Zongman's gray memory

Xiaoying: Xiaoying’s novel was deleted for no reason. So I copied it here again, but it will be changed! Poor Xiaoying’s word count of 83,486!

I, an 'ordinary' girl in the 21st century, do not have a beautiful face, but only a monster-like IQ. My parents have treated me as a girl of bad luck since I was a child. I have never felt the care of my parents. I can only beat and scold me mercilessly, even though I am the world.

The daughter of the richest man lives a worse life than a servant. In other words, the servants in the house can order me around.

I don’t understand why my parents don’t like me? Just because one of my eye pupils is pure white and there is a black cross surrounded by black roses? Just because my other eye is blood red and there is a black cross in the middle.

Skull? Just because my eyes are different? Just because I have a high IQ and look like a monster?

In order to make my parents like me, I always ranked first in the school.

In order to make my parents like me, I beat and scold them every day

In order to make my parents like me, I never say that I am their daughter.

In order to make my parents like me, I almost dug out my pupils

In order to make my parents like me,...

I am a modern version of Cinderella, but I am not as lucky as Cinderella. I have not met a prince who likes me.

Girls at school laughed at me, boys at school talked about me and called me a 'monster'

I don't cry because all my tears have been shed

I'm not angry because I'm used to it

I'm not sad because my heart is broken

I don't………………………………………………………………………………………… ………………

I often think, maybe, maybe I am not from this world? Maybe, I am from other time and space! However, that is just a fantasy. In this world, there is nothing I want to cherish, and there is nothing I want to protect.

As a human being, I often think that if I live like this, I might as well die! However, I can never die! Because every time I am injured, it will automatically recover...