I'm in Type-Moon, I have a Holy Evil Simulator

There are no breasts in the temple, and there are no breasts on my brother!!!

So, senior brother!

I decided not to be a monk!!!

After thinking for a moment, Linde decisively chose option four!!!

[Learning Buddhism is so tiring! I need a hug and a kiss from my senior brother before I'll continue studying!]

The days will become sweeter and sweeter.

So there is no other way, let me make things difficult for you, Senior Brother! !

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Linquan Temple.

Torachiyo sits in the Zen temple, holding a brush and carefully copying the original work of the famous Japanese calligrapher Master Kukai.

He spread out the rice paper.

Dipped in ink.

Then he started writing.

The black-haired young man's brushstrokes are vigorous and powerful, and he imitates the strong and thick brushstrokes of Master Kūkai with every stroke.

"Tora Chiyo's imitation is exquisite. At such a young age, she has already grasped the essence of Master Kukai's style. She will surely become a great artist in the future."

The old monk in the temple looked at his copy and nodded in praise.

Hand copying scriptures is the most boring thing.

Only those who are devout to Buddhism can realize the true meaning of Buddhism through this path of asceticism.

At such an old age, Torachiyo is not only not arrogant or impatient, but can even copy the handwriting of Master Kūkai so vividly. The so-called genius must be referring to the young man in front of him.

But what made the old monk vaguely uneasy was——

There is more than just Buddhist meaning revealed in Tora Chiyo's calligraphy.

A strong sense of chill emanates from the vertical, dot, left and right strokes of the Chinese characters.

That is [war].

Although Torachiyo copied Buddhist scriptures, he was born into a military family and had the blood of a samurai flowing in his bones.

Studying Buddhism could cultivate his mind and character, but it could not change the boy's fate of becoming a military general.

That aura seeped into the words he wrote through Torachiyo's pen.

"......Amitabha."

The old monk couldn't help but sigh.

Torachiyo's future is determined; he will eventually leave the temple and plunge into the chaotic world of samurai.

“Although Master Kukai’s calligraphy is excellent, I always feel like something is missing…”

Torachiyo stopped writing, and her emotionless amber eyes stared at the original manuscript.

"I heard that Master Kūkai was deeply influenced by Chinese calligraphers. If I could copy an authentic work by Wang Xizhi, perhaps it would answer my inner doubts."

"It is said that a copy of the 'Lanting Preface' by the calligrapher is hidden in Enryaku-ji Temple on Mount Hiei. It's not too late for Torachiyo to go and see it during the pilgrimage."

"No."

Torachiyo shook his head and refused.

"I was entrusted by Master Tianshi to be my junior fellow disciple's Buddhist guide, but I'm afraid there's no chance of that happening."

"...That's right. After all, Ah Xue was born blind, so she really can't travel far."

Hu Chiyo chatted with the old monk for a few words, then put away his rice paper, brush and ink and prepared to go look for Axue.

Axue is a disciple taken in by Master Tianshi.

It's a person who makes Torachiyo...

Some guys with headaches.

In such a chaotic era, it was not uncommon for temples to take in orphans.

But Axue was so handsome that he alone turned Linquan Temple upside down, and the female donors who came to visit him in recent days were really annoyed.

If we use the adjectives from ancient books, it would be——

A beauty that can captivate the whole country.

What gave Hu Chiyo a headache was that Master Tianshi had become a free and easy wanderer, and the mess he left behind was taken over by his direct senior brother.

Since childhood, Torachiyo has had difficulty understanding what other people are thinking.

So I don’t care about other people’s feelings.

So one time when the family was practicing martial arts, Torachiyo hit his brothers too hard and seriously injured them. So his mother sent him to Linquan Temple to practice Buddhism for protection.

However, while training in the temple, Torachiyo only learned how to react to different things, instead of understanding other people's feelings and responding accordingly.

There are many things that Torachiyo can get away with just a smile.

That is why Tochiyo is very fond of Buddhist scriptures and calligraphy.

Because the gods and Buddhas in the scriptures are just like him, without any emotional fluctuations.

The strong emotions that burst out from the calligraphy give Torachiyo the illusion of personal experience when copying it.

So to put it simply—

Torachiyo is a socially anxious person who cannot integrate into society.

It is really too difficult for Master Tianshi to let a socially anxious person like him educate a three-year-old child.

Chapter 7: Senior Brother Doesn’t Understand People’s Hearts

"...Axue, what are you doing?"

Torachiyo finally found Axue.

This cute silver-haired child was sitting on the grass in the yard, his unfocused eyes looking up at the sky stupidly.

"Brother, I'm looking at the sun."

Axue turned her head and smiled slightly.

"Isn't the sun up there?"

The bright rays of the midday sun shone from the pagoda onto the grass in the courtyard, giving the child's outline a brilliant color.

Torachiyo stared blankly at the warm smile on the silver-haired boy's face, as bright as the warm sunshine in winter.

strangeness.

Torachiyo didn't understand.

Why can Axue reveal such a gentle smile?

A disabled person who is born blind is bound to have an extreme and sharp personality no matter what.

How could he say something as unfounded as looking at the sun?

It was precisely because he couldn't understand that Torachiyo felt an unprecedented panic.

There is no disgust, contempt or self-mockery in those clear eyes, only the unreserved sincerity from the heart.

It is Torachiyo who does not understand feelings and cannot comprehend or face the true feelings.

......My heart is beating so fast for no reason.

"Can you, can you feel the light?"

Torachiyo turned her head away awkwardly, not daring to look at the silver-haired child's face again.

"Light?"

Axue shook her head.

"Someone told me the sun is up there, so I'm looking up there."

"——Are those female donors again?"

Torachiyo didn't even realize that his brows were furrowed.

Those women who said they came to worship Buddha actually wanted to get close to his junior fellow apprentice.

In order to win Axue's favor, they always said some nonsense to seduce this child who just turned three years old.

For example, the stars in the night sky.

For example, the full moon during the Mid-Autumn Festival.

For example, the differences between men and women.

Torachiyo never told Axue about these things.

Because he understands.

If Ah Xue knew that these beautiful things existed, but he couldn't see them with his own eyes, how cruel it would be...

Torachiyo originally thought that her emotional intelligence was very low.

But compared to those women who were talking nonsense, Torachiyo felt like a normal person again.

"...Is Senior Brother angry?"

Axue suddenly asked.

"angry?"

Torachiyo was stunned for a moment, then replied.

"No, I've never been angry."

"Really? But I always feel that Senior Brother is a little abnormal than usual."

Axue tilted her ear and gestured with her finger.

"From what I heard, Senior Brother's heartbeat is much faster than usual."

"...Because I came running to find you."

Torachiyo was silent for a moment, then made up a lie.

"Brother is really amazing. He can run without even taking a breath!"

Axue gave a heartfelt compliment.

Torachiyo stared at the innocent three-year-old child in front of her with a slightly embarrassed look, and for the first time, she felt a little suspicious in her heart.

This Ah Xue...

Could it be that he is born with a sinister personality?

"Axue, today is the day you should study Buddhism."

Torachiyo didn't talk too much about the previous topic with Axue, but instead sat cross-legged on the grass in the courtyard like him.

"Don't blame me for not reminding you. Studying Buddhism means you're officially becoming a monk. You can no longer have any disrespectful physical contact with those female donors like you did before."

According to common sense, orphans like Axue who are taken in by temples generally have no right to choose.

Not to mention that he is only three years old now, so how could he have the vision to analyze the pros and cons of becoming a monk or returning to secular life?