A guide to survival in a heavy girl's world

"Don't worry, this isn't your fault, Tetsuya. Whether it was that night or now... you were just the one who passively accepted it all."

Nagasaki Suyo said:

"And you haven't done anything wrong at all... If I had to say it, it's because you always do the right thing that we're so obsessed with you."

When she first learned about Xiangzi's plan, she had already prepared herself to be a sinner along with everyone else. That is why she had to eliminate Chihaya Tetsuya's guilt and make him accept his "passive" identity with peace of mind.

"So, Tetsuya... can you tell me in more detail what Aine and Hoshino Ai did with you that night?"

"No... I didn't do anything special..."

The wandering eyes, hesitant answer, and strange tone made this already untenable excuse even more suspicious.

"Just a normal...sleep in a bed."

Faced with this lying skill that was even lower than that of an elementary school student, Nagasaki Motoyo couldn't help but shake her head with some sympathy:

"You really can't lie, Tetsuya. But it doesn't matter. If you don't tell me, I'll just do what I want."

As she spoke, she slowly approached Chihaya Tetsuya.

Chihaya Tetsuya realized that he could not fool the person at all and quickly said:

"I'm telling you, isn't that enough?! That night... we really didn't make it to the end. I was just hugged by them under the quilt, that's all!"

Chihaya Tetsuya said hurriedly:

"So... if you want to pursue fairness, Su Shi, we can just hug each other for a little bit—"

"That won't work."

Nagasaki Suyo immediately interrupted Chihaya Tetsuya's attempt to fool people.

"Since they did this to you in bed, I want the same treatment here!"

After saying that, Nagasaki Suyo first gently put down his hand that was on her shoulder, and then hugged him in her arms.

"Let's go to bed, Tetsuya."

64

Chapter 64: A wish comes true in a hug.

Chihaya Tetsuya had no particular opinion on women's figures before this. Rather, in his view, a woman's figure only influenced the style and size of clothing she chose. As for how to express the beauty of different body types, he designed them step by step according to textbooks.

Because of this, most of the clothes he designed are loose-fitting and can be worn by people of all body types.

However, as his close contact with the girls around him continued to increase, his constantly awakened instincts made him gradually realize the magic of the female body.

If it were him now... he would be confident that he could create clothes that show off the figure better than before!

"What's wrong, Tetsuya?"

Looking at Chihaya Tetsuya whose face gradually turned red, Nagasaki Suyo asked calmly:

"Your expression looks a little off."

"……nothing."

Chihaya Tetsuya struggled to shift his attention from his sunken and soft right arm to other places.

"It just suddenly occurred to me that... there's a reason why Su Shi was mistaken for a college student."

"I'll take that as a compliment."

Nagasaki Suyo smiled first, then squeezed his arm into her arms again——

"And then, besides holding you that night...did they do anything else?"

"Nothing."

Chihaya Tetsuya shook his head.

"They literally just held me in bed."

It’s just that at that time they didn’t even have this thin nightgown on them…

Chihaya Tetsuya swallowed the truth back into his stomach before he could even say it out loud.

After hearing this, Nagasaki Suyo blinked in surprise.

"You're much more disciplined than I thought. If that's the case, then I won't cross that line."

After saying that, Nagasaki Suyo just gently rubbed towards Chihaya Tetsuya and put her cheek on his arm.

The warmth so close to her, along with the faint scent of Chihaya Tetsuya, filled Nagasaki Suyo with a sense of fulfillment. Although it wasn't as soft as a pillow, it still brought a smile of immense happiness to her face.

On the other hand, feeling this restraint that was completely different from Ai and Aine, Chihaya Tetsuya fell into deep thought for a moment.

He understood that Nagasaki Suyo's feelings for him were definitely no less than those for the other two, but even so, she had never shown him the slightest greed or possessiveness. On the contrary, all she asked for was this minimum level of fairness and a little bit of the carefulness that a girl should have. The only other thing she had was her usual gentleness.

"...Huh? Is it my illusion?"

Nagasaki Suyo gently squeezed the inside of Chihaya Tetsuya's arm.

“It feels a little softer than before.”

"Well, thanks to you."

Chihaya Tetsuya nodded slightly.

"Ever since you took care of my diet, I've finally started to gain weight."

"After all, your living habits before this were really terrible."

Nagasaki Suyo couldn't help but complain:

"You stay up late, don't eat on time, and don't pay attention to nutrition. It's a miracle you can be healthy."

Fortunately, Chihaya Tetsu is also a very obedient adult.

Under her "treatment", Chihaya Tetsuya is recovering at a speed visible to the naked eye.

If this continues, in just a year or two, Chihaya Tetsuya's figure will be able to return to normal. And by then, this already handsome guy will surely become even more attractive...

The satisfaction of cultivating an ideal lover with her own hands makes Nagasaki Suyo full of expectations for the future.

On the other hand, after hearing what Nagasaki Motoyo said, Chihaya Tetsuya couldn't help but recall how his life had changed since Nagasaki Motoyo moved upstairs.

After choosing her as her future home, this insecure girl worked hard to integrate herself into his life, not by asking for anything from him, but by actively giving. From the coffee set at the beginning to now including cooking and other household chores, Nagasaki Suyo has become a complete part of this family. All she asks for from him is a little bit of dependence that can make her feel at ease, and long-term, unconditional companionship...

Just like now, she could obviously do something more drastic to him like Ai and Aine did that night, but she was not greedy at all. She just wanted to prove her importance to her by maintaining fairness in this way.

Although he was indeed forced into bed by her, compared to that night full of crisis and desire, in this embrace without any trace of greed and desire, other emotions emerged in Chihaya Tetsuya's heart.

He also wanted to try to take the initiative to do something for the girl.

"Is that enough?"

Chihaya Tetsuya suddenly spoke.

Nagasaki Suyo was rather bewildered by this sudden question:

"Eh? What do you mean?"

"Isn't Suyo doing this just to ensure she can have the same status as Ai and Aine?"

Chihaya Tetsuya took the initiative to look at Nagasaki Suyo and said in a gentle tone:

"If that's the case, then those two were much more greedy than you were that night. Although I can't really restore it to that level, at least they were closer than they are now..."

"Eh……"

On the other side, when Nagasaki Suyo heard these words, she couldn't believe her ears for a moment.

"But, for Tetsuya, if we go any further, it would be an act of intimacy that's quite excessive, right? I wouldn't force you to go that far—"

"From the first time I drank the coffee you made for me, I had a vague feeling that if I continued to be with you, I would definitely become more and more dependent on you."

But before Nagasaki Motoyo could finish her words, Chihaya Tetsuya interrupted her directly.

"I know that you're doing all this just to make yourself feel at ease, but... I'm not shameless enough to completely enjoy what you do for me. So, I also hope to satisfy your requirements as much as possible."

"Tetsuya..."

After hearing what Chihaya Tetsuya said, Nagasaki Suyo suddenly felt her heart completely filled with an indescribable warmth.

She had never expected to be understood to this extent by Chihaya Tetsuya, just as she had never proactively expressed her reliance on a sense of belonging to anyone during her time in [CRYCHIC].

Growing up in a single-parent family and lacking companionship in the past forced her to develop a mindset of worrying about gains and losses. She was deeply worried that if what she asked for was too much for Chihaya Tetsuya, he would dislike her.

And now, not only did he completely understand this feeling that he had never mentioned to him, he even expressed his willingness to fulfill his wish...

Just hearing these words, Nagasaki Suyo felt unprecedented happiness in her heart.

To be honest, even if something really happened between Chihaya Tetsuya and Hoshino Ai or Aine next, she would not feel jealous at all, because at this moment, she had already got everything she wanted.

“…Oh, by the way, the last time I slept with Aine, she seemed to really want me to do this.”

As a result, just when Nagasaki Suyo was about to tell Chihaya Tetsuya that she no longer needed anything, Chihaya Tetsuya suddenly took action.

He first pulled his arm out of Nagasaki Suyo's arms, then, under her incredulous gaze, he moved closer to her and held her in his arms with both hands.

"How does this feel, Sushi?"

Chihaya Tetsuya asked the girl in his arms:

"Would this make you feel more at ease?"

"..."

Enough to wrap the whole body in warmth and fullness.

Soap, shampoo, and that indescribable, slightly itchy scent.

A whisper so gentle it made her body and soul melt.

And the heartbeat that is so close and so clearly audible.

The unimaginable satisfaction and happiness made Nagasaki Suyo completely lose the ability to speak for a while.

The peace of mind and tenderness that even her parents had never given her made her close her eyes involuntarily.

In this unprecedented peace, the fatigue accumulated from the day's rush and the sense of liberation brought by the fulfillment of years of wishes turned into a drowsiness that swept over my consciousness.

Just like that, under the gentle caress of Chihaya Tetsuya, Nagasaki Suyo fell into a deep sleep.

65

Chapter 65: Awareness and Initiative.

After Nagasaki Suyo fell asleep completely, in order not to disturb her rest, Chihaya Tetsu quietly came to the living room with manuscript paper and pen.

Perhaps it was because of the stimulation from Su Shi, but as soon as Chihaya Tetsu left the room, he immediately started drawing the design for the next thermal lining.

Although Chihaya Tetsuya himself really doesn't want to admit it, he seems to get inspiration from the mobilization of male instinct...

"At this point, it's better to face reality."

Chihaya Tetsuya sighed and said to himself.

"I am indeed a pervert who is inspired by the temptation of girls."

Although Sushi repeatedly stressed that Chihaya Tetsu was merely the passive victim, he did not intend to shirk all responsibility. After all, while being attacked by them, he himself had never explicitly resisted them.

Being a designer is a profession that constantly requires a rapport with oneself and one's emotions. This constant self-analysis, coupled with a mindset that allows him to deeply understand his own nature, has given him a profound understanding of his own nature. Even though each of these intimate encounters was unintentional, he also experienced intense pleasure and satisfaction in passively accepting the affections of these girls. As for the thoughts of "not wanting to upset them" and "this was just a reward," these were merely secondary reasons, amplified by this instinctive reaction, to convince himself to continue enjoying the status quo.

……

If they knew my true thoughts, would they be disappointed?

After all, he had never actively shown them his male desires before, and it was very likely that what they liked was him, who had been trying so hard to restrain himself and seemed to have no desires...

If he took the initiative to tell them the truth that he also desired them, would that change their minds?

Is he really going to continue to be the "passive party" as Su Shi said, and continue to enjoy the current situation without taking any responsibility?

“…That won’t do.”

The moment this thought flashed through Chihaya Tetsuya's mind, he immediately rejected it completely.

"Since they have already expressed their feelings to me openly, I cannot hide anything."

If a similar situation happens again next time... he must take the initiative to tell them that he also has the dangers that come with being a man!