I am a god in the secret world

After Bai Cha arrived at the bathroom, he took out the small bread from his pocket. The bread was normal.

As she was hesitating whether to eat it, she glanced at the mirror and saw herself in the mirror, with bugs crawling all over her body.

Baicha is probably only three years old now, with such small arms and legs that she can't actually see herself in the mirror.

The mirror only shows the top of Baicha's head.

But there was a small stool next to it, which was originally prepared for her so that she could stand on it to wash her hands.

She is now standing on this stool, looking at herself in the mirror.

She was silent.

The bugs were crawling on her body, which was extremely disgusting.

But when she raised her hand to touch herself, she felt nothing. However, one of her hands in the mirror had touched a bug.

So is this really an illusion?

She picked up the bread again and held it to the mirror, and found that the bread in the mirror was actually a bunch of bugs.

But when you look down, it's just normal bread.

In this case, if we use a mirror to look at the people outside, would they be normal, would the food outside also be normal, and would the problem be with ourselves?

If so, should she believe what she sees in the mirror or her own eyes?
Great, question of the century.

Bai Cha resisted the urge to look in the mirror, reluctantly stuffed the bread back into his pocket, went to the bathroom and left.

Eating is inevitable.

Bai Cha could still bear it a little longer, so she said she had a stomachache.

Bai Fengrui frowned.

"Then drink the porridge."

Bai Cha shook her head and said that her stomach was aching badly.

Bai Fengrui could only sigh.

"Forget it. If you really have a stomachache, it's not good to drink porridge. I'll take you to the hospital, get some medicine, and then cook you some millet porridge."

Bai Fengrui said this and was about to stand up.

Seeing how hard she was working, Bai Cha asked, "Aunt, are you pregnant?"

Bai Fengrui touched her belly when she heard that. The weather was quite cool now, and she was wearing fairly thick and loose clothes, so it couldn't be seen from the outside.

"Yes, my aunt is pregnant with a baby, so Cha Cha has to be obedient, okay?"

After she finished speaking, Bai Cha saw worms starting to fall out of her mouth again.

But Bai Cha can now remain calm, and she knows that this may just be her hallucination.

Especially when you realize that you probably have these things too.

How should I put it? It's already rotten and smelly. Apart from the discomfort I feel all over my body, I don't feel any great fear.

"Then I won't go to the hospital. I want to get some sleep."

Bai Fengrui looked at her hesitantly. In fact, after running all day, Bai Fengrui also felt her waist was sore.

At this time, her husband is very busy. After all, he has to earn money for the baby's milk powder, so he is working overtime to make money.

Therefore, there was only Bai Fengrui at home.

She also didn't want to run around. What if something happened to the baby in her belly?

Not to mention anything else, Bai Cha’s situation is quite bad now. If something happens to her, there will be no one to take care of Bai Cha.

So Bai Fengrui nodded and rummaged through the drawers to find some medicine for her.

"Take this medicine and go to sleep."

The medicine is normal and the water is normal.

I don’t know what I look like in the mirror, and Bai Cha doesn’t want to think too much about it, because it would be really disgusting if I thought too much about it.

She took it and ate it and drank a glass of water.

She went into the room to rest, but after Bai Fengrui left, she got up and found a small mirror.

This is a plastic-shell mirror that Bai Fengrui bought for him before. It is a small Barbie-style mirror.

Bai Cha put the mirror in his pocket and took out the bread.

It's impossible for her to go without food all the time; her body can't handle it.

So she had to make a choice. She took out the mirror and looked at it again.

In fact, you shouldn't watch it, because it's really disgusting and makes your whole body feel itchy.

But she still chose to stare at herself in the mirror.

"I'm not a monster, I'm a normal person."

Bai Cha said seriously.

This was her guess in her heart.

As expected, some of the bugs on my body disappeared.

Bai Cha let out a breath slowly.

The remaining part cannot be eliminated for the time being, no matter what she says to the mirror.

Maybe I shouldn't say it in front of the mirror.

Bai Cha put down the mirror and opened the bread.

If nothing else, at least the bread is back to normal.

So choosing to believe in yourself should be the right path, even if it is not.

After eating a piece of bread, my stomach pain was indeed relieved.

She began to think about how to survive in the remaining time.

1. No matter when and where you are, you must believe that you are a normal person.

Regarding this, so far, only Bai Fengwen has mentioned that she is a monster. Perhaps my childhood self cared a lot about this matter, which led to the current situation.

But this does not guarantee that there will be other people who will have the same doubts later, including Bai Fengrui.

Because fear is infinite, it will spread and expand.

Therefore, she must first ensure that she is always firm in her beliefs.

2. The food you get may be edible, such as if you bought it yourself or even stole it?
The bread in her hand was stolen anyway. Even if the people in the supermarket knew about it, they probably wouldn't care. After all, she was just a child and had been hiding in the warehouse for so long. It was normal for her to take one when she was hungry. She should be thankful that she didn't die in the supermarket.

Give it a try tomorrow, go out and buy food and see if that's normal.

But why was there a problem with the food Bai Fengrui gave her?
Is it because someone else gave it to me? Or is it...

Bai Cha suddenly thought of her childhood. She actually hated rice porridge, especially when it was warm. It tasted terrible.

When she was a child, she didn't like eggs very much because they tasted fishy, ​​and vegetables were even more so. She was a very picky eater.

Later, after her father died, she forced herself to eat at her aunt's house.

It was not until she grew up that she gradually accepted it. After all, a child's sense of smell and taste is quite different from that of an adult. When she grew up, she no longer felt unable to eat food because of the fishy smell of eggs.

But at least that's the case for now.

So rule 3 of the survival guide is that things you don’t like to eat will turn into bugs, so only eat what you like.

Or maybe I got it myself.

Actually, this bread is not very delicious.

At present, there are only these three.

As for other things, for example, actually for her now, she didn’t think that what Bai Fengrui said was excessive, because when people are frightened, it is inevitable that they will speak more harshly.

But for a three-year-old child, it would be sad if he ran away from home because of his father's mental abuse and was then blamed.

That's why Bai Fengrui had bugs in her mouth when she came back.

From this point of view, these insects may not be impossible to deal with.

As for outsiders, it was probably because those looks were very uncomfortable for a child.

Let’s try it tomorrow.

Baicha fell asleep.

This sleep was particularly restless. I kept dreaming about all kinds of insects crawling on my body. I would wake up from my dreams in shock, and even when I woke up, I would subconsciously touch my body.

She even wondered if she would continue to have this nightmare after returning to reality.

so horrible.

It's the next day.

Bai Feng asked and came over to take the white tea.