Honkai Impact, starting by entering Kallen's body

His gentleness and kindness are not direct, but are reflected in the lack of attention to detail.

For example, if he were to kill Anna and Chen Tianwu, Su Xinzao would kill them without hesitation, so that all the tragedies could end sooner.

After killing them, they would offer a bouquet of ice crystal flowers, which was insignificant and even considered hypocritical by some.

But he would do that because Su Xin, a normal person, would feel guilty for doing something wrong and would laugh heartily for getting something she likes.

“I know, not because of me? You could have told Otto everything about the plan, told Kallen who was about to be resurrected as the Herrscher of Binding. This should have been our first meeting, right?”

"I can't tell them. I just want someone to confide in. I need someone to tell Karen and Otto the whole truth after I die."

"Actually, I've been secretly thinking about it all along."

"Heaven should look like a library. I slowly and drowsily explored the emptiness, relying on that hesitant and uncertain cane."

"Among billions of books, one can see dreamers awaken from their dreams, return to the abundance of ideals, and find treasures of reality everywhere."

"The things that have passed away become increasingly blurred in the mud and sand: rain, sunshine, bells, and the cries of children."

"Gradually, I started reading only the last page of a book. When I learned that the story didn't end as I expected, I lost the patience to finish it."

"But, as for others, Cheng will do whatever they want."

“I once pushed Otto to become a morbid ruler, making him sacrifice himself in exchange for humanity’s passage to the end.”

"But, for him, that was not what he expected. To reach his ideal destination, he did things I didn't anticipate. Or perhaps I've never been omniscient or omnipotent, just an ordinary person who takes things one step at a time."

Su Xin's voice was desolate: "I want to see what the future holds first."

Cecilia opened her mouth several times to answer, but her body seemed to freeze in place, half-frozen.

But the weather right now has absolutely nothing to do with cold.

She was the only one who knew the full picture of Su Xin's plan, so she couldn't comment on him.

Regardless of whether Su Xin currently cares most about Karen and Otto, or her former comrade Kevin and Fu Hua.

They can't know the plan, nor can they understand what going back to zero really means.

"Whether you like it or not, I think it's fine to call you that. Even when everyone turns their blades on you later, I will still call you that."

"what ever."

"I want to tell Otto some things."

"You won't."

"What if I insist on telling you?"

"You won't."

Su Xin's tone was neither persuasive nor threatening; it was a statement of certainty.

Cecilia sighed, her heart filled with mixed emotions, and looked at Su Xin with a complicated expression: "Not in the future either?"

"Yes." Su Xin did not deny it.

"Sorry, I can't help you at all. No one in the world can help you; you have to bear it all alone. Maybe you destroyed the galaxy in your past life, haha."

Cecilia wanted to lighten the mood with some jokes.

To everyone's surprise, Su Xin nodded and immediately replied, "You guessed right."

"Really?" Cecilia asked incredulously, though she had only mentioned it casually.

Su Xin's serious expression showed no sign of joking.

"I think that because of the wrong choice and the wrong direction, we have come to the wrong end."

"This world has been destroyed countless times because of my willfulness. As long as I continue to be willful, the outcome will not change."

"If I live, everyone must die; if I die, you can live."

"I understand now that 'having no other choice' means the same thing."

The wheat awns swayed and brushed against Su Xin's face in the wind, and her bright golden eyes seemed like the boundless universe after a star had collapsed, eternally dark and without light.

"The End represents the destruction of civilization. Its definition is that it can absolutely destroy civilization. The higher the level of civilization, the stronger the End is. It is like the energy in a unit of space, which will never increase beyond the total energy in a unit of space."

"I do not belong to this world, yet I leave my mark on it."

"Therefore, I belong to civilization, and I also belong to beyond civilization."

"As long as I erase some traces, my energy will not be counted in the Honkai. When the power of the end is reduced to a certain extent, I can fulfill the only ideal of all those who have followed in my footsteps for the past 50,000 years."

Cecilia's eyes widened in surprise. "So you're telling me all this so that he and she can know the truth before you completely disappear from this world?"

"Yes, even if it's just for a moment, I hope someone can remember me. Remember that I was here."

Cecilia walked to Su Xin's side and, after hesitating, asked, "I remember you wanted to go home before."

Su Xin shook her head: "No need."

"You should know what to do next. When Kiana comes out of Paradise, bring her here. She will see Himeko Murata, whom she misses."

"how about you?"

“I don’t expect her to change my fate, because I see myself dying. Nobody can change it, and neither can I.”

"After that, I will go back into my body and, for my own freedom, deprive all life in the world of the freedom to live."

"I will use my legal powers to declare to the world—"

"Regardless of Herrschers, humans, Destiny, Anti-Entropy, or World Serpent, I will replace the End to completely destroy the world, kill all symbols of civilization, and continue until Earth returns to its original state, without stopping for a moment."

Chapter 110 Little Ellie and Little Su Xin

"I'm going to destroy the world."

In a hazy state, Su Xin, who was sleeping at the train station, rubbed her sleepy eyes.

Dark brown eyes, short, choppy black hair; she only got a perm after the college entrance exam, and then suddenly appeared after just one semester of university.

Su Xin looked at the train sounding its whistle and lamented the unpredictability of fate.

"I'm here, I'll destroy the world, let's think about what to do next. If I'm starving to death, should I go begging? I'll throw away my dignity as a college student, anyway, nobody in this world knows me."

"Speaking of which, what about the underground world? Why doesn't the system come out and explain it to me? I'm just a transmigrator who's completely confused."

Su Xin said mournfully, her face full of sorrow, "I've been traveling for a day."

The system that should have appeared for Xiao Zhong didn't, and he turned into a child of a few years old. Originally, Su Xin thought she could defy fate and change her destiny, but now she had no choice but to temporarily accept her fate for the sake of survival.

Fortunately, the technology in this modern society is even more advanced than in her hometown before she traveled through time. There is free drinking water available at the train station, which Su Xin can rely on to get by for a day.

I know very little about this world, and I hope it's not a world of high martial arts and high magic. After all, without a cheat code or protagonist's halo, I can only be a passerby or cannon fodder in that kind of flashy world.

That's worse than living a normal life.

If I go to the police station now, they probably won't be able to find my identity information.

Su Xin turned to look at the hurried pedestrians in front of her. Most of them were foreigners in Su Xin's mind, with colorful eyes and hair, which made them stand out from the standard Chinese features.

Unfortunately, I'm not the main character.

Su Xin felt only a little sad, but quickly relaxed and realized that being ordinary is what most people, and perhaps most people, are capable of.

As Su Xin was about to leave the train station, she was pushed and shoved by the adults behind her, almost unable to breathe.

“You!” Su Xin exclaimed, displaying her exquisite beauty.

The childish voice was drowned out by the clamor of the crowd, and adults and children around were all fleeing in one direction, like mad hyenas, desperately running away.

Su Xin is too young to survive, so she had to use all her strength to squeeze under the public chair.

Because all the passable roads in the train station were packed with people, Su Xin could hear people crying out in pain as they were trampled.

"Boom!"

The ground was torn apart, like long, deep wounds slashed by a knife, revealing a bottomless darkness.

A tremendous, earth-shaking sound rang in Su Xin's ears, as if a major earthquake had occurred, causing the ground to tremble and the mountains to shake.

But Su Xin couldn't run away. If he rushed out now, he would most likely be trampled to death. It would be better for him to stay where he was and wait for the earthquake; that would give him a sliver of hope. The train station exit was too far; even running at full speed would take him twenty minutes to cover it.

"Is I going to be the first time traveler to die in an earthquake right after transmigrating? That would be absolutely absurd."

"Mingming finally got into university, becoming the only college student in her family."

"Can you go home after you die? Ha, that's impossible. There's no such thing as a free lunch."

Su Xin muttered to herself helplessly to relieve her tension, wishing she could open her eyes the next second and find herself in bed at home.

My mom knocked on the door, brought in some warm milk and pancakes, put them on the table, and turned on the bedroom light. Because I was sleepy, I pulled the blanket up to cover my eyes.

Suddenly, Su Xin noticed that her vision had brightened considerably.

Even the public chairs above her head had disappeared. Su Xin was overjoyed and looked up, laughing excitedly: "I must be dreaming!"

Suddenly, Su Xin's pupils dilated, and the smile on her face froze instantly.

The tank-class Honkai Beast, which was more than ten times larger than Su Xin, was less than half a meter away. Its purple eyes darted around, seemingly sizing up Su Xin.

Su Xin swore that if she hadn't just gone to the toilet, she would probably be in an extremely embarrassing situation right now.

The tank-class Honkai Beast crouched down, its eyeballs almost the same size as Su Xin's entire body, staring at Su Xin at close range.

At this moment, Su Xin's brain completely shut down, and she was unable to think calmly at all. She sat slumped on the spot, motionless.

Because he had neither the strength nor the courage to stand up and run away, his hands and legs were trembling, and his pupils were shaking violently like wind chimes in a storm.

He finally determined which world it was—the Collapsed World.

In the game, the concept is that Honkai is a periodic natural disaster, which also affects the cyclical adjustment rhythm of the universe.

Every so often, a Honkai event occurs. The timing of these Honkai events is unpredictable and irregular.

Aside from the Herrschers, the manifestation of Honkai is more directly reflected in the massive Honkai Beasts, which are similar to zombies infected by a bio-virus.

In the game, the Honkai Beast's model size is about the same as the Valkyrie's; it's fragile and can be easily defeated, so it can't be considered powerful at all.

Right now, a tank-class Honkai Beast, tens of meters tall, stood before Su Xin, like a demon from the abyss, staring at him.

Fear, helplessness, despair—all sorts of emotions swept over my head in an instant.

She used to look down on and laugh at monsters, but now that one was standing right in front of her, Su Xin didn't even have the courage to look up at it.

Move, or not move

Su Xin's gaze was unfocused; she dared not meet its eyes. Her trembling intensified, and her heart pounded wildly like raindrops hitting the ground.

Will I be eaten?

How could it be trampled into a bloody, splattered pulp?

It must hurt.

I don't want to die.

Su Xin remained silent. It turned out that what was said earlier was just a tank-class Honkai Beast that overturned the ceiling and public chairs of the train station.

The light of a cruel fate shines through the dream.

There was no sudden rescue by a small, unexpected force, nor any amazing miracles or magnificent mechanical intervention.

Because of insufficient power, they are killed by the Honkai, which is the fate of most, if not all, ordinary people.

Su Xin finally understood why she had desperately run away for those adults earlier; it turned out that the look of terror on her face was because she was afraid of dying.

"Roar?"

"Hiss?"

The tank-class Honkai Beast emitted a strange, low groan, which was completely incomprehensible.

A giant eyeball kept rotating, and a ray of gorgeous golden light suddenly flashed amidst the purple Honkai energy.

Then, the tank-class Honkai Beast ignored Su Xin and continued to advance past her, slaughtering the fleeing humans.

"no, do not want!"

"Don't come!"

"Ugh!! Run!!"

A heart-wrenching roar came from behind, and in an instant, flesh and blood flew everywhere, with severed limbs and torsos still spurting scarlet blood falling in front of Su Xin.

Su Xin's stomach churned instantly. She quickly covered her lips with her hand, but she couldn't suppress the nausea and vomiting.