I am a god in the secret world

[Player Baicha, your Fruit of Truth progress bar is decreasing very quickly, are you worried? ]

"Don't worry, isn't this normal?"

The Buddha statue became her father, the hermit became her mother, Biyun did not appear directly to play the NPC, and Ah Huang directly turned on the romantic boss mode, directly putting Bai Tao in the hell of female competition. No one respected her, everyone was pua her, suppressing her in the name of love, controlling her life, influencing her choices, and everyone she met mocked her like a keyboard warrior.

There is even an NPC whose data is directly the same as Jin Qiao, who had appeared in the Dark Ambition dungeon and liked to engage in female competition.

In this situation, it would be strange if Bai Tao could still be positive, optimistic, confident and positive.

"I believe in myself, just keep watching, or if I'm worried, can you send me in too?"

[Oh, dear, I can’t do that. I’m just saying it!]

"Then shut up!"

Bai Tao in the copy finally couldn't hold back her tears because of her mother's concern, and she cried out all the grievances she had suffered during this period.

But her mother called her. She was in a panic and wanted to hang up, but she finally pressed the button to answer the call.

The person on the other end of the phone heard her crying and immediately showed concern.

"What's wrong? What happened? Did someone bully you?"

The care that comes from an intimate relationship directly broke through Bai Tao's defenses.

After all, she lacks love so much and longs for care so much.

So, she made a mistake again.

She poured out her heart again.

She poured out her heart about toxic relationships.

"Mom, I can't work here anymore. They all exclude me, isolate me, and gossip about me behind my back. Sometimes they even say it to my face..."

"Then why did they all exclude you? What did you do?"

Bai Tao froze.

Her blood rushed up again, her body was shaking, her vision went dark, and she couldn't utter a word.

It was like someone was strangling her throat, making her unable to utter a word. Her throat was blocked as if she had swallowed a stone that was difficult to swallow.

"Look at you, you are so old and you are still crying. What's the big deal? Everyone gets gossiped about behind their backs. It's because you didn't maintain a good relationship with others. You didn't know how to say nice things since you were a child. If you don't speak sweetly, people will talk about you. Okay, stop crying, dear. If you think that place is really not good, then come back. Working anywhere is not working. You don't have to pay rent when you come home, and you can save money. It's so nice for your mother to cook for you."

Bai Tao was speechless.

My father's voice came from the other end again.

"What's wrong? Who's crying? Bai Tao is crying. Did someone bully her?"

"It's not a big deal. She just got into trouble at work. She said that everyone else is ostracizing her. I guess she's just too introverted and doesn't want to communicate with others. You know our daughter is like a saw-mouthed gourd."

"Is that so? If it doesn't work out, just come back. We can go pick her up. We have nothing to do these two days anyway."

"Sure, it saves her the money of sending things. Any savings is good. Then Bai Tao, you should pack your things first. Your father and I will pick you up in a couple of days."

Without any help, they arranged everything for Bai Tao.

After hanging up the phone, Bai Tao lay on the bed, wanting to rest but unable to. Her mind was filled with the words they had just said, echoing over and over again.

Is she too introverted? Is it her fault? It was obviously those people who were mean, why was it her fault?

No, she was indeed wrong. Her mistake was that she shouldn't have lived in this world.

go to hell.

Bai Tao suddenly stood up with red eyes and picked up the scissors next to her.

But when the scissors were pointed at her wrist, she couldn't bear to do it and only cut a shallow cut.

It didn't bleed much, but it was painful, probably because the scissors were a bit blunt.

The pain made her collapse even more and she covered her face.

She deserves to die. Why doesn't she even have the courage to die? Why is she so cowardly? Why is she always so cowardly? She can't do anything, not even die.

Let her die, it doesn't matter what happens, a car accident, or being hit by something thrown from a high place while walking, any way of death is fine, just die quickly!
[The progress bar of the fruit of truth is 0%, and the flower of lies has sprouted...]

Bai Tao went home.

Her parents were very enthusiastic and cooked delicious food for her. They didn't say anything unpleasant but kept asking about her well-being.

That gave Bai Tao a false impression that everything was not that bad.

Coming back might be a good choice.

right?

Right……

Bai Tao began to suffer from insomnia, unable to sleep all night long. She felt dazed during the day and would fall down after taking a few steps, or she would always bump into something, leaving bruises and cuts all over her body.

Her mother looked at her with concern.

"Are you under too much pressure? Don't be so stressed. If you can't find a job, don't look for one. It's not like your parents can't support you for the rest of your life. We still have hundreds of thousands of dollars in savings."

Bai Tao looked at her and suddenly asked, "Can you give me your savings as a down payment? I want to buy a house."

Mother's face changed.

"You want to buy a house, what kind of house do you need as a girl? You are a girl, and the most important thing is to get married in the future. I tell you, girls are like dandelions, they can marry wherever they want, and finding a good place is the most important thing!"

She spoke with deep meaning.

"But if you really want to buy one, it's not impossible. There are many girls buying houses now..."

A look of hesitation appeared on her face.

"Let me discuss this with your father."

Bai Tao actually had no hope, because her mother always listened to her father, and her father would never buy her a house because he had told her since she was a child that girls should get married. He even wanted to have another brother, or adopt a boy from outside, but both he and his mother were not in good health, so it was difficult to have another child. The adoption procedures were too complicated, and it was difficult for their family to get it done, so they eventually gave up, but Bai Tao still remembered those words.

Sure enough, when her mother came over in the evening, she had a smile on her face and sat gently beside Bai Tao.

If you didn't know her expression, you would think she was going to agree, and Bai Tao really thought so. But in the blink of an eye, the words that came out of her mother's mouth were so unpleasant.

"Were you bullied outside or something? Are you still painting now?"

Baitao shook his head.

"Really? Your dad and I both think that you suddenly want to buy a house because you've gone crazy from painting. You don't really think of yourself as the heroine in a painting, do you? You don't have a salary from your current job, and even if I buy a house for you, how are you going to pay the mortgage? Aren't you just painting too much and having wild ideas?"

Bai Tao looked at her in shock and shook her head desperately. She didn't understand, she really didn't understand, why was it related to painting?
This reminded her of what happened two years ago.