Am I being simulated by their love affair?

I was simulated by their love? Author: Buried under the tree

　Jun Matsueda was once chosen by a love simulation system to save the suffering girls and gain a happy love. However, after saving one girl after another, they became suspicious, inferior, and heavy, and the system suddenly disappeared, leaving Jun Matsueda overwhelmed.

When he woke up again, he had traveled to Neon, and Jun Matsueda decided to achieve true happiness through his own efforts.

But the system appeared again. He didn't want to repeat the same mistake, so he rejected it fiercely this time. He thought his life would be on the right track, but new girls came with stories and wanted to distort his life.

Later he found out that the love simulation system he rejected had ended up on them, the ones they were supposed to be simulated for.

This is a heavy and twisted story about girls who use the wrong methods and fail to win over their loved ones.

(Distorted text, crazy warning, bloody warning)

Chapter 1: Turn on the system, travel through time, and then reject the system

All successful betrayals are unexpected.

Jun Matsueda still doesn't understand why his best friend betrayed him, causing him to be suspended from school and have to lie at home and be miserable.

At first, it was just some ordinary rumors.

Chunjun is playing with multiple women.

Matsueda is materialistic and seduces young ladies from wealthy families.

Jun Matsueda has a bad nature and bullies his classmates.

Matsueda Jun admitted that his perfect image in school was indeed an act. How could someone be so well-rounded, considerate, helpful, gentle and equal to others, and have excellent grades, while also having a good-looking face?

Jun Matsueda simply wanted to make his life more convenient, and being popular would make that possible. What's wrong with him acting to gain popularity? Life is a play, and everyone is acting.

But Jun Matsueda swore to heaven that he really didn't do anything related to these rumors.

However, the rumors became more and more numerous and exaggerated.

His classmates looked at him with suspicion, and he even found thumbtacks in his drawers and shoe cabinet.

Jun Matsueda was anxious and decided to hire a private detective to find out who was slandering him. The uncle in the agency quoted a high price, which Jun Matsueda could not afford.

So he stayed in the bar drinking for a few days, and finally asked the detective uncle to come out to help.

The uncle was a professional as expected and quickly gave him a name: Tomatsu Tomoka.

This was his best friend, the only person in all of Yugaoka who understood his facade of perfection.

Case solved.

But Matsueda Jun couldn't believe it. When everyone doubted him and alienated him, it was Tomatsu Tomoka who was by his side, comforting him and accompanying him. But she turned out to be a bad woman?

While he was still debating whether to confess to Youhua, photos of him drinking with others were already all over the school forum.

That's why he was forced to drop out of school.

Jun Matsueda looked at the ceiling of his bedroom and recalled his school life. It had been a perfect start, but now he was bullied, abandoned by his friends and family, and had to stay at home.

Whose fault is this?

Jun Matsueda thought that perhaps he shouldn't have rejected that system a year ago.

Eighteen years have passed since Jun Matsueda traveled from China to Neon.

Unlike many other time travelers, he already had a system before traveling through time.

A love simulation system where you can simulate love with girls, save them, start a harem, and achieve a happy life.

So he happily accepted it, but after activating the system, he found out that they were all fake.

Some people are very philanthropic, some are very promiscuous, and Jun Matsueda is just an ordinary handsome guy, his love is limited.

However, the system's simulation objects are infinite, and after activating the system, he can only follow the system without any room for resistance.

These beautiful girls he saved from suffering became more and more burdened. Stalking, isolation, and imprisonment, Jun Matsueda had experienced it all. The system could have issued quests and gifted him with items, guiding him to purify the girls' hearts and minds, freeing them from their pathological and twisted state.

However, while the task was being completed, the system disappeared.

Then Jun Matsueda traveled from China to the orphanage in Japan.

Faced with this unique opportunity in his second life, Jun Matsueda considered it carefully and decided to achieve true happiness through his own efforts.

The first step is to be perfect!

With his warm and cheerful smile, Jun Matsueda quickly became the most popular child in the orphanage. After discovering the benefits of "acting", Jun Matsueda never took off his mask again. Although it was tiring, it was a smooth and fulfilling life.

It’s really cool!

It was not until the graduation ceremony, after rejecting a lot of people's invitations to take photos, that Jun Matsueda walked up to the rooftop alone and sighed at the crowd below him.

"After three years of stage performance, it's finally over." He sat down against the wall.

[Beep... Beep... Host presence detected, love simulation system pending activation]

When he heard the inorganic voice in his head, Jun Matsueda's first reaction was that he had traveled back in time.

"No way..."

[This system is not an illusion. It is not recommended that the host attempt to wake up by taking dangerous actions such as jumping off a building.]

Exactly the same words as in the previous life.

What are you doing for me?

It took Jun Matsueda ten minutes to realize the reality - the system was at it again.

"Your next sentence is: The purpose of this system is to make the host's life happy and joyful."

[The purpose of this system is to make the host's life happy and joyful. Please follow the system's guidance to complete the task and achieve ultimate happiness.]

【? 】

[Love Simulation: The system will match the host with a love partner, allowing both parties to experience a simulated life. If both parties are satisfied with the simulation results, they can enter into a relationship and achieve happiness.]

The system seemed to want to pretend that nothing had happened.

"Come on, stop reading it. I saw you in my last life, but I don't plan to see you again in this one."

[Even if the host is a time traveler, please consider it seriously. This system will issue tasks, provide props, and guide the host to capture the simulated objects, making them unable to extricate themselves from you and realize the harem]

"I have no interest in either love or a harem. Although I'm certainly not happy right now, there's nothing wrong with this kind of life. You should leave."

[If the host does not activate the system, the simulated subject's life will be extremely miserable! Saving the poor beautiful girl is another purpose of the system!]

"Do you still want to morally blackmail me?" Matsueda Jun laughed angrily.

"If it weren't for you, no matter how miserable their lives were, it would have nothing to do with me. I have no interest in changing other people's lives. The lessons of my past life taught me that what's the point of a life gained with the help of a system or some external force?"

"I don't believe in free lunches. All gifts bestowed by fate have already been secretly marked with a price. Even if you ask for nothing in return, are you eternal? Following your guidance will undoubtedly lead me to a difficult and untraceable path. The difficulties and troubles beyond my ability are innumerable. I can handle them while you're here, but what will I do if you disappear? Or can you guarantee to lead me all the way to the end?"

【…】

"Can you get off of me now?"

[Even if you reject the system, the system will still look for other hosts]

The stubborn system tried to prove that if it didn't do it, there were plenty of people who would.

"That's even better. Since other people can do it, it means the favorability of those simulated subjects has nothing to do with me. It's just a system problem."

"I don't care about things that everyone can do, and I don't need relationships that everyone can maintain. If I want, my life can always be easier."

"But I don't like it. Now I only care about things that are unique and must belong to me."

This is what the director said to Jun Matsueda when he left the orphanage.

"Xiaochun, a child like you will meet many people in your life. Some of them are shallow, some are superficial and rotten inside, but one day, you will meet a brilliant person who will make you feel that all the people you have met before are just clouds."

There are thousands of people in the world, don’t pursue them like fleeting clouds.

[Host, please silently recite "abandon the system" three times in your heart]

Jun Matsueda did as he was told.

After that, that inorganic voice never appeared in his mind again.

However, a year later, his life was not as smooth as he expected.

During the few days he stayed at home, Jun Matsueda wondered what would have happened if he had left the system behind.

But thinking about his previous life, at least he could now lie freely on the bed in the rental house instead of being followed all the time or locked in the basement.

Isn’t that good?

As Jun Matsueda was thinking this, he heard a knock on the door.

He walked to the door and looked out through the peephole.

Outside the door was a girl in a white dress with her hands behind her back. She was his former good friend, Tomatsu Yuka.

Chapter 2: Am I a simulation subject?

In fact, this was not the first time that Matsueda Jun had seen Tomatsu Touka after taking a leave of absence from school.

During her 13-day absence from school, Tomatsu Tomoka knocked on his door four times, but each time he pretended not to be there.

This time was no exception. Jun Matsueda turned around and lay back on the bed, standing on tiptoe the whole time without making any noise.

He waited for a few minutes, but there was no sound of footsteps outside the door.

"Matsueda-kun, I know you are at home. Can we meet? I'm very worried about you." Tomatsu Tomoka knocked on the door again.

Jun Matsueda turned over to face the wall and curled up under the quilt.

"Are you here looking for pine branches?" He heard his neighbor's voice at the door.

"Yes, I haven't heard from Matsueda-kun for a long time, and I'm a little worried." The girl's voice was worried.

"He should be at home. I didn't hear him go out this afternoon."

Middle-aged women are so fussy and meticulous, he sighed in his bed.

Get out of bed, change clothes, and open the door.

"Mr. Tomatsu, I'm sorry! I was not feeling well and was sleeping, so I didn't hear the knock on the door." Matsueda Jun smiled at the two of them.

The neighbor's wife blushed a little. "Is Chunjun okay? Do you need any medicine? I have a medicine box at home. You can come and get it if you need it."

Matsueda Jun's smile remained unchanged: "It's okay, it's okay~ I just didn't sleep well last night. Thank you for your concern."

"Don't let the girls worry!" The wife waved her hand and left.

While the two were talking, Tomatsu Tomoka kept smiling and didn't say anything. Except for a moment when her eyes wandered when the neighbor called her "Jun-kun", she just silently looked at Matsueda Jun's face the rest of the time.

After the neighbor left, Tomatsu Tomoka spoke: "Matsueda-kun, I'm glad to see you. You haven't replied to my messages or answered my calls these past few days. I was really worried."

Tomatsu Tomoka wore a white dress that barely covered her knees. Her top was short-sleeved, revealing her smooth, slender arms. Her long, straight, black hair fell perfectly to her waist. Her hands were clasped behind her back, and her legs were pressed together, leaving no gap between them. She looked ladylike and delicate.

"Long time no see, Tomatsu-san. May I ask how you know my address? I don't think I've told it before." Matsueda Jun smiled gently.

"I asked Teacher Kominato, and she told me." The girl blinked, looking pure and innocent.

This was a lie, Matsueda Jun thought. He had moved once, but he hadn't told the teacher his new address.

Tomatsu Tomoka leaned towards Matsueda Jun, looked over Matsueda Jun's shoulder into the room, and the scent of lily of the valley reached his mind.

In order to keep some distance, Matsueda Jun could only take one or two steps back into the house, so Tomatsu Tomoka closed the door and went into the room without waiting for him to speak.

"Matsueda-kun, you must not have eaten well. This is a lunch box I made specially for you." The girl showed the box hidden behind her back.

Fortunately it wasn't the murder weapon.

At this point, Matsueda Jun had no choice but to take out the slippers and give them to her. "I'm sorry for making Tomatsu worry. I haven't been in a good mood recently, so I haven't contacted you. I'm sorry."

"Did she not contact me, or no one else?" Tomatsu Tomoka asked, lowering her head to change into slippers. If Matsueda Jun was behind her, he would be able to see the graceful curve of her body, but he was in front of the girl, so he could only see the plump whiteness of her lowered head.

"I haven't contacted anyone because I'm in a bad mood." Matsueda Jun looked away, took out barley tea from the refrigerator, and handed it to the girl sitting on the sofa. "It's only barley tea. Sorry."

"That's great! I love barley tea the most in summer." Tomatsu Tomoka said this, and Matsueda Jun couldn't tell whether it was true or not.

After taking a sip of barley tea, the girl straightened her posture and looked into Matsueda Jun's eyes: "Matsueda-kun, did I do something to upset you? If so, please tell me directly."

"No, Tomatsu-san, you're thinking too much. You have such a good personality, how could I be angry with you?" Matsueda Jun expressed his confusion.

"But you are so polite when talking to me now, just like when we first met." Tomatsu Tomoka put down the barley tea, suddenly grabbed Matsueda Jun's wrist, lowered her head in disappointment, and her expression could not be seen clearly.