The temperature was very low on the autumn night, and a cold wind blew past, causing Yukinoshita to shiver. She stood a little closer to the streetlight, which shone from front to back, casting her shadow over Kurohime Yuto. Looking at Kurohime Yuto, she felt as if she were looking at her past self. She knew she needed to change, but she didn't know how. So she stagnated, and the reason she didn't know how to change was simple: she was afraid she would become the person she hated the most.
So I started to look back and forth and stagnated in the same place, but people have to move forward after all. Even if people don't move forward, time will not wait for anyone...
Yukinoshita Yukino could more or less understand why Kurohime Yuto asked this question. She was afraid of change, afraid that she would not be what she wanted after the change, and afraid that in the end she would be nothing.
Originally, after seeing the changes in Hayato Hayama, Kurohime Yuto had the idea of changing in her heart. Then, Yukinoshita Yukino pushed her from behind and she made the decision to leave here and go to a new place to seek change.
Kurohime Yuto is probably the one who best understands that this approach can change a person...
But understanding does not mean knowing.
"In life, you don't really need other people's opinions. You'll understand some things naturally after you've experienced them." Yukinoshita Yukino said to Kurohime Yuto earnestly, speaking from the heart. "If you really need advice, I have only one suggestion."
“Don’t worry too much about why or what kind of person you’ll become as a result of the change. As long as the final change allows you to experience what happiness feels like, that’s enough. Don’t over-explore yourself, otherwise you will fall into the trap of nihilism.”
Heiji Jiedeng nodded, not quite understanding. Although the doubts in her heart did not decrease much, she became more courageous, which diluted the doubts in her heart.
"Thank you."
Heiji Yuedeng said this solemnly. Her original worry was that her change would make her a bad child in her parents' eyes, and she didn't know whether her final change would satisfy her.
When did she stop feeling happy?
Probably when she learned from her parents that she had to be a good child.
She wants to be a good child, a child who will not let down the name Heiji.
However, her talent was limited, she was always slower than others in learning anything, and she forgot things quickly. As the only daughter of the Heiji family, this put her under even greater pressure.
So she began to spend her time trying to improve herself in those things, but in the end all she got was praise from her parents and a numb heart.
So she became a good child in her parents' eyes, but she knew she wasn't: she became the eldest daughter of the Kurohime family, and she knew that it was all a facade. It was the Kurohime Yuto who was loved, not the person who played her.
Kurohime Yuedeng is self-righteous and believes that no one will like her true appearance.
In fact, she doesn't want to be what others call a young lady, nor does she like complicated social interactions. Her favorite thing is to find a place where no one knows and have a good sleep there.
All of this was satisfied by everyone in the service department. She could sleep in a secluded place, and she could also take off the mask she had always worn in the service department and be liked by everyone.
This already made her very satisfied, but when she looked at the happy faces of Yumiko Miura and Yukinoshita Yukino, she also wanted to experience what happiness felt like again like them.
So she greedily wanted to change, hoping to gain more through this change. But she was also afraid that her change would make her lose everything she had.
Yukinoshita Yukino's words successfully strengthened Kurohime Yuto's confidence in changing. Maybe things may not go as she wished, but there will definitely be a good result in the end.
Seeing that Kurohime Yukino was gradually gaining confidence, Yukinoshita Yukino felt relieved.
Yukinoshita Yukino and Kurohime Yuto walked in front of their respective apartments in silence. They were supposed to go back to their own homes, but Kurohime Yuto suddenly said to Yukinoshita Yukino, "Yukino, what do you want for your birthday?"
"Are you trying to thank me for my recent help by giving me a birthday present?"
Yukinoshita Yukino understood why Kurohime Yuto suddenly asked about the gift. Tomorrow was the weekend, and Kurohime Yuto wanted to take advantage of the weekend to go out and buy herself a gift. Although it was nominally a birthday gift, it was actually Kurohime Yuto's way of thanking her for taking care of her recently.
"Yes, I've been under your care recently, whether it was helping me out this afternoon, giving me the courage to change just now, or even waking me up when school started. It's all thanks to you. So, Yukino, what do you want for your birthday present?"
"The red hair tie on your head that you use to tie your hair." Yukinoshita Yukino looked at the red hair tie on Kurohime Yuto's head. It was the switch that represented the transformation between Kurohime Yuto's two personalities.
"Why do you suddenly want this?" Heiji Jiedeng was very confused.
"Because, I used to be very similar to you." Yukinoshita Yukino said with some empathy. She used to be very similar to Kurohime Yuto, but there was one difference. Because she didn't do well, she thought her parents had given up on her and rarely felt their care. Yukinoshita Haruno's personality was also quite bad, which made Yukinoshita Yukino think that no one loved her either.
"I feel happy now, and you will definitely feel happy in the future." Yukinoshita Yukino said confidently.
Kurohime Yuto invited Yukinoshita Yukino into her home. Yukinoshita Yukino looked at the neatly arranged things in Kurohime Yuto's home. Most of the things showed no signs of use, and the house was also very clean.
It seems that even when she is at home and alone, Kurohime Yutaka is fulfilling what she should do as the eldest daughter of the Kurohime family.
Moreover, there is nothing in the house that can reflect the owner's hobbies. Yukinoshita Yukino thinks that her room is rather boring, but her room is full of some things that are full of personal style.
Like tea sets with cats printed on them, and panda dolls at home.
But there are no such things in Kurohime Yutaka's house, only things that everyone should have.
Yukinoshita Yukino had a rather presumptuous thought: Kurohime Yuto is more of a degraded version of Yukinoshita Haruno than Kurohime Yuto is like her. Fortunately, her sister is talented, otherwise she would have ended up like Kurohime Yuto. With a hair tie, she's one person; without it, she's another.
Yukinoshita Yukino took the brand new red hair tie handed to her by Kurohime Yuto, thinking that if she had the chance in the future, she would let Zuo Yu tie her hair.
Chapter 171 The Way of Traveling
“I won’t be doing homework this year.”
"Because tomorrow is the new year, right?"
During the break of evening self-study, Zuo Yu and Fang Xuan sat in their respective seats in the classroom, looking at the second-year high school students in the teaching building next door and talking casually.
"Let's not bring up this old joke, okay?" Zuo Yu looked at Fang Xuan with some helplessness in his eyes.
"Then how about telling me the joke about me being three years older in one year."
“This isn’t funny either…”
"So what should we do? Today is the last day of the year, yet we're still sitting in the classroom studying."
"Generally speaking, we don't recognize this year. We still attach more importance to New Year's Eve."
"Good news, in order to keep pace with international standards, New Year's Day and New Year's Eve will be treated the same. Bad news, there will be no holiday on New Year's Day."
"Forget about your topic... Don't say anything that's not conducive to unity. Let's talk about whether or not to go out for the night." Fang Xuan looked at the people around him and asked Li Shu symbolically, "Are you going tonight?"
"No, I have classes tomorrow."
"Then Yan Meng, are you going?"
"No, it's winter now. The second half of the night is too cold. I can't stand it. You two go."
"Ok."
Fang Xuan looked at Zuo Yu and asked around. No one was willing to go out with him for the night. He smiled and said, "In the end, it still has to be me. You pay for tonight's internet."
"alright."
Zuo Yu also laughed in tacit understanding.
......
"I'm only paying for the internet. I'm not paying for your ice cream."
Zuo Yu watched Fang Xuan order two ice creams at the front desk and reminded Fang Xuan that he was only responsible for paying the internet fee today and was not responsible for other expenses tonight.
"You're about to leave. There's no point keeping the money here. Why don't you spend it quickly?" Fang Xuan consciously asked for ice cream from the front desk and then ordered two cups of milk tea.
Zuo Yu muttered quietly, "Isn't this to reduce the impact I have made in this world?", but he still paid the money honestly.
The two of them deliberately chose a seat with fewer people and sat together.
"Give."
Fang Xuan handed the ice cream to Zuo Yu first.
Zuo Yu looked at the ice cream with disdain. "It's so cold, you want to let me eat the ice cream first? Are you planning to kill me for money?"
Fang Xuan looked at the suspicious Zuo Yu with a smile on his face, "How could it be, you are my good brother. How could I harm you? Isn't it good to eat something cold in winter to refresh yourself?"
"So, what's the hot milk tea at the back for?"
"That's to warm us up."
"You're so hot and cold... You're not planning on letting me die here today, are you? Thinking of knocking me down today and not letting me go to the other world?"
"That's not the case. Do you remember that we once had ice cream together in winter?"
Fang Xuan took a bite of ice cream and said to Zuo Yu. Zuo Yu also took a bite of ice cream. Listening to Fang Xuan's words, he remembered an outrageous thing that happened in the past.
"Are you referring to that time in the winter when Yan Meng and I had hot pot and then went out for ice cream?"
"You have a good memory... You can still remember things from such a long time ago."
"I'm afraid it will be difficult for me to forget. I can still recall the weird look the clerk gave us at that time. It was the same look they gave us just now." Zuo Yu pointed at the young lady in maid outfit at the front desk. After Fang Xuan ordered this strange combination just now, the young lady also looked at the two of them with a very surprised expression, as if she had seen a ghost.
"Hahaha, we've done a lot of weird things in the past."
Fang Xuan and Zuo Yu finished their ice cream and skillfully turned on the computer.
"This is too expensive for a night out..." Fang Xuan looked at the price of thirty yuan for a night out. "The internet cafe we often go to only charges ten yuan for a night out."
"Why are you complaining about the price now?" Zuo Yu looked at Fang Xuan, who had just spent his money lavishly, and suddenly started complaining that the price of the overnight stay here was a bit high. "The reason we chose this internet cafe is simple. The air conditioning here is better than the one we usually go to. The air conditioning in the one we usually go to is like non-existent, it doesn't heat at all."
"That's true."
Fang Xuan and Zuo Yu put their down jackets on the back of the sofa chair.
"What are we playing tonight?"
Zuo Yu looked at Fang Xuan and asked a very strange question. In the past, when they came to the Internet cafe, they would choose games based on the number of people. Now there were only two of them, and suddenly they didn't know what to play.
"Today, just the two of us...a pair?"
"You and Yan Meng have played this game together once, right?"
"You haven't played it yet, have you?" Fang Xuan said as he opened the game and looked at Zuo Yu beside him with a smile, "Or do you want to save this game for playing with Yukinoshita Yukino?"
"I do have that plan, but I'd be happy to familiarize myself with the game first."
After asking for two controllers from the front desk, the two started the game.
"I never thought that the person you ended up looking for would be someone from another world."
Fang Xuan suddenly said this while playing. He was lamenting that the person Zuo Yu finally found was actually from another world, or rather, he was lamenting that there really was another world.
"Hmm, are you lamenting the existence of such a thing as a parallel universe?"
"Yeah, but when I think about you having superpowers, it seems like the existence of parallel universes isn't so strange." Fang Xuan looked at Zuo Yu who was operating on the screen. "However, I still feel a little reluctant. After all, after tonight, you will leave this world. At the same time, my memories of you will also disappear."
There was a heavy feeling in Fang Xuan's tone. Zuo Yu looked at Fang Xuan, who suddenly became serious. He had already answered this question once, but Fang Xuan's repeated question made Zuo Yu unsure of what he was thinking. He could only tell him again, "Yes, by then all your memories of me will disappear."
Fang Xuan sighed, "I thought it was good that you left some time ago, but when you finally left, I still felt a little reluctant."
Zuo Yu looked at Fang Xuan, who had suddenly become pretentious, and suddenly distanced himself from him. "First of all, I'm not from Nantong."
Fang Xuan responded to Zuo Yu's sudden antics with an annoyed look, "Me neither."
The atmosphere was not as solemn as before and returned to the atmosphere of their daily interactions.
"Then why are you suddenly so melancholy? A few days ago, you told me that I would welcome a new day with Yukinoshita Yukino. But today, you suddenly feel reluctant to see me go?" Zuo Yu looked at Fang Xuan helplessly, "Don't you still have Yan Meng? Could it be that in your heart... I am more important than Yan Meng?"
"Absolutely impossible." Fang Xuan quickly shook his head, "I just suddenly felt melancholy for the departure of my best friend, and..."
Fang Xuan looked at Zuo Yu, who showed no trace of sadness at all, and said viciously, "I feel sad to see my enemy leave."
"I can understand being your best friend, but when did I become your enemy?"
"Actually, I've always wanted to surpass you." Fang Xuan seemed to be talking about some unknown secret.
"I've known this for a long time, but you've never surpassed me." Zuo Yu said confidently. He had long known that Fang Xuan was secretly trying to surpass him.
It's just that Zuo Yu is stronger than Fang Xuan in every aspect. Fang Xuan has no chance of winning and has never won once.
"Can I not say this... I seriously suspect that you use your ability to predict the future to know the answers to every exam, and then you always get first place."
"This... That's not necessary. I didn't use my ability to predict the future on the exam."
Because it is of no use in the exam. If you really want to use your ability, you can rely on your luck to guess the answers to the multiple-choice questions on the test paper, and then use your intelligence a little to finish the big questions at the end.
Zuo Yu seldom uses this method to take exams, because he can learn the knowledge thoroughly in his daily study.
"So, you can't see that future?"
"That's not the case, it's just unnecessary."
"Then can you see my future?" Fang Xuan suddenly asked, "Anyway, all my memories of you will disappear tomorrow. If you tell me about my future now, I won't remember it tomorrow either."
"I saw...you and Yan Meng gave birth to five boys."
Zuo Yu just glanced at Fang Xuan, who had a look of success on his face, and made up something.
Fang Xuan looked at Zuo Yu, who clearly wasn't answering his question seriously, but he didn't seem disappointed. This was just idle chat between friends, and he wasn't serious. "You're cursing me, aren't you?... Given the current situation, if I have five boys, you're probably going to eat up all my family's wealth."
"But...you and Yan Meng will be very happy in the future, and you will probably have three children."
"You really answered."
Fang Xuan looked at Zuo Yu in surprise. He knew from Zuo Yu's tone that Zuo Yu was answering his question seriously this time.
This is so strange. Zuo Yu always chose to avoid this kind of question in the past, but this time he suddenly answered the question directly.
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