Infinite resurrection in survival games

It happened on the fifteenth day after she entered the orphanage that she killed someone and was transferred from that orphanage to another orphanage together with Zhou Yan.

The first time she met Zhou Yan, it was Zhou Yan who saved her from the staff who wanted to drown her. He called the dean, who stopped the crazy staff.

Zhou Yan is tall and thin, with childishness clearly visible on his face. He stands in the shadows behind the adults, his eyes are hollow and his face is expressionless. He is an unhealthy white, so white that even It was also glowing in the shadow. The scene was actually very scary, but surprisingly she didn't feel any fear, because he was the only person who showed kindness to her in so many days.

When she woke up in the hospital, the person taking care of her was still Zhou Yan.

His eyes were still so empty. When he saw her waking up, he was ready to call someone. However, before calling someone, he paused for a moment and whispered, "When you have no strength, you must learn to be soft." He lowered his eyes, "Otherwise, I will die."

He was obviously about the same age, but he pretended to be an adult and taught her how to survive in a serious way. It was obvious that it was impossible to laugh in that situation, but she just laughed. She felt that from that time on, she probably He's already mentally disturbed.

Zhou Yan was obviously a little confused by her smile, and there was a trace of confusion on his expressionless face, "I'll call the dean for you, the dean is on the phone outside."

After the dean came in, he asked her a few questions, "Do you still know your name?"

"Do you still remember why you came to the hospital?"

"Is there anything else that feels wrong?"

She didn't answer any questions, she just kept staring at the dean and laughing. She couldn't help but want to laugh. She just thought the dean's false concern was funny. She also realized that she might have lost her mind.

The dean was probably so scared by her laughter that he couldn't help but call a doctor. After a simple examination, the doctor said that she was probably greatly stimulated and had a mental breakdown. Maybe she would get better and recover after a while.

The village chief and others seemed to believe this argument, but only Suman herself knew that she was not suffering a nervous breakdown due to great stimulation. She just suddenly thought about some things clearly. For example, she had realized that she might not be able to do anything in her life. She will see her mother again. For example, she has clearly understood that she can only rely on herself if she wants to survive.

Now that she is under someone else's care, she has to learn to keep her head down.

Although the doctor repeatedly emphasized that she was not mentally ill and would be able to recover if she took good care of her in the future, the dean always felt a sense of shame and anger as her eyes swept across her, as if she had been stripped naked and exposed to the sun. He finally It was decided to send her, this little lunatic, to a mental hospital for a period of time.

However, this decision was not told to her. It was Zhou Yan who secretly came over to tell her. He told her, "If you can understand what I said, you will do as I say. A reporter will come to interview you later." Cry when you see reporters, hug the dean and cry, and say you can’t bear to leave everyone. Then praise the dean more, say he is a good person, and give him a high hat. He likes to hear this, otherwise he will send you away. If you enter a mental hospital, people who are not sick will diagnose you with illness, and you will not be able to get out."

"Also, don't look at those reporters with the eyes you have now. Even adults don't like it. By the way, don't laugh either. You must cry. You have to learn to pretend. You have to pretend to be pitiful to show them. They all like it."