I won't be a loser.

The story is about parents who divorced and did not pay enough attention to their daughter, which led the daughter to choose this way to prove her existence.

"The news also reported that a girl named Masaka Yuko chose to end her life because of a bullying incident at school. The only person present at the time was Ogihara Sayu."

In the early morning, that soft whisper.

"Masaka Yuko?"

Although he felt that Ogiwara Sayu was not a bad person, Kento had not yet made his own conclusion.

After sitting at the desk for a while, he stood up and started preparing dinner for today. By the way, he thought carefully about how to deal with and treat the matter of Ogiwara Sayu.

Sayu Ogiwara's part-time job starts at noon and lasts until the evening. It is relatively easy and there are not many people around. When it comes to the evening when there are many people, other part-time workers come and she can go home to rest after get off work.

The salary was paid daily. After receiving his salary from Saionji Yuko, he returned to his residence with Kiyoura Setsuna.

"do you like him?"

While riding on the subway, when Ogiwara Sayu was thinking about what to do after she returned, Kiyoura Setsuna suddenly spoke, making Ogiwara Sayu a little surprised and at a loss for a moment.

"Well, this is a bit sudden. What do you mean by like?"

"nothing."

Looking at Ogiwara Sayu's somewhat embarrassed expression, but no shy reaction, Kiyura Setsuna understood in her heart.

Facing Kiyura Setsuna who suddenly asked a question and then suddenly fell silent, Ogiwara Sayu didn't know what was going on. Her gaze lingered on the other person for a moment, then she silently lowered her head, looked at the tip of her shoes, and fell into silence.

The two of them remained silent for a long time until they reached the station. Kiyoura Setsuna said, "We've arrived." Only then did Ogiwara Sayu come back to her senses and followed the other person out of the platform.

When I opened the door and walked into the house, I was greeted by the pleasant aroma of food.

He glanced back towards the door and saw Ogiwara Sayu. Kento put the food in his hand on the table and walked towards the kitchen counter. The girl entered the house and closed the door gently.

"Did you have your meal at the restaurant?"

"not yet."

"Let's go together then."

After letting the girl wash her hands, the two of them sat down at the table and began to eat. No one spoke during the meal, and the quiet atmosphere made the girl a little uncomfortable.

It was not until the end of dinner that the girl slowly raised her head, looked at the boy in front of her, and handed him her cell phone.

"Uh-huh."

Looking at the phone handed to him, Xianren didn't react much. He quietly took the phone, put it on the desk, and started to clean up the table. The girl wanted to help, but was rejected by Xianren.

"Your family seems to be looking for you."

Standing in front of the kitchen sink, wiping the dishes with her hand, Kento suddenly spoke, causing Ogiwara Sayu, who was sitting in the living room to rest, to suddenly turn pale. She bit her lips, slowly raised her head, and looked at Kento standing at the kitchen counter.

But the boy just lowered his head and wiped the plate, without looking up at her.

"Today, when I was surfing the Internet, I saw some news about you. I thought it might be a coincidence, but after taking a closer look, it seems to be you."

"......"

"Hokkaido, Ogiwara, high school girl."

"Why bring this up?"

Biting her lips, Ogiwara Sayu's expression looked a little gloomy and painful, her eyes flashing with complex emotions as she stared at the boy standing in front of the kitchen counter, washing dishes.

"I don't have any special purpose. It was just a little unexpected. You ran away from home without even changing your name. If you want your family to find you, then you should go home early."

"At home, there's no one who cares about me anymore."

"Is it because of that girl named Yuiko?"

"You...already know?"

He was a little surprised, but thinking that since the other party already knew his identity, if he investigated carefully, even if he knew about Yuiko's affairs, it would not be a rare thing. That incident had already become big news in Hokkaido, where she lived.

It has been reported on TV more than once. It can be known with just a quick search. What is there to be surprised about?

The girl lowered her head silently, slowly wrapped her arms around her legs, and couldn't help burying her face between her legs, falling into silence for a long time.

"I'm not going to ask too much about what exactly happened, or get involved in other people's business, but if you're using your original name like this, it won't be long before your family comes knocking on your door, so I hope you're mentally prepared."

"......"

After putting the washed dishes into the cupboard, Xianren wiped his hands, walked in front of the girl, squatted down, and looked at the girl who buried her face.

"Do you want to take a shower first, or should I go first?"

Because Ogiwara Sayu didn't respond for a long time, Kento went to take a shower first. When he came out of the bathroom, he saw the girl still squatting there. He didn't comfort her, but sat quietly at his desk and continued his work.

"Can I go see her?"

He picked up the teacup, took a small sip of tea, and was staring at the computer screen, thinking about what to write next. At this moment, Ogiwara Sayu said something that made Xianren turn his head to look at the girl squatting beside the bed.

"Who?"

"The guy in the book."

"Book?"

Following Ogiwara Sayu's gaze, Kento saw his own book and fell into a brief silence, looking at the girl with some surprise and curiosity.

"When you meet him, what are you going to ask him?"

"I don't know, it's just that... I feel like if I could meet him, maybe I could understand a lot of things, right?"

A faint smile suddenly appeared on the girl's face, which made Xianren concentrate. He sat in front of the desk, looked at the girl sideways for a while, was silent for a moment, smiled slightly, and slowly stood up.

"I'm a little curious about what you and her will talk about when you meet. Let's go. The journey is a bit long and it will take some time. Don't let her rest by the time you arrive."

After picking up his cell phone, Xianren stood up and walked out of the house. The girl who was squatting beside the bed also stood up slowly. Her legs were a little numb and sore, but she still bit her lip and followed Xianren out of the house.

When he turned around to close the door, he looked at the girl who was staggering towards him. He couldn't help but stare at the white legs under the girl's short skirt and took a few more glances.

"Numb?"

"A little, but it's okay after a little walk."

After closing the door and locking it, Xianren looked at the girl walking slowly beside him, feeling helpless and slowing down his pace a little.

Along the way, the two walked side by side on the street. Under the illumination of the street lights, their figures intertwined and overlapped. Occasionally, they looked up and looked at the street lights, and saw groups of moths flying towards them.

Just like a human being.

Even if you know it may not be correct, when you see the light, you will still keep flying towards it and get lost in one scam after another.

"Does Ms. Qingpu know about her affairs?"

"Setsuna? I guessed a little bit, but the two of them didn't have much in common."

Ogiwara Sayu looked at the boy's back. Her simple concept of love was greatly devastated after meeting him. She never thought that the emotional relationships of people in a big city would be so complicated.

"What about you? Did you have a crush on someone while you were in Hokkaido?"

"No."

"Don't you have a favorite idol?"

"No."

The two of them chatted idly while walking on the road, and did not take the subway. After walking for about an hour, Ogiwara Sayu was already sweating, and the back of her shirt was soaked. She drank the green tea she bought on the road and looked at Kento who was walking in front of her with a leisurely look on his face. She didn't know where the other party got the energy to walk such a long distance without any reaction.

Just when she opened her mouth to ask how far it was, the person in front of her stopped.

"arrive."

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When the summer cicadas chirp: 251, what era is it, still

Xianren, standing under the street light, raised his head and looked at the apartment in front of him. Ogiwara Sayu, who was following behind him, also couldn't help but look forward.

"Right, here?"

The girl raised her head and looked at the dark apartment in front of her. Thinking that she would soon meet the person she wanted to see, she felt a little nervous. At the same time, she couldn't help but look at her sage. When she found that the other party had a calm face, she didn't know why she felt a little calmer.

Without giving the girl an answer, Xianren walked forward step by step, stepped onto the stairs, and went up step by step. Ogiwara Sayu followed closely behind Xianren, and they walked up together.

When he arrived at the door of Mito Yuka, Xianren stopped, rummaged through his pocket, and took out his key. Under the surprised gaze of Ogiwara Sayu, he pushed the door open and walked in without even ringing the doorbell.

The lights in the apartment were bright. When I opened the door, I saw a girl sitting at the desk in the room, looking at the music score.

On the way, he sent a message to the girl in advance. The girl sitting at the desk did not feel surprised and uneasy when she heard the door suddenly open. She put down the music score in her hand, and Mito Yuge slowly turned around to look at the wise man who came to her side, and the strange girl standing at the entrance.

"Sage, she is?"

"A girl who is in a similar situation to you, but also completely different from you, wants to meet you and chat with you, so I brought her here."

"Want to chat with me?"

After hearing what the wise man said, Mito Yuge looked at the girl who gradually entered the house. Looking at the cute girl in front of her, with long brown hair and slender eyes, she looked between "cute" and "beautiful". She should be a very popular girl.

If water were used to describe Mito Yuge, the girl in front of her would be like a cup of sweet milk tea in Mito Yuge's eyes.

Looking at the two of them, the wise man sighed and walked towards the door.

"The shops outside are still open. I'll go check them out. You guys can chat first. I'll be back in a while."

With a slight wave of his hand, Xianren walked out of the door and disappeared in front of the two of them. Mito Yuge, who was left behind, looked at this strange girl without much shyness. She looked at the girl in front of her with curiosity.

"Mito Yuka."

"Um, um, my name is Ogiwara Sayu. After reading Miyamizu-kun's work, I felt that it didn't seem like fiction, so I asked about it out of curiosity. I learned a little about Miss Mito, so I thought of coming to meet you. I'm sorry to trouble you so much..."

"No, it's been a while since I've had a good chat with someone my own age. Please sit down. I'll pour you a cup of tea."

After asking the girl to sit down, Mito Yuge poured two cups of tea, handed one to Ogiwara Sayu, and placed the other on her own desk, looking at the girl named Ogiwara Sayu.

"So, what do you want to ask?"

I walked out of Mito Yuge's room and strolled on the streets at night. Without the sunlight of the day, the deserted streets seemed inexplicably desolate and gloomy.

Occasionally, the humming of drunkards and the meowing of cats lying in the grass could be heard. Xianren came all the way to the commercial street where Mito Yuge lived. He looked at the shops that were still open, took a look, and then walked into the convenience store.

"Haven't you even gotten a date yet? Half of the summer is already over. Is it really okay if there's no progress at all?"

"You're so nagging! I've tried so hard and have been chatting with her all the time, but every time I ask her out, she always makes excuses."

"Why don't we just change our target?"

"It's not like I just fall in love with anyone!"

When I entered the convenience store, I heard two boys sitting in the dining area, seemingly talking about love. I looked at them, but I didn't know them.

It was normal not to know them. His gaze only paused for a moment on the two boys who wanted to fall in love due to the secretion of teenage hormones, and then Xianren looked at the products in front of him.

"This year's fireworks display is about to begin, right? Should we try to invite her to join us?"

"I... always feel that success is unlikely."

"How can you know if you can succeed if you don't try? This is the summer vacation of high school, and this is your last year. Are you ready to let regrets accompany you to college? You will regret it for the rest of your life."

"I......."

The young man was a little conflicted. He was silent for a moment, bit his lips, and hesitated for a long time. After taking a deep breath, the look in his eyes gradually became firm.

"I'm going to go, I'm going to invite her, whether she comes or not, I'll be there waiting for her."

"That's a good momentum, keep it up."

"Well, I'll go back first."

Staring at the chocolate beans in front of him, Xianren was struggling to decide which one to choose. He looked at the production date and then the price. After comparing them, he felt that there seemed to be no difference and he didn't know which one tasted better.

He always felt that he was spending money a little lavishly recently, so he started to pay attention to learning from others. Otherwise, under normal circumstances, he would just buy both of them together.

"Lianxiang, you don't want your sister to be sad, right?"

"Since you don't want your sister to get hurt, Haowu, remember to accept my invitation tonight or tomorrow."

"The one you like is me? Humph, are you looking down on me? I'm not the kind of despicable man who would lay hands on the woman my brother likes!"

The wise man squatting in front of the shelf felt as if he had heard something extraordinary. He slowly looked through the gap in the shelf at the boy who was talking on the phone and blinked.