She stood frozen, her eyes fixed on Rudius, a mixture of emotions—fear, disbelief—in her gaze.
"Go, go back."
Rudius took her hand and said.
Chapter 187: Will the Mountain Die?
Jobless Reincarnation Fanfic: Even Without the Transfer Event, I Will Live Seriously [Chapter 187] Will the Mountain Die?
Chapter 187: Will the Mountain Die?
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As soon as she returned to the dormitory with Hilfi, she went straight into her room. She didn't cry and was very quiet.
She didn't say a word to me the whole way. Of course, she probably didn't have much to say to someone like me.
In the past, I thought that being a NEET (Not in Education, Employment, or Training) in my previous life was not a very interesting memory. But when I applied it to myself, I found that the word "scumbag" used to describe people is not suitable to describe myself again.
After all, what I did was, from a modern perspective, inhumane.
Listening to Sylphie pleadingly say again and again, "That's enough, Rudy, spare him," "Please, Rudy, spare him..." "You must be calm now, Rudy," and then, at my request, she healed Mulgore time and time again. For example, I used wind magic to cut off his arm, fire magic to burn his thigh, and water magic to pierce his chest. Sylphie healed these wounds one after another, but she also showed a rare sign of annoyance.
It's less about being annoyed and more about one's attitude towards Mulgore.
She treated Mulgore as a friend, pitied him, sympathized with him, and even when I was about to kill him, she came to plead for him and even pointed her magic wand at me.
The more I see her like this, the less I can let Mulgore go. Destroying Mulgore's spirit is not enough; I must kill him to teach Sylphie what is right and what is wrong.
I could also tell that it wasn't because I allowed Sylphie to contact Cosette and Mulgore that she turned to "betrayal," but rather because Sylphie was kind-hearted. When we were in Dark City, I wanted to kill that guy named Tettomp's wife and children as well, but Sylphie stopped me.
She didn't want innocent people to be dragged into the conflict or even die, but she gave her kindness to the wrong people.
That's how the world is. For some people, feelings of sympathy and pity are superfluous. To survive, they must give up certain things.
Moreover, those who play with fire are not innocent.
I still don't understand what Merlin said to me before he passed away: "Taking a life is easy, but sparing a life is rare." Perhaps Merlin, like Sylphie, showed inappropriate kindness to the wrong people, which is why he ended up unable to protect his own tribe and was even driven out.
Perhaps a person's heart must be as cold as the icy landscape of Chariah in order to survive.
What caught my attention most today was the strand of white hair on Hilfi's head.
If you want to know how she found me and Lilith, the answer is quite simple: just observe carefully and follow the tire tracks in the snow. But that will take time.
She couldn't have found us so quickly, and could it be related to her gray hair?
"dong dong"
I knocked lightly on Silphie's bedroom door, but received no response.
“Sylphie? I’m going in now.”
After pushing the door open, I saw her lying on the bed, her face buried in the quilt, her long, emerald green hair loosely draped over her back, with a strand of white hair that was unexpectedly eye-catching.
I sat down, and the soft mattress had almost the same texture as my bed. No wonder I felt my bed was particularly comfortable the other day; it was probably made by her.
"I'm sorry... Rudy... I actually used the magic wand Rudy gave me against Rudy, that was really too much..."
So you're finally willing to talk to me...?
Her voice, almost inaudible, was choked with sobs. She hadn't actually done anything wrong, though perhaps she hadn't understood what I meant.
"I'm not angry about Sylphie pointing her magic wand at me."
"Rudy must be lying to me, I really am..."
I think I heard a distinct sobbing sound. Maybe I went a bit too far. Although the wound left by the rock cannonball that grazed her cheek was healed by her silent healing spell before she even got back to the dormitory, my questioning of her and my actions must have hurt her a lot.
"I didn't lie to Sylphie."
"Really...really?"
She suddenly raised her head, her eyes already showing signs of redness and swelling. Her two teary, wine-red eyes were so adorable no matter how you looked at them, and I suddenly had a wicked urge to let her cry a little longer.
"Of course."
"But I still made Rudy angry, how awful..."
As soon as she finished speaking, she buried her head in the quilt again, looking very aggrieved. I reached out and gently stroked her head, saying, "Then, Hilfi, guess why I'm angry."
"...Is it because of Mulgore?"
Listening to her sweet, tentative voice, I lay down and stroked her soft hair. It felt cool and smooth to the touch, and had a delicate fragrance of basil flowers.
What do you think, Silphie?
“I think… Rudy shouldn’t be angry about Mulgore…”
As Hilfi said, I really wouldn't get angry about Mulgore, and I would have the same reaction to anyone else, but her sudden answer made me feel like something was different.
"why?"
"Because I told Rudy... I am a girl who belongs only to Rudy..."
[Note: The last time Sylphie said this to Rudeus was in Chapter 81.]
My one and only... girl...
Such a thoughtless statement made me forget all about my purpose in entering Silphie's room. I pulled her into my arms, the sweet scent of her hair filling my nostrils, and her soft body and slightly elevated temperature were enveloped by my arms without any resistance.
"Does this mean Rudy has forgiven me?" she whispered, turning her head.
I leaned close to her ear, suppressing the urge to bite it, and said, "The girl who belongs only to me pointed a magic wand at me for another boy. Shouldn't I make it up to her, since she's my girl?"
"Rudy is so cunning... So... what does Rudy want me to do?"
This is a very suitable step...
Can you tell me what happened today?
He didn't say those words aloud.
"Let me hold you for a while."
"it is good……"
Could this be Silphie's magic?
This feeling was so gentle and sweet that I was completely immersed in it, as if my senses and thoughts had been completely taken away. I swallowed back the words that were about to come out of my mouth and instead went along with the atmosphere.
His hand began to move naturally and slowly toward her chest without any resistance, groping inside her outer garment. The smooth feel was different from the fullness of Lilith, who was almost the same age. Even though Hilfi didn't say a word, she seemed to be just enduring it.
Immersed in Sylphie's gentle embrace, after the embrace, I would want to take things to the next level. Sylphie couldn't resist; she would only submit to me and continue to indulge my desires.
Is this really okay...?
“Silphi…”
"Rudy?"
I pulled my hand out of her clothes and got up to sit on the edge of the bed.
Hilfi knelt on the bed, her ears drooping, her eyebrows lowered, and her face showing a disappointed expression.
She pressed her hand to her chest, and tears welled up in her eyes once again.
"Rudy? It's my body that's not good enough..."
“Hilufi, it’s not your problem, I have something I want to ask you.”
"As expected, Rudy wants to ask about today's events."
After I said that, Hilfi gently closed her eyes, and tears slid down her cheeks.
"Can I not say, Rudy?"
"Is there something you're hiding from me, Silphie?"
“Give me a little more time, and I will explain it to Rudy properly. Please forgive my stubbornness this time, Rudy.”
I didn't answer Hilfi, but left the room directly. Hilfi was hiding something from me. Knowing Hilfi as I do, it might not be a bad thing, but I felt uneasy. Was I overthinking it?
Chapter 188: Is it Feng Yi?
Even without a transfer event, I will live a serious life [Chapter 188] Is it Feng Yi?
Chapter 188: Is it Feng Yi?
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"I heard that Cosette and Mulgore encountered bandits on their way home a few days ago..."
During lunch, Ms. Luo Qixi put down the bread she was holding and looked at me, as if she had already decided that I was the one who made it.
Or perhaps I'm just too insecure...
"Really...that's so pitiful."
I avoided Ms. Luo Qixi's eyes, gave her a few casual words, and pretended not to know anything.
"I'm done eating."
Silphie sensed something was off, ate a few bites of rice, and went back to her room. Now, only Professor Loki and I were left in the dining room.
As the air seemed to freeze, I suddenly felt an ominous premonition welling up inside me, as if an unseen god was staring at me from the bottomless abyss.
[Note: The invisible god refers to Cthulhu]
"And Silphie's hair, you must have noticed it too, Rudy. What happened between you two? I feel it's necessary for me, as the teacher who lives with you, to..."
"Teacher Luo Qixi, why don't you just ask Xilufei directly?"
I interrupted Teacher Luo Qixi, just like I interrupted my parents' advice in my past life. Teacher Luo Qixi will definitely dig into the matter, and if things continue like this, we're bound to have a fight.
Besides, I don't know what's going on with Hilfi's hair either, but I hope Teacher Loki can find out the answer.
"I have some things to do at the student council, so I'll be going now."
After saying that, I got up, grabbed my coat, and prepared to go out. As I walked to the front door, I suddenly heard Ms. Luo Qixi's voice coming from behind me.
"Rudy?"
I turned around, and I saw a serious expression on her face that I had never seen before.
"Aren't you worried about Sylphie at all?"
bang.
With the sound of the lock clicking on the bolt, I turned and left the house.
Snow started falling again. Winters in Sharia are long and snowy. Yesterday's snow was already ankle-deep. It stopped overnight, but it started again before the sun came out today. It's common for it to snow for ten days or half a month at a time.
It's been over a year since I arrived here. Spring has turned to winter in Sharia, and the relationship between me, Silphie, and Teacher Loki seems to have undergone some subtle changes. It's not that the relationship has changed in any way; we are still friends and teacher and students.
In just one year, a wall has been built between the three of us, some wide and some narrow. Perhaps both Teacher Luo Qixi and Xilufei have the same thoughts as me at this moment.
I wonder how Alice is doing in the capital. Paul and Senis haven't written back since their last letter. Norren is also in the capital; I wonder if he's being bullied. That little girl is so impulsive; I'm suddenly starting to worry about her.
As for Aisha, this lovely and thoughtful child, hopefully she won't be bullied.
If they were bullied at school... um... in the capital, Alice probably wouldn't let Norren be bullied, and Aisha, who studies in Roya, might have Philip protecting her. Thinking about it this way, I suddenly felt much more at ease.
"Hey, boss, you don't seem to be in a good mood, meow."
"Yes, the eldest sister isn't here either."
[Note: The "big sister" here refers to Sylphie.]
Linia and Prusena passed by me one after the other. Classes were over, and the library was closed. They were probably going to the student council or to see their cronies.
I handed the disciplinary department over to them, and at least nothing went wrong these past few days. After all, given their status, it's quite an achievement for them to inspire the beastmen in the school to maintain order.
"Aren't these my newly appointed Minister and Vice Minister of Discipline? Shall we go to the Student Council together on our way?"
I smiled at them.
"Okay...okay, meow..."
"..."
Linia answered stiffly, her face bearing the expression of someone who had been stepped on, and Prusena beside her was much the same.
Is there something on my face?
"Boss... Boss, don't look at us like that, meow..."
"Your face looks terrifying..."
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