"Who would have such a hobby that sounds so gloomy and low-brow?"
Miura Yumiko couldn't help but grumble, "Only a bunch of twisted people like you would indulge in such a horrible hobby, right? Just thinking about someone secretly watching and analyzing your every move is terrifying!"
"Alas, it's like this when you can't help yourself."
Matsueda Azusa sighed. "If you knew a little more about observing people, you wouldn't be so eager to be Hayato Hayama's bootlicker. I'm giving you a piece of advice, completely out of good intentions: observe the people around you more often. It can improve your IQ."
"Wow--"
At this moment, the door of the classroom not far from the two of them was suddenly opened.
"Although I have a problem with you guys making a fuss outside someone else's activity room so early in the morning, I have to admit that Matsueda-san's last words do make sense."
The person who came was Yukinoshita Yukino again, and Matsueda Azusa realized that this was actually the entrance to the Service Club's activity classroom.
Miura Yumiko was unbeatable, finding this place anywhere she looked. While it was true that the area where the club activities room was located was largely unpopular so early in the morning, and Miura's hiding strategy was flawless, she completely overlooked Yukinoshita, the unconventional figure.
Miura Yumiko was stunned. "Why are you here again?! How long have you been eavesdropping? No, why are you running to the club activity room so early in the morning? Don't you have anywhere else to stay?"
Matsueda Azusa wiped the sweat off her face and said, "This girl even stays in the activity room during lunch break. I guess she only goes to the classroom during class time."
Miura Yumiko complained without hesitation: "A guy who is even more gloomy than you guys has appeared!"
Yukinoshita Yukino frowned slightly. "It's just to avoid unnecessary socializing. It's much quieter here than in the classroom, and even the average IQ level has increased. Why can't I like staying here more?"
Seeing the two people quarreling as soon as they met, Songzhi Zi was completely too lazy to care. He yawned, turned around and walked away unsteadily: "You guys quarrel, you guys quarrel, I won't disturb you. I'm so sleepy, I want to go back to the classroom to catch up on my sleep."
45. Quack! What a sweet smell of blood!
"Wait, Matsueda-san."
Yukinoshita Yukino suddenly called out to stop Matsueda Azusa who was about to run away.
Songzhi Zi turned back sleepily: "What happened again?"
But she said seriously, "I've thought carefully about what you said yesterday. I have to admit, there's some truth to it. I'm really at a disadvantage when it comes to interpersonal relationships, and my self-perception is somewhat skewed."
"But even so, I don't think there's anything wrong with what I did. My self-perception errors and my behavioral errors are two completely different concepts. I think there's nothing wrong with my actions of helping others, improving others, and thus improving the world. This doesn't change because of my own self-perception errors."
"And, just like you pointed out my mistakes yesterday, Matsueda-san, while correcting others, I will also reflect and improve myself, so my behavior is absolutely correct. I will continue with your character improvement plan."
After all this talk, what it actually means is, "Although you are right, so what?"
Songzhi Zi understands this.
Yukinoshita Yukino is... a very self-centered person. However, Matsueda Azusa has no right to criticize others on this point.
Miura Yumiko was completely confused by Yukinoshita Yukino's long and winding speech. She elbowed Matsueda Azusa in confusion and asked in a low voice, "What on earth was she talking about? I only understood the last sentence."
Songzhi Zi yawned and said, "Isn't it enough to just understand the last sentence? The previous ones are irrelevant."
He looked at Yukinoshita Yukino, and his tone was rarely serious: "Whatever you want to do is up to you. But just as you think your character doesn't need to be corrected, I think the same. If I must fall, let me fall. The person I will become will definitely catch me."
"Matsueda-san, you're a little too confident."
Yukinoshita Yukino frowned slightly.
Matsueda Azusa retorted, "Yukinoshita-san, you are the one who is a little too arrogant."
Miura Yumiko nodded in agreement. This was how people should speak to each other, especially when she was watching others quarrel. She wanted to see a river of blood!
Yukinoshita Yukino was silent for a moment. "Who is right and who is wrong between you and me? The development of things will give us the final answer. But if we regret it then, the price we pay will be much heavier than it is now. Those who cannot move on from their past cannot move on to the future."
"Yukinoshita-san, have you heard the story of the man carving a boat to find his sword? When I first heard that story, I thought the man was so stupid. Didn't he know that the sword had fallen into the water in the middle of the river and that he couldn't find it by the time he reached the riverbank?"
"But later I understood that, over the long river of time, so many people have repeatedly run to the riverbank according to a certain point they once carved, hoping to find something they have lost. Revisiting the old place, picking up flowers in the morning and evening, is itself a kind of carving a boat to find a sword."
Matsueda Azusa said slowly: "Everyone is made up of their own past, and no one can escape it. Yukinoshita-san, you've completely misunderstood one thing. There's a difference between being unable to move on from the past and carrying the past on your shoulders and moving forward. You and I are actually similar, but the difference is that you don't realize it. The one who dominates 'Yukinoshita Yukino' is still that friendless, ostracized, lonely little girl, isn't it?"
Yukinoshita Yukino's face turned pale in an instant. Although she realized that Matsueda Azusa was doing his best at changing the subject, she became confused and speechless in the face of his final questions.
Miura Yumiko struggled to suppress the urge to applaud. Awesome! It was truly delightful for her to watch Matsueda Azusa's aggression as long as it wasn't directed at her. It was even more delightful when he savaged Yukinoshita, a girl she had long disliked.
"Bye, I'm going back to sleep."
Songzhi Zi had nothing more to say, so he waved and turned away.
Early in the morning, Matsueda Azusa originally planned to catch up on some sleep in the classroom, but she was pulled over by Miura Yumiko to chat with him while she was still half asleep.
He had originally thought she was interested in observing humans, and even managed to pull himself together and talk a lot. It turned out that Miura Yumiko wasn't interested, and then there was the troublesome Yukinoshita Yukino...
It felt like only a few minutes of school had passed, and he had already used up all the energy he had for the entire day. What a troublesome bunch of guys.
"Hey, wait for me."
Miura Yumiko quickly followed Matsueda Azusa, "Come to think of it, how did you end up offending that Yukinoshita girl? Why does she keep pestering you? Did you break up with her too?"
"Come on, you're overthinking it. How could she possibly find a partner to break up with me? That guy's warning rating in my office is the same as yours, the lowest. If she can find a partner, I'll eat him upside down, okay."
Matsueda Azusa rolled her eyes. "It's all because of Hiratsuka-sensei that she had to send Yukino down to correct my personality. Honestly, I think Jing-chan is just trying to force the wolf to eat the tiger. She wants to sit back and watch the fight, letting us kill each other until both sides are hurt, and then she'll come in to clean up the mess. What a filthy, horrible adult! No wonder she can't find a partner. Why don't you just form a lovelorn alliance?"
"Even the teacher took action to deal with you?"
Yumiko Miura's tactical retreat seemed absurd, but once I thought about the opponent being Azusa Matsueda, everything made sense.
"Alas, perhaps being envied and misunderstood by the world is my fate."
Songzhi Zi held his forehead with a sigh of self-pity: "It's like this when my thoughts are too profound. No one understands my painstaking efforts."
"What on earth are you up to?! Is it to get revenge on the world after being dumped by a bad woman?"
Miura Yumiko couldn't help but grumble, "You think you have a high level of thinking, but your aggression is the only thing that's really high."
"What words, what words is this!"
Matsueda Azusa shook her head and said, "Forget it. After all, it's what Miura said. It's normal that it doesn't make sense. I'd better not be too critical."
Miura Yumiko's forehead was bulging with veins: "What are you talking about! You want to be headbutted again, right?"
"Hoho, is this the only trick you have left? The same trick won't work on a Saint a second time."
Songzhi Zi curled his lips in disdain. "I already perfectly neutralized your attack last time, and you're still using the same trick you used at the beginning to threaten me. Aren't you a little too complacent? You're just a piece of trash, a piece of trash!"
The two of them walked into the classroom arguing.
Meanwhile, Tobe Sho, a member of the popular group at the back of the classroom, asked Hayato Hayama in confusion, "Hey, Hayato...why didn't Yumiko come into class with you today? Don't you usually run into each other at the school gate?"
Hayato Hayama's expression remained calm, and he smiled gently. "It's not every day that such a coincidence happens. Maybe Yumiko has her own things to do. Isn't this normal?"
Tobe Xiang nodded thoughtfully: "That's true..."
He saw Azusa Matsueda and Yumiko Miura walking into the classroom side by side, bickering as if no one was around.
Tobe Sho's pupils trembled instantly.
The stupid and sluggish brain was enlightened in an instant.
Why did Yumiko Miura appear in such a secluded old school building yesterday?
Why was Songzhi Zi there at that time?
Why did Yumiko Miura let Azusa Matsueda hide when they went to look for her?
And that thing that says it's a swab, but looks exactly like a pregnancy test stick...
Even this morning, Yumiko Miura completely abandoned Hayato Hayama and did not show up together at all, but now she walked into the classroom with Azusa Matsueda?
They look like they are very familiar with each other!
Hubu Xiang understood in his heart, then, there is only one answer!
He stood up in shock, pointed at Miura Yumiko, and exclaimed, "Hayato! Oh no! You've been bullied! Yumiko—she's fallen in love with someone else!!!"
46. Justice Cut!
"puff!"
Hayato Hayama almost spit out a mouthful of water, choking and coughing repeatedly: "Sho! Don't talk nonsense!"
Tobe Shoya instantly realized that he had said the wrong thing, and quickly covered his mouth with his hand, looking awkwardly at Miura Yumiko who walked in from the door.
Everyone else looked at her cautiously, fearing that she would get furious after hearing what she said.
But unexpectedly, Miura Yumiko didn't get angry at all. She just casually explained, "You misunderstood. There's no such thing. I just happened to have something to ask Matsueda."
Now even Matsueda Azusa was a little surprised. He thought that Miura was simply too engrossed in arguing with him that he forgot that she went back to class with him. But now it seems... she didn't forget?
Could it be intentional?
That's not right. If Miura Yumiko could face this situation so calmly, why did she pull him over so early this morning to talk about what happened yesterday? Now that she's not afraid of this situation, why is she still worried about what happened yesterday?
This is very strange. Matsueda Azusa couldn't understand what Miura Yumiko was thinking for a while.
Yumiko Miura looked at the surprised expressions of the people in the class and sighed in her heart.
Although she is not that smart and cannot analyze others as well as Songzhi Zi can see through their hearts, she is not stupid and she can understand what Songzhi Zi says.
Putting aside Hayato Hayama's affairs for now...
After hearing Matsueda Azusa say that what the so-called "real life group" did was actually just exclusion and bullying covered up with a layer of hypocritical appearance, Miura Yumiko really thought carefully for a long time yesterday about the things related to the group she was in.
She used to take it for granted that if she made friends according to her own wishes and stayed together with her friends, she could protect others to the best of her ability, and others would naturally support her - this in itself was a normal and very healthy relationship.
But when she thinks about it carefully...the reality is not as good as she imagined.
The atmosphere and mood cannot be defied. People can only be forced to take actions that go against their own will because "everyone" says so and does so. If they don't do so, they will not be able to integrate into "everyone".
However, there is no such thing as a guy named "Everyone". You can neither talk to him nor beat him up. He doesn't get angry or laugh. He is just an illusion created by the magic of the group, a monster born inadvertently, an undead created with malice to hide his own smallness. He is a monster that devours those who are not his companions. Only by becoming a companion can he escape the curse.
When she thought she was maintaining the group, she was actually also bound and manipulated by "everyone".
If no one had told Miura Yumiko about this, perhaps she would have continued to be ignorant and unaware of it. It wouldn't be a bad thing for her to continue to indulge in the comfort zone that everyone built together.
But once she knew the ugliness behind it, Yumiko Miura could no longer accept allowing herself and others to continue doing such things.
She decided to keep a certain distance from the small group, calm herself down, and think carefully before making any further decisions.
Walking into the classroom with Matsueda Azusa was her first step in cutting off her small group to a certain extent.
Looking at Miura Yumiko, whose eyes had inexplicably become determined and who walked back to the back row of the classroom, Matsueda Azusa scratched his cheek in confusion.
What’s going on? Has everyone around me been infected with the Su Shi virus?
If you don’t understand, just stop thinking about it. Matsueda Azusa collapsed into his seat exhausted.
Hikigaya Hachiman, who was sitting in the back seat, looked at Matsueda Azusa dimly and said, "Buyer, you must not forget the original intention of our club."
Matsueda Azusa leaned his head back further, and an upside-down Hikigaya appeared in his sight. "What?"
Hikigaya Hachiman reached out to help Matsueda Azusa close his eyes, which were still open (?), and clasped his hands together, saying, "Don't ever degenerate into a minotaur, Minister."
"What are you talking about! I am a genuine, authentic chieftain from Thunder Bluff."
Matsueda Azusa said in a horrified voice, "Hachiman, you really don't know how to judge people. I will punish you by sending you back to practice observing humans for another three years!"
Hikigaya Hachiman's eyes wandered, and he reached out to wipe the sweat from his forehead, but his words were extremely cold: "I've never seen a Minotaur chieftain who was dumped and still deeply hurt by love. That's really quite rare."
Matsueda Azusa's eyes grew sharper. "How dare you mock the captain? Hikigaya, I think you want to eat the purple egg!"
Hikigaya Hachiman raised his hands in surrender without hesitation: "It's unfair! My loyalty to the Minister is evident to all, even to the heavens and earth!"
"You better be."
Songzhi Zi yawned, fell on the desk, and dozed off in a daze.
But he didn't sleep for long before he was woken up by Hikigaya Hachiman.
"You really want to rebel!"
The wolf on the pine branch looks at the eagle and turns back fiercely.
"Don't dare."
Hikigaya Hachiman quickly pointed to the door and said, "Someone is calling you, Minister. I am a good citizen."
In desperation, Songzhi Zi had to force himself out of the classroom, yawning non-stop. It was really painful to be interrupted while napping.
There were two female students waiting outside the door.
I know both of these Matsueda Azusa, or have heard of them.
The short girl standing in front, with curly bangs almost covering one of her eyes, was none other than Xiaoju Zhihua, who had previously screwed Wen Shui He Yan.
Following behind was Yumeko Shikiya, who, like Azusa Matsueda, looked drowsy, her eyes almost closed. She was a member of the student council, and Matsueda was a casual acquaintance of hers, thanks to President Hokutohara.
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