I am a god in the secret world

Chapter 684: [Survival Guide] Small Diary

Bai Cha looked at the worm wriggling in the picture frame, and it even seemed to be trying to eat the two portraits next to it. She thought about it, found a hammer, and threw it at it with all her might.

The aim was very good, shattering the glass in one go and squashing the bug at the same time.

The insect died and disappeared, but the statue of Bai Fengwen was also destroyed.

As luck would have it, the glass got stuck in his eyes, and his whole face looked scary.

The picture frame also fell to the ground. Bai Cha walked over to pick up the photo, tore off the side with Bai Fengwen neatly, and then threw it away as if he had touched something dirty.

It's really disgusting, just thinking about the bug on it just now... Even though I know that these bugs may just be hallucinations, it's still not okay, it's really disgusting.

Bai Feng heard the noise and asked, and when he came out he saw this scene. He stood there in a daze for a long time.

Bai Cha also saw him, but ignored him at all. She went into her room with the remaining half of the photo in her pocket.

Bai Fengwen didn't call her either. He just stood there in a daze. After a long while, he returned to the room.

Bai Cha was rummaging through the drawers in the house looking for something.

It’s a rare opportunity to go back to the past. Even though this is just a fictional world created by a game, everything is restored 1:1.

Bai Cha wanted to see if he could find the fairy tale book.

The memory was too old, and she couldn't remember where she had put the fairy tale book at this moment.

As Bai Cha was rummaging through the things, she dug out a bunch of random stuff, including some shiny plastic hairpins, plastic princess crowns, and even a Barbie doll with one arm missing.

Did she play with these things as a child? Why didn't she remember?
The most outrageous thing is that this Barbie doll is not only missing an arm, but also has its legs installed upside down.

Did she do it?
Did she like dismembering Barbie dolls as a child?

Bai Cha silently removed the doll's legs and put them back together, this time they were straight.

She even found a small diary with some crooked words written in it.

I really have no impression of this white tea.

She opened the diary with some curiosity.

The diary is written very neatly, recording the time, sunny and cloudy days, and the content is also very simple.

[Mom hasn't been home for a week. Dad said she will never come back. It's all because of me.]

[It's been a month and my mom hasn't come back yet. My dad is terrible and I don't like him anymore.]

[I don’t seem to have those dreams anymore, is it because of mom? Actually, it doesn’t matter to me. I can be very powerful in my dreams. Mom, please come back.]

[I didn’t eat today. I’m so hungry. I can’t find anything to eat. My dad isn’t here either. I can’t go out.]

[I'm so hungry and my stomach hurts. I haven't eaten for two days. It turns out that I will have to pee very quickly if I don't eat or drink water.]

[My aunt came over and scolded my father angrily. She also brought me some food. My father apologized to me and I forgave him.]

【I hate my father because he beats me. 】

There is nothing more after that.

Bai Cha sat on the ground and raised his hand to touch his heart.

She really didn't remember anything about this diary. It turned out that she had written these things.

She put the notebook down and no longer had the desire to look through anything else. She looked out the window in a daze.

There was an albizzia tree outside her window. Later, when her father died and she was officially taken away, the tree was cut down.

It seems that even trees are no longer effective, as the lifespan of the Albizia Julibrissin seems to be only 25 years.

She now remembers that every summer, the tree would bloom with fuzzy, white-to-pink flowers, which were very beautiful, and she could reach out from the window to pick them.

It is late autumn now and the flowers are long gone.

Baicha vaguely remembers that when she was young, her mother introduced this tree to her, saying that it was called Albizia Julibrissin and it was the joy of the whole family.

The family portrait she had torn up was still lying on the floor. The autumn wind blew in from the window and pushed the photo under the bed. Bai Cha didn't look at it. She was still lying by the window, looking outside through the security bars.

The sky is very blue, worthy of the crisp autumn weather.

There were no high-rise buildings built on the opposite side. At this moment, with the height of her house, she could see far away from the window and could also see the vast sky.

These scenes were very familiar. In her memory, she had lay there and looked out countless times.

Because I really didn't know what to do. For a child, the Internet was just emerging back then, and it was not like it is now, when people could spend time holding their mobile phones.

The TV at home had been broken for a long time, and Bai Feng had never repaired it, even though he had asked.

Bai Cha read through all the books in the house. She could understand some of them, but not others. However, they were the only things that could help her pass the time when she was bored.

Then you can look at the four seasons outside through this window.

The wind was too cold, so Baicha closed the window tightly.

The sound of the wind was blocked and the room suddenly became much quieter.

She turned around and looked towards her bedroom.

The room is actually decorated very warmly and cutely. Compared with other children of the same age, Baicha's room is very much like the rooms of little princesses on TV.

When her parents were around, she had more toys and more beautiful clothes than others, and was the envy of other children in the community.

Even these memories are actually vague.

It was almost time for lunch when Bai Cha came out of the room. She didn't see Bai Fengwen and didn't pay any attention to him. Instead, she found a few dollars in the living room and went out with them.

She is going to buy some food.

A day passed quickly and everything was peaceful, but Bai Cha noticed that Bai Fengwen never came out.

She stood at the door of the master bedroom and hesitated for a moment, but ultimately did not go in.

It doesn’t matter. Don’t look back. When you go in, you will see something scary.

The next morning, Bai Fengwen still hadn't come out, so Bai Cha rummaged around again, scraped together a dollar, and bought two tea eggs.

After eating, she went to Bai Fengrui's house because she had no money.

When Bai Fengrui saw Bai Cha coming over alone, her face was full of surprise and she looked at her nervously.

"Hey, why did you come here alone? Where's your dad? Does he ignore you again? I'm so mad!"

Bai Fengrui really wanted to knock open Bai Fengwen's head to see what was inside.

It's flooded, right?

"Have you eaten breakfast?"

"I came here after dinner. I bought it myself. Auntie, I want to eat ribs for lunch."

"Okay, I just bought a pound of pork ribs yesterday and was planning to stew them today. I was thinking of sending some to you. Where's your dad? Never mind him. He's a grown man and he won't starve to death!"

Bai Fengwen disappeared for three days.

On the fourth day, he finally showed up.

Bai Cha spent the past three days at Bai Fengrui's house. Bai Fengrui called Bai Fengwen but couldn't get through. She went to look for him but found no one there. She realized something might be wrong and almost called the police.

"No, you didn't even tell me you were missing. Where were you doing?"

Bai Fengrui became furious when she saw Bai Fengwen. Her mood had been very unstable since she became pregnant.

Bai Fengwen seemed to have returned to his former gentle and elegant self.

"Sorry for making you worry."

(End of this chapter)