Jobless Reincarnation: Live Seriously Even Without Transfer Events

“Sylphie… what happened to you…”

"Unexpected?"

We lay face to face on our pillows, her hand tightly gripping mine. It had been a long time since we'd been this close; I could even feel her warm breath.

"Tomorrow is my fifteenth birthday, Rudy."

Silphie's fifteenth birthday...

She seems to be two months older than me; I didn't expect it to happen so quickly.

Happy birthday, Silphie.

"How perfunctory! Does Rudy treat other girls like this too?"

"Huh? Other girls? I've never spoken to any other girls like this, Sylphie..."

"No? Rudy's a master liar."

Hilfi puffed out her cheeks, seemingly a little angry, and I could feel her slightly elevated body temperature slowly turning scalding hot where our bodies were in contact.

"Miss Alice, Miss Lilith, Teacher Loki, none of you have ever done this?"

“Okay… I’m sorry… but I’ve only ever been with Lilith…”

"How many times? Rudy and Miss Lilith did it, right? How many times?"

Hilfi's gentle yet somewhat aggressive, coquettish tone was a little unsettling.

"...Uh...how am I supposed to remember that..."

"Can't even count them all?"

Her tone began to sound disappointed, and at that moment, I was incredibly nervous, feeling like my heart was about to jump out of my chest. I had only ever felt this way when I was having sex with Lilith.

Although she had a naked encounter with Silphie when she was six years old, things are different now; she is a fifteen-year-old girl!

The police won't take me away, will they...?

"Well, it should be my turn now."

"Well?"

"Well!"

She kissed me, and it wasn't just a simple touch; it was an adult kiss.

In an instant, a surge of intense heat filled my brain. I've experienced this feeling countless times before. In less than forty seconds, we might take things to the next level.

But can it really be like that?

Is it really possible?

I don't want to lose Sylphie. Continuing this could undoubtedly bring her danger. I don't want to experience that feeling of Lilith gradually cooling down in my arms, that pain, a second time.

I broke up with her at an inopportune time.

“I’m…I’m sorry…It’s not that there’s anything wrong with Hilfi, it’s just…”

"Rudy is afraid I'll get into danger, right?"

Hilfi answered before I could, and she pulled me into her arms, pressing me against her flat yet soft chest.

“I know what kind of wounds Rudy has in his heart, because I have always been by Rudy’s side, in the past, now, and in the future. No matter what the future holds, I am prepared to face it with Rudy. I love you, Rudy.”

like……

A strange word entered my mind, a word that even Lilith had never said to me. Although it sounded like the childish talk of a middle school student, its appearance made me waver.

"Hilfie, what I encounter in the future will be very dangerous; you and I may both lose our lives..."

"I know."

"There will be all sorts of setbacks..."

"I know."

“Sylphie, once this step is taken, there will be no going back…”

"Ok, I know."

Is this another opportunity that fate has given me?

Hilfi's sweet voice entered my ears, a hazy feeling entered my heart, and a dim consciousness filled my brain.

"So, it's my turn now, Rudy."

……

That night, I made love to Silphie.

The morning sunlight streamed through the curtains and filled the bed. The body beside her was slightly warm, and the sleeping girl breathed softly. Her long, silvery-white hair shimmered in the pale morning light.

As I touched those soft strands of hair, a bittersweet feeling welled up inside me.

From this moment on, I will treat every day I spend with Sylphie as if it were my last, and every moment I look into her eyes as if it were my last. I don't know when she will leave me, but I will cherish her even more.

Good morning, Silphie, I love you too.

Chapter 224: We're Together (Part 1)

Jobless Reincarnation Fanfic: Even Without the Transfer Event, We Must Live Seriously [Chapter 224] We're Together (Part 1)

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Good morning, I love you too, Silphie.

I stroked her soft, silvery-white hair, then touched her smooth, white back and her slender shoulders that seemed as if they might break at any moment.

"Could you say that again, Rudy?"

"Huh? Sylphie, you're awake..."

She turned around and gave me a shy smile.

Looking at her rosy cheeks, I stroked her head again, and she closed her eyes, seemingly enjoying the feeling of me touching her.

Touching this head of soft, long, silvery-white hair, I could no longer find a trace of its original color.

"Speak up, Rudy!"

"Yes, I love you too, Silphie."

Hilfi opened her eyes, and our eyes met. I stopped looking away. This should have been the sweetest moment for me, but looking at her long hair, which represented sadness, I couldn't feel any sweetness at all.

Without the joy of meeting, there is no pain to come.

But how many more moments like this will there be?

Even though I had prepared myself for every moment with Hilfi to be the last, the thought of that moment, of losing her again, of letting someone precious leave me again, still breaks my heart.

"Don't look so sad, Rudy. Are you unhappy with me? I'm sorry, my figure isn't as good as Miss Lilith's."

Hilfi took my hand and placed it on her chest. Even though a shy blush rose on her face, she did not stop or resist. Through her soft skin, I could feel her heart beating faster.

"No, that's not true. You're overthinking it, Silphie. I'm very satisfied with Silphie."

I hugged her tightly, and her slightly elevated body temperature became a little hot through her skin.

"I'm just a little scared, scared that one day Silphie will leave me, like Lilith did."

"I will never leave Rudy. Rudy and I will always be together. When Rudy is happy, I will share his joy. When Rudy is sad, I will share his pain. I love Rudy. If I didn't have the resolve to be with Rudy forever, I wouldn't have given myself to Rudy, and I wouldn't have said to Rudy, 'I love you.'"

“Silphi…”

I have a feeling that I have been saved by Sylphie.

Her words touched my heart, but fear and cowardice made me hesitate. I didn't want to lose her again, so I didn't dare to accept her. But when I accepted Hilfi, I was afraid of her leaving.

I can't let those negative emotions waste the precious time I have with Sylphie anymore. I want to make her happy; she is the only precious person I have left besides my family.

"Thank you, Silphie, but I must apologize to you first."

Why did Rudy apologize?

"I want you to be my wife."

"Huh!?"

Amidst the gasps of surprise, I heard her joy, but that joy seemed to quickly subside.

"But aren't Rudy and Miss Alice engaged?"

"This is where I should apologize. Because of my prior engagement with Alice, I can only make Silphi my wife by marrying her as a concubine."

"Then... will Mr. Paul, Miss Janice, Miss Alice, and her parents agree?"

As I said this, Hilfi had already left my embrace and was looking at me very intently.

This time, I didn't choose to run away. Our eyes met, and I wanted to convey my feelings to her.

"I don't know, but I will try my best to get them to agree, to get them to accept Hilfi, and to receive everyone's blessings. I want to give Hilfi happiness, so please agree to be my wife. Of course, if Hilfi wants to refuse, that's fine too. After all, it's only been a few months since I was burdened with my engagement to Alice and the Lilith affair. It would seem a bit too frivolous to say such things to you under these circumstances, so it's okay if Hilfi rejects me directly."

"Rudy, you're so cunning."

Hilfi's eyes shyly looked away, her face gradually flushing red with embarrassment.

"Rudy, you've put it that way, how can anyone refuse..."

She kissed him.

The lips and tongue touched again, both cool and warm; both crisp and soft; the moist sensation filled the tip of the tongue and the mouth, while inexplicable emotions filled the mind, eventually replacing consciousness.

"However, I was very happy to hear Rudy say that. My feelings for Rudy have finally been reciprocated."

She cried, nestled against my chest, her voice so soft it was almost inaudible.

I owe her. I know very well how I treated her over the past year, hurting her time and time again. I seem to understand her pain and her hesitation. However, it was Lilith who truly made me experience that pain, and it was she who left me...

But I still don't deny that the first sweet experience I had never felt before was a gift from Lilith, while Sylphie gave me a completely different feeling, perhaps even stronger than the former.

Moreover, Silphie is not Lilith, Silphie is Silphie. Perhaps it's time to say goodbye to Lilith.

I should believe in Sylphie.

"I do, to be Rudy's wife."

"Thank you, Silphie."

And so, without ceremony or witness, I made a promise with Silphie.

……

"Oh no, I forgot to bring the headscarf to Rudy's room..."

After getting up and dressed, Hilfi combed her hair, a rather ominous expression on her face.

Hilfi was probably afraid that Janice and Paul would worry about her because of her hair.

But how can that be hidden?

I patted her head and said, "It would be better to tell Father and Mother about this. After all, we should also tell Father and Mother about our affairs."

"Yes, Rudy is right."

Compared to her usual student council uniform and cloak, Sylphie wore a pale yellow dress today. In addition, Sylphie had studied etiquette for five years and spent a year with Cosette in the student council, so her temperament was not much different from that of some young ladies from lower-middle-class noble families.

Moreover, she has become extremely beautiful.

Finally, Hilfi and I left the room hand in hand and stood solemnly before Paul and Janice.

Chapter 225: We're Together (Part Two)

Jobless Reincarnation Fanfic: Even Without the Transfer Event, We Must Live Seriously [Chapter 225] We're Together (Part Two)

Chapter 225: We're Together (Part Two)

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For the past few months, I have been in a state of deep distress from which I could not escape.

I experienced a sweetness I had never known before. I had my own child for the first time, and for the first time, I had the courage to ask a girl to marry me.

But gradually, it all vanished.

Come to think of it, the moment I found out I was pregnant was when I was told I had lost the baby. I lost the chance to be a father before I even had the awareness to do so.

Then, I finally mustered up the courage to propose to the girl who had captured my heart. We made our vows of marriage, even without a ring, a witness, or a proper ceremony, just through those words.