The goal of life is to break up all couples

He whined, but it was more refreshing to get along with Miura, who was more like BYD. Perhaps this was the kind of sympathy between bad people.

"It's none of your business. What's the matter? So what do you want to talk to me about?"

Matsueda Azusa rolled her eyes and had no intention of answering Miura Yumiko's question. As usual, she said with sweetness, "If you have something to say, say it quickly. If you have to fart, fart quickly."

"Clam?"

Miura Yumiko rolled up her sleeves in dissatisfaction, "What's with that attitude? You want to fight, right?"

She rolled her eyes at Matsueda Azusa and snorted, "You're the one! I'd like to ask you, what exactly do you want now? That inherently evil blue-haired guy is going after you straight out of the gate, and as for those two former band members, I don't believe you can't see they have bad intentions towards you. It feels good to have three people chasing you, right? Do you still remember that you're the head of the Supervisory Department? What are you doing at the potion bar now?"

190

Chapter 190 The Minister of Supervision is disqualified!

"……Clam?"

Matsueda Azusa looked at the emotional Miura Yumiko speechlessly and couldn't help but exclaimed, "Huh?"

"Are you still doubting?"

Miura Yumiko said unhappily, "Look at yourself now, getting involved with so many girls and flirting with them. If you keep going like this, you'll end up like that inexplicable Aki Tomoya!"

"No, why are you insulting me for no reason?"

Suzuka Matsuda was annoyed. Miura Yumiko's insults were too filthy. He immediately retorted: "How come I have been flirting with so many girls? Please stop talking nonsense, okay?"

Miura Yumiko slammed the stick in anger: "You haven't even flirted with them yet? You've already supported them and given birth to their children!"

"You're taking things in the game seriously, aren't you? And I even had an affair with you. Not only did we have an affair, but we even broke the bed. Is that true too?"

Songzhi Zi lived in Bengbu and couldn't help rolling his eyes at Miura Yumiko.

Miura Yumiko snorted and said righteously, "That's a different matter. Besides, I don't believe you're really that obtuse. Those two are practically clinging to you, and you can't tell they have feelings for you? You're playing dumb, but you probably have feelings for them too, right? Scumbag! Bah!"

"Nonsense, pure slander!"

Matsueda Azusa defended herself confidently, "It's true that I only found out a while ago that Shiina Riki had feelings for me, but I also firmly rejected her the moment she confessed to me."

"After all, weren't you there when the band disbanded? Then you must know that after what happened, there's no possibility for her and me to be together. At most, we can just be friends again, and there's no way we can go any further. I didn't pretend I didn't know her feelings, nor did I keep her hanging. I gave her a clear answer. Tell me, how was that a jerk? It wasn't a jerk at all, okay!"

"Besides, Nagasaki Suyo... It's impossible for me to be with Shiina Ritsuki, and it's even more impossible for me to be with her. When she came to block me at the school gate, weren't you and Hikigaya eavesdropping there? That girl said she wanted to find me to form a band, but in the end, I just lied and gave her away. She has someone in her heart who is more important than everyone else. There's no way I'm dating someone like that."

"Besides, how can you tell that Nagasaki Suyo likes me? That girl simply has a deep-rooted obsession with the band. Do you think she's flirting with me? Actually, not at all. She just wants to build a good relationship with me so she can find an opportunity to bring me back to the band and rebuild the home she envisioned. How could I not understand her? Do you understand Nagasaki Suyo better, or do I?"

Hmm... that makes sense. Wait, when did Shiina Riki confess his feelings to Matsueda Azusa? How come Miura Yumiko didn't know about this... these two were even secretly meeting in private!

Forget it, it's not important.

Yumiko Miura really felt that those two guys had no chance, and now with Matsueda Azusa's personal certification, there was no need to consider it at all.

The problem is Yamada Ryo.

Miura Yumiko crossed her arms and said, "Is there someone you haven't explained to yet?"

"?"

Songzhi Zi frowned, feeling a little puzzled: "You mean, Liang? What's there to explain about her? She was pursuing me and I was being pursued. Don't you already know this?"

"Clam?!"

Miura Yumiko was shocked: "You just admitted it like that?!"

Matsueda Azusa put on the expression of an old man on the subway checking his phone: "Yeah, so what? I'm not messing around with other girls, nor am I hanging around with other people. And I didn't just agree to her advances without a second thought. I took it seriously and cautiously... What? I can't just try to have a normal relationship with someone else?"

Miura Yumiko frowned: "What about me?"

Songzhi Zi was shocked when he heard this: "Ah? You?"

Miura Yumiko quickly added, "And those members you brought into the club, we all came here to monitor the relationship between men and women, and yet you, the club leader, turn around and start dating someone else. What are we? Are we unlucky? That's like turning pure into clowns."

Matsueda Azusa finally breathed a sigh of relief. He was horrified. He had thought Miura Yumiko meant she liked him too. It was a shock. Fortunately, that wasn't the case. That's right. Thinking about it, he knew that was definitely impossible.

It turned out to be because of something related to the club.

"Then I think you're worrying too much."

Matsueda Azusa was quite straightforward and frank, directly criticizing herself: "Let me be frank. You don't really think that Liang and I can make it, do you? Honestly, I don't even know what she likes about me. From what she said, I can only assume that it's because she's not familiar enough with me yet, so she still has some unrealistic fantasies about me and hasn't seen through the fact that I'm a rotten person."

"It's likely that once she gets to know me well enough and understands what kind of person I am, she will naturally give up the idea of ​​wanting to be with me."

...?

Miura Yumiko didn't expect Matsueda Azusa to say that. She was stunned for a moment before frowning and saying, "If that's what you think, then why did you let her pursue you? If that's the case, it wouldn't be a good thing for either you or her, right?"

"Hey, Miura, let me tell you... although things are likely to go this way..."

Matsueda Azusa said helplessly, "But can't I just hope for a happy ending? Maybe there's someone out there who, even after realizing I'm a jerk, who sees my true nature, will still like me? It's possible that this person exists, right? And if she does, she's Yamada Ryo... that's also possible, right? I don't hold out hope, but can't I hope?"

What a twisted mentality, on the one hand, I am sure that no one will like me like this, and on the other hand, I long for someone to like me like this. However, Matsueda Azusa is indeed like this, and Miura Yumiko saw this from the beginning.

After listening to Matsueda Azusa's explanation, Miura Yumiko probably understood his thoughts a little bit.

How should I put it? Although it sounds a bit selfish, this kind of thing is consensual, and he has no ill intentions in keeping Yamada Ryo hanging. After all, although he has no hope, he should be serious about this relationship, right?

Even if this was a transitional relationship that he hadn't expected to have any results.

However, although she had rationally confirmed that Matsueda Azusa's actions seemed to be beyond reproach, Miura Yumiko still felt a little unhappy.

"Well...what if it really works out? You sound so confident now, but if you two really do succeed, what will happen to our Supervision Department?"

Yumiko Miura didn't know what to say now, so she just let her temper run wild and spoke randomly.

"Well, I guess that doesn't matter, does it?"

Matsueda Azusa scratched his cheek. "If that relationship is one that even I, now, can approve of and happily accept, then it can't be called 'impure' in any way. I haven't violated the purpose of this club, have I?"

"That's nonsense!"

Yumiko Miura didn't know what she was angry about. Maybe she was jealous that her bad friend Azusa Matsueda found the relationship she longed for before her, or maybe she was unwilling to accept that even a bad guy like Azusa Matsueda could meet pure love. In short, she felt that she could not accept the possibility of this fact.

She stamped her foot in anger. "People like you have been completely taken in by the sugar-coated bullet! You are completely unqualified to be the Minister of Supervision! I absolutely do not approve of you as you are now. The position of Minister should be handed over to me. Just wait!"

Having said that, Miura Yumiko turned around and left angrily. Somehow, she looked as if she was running away.

“…What happened?”

Matsueda Azusa scratched his head, not quite understanding why Miura Yumiko was so excited. Was she shocked that even someone like him was liked by other people?

I don't think Miura Yumiko has become so slack, which is really amazing.

191

Chapter 191 Am I not special?

This kid Miura...Matsueda Azusa shook his head and walked into the house.

He thought everyone had left, but in the blink of an eye he saw a blue-haired guy with an inherent evil nature still sitting on the sofa.

Songzhi Zi was a little surprised: "Liang Xianbei, do you also have something to talk to me about alone?"

Yamada Ryo looked at Matsueda Azusa and blinked: "No."

Matsueda Azusa slumped comfortably on the sofa opposite Yamada Ryo and tilted his head: "Why don't you go home? What are you doing here?"

"Can't I stay here if I don't have anything else to do?"

"Why are you still here if you don't have anything else to do?"

As they asked and answered the question, Matsueda Azusa and Yamada Ryo stared at each other.

Yamada Ryo seemed completely defeated by Matsueda Azusa. He couldn't help but pull up his bass and throw it at Matsueda Azusa like a pendulum: "Matsueda, you are such a boring guy. Switch to manual! Switch to manual!"

Songzhi Zi was quite confident, and while cooperating very well to dodge the non-existent air bass, he replied: "No, then you can't be thinking of staying at my house tonight, right?"

Yamada Ryo stopped moving, panting slightly, with his hands on his hips, leaning forward slightly, and moving closer to Matsueda Azusa: "Eh, is that not possible?"

A cool and slightly sweet fragrance was carried by the warm wind and blew towards her face. Her lips looked extremely shiny under the light, and paired with the small mole at the corner of her eye, she actually revealed a hint of charm.

"So frivolous, Ryosenbei! So you're still a carnivore."

Hearing this, Matsueda Azusa couldn't help but be shocked.

"It's just a joke, just a joke."

Yamada Ryo stood up and reached out his hand to Matsueda Azusa very directly: "I want you to see me off on the way home. Is that not possible?"

A very simple piece of hot knowledge is that if you want to gradually build a relationship with others, the most efficient way is not to do something for the other person wholeheartedly - that will most likely turn you into a bootlicker - but to ask the other person to do something for you without causing them to feel disgusted.

Most people only care about things, or even people, that they have invested energy in. Things that can be obtained without any cost are the most likely to be ignored.

So in fact, the essence of a relationship is mutual debt. Only in this way can you always keep each other in mind.

Matsueda Azusa cooperated by holding Yamada Ryo's hand, but said, "You're the only one who wants to be treated specially, Ryo Senbei."

Yamada Ryo smiled, and with a matter-of-fact expression, she asked, "Am I not special?"

This is something this guy would really say.

Quite narcissistic.

However… Songzhi Zi looked her up and down and couldn't help but nodded: "Liang Senbei, it's really something special."

Yamada Ryo led Matsueda Azusa towards the door, her back to him, and for a moment he couldn't see her expression: "What about you in your heart? Isn't it special too?"

"That's fine, if you will."

Matsueda Azusa thought about it and gave an affirmative answer.

After all, he has very few friends, so those who can become his friends are of course special in his heart.

I just don’t know if this kind of “special” is the kind of “special” that Yamada Ryo wants to ask about.

Yamada Ryo muttered softly: "I don't think that's what I meant..."

When I walked out of the house, the moonlight outside was like water, as if covering the night with a layer of soft veil.

Azusa Matsueda and Ryo Yamada walked slowly on the street leading to the subway station.

"Speaking of which..."

Yamada Ryo tapped his feet unconsciously as he turned to look at Matsueda Azusa, his face seemingly expressionless. "Matsueda, why do you think I'll stop having feelings for you once we get to know each other better?"

Matsueda Azusa was a little surprised when she heard Yamada Ryo's question: "Did you hear everything I said on the balcony?"

Yamada Ryo pointed to his ears and said, "My hearing has always been good—because I'm a bass player. If a bassist wants to hear his own voice during a performance, poor hearing is a must, right?"

Why did he suddenly start telling bass jokes without saying anything!

Really, but... this is probably also the gentle side of Yamada Ryo that is not noticed by others. I deliberately told such a joke to ease the atmosphere at the same time as opening the topic.

"Um……"

Matsueda Azusa thought carefully, choosing his words for a moment, and finally replied: "Perhaps it's because, in essence, we are two completely different types of people. How should I put it, I think I'm probably the type you hate the most."

He stroked his chin and continued his analysis: "In my opinion... Liang Xianbei, you are the kind of person who defines yourself and establishes your own value. For you, you live only for yourself, and your existence is the purpose of the entire world."

"Although we're both equally loyal to our own desires, we're actually heading in completely opposite directions. Unlike you—honestly, I understand very well what a twisted and tangled person I am."

"I try to build my own value, but in reality, I am still limited by the eyes of others. I want to struggle but cannot escape, so I appear distorted. I seem to want to live for myself, but in fact, the way I live for myself is to live for others, because other people's care and attention, attention and love are the purpose of my existence."

"Take our quitting the band as an example—Ryosenbei, you left your previous band because it lost its so-called 'individuality,' right? Trying to please others, you became conformist and vulgar, so you chose to quit. It's probably like, 'It's better to die than to lose your individuality,' right? But I left the band simply because the person I cared about cared more about someone else than me, and the trust I once thought I had was betrayed—it was just such a childish and immature reason."

Matsueda Azusa looked at Yamada Ryo frankly and shrugged. "So, I think your affection for me is probably due to a lack of understanding. This creates a non-existent illusion about me that fits your own ideas. Once you truly understand who I am, it will probably be easy to dispel that illusion."

Since Yamada Ryo has already asked about this matter, instead of waiting for her to slowly discover it later, it would be better for Matsueda Azusa to help her see the truth now.

But...it's a pity. Matsueda Azusa thought that this kind of relationship could continue for a while.

"Well……"

Yamada Ryo tilted his head towards Matsueda Azusa, but his focus was somewhat surprising: "Matsueda, you said before that you weren't that familiar with me, but you actually know me better than I thought, don't you?"

Matsueda Azusa looked at Yamada Ryo and stared into his eyes, feeling a little confused for a moment.

But then, Yamada Ryo shook his head and said, "However... while your understanding is indeed quite deep, isn't it a bit too one-sided? People don't have a single, unchanging appearance. Matsueda, whether it's your views on me or yourself, although they are very profound, they are also too simplistic. A single point cannot constitute a complete person."

"I really hate those people who treat bands and music as a joke, as a decoration to please others, as a tool to make themselves famous, and who only talk frivolously."

Yamada Ryo threw up his hands and said, "But even I can be vain sometimes, even resorting to deception. After all, I'm the kind of guy who, even when I'm just testing a bass in a music store, will show off my skills."

"So, everyone's personality is not that simple at all. Songeda, you sometimes stereotype yourself too much."

Yamada Ryo held up a finger, his golden pupils gleaming in the moonlight. "The world isn't black and white, and the same goes for people. Maybe in your eyes, you appear this way, but in the eyes of others, the Azusa Matsueda they know isn't necessarily false."