Teacher Daxiang, let’s form a lifelong band!

"Rice balls and soup," Toyokawa Shoko replied with a smile.

“Why rice balls?”

[You asked this question, but you actually know the answer, but you just want to ask.]

"Because this is something only family members would eat."

You smiled.

Yes, this is what my family eats.

[Just like you prepared rice balls for Yutenji Wakamugi because you two were family, Toyokawa Shoko will also prepare rice balls for you two, the new family that you have just formed.]

"Lu Li, what are you laughing at?"

【I noticed you were smiling, and Toyokawa Shoko was very curious.】

"I'm laughing. This time, Huang Mei finally lost."

"Yellow Eyebrow? What does that mean?"

You smiled without further explanation.

"Nothing much. By the way, I suddenly want to go back to my old job. Xiangzi, Hailing, what do you think about me opening a restaurant? Selling crepes, breakfast, lunch, and dinner..."

[Huang Mei does win sometimes, but who can say that Jin Chanzi will definitely lose?]

[Simulation ends. 】

Volume 4: Chapter : Gradual Collapse (K)

In the quiet room, Yutenji Wakami opened his eyes tiredly.

Just like most people who are at a loss when they just wake up, Yutenji Wakami looked around blankly.

Here, where is it?

The furnishings were familiar, but also a little strange. If she remembered correctly, this should not be her room.

Then, after about three to five minutes, she finally realized what was happening to her.

After taking a look at the darkness outside the window, Yutenji Wakamu picked up the mobile phone that he had placed next to his pillow before going to bed and took a look at it.

The time is 4:13 am.

Did you wake up in the middle of the night again?

Getting down from the bed, Yutenji Wakamushi walked into the bathroom attached to the small room, walked to the washbasin, turned on the faucet, and ice-cold water gushed out instantly.

After waiting for the water to stay for a while, the water temperature gradually increased. When the water temperature was confirmed to be comfortable by his palm, Yutenji Wakamu scooped up a handful of water and splashed it on his face.

The warm water hit her face, and the last trace of sleepiness caused by just waking up was finally driven away. Picking up the towel she had placed there a few days ago, Yutenji Wakamu wiped her face dry. Then, she walked out of the bathroom and returned to the room.

After looking at the darkness outside the window again, Yutenji Wakamai did not rush back to bed to sleep. Instead, she walked step by step to the huge desk that was now empty and sat on an old office chair.

After sitting down, Yutenji Wakami opened a drawer under the desk, and then she took out a notebook with a cover from the drawer.

The notebook is white and looks very delicate and new. The leather cover feels very comfortable to the touch. Judging from the feel, you can tell that this notebook is very expensive.

Opening the notebook, Yutenji Wakami took out a ballpoint pen from the groove inside the notebook. Nowadays, all notebooks are like this. Any slightly more expensive ones will have a small space for placing the pen.

Flipping the pages with her slender fingers, Yutenji Wakami soon found the page she had written yesterday. Without reviewing what she had written yesterday, Yutenji Wakami directly turned to a new page and began to write.

July 7st, Sunny: Nothing special happened today. I just got back from abroad, so there wasn't much for me to do, no social engagements, and no other plans.

After writing this sentence, Yutenji Wakamugi picked up a pen and wrote a number at the end of the diary.

157.

After writing the number, Yutenji Wakamugi put the pen back into the groove of the notebook, then she carefully closed the notebook and put it back in the drawer.

After putting the notebook back, Yutenji Wakamu picked up his phone and started checking messages.

First of all, there is private chat, which is definitely not available.

She just returned to China not long ago and has been resting these days. None of her agency and colleagues would be so foolish as to look for her for no reason, even her good sister who had wanted to work with her to expand her popularity since she came back was the same.

Then there are the work-related chat groups. Yutenji Wakami only joined one of these groups. The group consisted of artists and idols from the company. Although it was called a work group, it was more like a communication group set up privately by these artists.

Yutenji Wakamai took a quick look at the content in the group and it was pretty much what she expected. Most of the content was just idle chat, with only a few bits about her. And those bits were mostly just flattery and envy, nothing worth her attention.

After confirming that he hadn't missed anything important, Yutenji Wakamu put down his phone.

Then she stood up from the chair and walked to the window. It was four o'clock in the morning, and it was naturally pitch black outside the window and nothing could be seen.

"One hundred and fifty-seven."

Thinking back to the numbers he had just written down in the notebook, Yutenji Wakamu felt a pang of pain in his heart.

This number is the number of days that have passed since she and Lu Li broke up.

157 days.

Yutenji Wakamu had no habit of writing a diary before because she had seen a joke on the Internet that said, "Who would write a diary if they were serious?"

Yutenji Wakamugi also thinks so.

So she never kept a diary before. On the one hand, it was because she thought writing a diary was stupid, and on the other hand, she was afraid that her diary would be exposed one day and she would be socially ruined.

But this habit changed one day.

She could no longer remember the exact date. She only remembered that it started after she and Lu Li broke up, and it was not a diary at first, but was simply for keeping count.

Yes, at first she just wanted to record the time she and Lu Li separated, but because her overseas concert tour was too busy, she was so busy that she sometimes forgot the time, so she chose to force herself to write a diary.

A diary can record her every day and also write down the number she never wants to forget, so she chose a diary, and a physical notebook. As for why it is a physical one instead of the memo app on her phone, the answer is very simple.

The memos on your mobile phone may be lost, after all, they are electronic data.

However, even if the content written down with a pen is lost, there is a high probability that it can be retrieved.

Yutenji Wakamu doesn't want the things she recorded to disappear one day, because every day in the diary is her love.

So, she bought a notebook and began to force herself to write a diary every day. The content of the diary was not important. What was important was the number after she finished writing, which was the time when she and Lu Li parted.

It was pitch black outside the window, and Yutenji Wakamu naturally couldn't see anything, so she just turned her gaze from the window to look inside the house.

Everything in the house was very familiar to Yutiansi Ruomai. She remembered the tables, chairs, and decorations clearly because she had bought them herself. She had chosen them especially for Lu Li when they just moved in five years ago in order to give him a comfortable working environment.

At that time, she didn't love Lu Li yet. She did all this just to give Lu Li a good working environment so that he could become a light novel master sooner, just like the simulation she had experienced.

But even though she didn't love him at that time, in order for Lu Li's work to go smoothly, she still prepared the room for him according to the highest standards she could provide at the time. Even though she loved money like her life and even though she didn't have much money at that time, she still prepared the room for Lu Li according to the best she could.

Although it was very expensive overall and it wasted a lot of her time and energy, she was very satisfied with the room overall.

Facts have proved that she did the right thing.

No, it should be said that it was a good thing that she did this, otherwise she would regret it to death.

In this room, Lu Li successfully became a master of light novels, in this room she and Lu Li fell in love, and in this room she and Lu Li had sex, again and again.

This room carries too many memories between her and Lu Li, because her first time was here.

As for the memory of her first time, she, who is now thirty years old, naturally will not blush like those sixteen or seventeen-year-old girls when she thinks about it.

On the contrary, Youtiansi Ruomai was very natural. She fell in love with Lu Li, so on a very ordinary day, they slept together.

For her, this was a memory that she didn't particularly care about.

Of course, this indifference does not mean that she does not care about this first time, but because as an adult, she cares more about every detail of her life with Lu Li over the years. As for the so-called first time, it is actually just something that happened.

It wasn't an ordinary thing, but after going through it, compared to the time the two of them spent together, it was actually something relatively worth remembering.

It’s just like the first game that many people play. It seems amazing when playing it, but when you think about it carefully, it’s just the first time you play a game.

It was her first time, and she gave her first time to her lover. It was enough for her to know this. As for the rest, they were an old couple, and being together was the most important thing.

So Yutenji Wakami was very glad that she had prepared this room carefully.

After all, the room is prepared for her lover to use. If she doesn't put her heart into it, how can she not regret it?

Under the light, Yutiansi Ruomai looked at the room that she had decorated herself. The furnishings in the room were exactly the same as when Lu Li left eight months ago. Except for Lu Li taking away his personal belongings, nothing else had changed.

The tables, chairs, and cabinets were full of signs of use. The computer on the huge table, which had not been turned on for a long time, looked like a veteran. After five or six years, the computer had naturally become outdated.

The air conditioner was whirring.

It's still summer, but Yutenji Wakamu feels a little cold.

She walked back to the bed and wrapped herself in the quilt. The quilt was naturally the one Lu Li had used. Although it was also very old, Yutiansi Ruomai would never throw it away.

There weren't many things that could record that Lu Li had once lived in this house. His personal belongings had been taken away long ago, so Yutiansi Ruomai naturally couldn't bear to throw away any of the remaining things.

Of course, when Lu Li comes back, she will throw all these things away and buy Lu Li a new set.

Wrapped in the quilt, she sat back in the office chair and pulled the quilt tighter around her. Although the quilt had been washed long ago and did not have any extra smell, for some reason, she could feel Lu Li's warmth from it.

When will Lu Li come back?

Yutenji Wakamugi didn't know the answer to this question either.

She asked her stupid best friend who wanted to rely on her to become a superstar, and the stupid friend's answer was that Lu Li would definitely come back, but she didn't know when.

She also asked Lu Li's sister Lu Lian, who is still with her. Lian's answer was that she would come back after her brother's popularity faded.

Yutenji Wakami naturally believed what these two people said. Or rather, if she didn't believe them, she would have no one else to trust.

Lu Li was angry and left without leaving any message. She couldn't find Lu Li at all and didn't know where he went, so she could only choose to believe him.

In fact, she was very scared about this matter, because this time Lu Li really disappeared.

It has been almost eight months since Lu Li moved out of this house. She knew Lu Li's whereabouts last March because she and Lu Li had agreed to let Lu Li go out and hide first. At that time, she knew where Lu Li moved to, so she was not afraid.

But since Lu Li broke up with her, he disappeared. This disappearance was different from the previous one. He really lost contact.

To be honest, a few months ago, when she heard Lu Lian say that Lu Li was missing, she was really panicked. At that time, she was still on tour abroad. The moment she heard Lu Lian call her and say that Lu Li was missing, she almost wanted to give up everything and return to China to find Lu Li.

At that time, she almost came back because she was afraid that if she didn't come back, what would happen if Lu Li was really lost?

But fortunately, Lu Lian told her not to worry, and said that she would support her.

So after hearing Lu Lian's words, she gave up the idea of ​​returning to China to find Lu Li immediately. Then, she completed the cross-border tour with a nervous mood, and then, and then it was now.

Yutiansi Ruomai was very regretful and scared because this was the first time she saw Lu Li treat her like this.

To be honest, if Lu Lian wasn't still by her side, she would really think that Lu Li had given up on her, but fortunately, Lu Lian was still there.

Youtian Temple Ruomai knew that Lu Li doted on Lu Lian very much. For Lu Li, this sister was someone he would never give up, so as long as Lu Lian was still by her side, Lu Li would definitely come back. Even if Lu Li did not tell Lu Lian his current whereabouts, as long as Lu Lian was still by her side, she still had hope.

Yutenji Wakamai was very glad that she had such a sister-in-law who was willing to stand by her. If not, she might have really collapsed by now.

Fortunately, Lu Lian is still here.

Although Lu Lian said that she didn't know where Lu Li had gone, it didn't matter. Lu Lian also said that she understood her brother, and once her brother calmed down, he would definitely come back.

"..."

Picking up the phone on the table, Yutenji Wakamugi looked at the time.

5:20

Before I knew it, an hour had passed.

Taking out her cell phone, Yutiansi Ruomai sent a message to Lu Lian. She knew that she shouldn't send it to her sister-in-law at this time, but she still wanted to get an answer from her sister-in-law, an answer that could make her feel at ease.

[Lian, tell me, will Lu Li come back once he's calmed down?]

After sending this message, Yutenji Wakamugi stared at the screen for a long time. Naturally, she did not receive a reply.

Because at this time Lu Lian was still sleeping next door.

But after sending it, Youtiansi Ruomai felt a lot more at ease, because she knew that when she woke up again, her sister-in-law would tell her that Lu Li would definitely come back.

That's fine.

Putting down the phone and leaning back on the chair where Lu Li once worked, Yutiansi Ruomai slowly closed his eyes...

Volume 4.5: Chapter : Is This a Punishment? (K)

Two hours later, Lu Lian woke up and picked up her cell phone.