Fighting Break Sphere: My Days as a Tutor at Canaan College

Chapter 127 Feelings
The age of coming of age is the age when a girl should be attracted by others.

And Xiao Yue, at this age, met Liu Xi, who looked at her differently from those people around her who looked at her with tinted glasses.

Although she had only been in contact with Liu Xi for three or two days, the ups and downs in her mood during these three or two days were no less than the sum of the three or two years in the past.

From the initial hesitation and uneasiness when she learned that she was assigned to serve the rumored scum, to the change in her impression of Liu Xi after the first communication, she gradually felt relieved.

Then, when Liu Xi took her situation into consideration and let her go back on her own when it got dark, she felt grateful to him, and when he later encouraged her not to give up practicing, she was deeply moved and her gratitude towards Liu Xi deepened.

But it was also yesterday that she returned home early and was seen by her neighbors. Immediately, rumors about her and Liu Xi started spreading around them, which made her angry and furious!
What made her angry was that those neighbors talked about her behind her back, and the content was obscene and unbearable, tarnishing her innocence. What made her angry was that those people were used to gossiping about her all the time, and it would have been fine if they talked about her, but why did they want to throw dirty water on Lord Liu Xi out of thin air?
Because of some past events, few people around her have been kind and good to her since she was a child, which makes her especially cherish those who show kindness to her.

In her eyes, Liu Xi treated her very well, and sometimes even considered her when he went out and let her go home early. These details made her feel warm in her heart, and she remembered every bit of warmth in her past memories.

She dared not, nor did she want to forget. Whenever she was looked down upon or ridiculed, she would always take out the warmth hidden deep in her heart and recall it, thinking that there were still people in this world who were good to her. What reason did she have not to persevere?

In fact, filthy and anger-inducing rumors were not a big deal to her. What she feared most was the distrust of her only relative in the world.

At night, her mother called her to her bedside, and her hesitant questioning really hurt her, like a knife stabbing into her chest.

She felt extremely wronged!
It felt like the last relative in the world had abandoned her!
He rushed out of the door and kept running and sobbing inside the building complex. When his emotions finally calmed down a little, he ran into the patrol team coming back from outside.

When those people saw her, they dug up some past events again, criticized her father, cursed her, treated her as if she were nothing, and finally ignored her and walked away in a swagger.

At that time, she really felt that she could not bear it anymore, and negative emotions burst out like a blowout, occupying her brain.

She is ready to fall!
Even when she arrived in front of Liu Xi's villa, driven by negative emotions, she was ready to devote herself to Liu Xi!

But when the gate opened and she met Liu Xi's eyes, she unexpectedly calmed down. At that time, she thought that it was the "similarity" between her and Liu Xi and the encouragement from his words during the day that made her stop at the edge of the cliff.

However, when she went to bed in the room on the east side of the villa, in the second half of the night, she finally figured it out.

What kind of "similarity" in fate is made up by one's imagination?
What words inspire?
These are not the reasons that stopped her from falling!
Why pull back from the brink?

Why turn back from the wrong path?
It’s just simply because of Liu Xi!
The root of everything lies in the man in front of me.

She didn't want to fall like this and let Liu Xi look down on her!

She didn't want him to look at her and just see a young, delicate female body when she stood in front of him!
Don't want to...

At some point, she began to cherish this man and the feelings that had sprouted in her heart for him.

In fact, she herself still can't quite figure out whether she feels gratitude or affection for this man?
Or is it both, intertwined with each other?
……

In the courtyard.

The afterglow of the setting sun shone straight and obliquely from the western side of the skyline, as if covering a man and a woman, one big and one small, in the open courtyard with a layer of gorgeous fiery red gauze.

So this man just wanted to take me in as his apprentice?
Xiao Yue blinked lightly, and with this blink, it seemed as if a hint of mist in her eyes was covered up.

Become a disciple if you will. As long as she can satisfy this man's needs, she is willing to do anything...

I almost sacrificed myself last night. What's so difficult about being his student?

At least, I don't need to muster up that much courage anymore...

At this moment, Liu Xi, who was about to welcome his first student in the true sense, naturally had no idea that in just such a short moment, the psychological activities of the girl in front of him had become extremely complicated!
A woman's mind is the most unpredictable, it can neither be seen nor touched!

When you think you have guessed it all, it may be that someone is deliberately putting it in front of you so that you can see through it.

It could also be one of the thousands of thoughts that arise in a person's mind in an instant.

"Are you really willing to take me as your master?"

Facing the words that came out of Liu Xi's mouth just a moment ago.

The girl nodded her head heavily, her two little hands loosened the corners of her clothes, and she responded:
"Xiao Yue, I am willing to be Master Liu Xi's student!"

"Hahaha, good! Good! Good!"

Hearing the voice and seeing this, Liu Xi clapped his hands and smiled, but the joy between his brows lingered for a long time. He even said "hello" three times, which showed that he was very restless.

Joy is restrained.

Liu Xi took a step back, straightened his face, stood with his hands behind his back, looked solemn, and said to Xiao Yue:
"You, please become my disciple!"

There is no incense table here, so only the simplest ceremony of paying respect to the teacher is performed, that is, the disciple kneels down and kowtows to the teacher. Of course, if there is something deeper in mind, some prayers can also be said for the witness of heaven and earth.

Before his eyes, Xiao Yue took three steps forward, one step at a time.

After three steps, Xiao Yue slowly bowed down.

She bent her knees and touched the ground, then spread her hands flat, one above the other, overlapping each other.

Finally, she leaned down, put her forehead on the back of her hand, and bowed slowly towards Liu Xi, while muttering:

“God of Heaven and Earth, I am Xiao Yue, a disciple with an unusual fate and bad luck. My clan members despised me. Now, I am grateful to the master for not abandoning me, teaching me carefully, and accepting me as his disciple.

Disciples will definitely be upright, worthy of heaven and earth, worthy of the universe, and worthy of Master.

From now on, life should be respected as life, and death should be respected as death.

Never disobey a single order from the master.

Heaven and earth are my witnesses! "

After she finished speaking, she bowed her head to the ground.

Unlike Xiao Yixian who was born in a small mountain village far away from the town, Xiao Yue's life was not very good either, but she was a member of the Xiao family which once had a glorious history. She received some etiquette education when she was young and knew some "words" that were usually said when becoming a disciple.

Therefore, as soon as she uttered this set of words, the scene instantly became solemn. Although there were no incense tables, crowds, or pomp and ceremony, it still seemed dignified and formal.

In front of him, Liu Xi heard Xiao Yue's voice, and facing her bow, he looked dazed.

He didn't expect that Xiao Yue's ceremony of becoming a disciple would be so formal.

This makes him... a little passive!

Because he didn't have much knowledge about this subject, and couldn't come up with such a stylish phrase...

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(End of this chapter)