A guide to survival in a heavy girl's world

"You've already seen Hoshino Ai's body before, right?"

"Eh……"

Chihaya Tetsuya was stunned at first, then quickly explained:

"Although, although it is true that I saw it once, the misunderstanding between Ai and I had not yet been resolved. She was just afraid that I would leave her again, so she did that!"

“I’ve seen that too!”

As Toyokawa Shoko spoke, she tried to break free from Chihaya Tetsuya's hands.

"I don't want to lose to her, so I'm going to show Tetsuya-kun mine too!"

"What on earth are you competing for?"

Faced with this girl whose desire to win was aroused for some reason, Chihaya Tetsu couldn't help but increase the strength of his hands with tears in his eyes:

"Xiangzi, please, listen to me carefully. You will definitely regret it when you sober up."

"...Is my body really that inferior to Hoshino Ai's?"

However, in the face of Chihaya Tetsuya's persuasion, Toyokawa Shoko just asked aggrievedly:

"You've already seen hers, but you're not willing to see mine..."

"That's not the case!"

Chihaya Tetsuya quickly shook his head.

"Xiangzi, you have a very attractive figure!"

"Then why don't you want to see it?"

Toyokawa Shoko pouted and asked:

"I know, as an idol, Hoshino Ai has a better figure than me, and her face is cuter than mine... It's only natural that Tetsuya-kun would like her more..."

"That's not true, Xiangzi, you are cute too!"

Chihaya Tetsuya quickly explained:

"But that has nothing to do with our current situation—"

“It matters, and it matters a lot!”

As Shoko Toyokawa's voice suddenly increased, she opened her hands to the sides. Chihaya Tetsuya, who had been holding her wrists tightly from the beginning, lost his balance due to this sudden change, and fell directly on Shoko Toyokawa.

And the next second, before he could ask "Did the fall hurt you?", something slightly moist and soft instantly touched his lips.

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Chapter 76: A kiss for a kiss.

Slightly cool, moist, and soft, followed by a taste mixed with hints of fruit and alcohol.

If he could still feel the wiggle room that morality left him when he was kissed on the cheek before, then at this moment, when his mind gradually connected this strange touch with his lips, he had no room for escape at all.

He is kissing Xiangzi.

It is not the intimacy between family members, nor is it a sophistry used to evade the issue. It is the real thing, the intimate behavior that only belongs to lovers.

The successive stimulation of sensory signals completely aroused Chihaya Tetsuya's instinct and thinking. Just as his rationality gradually adapted to this comfortable touch, the sudden heat that broke into his lips once again stopped his thoughts.

As the soft and hot touch touched his lips, Chihaya Tetsu felt his brain boiling with excitement due to the sudden invasion. The clumsy intruder was now exploring this space full of temptation and sweetness bit by bit due to his lack of experience.

But it was precisely because of this extreme stimulation that Chihaya Tetsuya, who was on the verge of collapse, rationally issued the final warning.

"no--"

Chihaya Tetsuya moved his cheek away with great effort and said in a very serious tone:

"You can't go on like this, Xiangzi."

"……Why?"

Toyokawa Shoko, who was forcibly stopped, asked with a frustrated look on her face:

"Does kissing me disgust you so much?"

"It's not because of this."

Chihaya Tetsuya shook his head.

"If it were your usual calm self, I'd be happy to reciprocate your feelings, but not now. I don't want you to do something impulsively that you might regret."

"I won't regret it!"

Toyokawa Shoko pouted and said:

"This is what I've always wanted to do! It's just that I've been holding back!"

"So what's the reason for endurance?"

Chihaya Tetsuya asked.

"Don't forget, according to your own plan, once you do this, then others will also have reasons to do the same thing... Do you really want things to develop to such an unmanageable point?"

"I don't know!"

In the face of Chihaya Tetsuya's persuasion, Toyokawa Shoko was not willing to listen to a single word he said.

"I don't want to hear anything right now!"

"..."

Hearing this, Chihaya Tetsuya suddenly realized that Toyokawa Shoko at this moment did not have the rationality and intelligence to understand these words.

For Toyokawa Shoko, who always remains dignified and calm, this unreasonable behavior can be said to be her completely opposite side.

"So even a person's personality changes when they're drunk..."

Chihaya Tetsuya smiled bitterly and said:

"If you can still remember what happened after you sober up, you will definitely be too embarrassed to face anyone."

"I don't care!"

Toyokawa Shoko directly lifted the quilt again and wrapped her hands and feet around Chihaya Tetsuya like a koala.

"Even I have to endure to the limit one day! Why can Hoshino Ai be so unscrupulous with you? Why can Chihaya Aine act like a spoiled child with you under the pretext of being your sister? Why does Su Shi have such a good mother to help her deal with everything! It's so unfair! I like Tetsuya-kun too, and I was the one who wanted to be your strength in the first place, but in the end, I'm the only one who can't do anything!"

As she spoke later, there was even a hint of crying in Toyokawa Shoko's aggrieved tone.

"Why... was I born in the Toyokawa family... Why couldn't I meet you as a more ordinary person? I also want to be like them, sticking to you without any worries. I also want to be like them, helping you without causing you any trouble..."

"..."

Hearing this, Chihaya Tetsuya's hands, which were originally about to push her away, suddenly stopped in mid-air.

Due to her special family background and experience, Shoko Toyokawa has long learned to accept her misfortune and to be strong enough to silently accept whatever happens.

However, this does not change the fact that she is just a sixteen-year-old girl.

In her heart, she also has the aspirations and innocence that a girl of her age should have. Perhaps under the ravages of reality, she has already given up the right to dream, but this endurance that has been integrated into the depths of her soul will eventually reach its limit one day.

She must have been holding these words in her heart for a long time, right? If it weren't for the effect of alcohol, she would probably never reveal her weak side to me.

However, in addition to this weakness, Chihaya Tetsuya also learned from these words a very important fact that he had long ignored. That is, to this day, Toyokawa Shoko still believes that she has not been able to provide any help to him compared to the other girls...

"I thought you would understand these words even without me saying them, but it seems that is not the case."

Chihaya Tetsuya no longer resisted Toyokawa Shoko's entanglement, but instead hugged her in his arms.

"I don't know how much you can really take in right now, but from now on, as long as you want to hear it, I'll repeat it no matter how many times I want to hear it—I was able to get to this point because Xiangzi was by my side."

"!"

After hearing this, Toyokawa Shoko's expression was stunned. Then Chihaya Tetsuya continued:

"I still remember the first time I was involved in costume design. Without your help, I would never have been able to complete that exclusive costume. If I hadn't completed that task, I would have missed the opportunity to reunite with my love, and my designs wouldn't have been recognized by the entire industry like they are now."

"And then, if it weren't for your contact, I wouldn't have had the chance to get in touch with your past, and thus wouldn't be able to untie Su Shi's knot. And Aine might even be trapped in the shadow of her failed study abroad experience again because of her bandmates' alienation."

"It's the same now. It was you who composed the song that made this live go viral. It was you who helped Chuhua and Mudu find their next goals and direction. It was also you who made me realize... that I'm actually such a bad man."

"bad?"

Toyokawa Shoko repeated the word in confusion.

"Why do you say that about yourself?"

"Because when I knew you were trying to use me as 'bait' to maintain team stability, my first thought wasn't resistance. Instead, I thought I could use this as an excuse to openly avoid responding to your feelings and simply enjoy your closeness unilaterally."

Chihaya Tetsuya shook his head.

"But this won't do. Whether it's the lust I feel when you get close to me, or the urges I've been desperately trying to suppress, these all stem from my own desires. I'm not simply responding to you. In fact... I've always harbored inappropriate thoughts about you."

Having said this, he paused for a moment before saying:

"...Just pretend I was drunk too. Anyway, since all this story started with you, there's nothing wrong with making you the first 'victim'."

After saying that, in the bewildered expression on Toyokawa Shoko's face, Chihaya Tetsuya leaned over and took the initiative to kiss her cherry-colored thin lips.

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Chapter 77 Good morning and good night.

Although it was also a kiss, Chihaya Tetsuya was not as bold as Xiangzi, but even so, it still made Xiangzi completely stunned.

Even though she was already drowsy from the effects of alcohol, she was still surprised by the kiss from Chihaya Tetsuya.

"...I'm not as pure-hearted as you think, nor am I the kind of man without desires. Rather, I'm actually much more lustful than you imagine, but I've always hidden it well."

Chihaya Tetsuya looked into Toyokawa Shoko's eyes and said:

"So, don't worry about me blaming myself for your plan. Since you've all made up your mind to be with me regardless of everything, I can naturally shoulder the responsibility of bringing happiness to all of you. Also, perhaps in your eyes, you haven't done anything special for me... but to me, our meeting alone is a miracle that changed everything."

"Don't worry, Xiangzi. If you need me, I'll always be by your side. If you want to work hard on your own, I'll respect your choice and keep a close eye on you. I won't be taken away by anyone. On the contrary, I want to bring you back to me from that troublesome act of stubbornness. In short, I value you far more than you can imagine."

"..."

Shoko Toyokawa felt as if her world was spinning.

I don't know if it was the effect of the alcohol, or because of this affectionate confession that was enough to completely melt her inner world.

The immense happiness had made her start to wonder if she was hallucinating.

Just as she was about to say something, Chihaya Tetsuya reached out and stroked her hair:

"Although I was indeed forced to drink the same alcohol as you, what I am saying now is by no means impulsive. When you sober up, if you want to listen, I will continue to tell you."

"But let's be clear. I won't let you off easily for drinking without permission. When you wake up, I'll definitely punish you."

Chihaya Tetsuya said:

"Do you understand, Xiangzi?"

"Eh……"

Toyokawa Shoko, whose brain had completely short-circuited, blinked in confusion.

"What does punishment... mean?"

"I haven't thought about it yet. Let's talk about it after you wake up."

Chihaya Tetsuya said:

"So, have a good sleep first. Don't worry, I won't go anywhere until you wake up."

Having said that, he even took the initiative to hold Toyokawa Shoko's hand and held her fingers together.

After hearing this, Toyokawa Shoko was stunned for about ten seconds before she weakly asked:

"Then...can you kiss me one more time before I fall asleep?"

The next second, just when Toyokawa Shoko thought that Chihaya Tetsu would decisively reject her, Chihaya Tetsu asked back:

"Will this help you sleep more soundly?"

"I do not know either……"

Toyokawa Shoko shook her head very honestly.

"I just simply wanted to make out with Tetsuya-kun, that's all... well."