I'm writing a diary in Zongman

Without any explanation, Amamiya Ren walked into the house carrying the suitcase in one hand and holding Sanzenin's hand with the other.

Sanzenin Nagi looked very angry and seemed to be very upset about the behavior just now.

But she still walked into the house obediently.

The space inside the house is not very big. Compared with Sanqianyuan Nagi's home, this house is probably the size of a room in her villa.

Sanqianyuan Nagi was not unacceptable to a house of this size. It should be said that there was indeed a guy in her social circle who was very poor but liked Isumi.

I sat down on the sofa and there was a glass of juice on the low table in front of me.

Sanqianyuan Nagi pouted slightly, but still picked up the cup and took a sip. The sweet juice made her face not look as puffy as before.

But soon, Amemiya sat upright beside her.

"Don't you have any plans for the weekend?"

I feel a bit depressed when mentioning this Sanzenin Nagi.

"After school every day, I often go to Hakuou to ask Hinagiku for help in kendo training. But I can't always go to Hinagiku on weekends, right? She has her own things to do on weekends. What if I always bother her and make her feel annoyed?"

This successfully made Amamiya Ren laugh.

"Don't you know what kind of personality Gui Chudai has? If she can help you get out of staying home, she can really do a lot. Do you think she would care about a mere weekend?"

Indeed... When Sanzenin Nagi thought about her days at Hakuou, she realized that Hinagiku often came to see her and even came to her house several times on weekends.

The purpose was the same every time, which was to pull her out of the house.

"So, you're still a little uncomfortable staying at home alone?"

"...No, not really. With Maria by my side at home, how could I be lonely?"

The slightly arrogant voice made Amamiya Ren unable to suppress the corners of his mouth, and he couldn't help laughing out loud.

But hearing this laughter, Sanqianyuan Nagi's pretty face turned red.

"Everyone says I'm not lonely! What are you laughing at?"

After laughing, Amamiya Ren placed a hand on Sanzenin's head.

"After getting used to more people and more noises around me, I gradually find it difficult to adapt to being alone. This is loneliness, Sanqianyuan."

“Maybe you’re not lonely because of one person, but you’re definitely lonely because of everyone.”

Loneliness... Sanzenin Nagi couldn't help but repeat this word in her heart.

I can't help but think about my fulfilling life in the past two months. When I'm at home, I no longer always play games. I spend more time on strength training.

It was obviously a very boring thing, but she could always play it for a whole afternoon without being reminded by others.

She still felt bored when she went to school. She had mastered everything the teacher taught, but she didn't fall asleep in the middle of class like she did in the past.

If she really doesn't want to go to class, she can skip classes and join the club. She's not alone in the club. Shinomiya isn't good at playing games, but Hayasaka is pretty good at it.

You won't be the only one playing the game, the boring space has already been filled.

Now it seems that she has no way to go back.

Sanzenin Nagi bit her lips lightly.

"Lonely... I'm not lonely at all..."

Refusing to admit it is just a way for the little girl to show off her strength...Amamiya Ren shook her head slightly and did not continue to put too much pressure on Sanzenin Nagi on this issue.

"Sanqianyuan, you and I are quite similar."

Sanzenin Nagi looked up at Amamiya Ren who was sitting next to her.

"I'm not good at interacting with people because my living environment requires me to be wary of everyone. I used to just try to get by, but when fate suddenly changed, I was so overwhelmed that I didn't dare to touch anyone."

"Ah, I know you're different from me in that respect. But your situation isn't much different from mine. You lost your mother at a young age, and you've had to face all sorts of assassinations for the Three Thousand Court Emperor's inheritance all by yourself. Your life is even more turbulent than mine."

"And your personality isn't as rude as you say. If you didn't want others to be implicated by you, why don't you go out to school more often? I don't believe you're someone who doesn't like walking around outside."

Amemiya's words were like a sharp blade that gradually tore apart Sanzenin's disguise, making it impossible for her to continue hiding her concerns and worries.

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Chapter 318: Inexplicable Feeling of Shame

The same?

Sanzenin Nagi couldn't help but think about what had just been said, and her clever mind allowed her to understand it immediately.

Maybe it's really the same.

She resisted going out, but in fact she was escaping. She lived a comfortable life, but she was like a bird in a cage.

As for Amemiya, the rules and regulations of his past life restricted all his thoughts. He was not trapped in a cage physically, but his mind and spirit were always bound.

I turned my head and looked at Amemiya's face without glasses.

Sanzenin Nagi moved her butt towards Amemiya, and from keeping a certain distance just now, they were now very close.

"I'm not lonely... Let me make it clear once again, I'm not lonely..."

Emphasized twice.

Amamiya Ren reached out and smoothed the curve of her lips to avoid being seen by Sanqianyuan and getting angry again.

"Yeah, it's not loneliness. It's not loneliness."

With a perfunctory response, Amamiya Ren once again placed her hand on Sanzenin's head, and this time she did not resist.

"Humph~"

The perfunctory words clearly conveyed the meaning. Sanqianyuan Nagi snorted lightly, but did not shy away.

"Amamiya, did this happen to me in the story as well?"

"Yes, it did happen. After you lost your inheritance, your grandfather unceremoniously kicked you out of the villa. Luckily, your mother's estate was still in Claude's hands. It was a very shabby Japanese-style apartment. It was after that that you moved into your new home with Miss Maria and your housekeeper."

"Unlike being alone in that villa, the shabby Japanese-style apartment might be a little worse off, but the popularity it possesses is completely different. You met new friends there, overcame your loneliness, and even learned how to regulate your emotions. This is also the key reason why Miss Maria chose to leave you."

"…because Maria is no longer the only one for me?"

"That's right. She realized that you would grow up, and you could even grow up without her help. So she finally made the choice to leave you."

Stupid Maria... Sanzenin Nagi pursed her lips. Even if she could grow up without Maria, she still hoped that Maria would always be by her side.

"At the end of the story, I grew up, but Maria also left me. I don't like this ending at all."

Sanzenin Nagi absolutely hates such an imperfect ending. Regardless of whether it is cliché or not, she still prefers a perfect ending.

"By the way, the protagonist of my story seems to be the debt steward, right? What kind of person is that debt steward?"

Mizenin Nagi became curious about the butler in her own story.

"Hmm... the story says that the indebted steward has a face that looks like he's in poverty. But that face of his is actually quite cute. In the early and middle stages of the story, he often appears in women's clothing. Oh, by the way, in the early stages, it seems that the white tiger you raised almost mistook him for a female."

"White tiger? It turns out that I have a white tiger in the story."

"Isn't there in reality?"

"That's not a given. Even if I don't have common sense, I know that white tigers and humans can't live together, even if they are the most humane tigers."

Wouldn't it be uncomfortable to keep a tiger like that at home?

Sanzenin Nagi was not confident that she could tame a white tiger, but she also remembered the white tiger that Amemiya mentioned.

"Did I pick up that white tiger in Africa?"

"Yes. By the way, didn't you release the white tiger?"

"I didn't release it into the wild, but I did put it in the local zoo I bought after I picked it up. At the beginning of the year, my bodyguard came to report that the white tiger was living well in the zoo and had already had several cubs."

Michiin Nagi gently slid her index finger across her cheek as she recalled the past.

That ball already has several children... It is really hard for Amamiya Ren to imagine such a scene.

The white tiger in the story that could talk, read books and was very funny actually had such a different fate.

But if you think about it carefully, if Sanqianyuan didn't keep the white tiger by its side, the white tiger would actually be sent to the zoo.

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"The debt manager also has a feminine side. Simply put, he looks androgynous. What else? Does he have any other abilities?"

Sanzenin Nagi doesn't think that the person in the story would just randomly find someone to be a housekeeper.

"As for abilities, they do have quite a few. The debt-ridden butler in the story is a complete jack of all trades when it comes to housekeeping, probably on par with Ms. Maria. And because of his difficult past and the many part-time jobs he's worked at, even lying about his age, he possesses quite a few skills and miscellaneous knowledge."

"Well, that's pretty common."

Mastering multiple skills and a wide range of knowledge is nothing new. In Sanzenin Nagi's opinion, such a butler is just average.

"What if I say that he initially caught up with the speeding car on his bicycle, and even managed to stay in shape after being hit by the car?"

"..."

Sanzenin Nagi's face twitched, and after confirming that Amemiya was not joking with her, she couldn't help but complain.

"Is that guy a humanoid Gundam?"

He was able to catch up with a speeding car on a bicycle, and even managed to stay intact after being hit by the car. His physical fitness is completely different from that of a normal person.

"No wonder I, in the story, took him in as my housekeeper."

Sanqianyuan Nagi suddenly felt that this debt-ridden steward still had some distinct advantages.

"No. The main reason you wanted to take him back as your butler was because he was desperate to pay off a debt and tried to kidnap you after you ran away from the villa. He then told you, 'I want to capture you.' In the story, you thought he was confessing his love for you, so you decided to take him in as your butler and keep him by your side."

"???"

Listening to Amemiya's detailed explanation, Sanzenin Nagi felt inexplicably ashamed, and even her entire face seemed to turn red from the stimulation.

"It's because of such a ridiculous reason!?"

"Am I the one in the story who's in love? So stupid! Can't I tell that guy wants to kidnap me?"

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Chapter 319: Sanqianyuan, do you want to like me too?

"Probably didn't understand."

Amamiya Ren was 100% sure that Sanzenin in the story definitely didn't understand. If he had understood, the story of the indebted butler would have ended at the beginning, and the indebted butler would have been destined to spend his whole life in prison.

You should know that the death penalty is not common in island countries, but the sentences are actually quite long.

Especially in cases like kidnapping a wealthy second-generation, the courts generally impose the maximum sentence. As long as someone is imprisoned, the outcome is predetermined.

Speaking of which, how is that indebted steward doing now...Amamiya Ren couldn't help but feel curious about this.

"The me in the story must have been screwed in the head. I actually became a love-brained person who would agree to any confession."

Sanzenin Nagi felt very strange just thinking about it.

To be honest, she is not that kind of person.

"He has quite a few skills, a strong physique, and is very durable. Other than that, he looks rather androgynous... Why can't I see anything I like about him?"

"It's the drawbridge effect. I remember before he set his sights on you, there were other people who were also planning to approach you."

"...want to chat with me?"

It was hard for Sanzenin Nagi to imagine what kind of chaotic scene that was.

Not only was she targeted by someone who was trying to flirt with her, but she was also later targeted by someone who was in desperate situation and was about to be kidnapped.

Suspension bridge effect... Michiin Nagi thought about it and felt that this statement was quite reliable, at least much more reliable than her being a love-brained person.

"Even if I went out alone without permission, the bodyguards wouldn't have lost me. You're really asking for trouble by trying to flirt with me."

"And the guy who wanted to kidnap me outside... he really hasn't seen Sanqianyuan's rehearsal for this series of kidnappings."

Only then did Michiin Nagi understand the value of the story.

Only when too many unreasonable things are involved can it be called a story.

Realistically speaking, even if she ran out alone, her bodyguards were hiding less than fifty meters away.

Basically, they are professional bodyguards who carry their own guns.