I am a god in the secret world

When Bai Tao woke up the next day, she walked out of the room and saw her mother waving at her with a smile on her face.

Although her father looked unhappy, he still greeted her and said stiffly, "Let's eat first."

Bai Tao ate her meal in silence.

"I discussed it with your father for half the night. I was so upset that I couldn't sleep all night. We decided to buy you a house, but we can only buy a small one and we can only buy it here. It's cheap here. We can't afford it in big cities."

"After dinner, we'll take you to buy a house."

Bai Tao opened her mouth, but in fact she had no plans to buy a house right now, because she really had no income now.

But she knew very well that once she said that, they would definitely say she was ungrateful and would never give her another chance.

Later, when they bring it up again, they will definitely ask, who made you unwilling in the first place?
Then it was her fault again.

So Bai Tao swallowed her words and nodded in agreement.

I decided on the house without much trouble. It’s far from home but not too far away.

This is a distance that can tie her down without making her feel overwhelmed.

Baitao actually didn't want to buy this house, but she knew she had no choice.

And now she just wanted to escape from that home. Having a house is better than anything else, isn't it? At least she had one.

She agreed.

When she finished processing the loan, she looked up at the sky in a daze.

Is this what she wanted? Why did she feel only endless panic and anxiety when she got it, and no joy at all?

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"Now you are happy, right? Ask around and see how many people in this area are willing to buy a house for their daughter. Only your mother and I listen to you every day!"

My father said sarcastically.

Bai Tao realized that these words would always stay with her.

really.

She hears it every day.

"Oh, when I told people that I bought a house for my daughter, everyone asked why you bought a house for your daughter. A girl will get married sooner or later, so why would she need a house? You are spoiling her too much!"

"Now that you've bought a house, you should pay off the mortgage. We don't have the money to pay off your mortgage. Shouldn't you go out and find a job?"

"We bought you a house, but you didn't get anything you wanted. You still have a sour face every day. What's going on? Do we owe you?"

Bai Tao fell ill.

The doctor said she hadn't rested for too long.

The parents were very surprised, how could this happen?

The doctor asked Bai Tao, and Bai Tao said she had insomnia.

"Well... I think you should take the child to a psychiatrist or see a psychiatrist to check if she has anxiety or depression. Her insomnia is probably caused by psychological stress."

The doctor left after saying this, leaving the parents with grim looks on their faces.

The father wanted to say something but was stopped by the mother.

"Okay, let's go. Mom will take you to see a doctor. I see you're a little anxious. You don't need to be so stressed. Even if you really can't pay back the mortgage, can we just ignore you? But if you had told us earlier that you were stressed, we wouldn't have bought you a house so quickly."

As they were talking, they took Bai Tao to the psychiatric department and made an appointment.

The questions were completed quickly and the results were obvious.

"She has severe bipolar disorder. It's very serious. Very serious."

The parents became anxious as soon as the doctor said this.

"How is that possible? This child is usually a little dull, but he looks well-behaved, sensible and quiet. How can he be depressed?"

"It's bipolar disorder, mania and depression, not just depression," the doctor corrected.

"Mania, no wonder she always loses her temper, she has been like this since she was a child, it turns out she is sick." The two suddenly realized. "Doctor, can this be cured? She really has a bad temper. A few days ago, she threatened to commit suicide. I just said something to her and she screamed like a madman."

Bai Tao was standing aside, her emotions already rising.

The doctor's mood also became worse.

He looked at them coldly.

"Do you want to make one thing clear to you? It's not her who is sick, it's you who are sick. It's your sickness that has forced her into this state!"

"How can you talk like that? Who forced her? We just bought her a house a few days ago! We are almost spoiling her to no limit!" The father immediately began to refute.

"Yes, her mania must be congenital. She has been like this since she was a child," the mother also said.

doctor:"……………"

Doctor: "No one is born with mania, and I told you, she has bipolar disorder! It would be strange if anyone didn't have bipolar disorder based on these two sentences you said!"

He was starting to get manic.

"Okay, you guys go out first, I'll talk to the kid."

The doctor interrupted what the two men were about to say, pushed them both out and closed the door.

The moment the two of them went out, Bai Tao's shoulders shook and she burst into tears.

She couldn't control herself at all and tried to stop herself from crying, but she sobbed even harder.

"Don't suppress yourself. If you feel sad, just cry. This is not your fault. You are already lucky enough to have such a situation that your parents can't do anything about."

Bai Tao cried uncontrollably and almost fainted. Her mind was blank and she could no longer perceive anything in the outside world.

The doctor poured her a glass of water and she drank it instinctively. The water was very hot, but after drinking it, it calmed her down a lot.

The doctor spoke only after Bai Tao gradually calmed down.

"As for your situation, I think it's difficult for your parents to cooperate with the treatment, so I can only tell you."

The doctor sighed.

"First of all, you have to understand that you are a person first, and then their child. Don't just do what they say. You have to ask yourself what you want to do."

"Secondly, you have to learn to be independent, spiritually independent and separate from them. Don't rely on them anymore, and don't try to get love from them. Some people are not born to be parents. They can't give you the love you want. You have to learn to give it to yourself."

Bai Tao looked at him blankly.

“How do I provide for myself?”

"It's very simple. Don't let yourself be wronged. Stay away from problematic intimate relationships. If you feel uneasy and painful in a relationship, it means that this person has a problem. Don't stay with them."

"Find something you like and do what you like. Do you have something you like?"

"I...I like painting."

“Then draw!”

"But my painting doesn't look good, I can't..."

"So this is the second point, never deny yourself. Let me give you a mirror. Every night before you go to bed and every morning when you wake up, the first thing you do is say to the mirror three times: I am the best."

The doctor said this, pulling out a small Barbie pink plastic mirror from his pocket.

Bai Cha in the black box space looked at the mirror in the doctor's hand, and then carefully looked at the doctor's name tag.

Doctor's name: Gui Mi.

White tea: "..."

She glanced at the pixelated face.

The other party suddenly shot a pixel heart at her.

Bai Cha: “…”

I thank you!