat this!"

"But it's expensive, I bought it just for you!"

Bai Tao was deflated.

"Then you guys eat it. I really can't eat it. And I didn't ask you to buy it. If you think it's expensive, you don't have to buy it."

"I'm doing this for your own good. Don't I want to buy you something good?!"

The mother started crying again and went out with the mangoes. Soon, the father came in angrily, slamming the door.

"Why are you doing this every day? Do you believe I will beat you to death? What did I say at the beginning? You should just slap her a few times and she will behave herself. What depression or bipolar disorder? She deserves a beating!"

The mother was crying breathlessly.

"I'm doing this for your own good. You said you were sick so we tried our best to please you, but you didn't appreciate it. What should I do? What should I do to make you happy?"

"I think she is just a bitch! She is just acting like a bitch! It has made me unable to hold my head up in public now. People are asking me if my daughter is mentally ill!"

Bai Tao suddenly stood up out of control, grabbed the sleeping pills prescribed by the doctor, and stuffed them all into her mouth.

"Okay, now it's ok, can you guys go out now?"

The mother looked at Bai Tao in shock and disappointment.

"Why are you taking medicine? Do you still want to force us? Your father and I have done enough. Do you just want to get our attention? Do you feel that you have not received our attention since you were a child? Do you want us to take you to the hospital now? I have read those psychological articles before, which said that children who lack love want their parents to care about them. Okay, I care about you now. Can I take you to the hospital now?"

Bai Tao chuckled.

She laughed and cried at the same time, shaking her head gently.

"No, no need to send me to the hospital. I don't need your attention anymore. I don't need your concern. Go out."

"Then leave her alone. I don't believe she's really dead!"

The two men slammed the door and walked out again.

Bai Tao pushed the chair over and held it against the door.

She calmly pushed the table over.

Then she put the mirror on the bed and put on her makeup.

The effect of the medicine does not come on that quickly.

She even had time to change her clothes, which was in her closet, a beautiful white dress she had bought earlier, but she felt she didn't deserve it.

But since you're going to die anyway, why not wear something you like?
She lay down on the bed and waited to die. From time to time, the mother's sobbing and complaining could be heard outside. She was calling relatives to complain about how unfilial Bai Tao was and how she dared to commit suicide by taking pills.

Bai Tao listened silently, and suddenly she understood.

The doctor is right.

Some people are just not meant to be parents.

She was never the one who was sick, nor was she the one who was wrong, it was the parents.

Her only mistake was that she had been pua herself, suppressing herself, forcing herself to become the child in their minds, and trying to please them in order to get what she wanted. She wanted them to become the parents in her heart.

In fact, how could that be possible? Just like she could never become what they wanted her to be, they would never become what she wanted them to be.

But she can be whoever she wants...

?
she thinks.

A light of desire flashed in Bai Tao's eyes.

The efficacy of the medicine has gradually increased.

That was not a good feeling. She searched on her phone for information on how to save herself after taking sleeping pills. She searched again for the dosage of the drug she had taken that would be lethal.

Fortunately, the medicine she took would not cause death.

So it doesn’t matter if you don’t go to the hospital for gastric lavage.

She found a bottle of mineral water that she had bought before but hadn't finished, and she drank it without caring whether the water was still drinkable or not.

She began to drink water, go to the toilet, and excrete medicine.

Her mind became clearer and clearer.

It's time for her to go.

Leave here, really leave.

She packed her luggage on the third day.

"I have to go out to work, otherwise I won't be able to pay my mortgage."

She left a few words lightly and left with her luggage.

Her parents said something behind her, but she was too lazy to listen.

She called the doctor and told him that she would never go there again and was very grateful to him.

"Okay, then take good care of yourself. If you don't understand anything, you can ask me again."

Bai Tao did not refuse.

She returned to her previous city and found her previous landlord. The landlord was a very nice person. Knowing that she was going back home to recuperate, he simply returned her deposit. According to the contract, Bai Tao's deposit was not refundable.

It just so happened that the house had not been rented out yet, so Bai Tao moved in again.

While packing up, she saw a white and pink butterfly.

It’s really strange, the weather is so cold, but there are new butterflies every day.

Bai Tao didn't care too much.

She received another message from Xu Minghuang.

Xu Minghuang: Where are you now? Are you still at home? Have you found a new job? I need an assistant here, do you want to come?

White tea in the black box space: “…”

Ah Huang is really planning to follow through with the romance novel to the end, right?

The boss's assistant, right?
The white peach in the copy is also a bit weird.

Bai Tao: No, I haven’t done that. I plan to check the customer service again.

Xu Minghuang: Then come back. Our company has recently opened a new business and we happen to be in need of customer service. The salary here has always been very high. Think about it carefully. If you come back, I will make you a regular employee!
Bai Tao hesitated.

Her current monthly rent is 1500, mortgage repayment is 2000, and living expenses are 1000. There is really no way she can support herself with a job that pays less than .

I was struggling with this for most of the day.

Bai Tao agreed.

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