I'm surrounded by women.

Sanjiao Chuhua has a good income as a lead guitarist, but she has always been frugal when it comes to spending money. After all, musical instruments are such a big expense that even if she makes money, she dare not spend it lavishly.

This is different from Toyokawa Shoko. Toyokawa Shoko has no money to spend now. Sanjiao Chuhua is rich, but doesn't like to spend money.

Although he didn't know why he saved money, every time he opened his bank card and saw the account balance, Sanjiao Chuhua felt very at ease.

"So you and Xiaoxiang are classmates in the same school. And because you are a transfer student, it was Xiaoxiang who took you to visit the school on the first day you went to Yugaoka Girls' College." After hearing Yuanying's lie, Sanjiao Chuhua finally understood why Yuanying and Xiaoxiang went to the movies together yesterday.

Since we are friends, it is normal to go to the movies together during Golden Week, right?

That’s right, Katori Genzakura lied again.

When she described her relationship with Toyokawa Shoko, she deleted her current feelings for Toyokawa Shoko and simply described her relationship with Shoko as that of good friends.

If Toyokawa Shoko was around, she would definitely hope that Katori Genzakura would admit in front of Sankaku Hatsuka, "I'm dating Shoko."

"Yeah, because it's inevitable to be bored staying at home during the Golden Week. The reason why I met Deng was also a coincidence. I was originally going there with Xiangzi, but when entering the cinema, I happened to meet Deng. The movie she watched and the screening room she chose were the same as ours." After saying this, Katori Genzakura took a bite of the burger.

But at this point, Katori Genzakura also asked curiously: "Chuhua, so you know Deng?"

"I guess we've met a few times. Xiaoxiang used to form a band, and the lead singer was Takamatsu Deng. When Xiaoxiang introduced her band to me, she praised Deng's lyrics, and I even made a joke about it."

"What a joke?"

"Well... I said to Xiaoxiang: Maybe your CRYCHIC can surpass "sumimi" where I am. If you don't mind, please recruit me to CRYCHIC.

Xiaoxiang confidently said, "Don't worry, after I recruit you to CRYCHIC, I'll definitely treat you well! Of course, you'll also have to put in the hard work and effort. After all, my goals and ambitions for the band are huge!"

While Sanjiao Chuhua was speaking, he did not forget to imitate the tone of voice at that time.

Chapter 175 My idol

After listening to Sankaku Hatsuka's story, Katori Genzakura couldn't help but smile.

Although she did not experience that time, the expression of Toyokawa Shoko at that time still appeared in her mind.

At that time, Shoko Toyokawa took the first step towards forming a band, and she must have been full of energy and ambition.

"When Xiaoxiang was telling me this, her eyes seemed to be filled with a certain sparkling light.

Thinking carefully, Xiaoxiang's personality seems to have always been like this since she was a child. She has an inexplicable confidence in what she wants to do and what she wants to accomplish. When she talks about her ideas and plans, they seem to sparkle in my eyes.

When I was a child, I was not as courageous and confident as I am now. In fact, when I was a child, I would never have believed that I would be able to perform on stage when I grew up.

Perhaps it’s because I see Xiaoxiang as my idol that I’ve been able to overcome my introversion and low self-esteem.”

Sanjiao Hatsuka said this, looked at Katori Genzakura, and asked curiously:

"Speaking of your idols... Genying, do you have any idols you follow?"

"Eh? Me?" Katori Genzakura pointed at herself.

"Well, since you're an idol voice actor, Genying, you'll definitely have a lot of fans supporting you in the future. However, being an idol voice actor isn't an easy path.

Not only must they be brave enough to sing and dance on stage like idols, but they must also have dubbing skills that are not found among many voice actors.

It is not an easy task to improve my dubbing skills while learning to sing and dance. If I were to choose, I would definitely not have the courage to become an idol voice actor.

Generally speaking, when a girl chooses to become an idol, it is because she has an idol in her heart and wants to be her and surpass her, so she chooses to become an idol.

So I'm curious why you chose to become an idol voice actor, Genying? Or, who are the idols you support?

Faced with Sanjiao Chuhua's question, Katori Genying fell silent for a moment. It was not that she didn't know the answer, on the contrary, she knew too well how to answer Sanjiao Chuhua?

When Sanjiao Chuhua asked her, "Who is your idol?"

Almost at the same time, her name appeared in Katori Genying's mind - Bai Cangjian.

There is no doubt, no doubt about it.

The idol that Katori Genzakura supports is Shiro Soran.

Whether she chose to be a professional voice actor in her previous life or became an idol voice actor in this life, Katori Gensakura was influenced by Bai Cangjian and made the choice to enter the voice actor industry and the entertainment industry.

It can be said that in her previous life and this life, Katori Genzakura's life trajectory was more or less influenced by Bai Cangjian.

It's not just because Katori Genzakura pushed Bai Cangjian, more importantly... in the previous life, Bai Cangjian was Katori Genzakura's first love, whom she had always had a crush on but was unable to express her feelings to.

First love is like a sour and bitter fruit with just a hint of sweetness. No matter how many sweet fruits you eat in the future, whenever you recall it, the first thing you think of is still the fruit you first tasted, which left a sour taste in your heart, called first love.

What's more, it's a secret love, which is a chaos for a person.

Katori Genying even felt that the reason why she was still obsessed with Bai Cangjian until now was probably because she had not been able to tell Bai Cangjian about her feelings before and had not received a response from Bai Cangjian.

Seeing Sankaku Hatsuka's eyes expecting her answer, Katori Genzakura pursed her lips slightly and said:

"My idol is Bai Canglian."

"Sister Jian, no matter how much time passes, you will always be my idol." Katori Genzakura thought secretly in her heart.

"Bai Cangjian?" After hearing this name that sounded familiar but seemed like something he hadn't heard for a long time, Sanjiao Chuhua first quietly recalled the name Bai Cangjian in his mind. Although it had been a long time since he last heard this name, Sanjiao Chuhua, who had a good memory, quickly recalled it.

"Ah, I remember that Bai Cangjian was a phenomenal voice actor in Japan back then! Not only did her dubbing skills surpass all the young voice actors of the time, but she also participated in TV dramas and sang songs.

His acting, dancing, and singing were all highly praised by the audience. At that time, many theater troupes wanted to poach Bai Cangjian and train him thoroughly as an actor.

What's a little strange is that when faced with the olive branches thrown by major theater troupes and performing arts companies, everyone thought Bai Cangjian would not continue to be a voice actor for anime dubbing, but would choose to become an actor. In the end, Bai Cangjian chose to continue to be an idol voice actor.

Sanjiao Hatsuka said this, and then looked at Katori Genying with some surprise, and asked:

“However, no matter how popular Bai Cangjian was back then, and even being voted the top idol voice actress of the year in her second year after her debut, there has been very little news about her since her mysterious disappearance.

From being a household name to being unknown to some kids and even new idols not knowing who Bai Cangjian is?

The idol industry is so realistic. No matter how dazzling you are when you shine, as long as you don’t appear in front of your fans for a long time, everyone will slowly start to forget you.

In the end, only a few true fans would post tweets to express their remembrance on the anniversary every year.

If you think about it, compared to those idols who retired after graduation, Bai Cangjian is still very popular. After all, to this day, no one knows where Bai Cangjian went. It's like she disappeared from the face of the earth.

No one knows where she went? No one knows why she chose to disappear?

Even if you see content about the White Cocoon on YouTube, forums, or Twitter, they still treat it as an urban legend."

After listening to what Sanjiao Chuhua said, Katori Genying smiled helplessly: "Yeah, she disappeared for too long..."

Where did Bai Cangjian go? Why hasn't he shown up again in such a long time?

Does Katori Genzakura know why?

The reason why he was able to meet Bai Cangjian in his previous life was because Bai Cangjian chose to leave Japan and came to live in the port city of China under an assumed name.

If Bai Cangjian were still alive, he might choose to make a comeback, or he might continue to live in seclusion.

But now, not only is neither option possible, because Bai Cangjian is already dead, died in the fire...

That fire also burned a piece of Katori Genzakura's heart.

Katori Genzakura still remembers to this day that after her parents paid for Bai Cangjian's funeral out of their own pockets, her attitude towards everything around her changed.

Although Katori Gensakura did not choose to give up on herself, she began to care less about everything around her. She also became less talkative and spent most of her time alone, thinking about random things in her mind.

The death of Qu Cangxian and Bai Cangjian were like two sharp silver blades that completely cut into Hei Ze Ying's heart.

This is also the reason why, even though they became voice actors in their previous lives, Genzakura Katori or Sakura Kurosawa rarely participated in various promotional activities, because Genzakura always felt that after experiencing the deaths of the two of them, her heart became empty, as if a kite had lost its string and could only let the wind blow her into the sky, towards an unknown direction.

Thinking of this, Katori Genzakura was somewhat grateful to the truck that allowed her to reincarnate. If she had not reincarnated in her previous life and continued to live, she might have been in a state of emptiness and confusion until she died of old age.

Sanjiao Chuhua looked at the lonely expression on Yuanying's face and felt a pang of pain in her heart. She didn't know why Yuanying looked so sad at this moment. Could it be because of Bai Cangjian?

However, no matter how much a fan loves his idol, he would never show such an expression.

The expression that Katori Genying unintentionally revealed at this moment was like a key to an unknown lock in the eyes of Sanjiao Chuhua, which also made Sanjiao Chuhua have a doubt in his heart - perhaps, Genying's feelings for Bai Cangjian are not as simple as a fan's feelings for his idol?

Or a bolder guess is that Katori Gensakura is very likely to know Bai Cangjian in real life, after all, she has a special relationship with Bai Cangjian!

This guess suddenly popped up in Sanjiao Chuhua's mind. It was not a random thought, but she remembered that when Bai Cangjian disappeared, she was only in her twenties, which was considered a young fame. Yuan Ying was 16 years old this year, and the age difference between the two could really make them like older sisters.

Thinking of this, Sanjiao Chuhua took another big bite of the potato pancake. Although his heart was full of speculation and curiosity, he decided not to say it out loud at this time.

Maybe asking Yuanying now will give me the answer quickly, but will Yuanying really tell me?

After this breakfast, Katori Genzakura learned some things about Sankaku Hatsuka, and Sankaku Hatsuka also had a preliminary understanding of Genzakura.

However, Sanjiao Chuhua is not satisfied with her current understanding of Yuanying. She wants to know more about Yuanying.

She didn't know why her curiosity became so strong at this moment?

Perhaps, my curiosity is much greater than I imagined.

……

After finishing breakfast, the two left McDonald's together. It was almost eight o'clock. Katori Genying glanced at Sankaku Hatsuka and asked, "Are we really going to the cinema next?"

When Sankaku Hatsuka said they wanted to go to the cinema, although Katori Genzakura didn't want to go, she didn't say much. But now it's different. Katori Genzakura knew that Sankaku Hatsuka had proposed going to the cinema because she happened to see herself, Xiangzi and Deng in the cinema yesterday.

Katori Gensakura also used her good lying skills to briefly explain the relationship between herself and Toyokawa Shoko. Although nine out of ten sentences in her explanation were false...it still didn't make Sankaku Hatsuka think too much.

Anyway, now that the two of them have talked it out, they shouldn't have to go to the cinema, right?

Sanjiao Chuhua also understood what Katori Genying meant and smiled slightly: "It seems that you, Xiaoxiang, and Deng had already had enough when you went to the movies together yesterday."

Katori Genzakura just smiled and said, "Haha, I guess so."

After she finished speaking, Katori Genzakura added thoughtfully, "Of course, if you have a movie you want to see, we can still go to the cinema, as long as it's not the same movie I saw yesterday."

"Although I wasted the movie tickets I bought yesterday because I was following you, and I didn't get to see the movie I wanted to see, but when I think about it carefully, the movie I wanted to see was really long, and half a day would definitely have passed after I finished watching it. And today happens to be the last day of the Golden Week. Yuanying, you shouldn't want to spend the last half day of the Golden Week in the cinema, right?" Sanjiao Chuhua said with a smile.

"Which movie do you want to see?"

“Oppenheimer.”

"It was indeed quite long..." Katori Genzakura smiled. She had seen this movie in her previous life, and she had to say it was indeed a good movie.

"Genying, have you seen it too?"

"Of course I have seen it. After all, the director is one of my favorite directors, Christopher Nolan."

Katori Genzakura said that watching movies has always been one of her hobbies, but what she likes is the feeling of going to a movie theater that is a little far away and sitting in the screening room alone to watch a movie.

Genzakura Katori doesn't like to go to the movies with others, especially when watching her favorite movies, Genzakura Katori prefers to go alone.

At this moment, Katori Gensakura suddenly thought of something.

When I was hospitalized not long ago, my attending physician, Sachimi, gave me a psychological test.

The test was simple, and Katori Genzakura completed it by filling in the form casually. However, after reading it, Sachimi gave the following evaluation:

……

"A paranoid girl who's full of lies..." Sachimi sat in her seat, idly flipping through the psychological test she had previously given to Katori Gensakura.

Whenever Sachimi saw Katori Genzakura's psychological test, she felt a little scared.

She didn't know how to give a definitive answer, so she delayed giving an answer to Katori Genying and the Katori couple. So when Genying was discharged from the hospital, she just reminded the Katori couple: "Pay more attention to your child's mental health."

The reason why Sachimi has been unable to come to a conclusion is very simple. The results of Katori Genzakura's psychological test came out too quickly. If we say that she is a normal person, her various indicators are indeed within the normal range.

But when she was taking the psychological test, the expression on her face when she answered gave people the feeling that her heart had already collapsed and only a void remained.

People who usually experience this situation are often those suffering from severe depression.

It is no exaggeration to say that Katori Genzakura's mental condition has actually reached an extremely serious level a long time ago.

But what's strange is that from the time she was hospitalized to the time she was discharged, and from the time she was discharged to the present, Katori Genzakura has behaved like an ordinary person, and doesn't look like someone with mental problems at all.

To put it simply, Katori Genzakura's mental state is as sunny and healthy as her appearance!

Chapter 176 See You Again

Sachimi was looking through Katori Genzakura's medical records, wondering how to diagnose and treat Genzakura's condition.

"Oh~ Is this a sense of contrast? This seemingly sunny and cheerful girl is actually a patient with severe depression and a serious mental illness.

But it's really strange that such a girl from a wealthy family, who has been raised in the love of her family since she was a child, actually has such severe depression.

If I were the first person to see this case, the first thing I would think about would not be why Yuan Ying suffered from depression, but rather the doctor who conducted the psychological test on her. Is his level really trustworthy?

A strange girl's voice appeared behind Sachimi. Sachimi, who was still focusing most of her attention on the case, did not notice anything unusual at first. Instead, she nodded subconsciously and said in agreement:

"I'm actually starting to wonder if something went wrong when I was giving Yuan Ying the psychological test. That's why I came to this strange conclusion.

I suddenly remembered that when I was in college, my roommate who lived in the same dormitory as me was in a different major. I studied medicine and she studied engineering. When she was doing her graduation project, she designed a set of 10 thermal power units. In her graduation project, the 10 thermal power units only cost 9 yen to generate 10 million kilowatt-hours of electricity.

I laughed at her at the time, but now I see... if the results of this psychological test were just because I made a mistake, which led to such a strange conclusion, then it would really be a long boomerang. After all, I have graduated from college for so many years.