Honkai Impact, starting by entering Kallen's body

"So what if it's difficult? Because I'm in pain and sad, can those tragedies be undone, can the sins I've committed be atoned? Instead of wallowing in sadness, I should think more about what to do next." Su Xin casually tore off a chicken leg and put it near Kiana's mouth.

Swallowing hard, pausing for a long time, Kiana suddenly opened her mouth wide and gulped it down.

Su Xin knew the effect of his words. Now, Kiana wanted to recover her body as quickly as possible and then prevent the tragedy from happening.

Actually, Su Xin didn't say the second half of her sentence.

To wallow in sorrow is to wield power over the strong.

Both he and she were weak; their only option was to move forward, relentlessly.

Chapter 102 Skyworm and Paramecium

"Wait, leave some for me!"

Kiana felt embarrassed by her rumbling stomach and had no choice but to temporarily submit to Su Xin's authority.

I'll argue with her after I've filled my stomach.

However, Su Xin didn't indulge Kiana. She carried the family bucket in her arms and moved it a little further away. Finally, she realized that Kiana was able to move, so she took the family bucket and moved to another location.

I can relax on the sofa and enjoy the satisfaction that food brings to my stomach all by myself.

"You don't think I was joking, do you? I'm not buying it for you, I'm just showing it to you. If you can stand up and walk, you can go downstairs to find some food."

"With your near-death appearance, you'd probably be in trouble if you ran into any random assassin downstairs."

Su Xin's aggressive words struck a nerve with Kiana.

It may not sound nice, but it's definitely not wrong.

In response to Su Xin's sarcasm, Kiana gritted her teeth and forced herself out of bed, wanting to prove that she could be self-sufficient.

But as soon as I got out of bed, aside from the pain in my internal organs, a cool sensation swept over my whole body.

"I took the clothes to wash again, so you're exposed."

Kiana blushed slightly, pulling the sheet over her slender body, a little shy, but only a little.

Anyway, being seen once won't make a difference. Since the other party is not used to Himeko-sensei's body, they probably have a female soul, otherwise why would they act so nonchalantly?

"Next time you take my clothes off, remember to ask for my permission, okay?" Kiana said with a hint of resentment and anger.

Su Xin replied calmly, "I did try. You wouldn't wake up unless I did something. You're sleeping more soundly than a friend of mine. I'll take that as your consent, so I just took my clothes off. At least I can do more housework while you're asleep. Otherwise, you'll be all dirty and unsightly."

"Okay, thank you. Without your help, I might have wasted more time dealing with other things. But right now, the most important thing is to fill my stomach. I'll go downstairs first."

With that, Kiana grabbed a baseball bat, wrapped herself in a pure white sheet, and walked out, slamming the door shut behind her before leaving.

Su Xin shook her head, sighed helplessly, and stared intently at the door, counting down the time aloud: "Ten, nine, eight."

"Two, one."

The moment the words left her lips, the door was suddenly pushed open. Kiana, her face flushed, jumped onto the bed, buried herself in the blankets, and glared at Su Xin with only her bright red face showing.

"Why didn't you remind me! I thought we hadn't left that city. So many people were staring at me like that!!"

Kiana shouted and screamed, as if she had returned to the carefree days of St. Freya.

I'm not even more angry now.

Su Xin remained expressionless. He had foreseen the future long ago. He initially wanted to remind Kiana, but ultimately chose not to do anything.

Perhaps based on common sense accumulated over the years, Su Xin felt that no one would be foolish enough to go out wrapped in a bed sheet.

Another reason is that Kiana will say something offensive later.

"They provide hotels specifically for women, look, it's not a big deal," Su Xin said nonchalantly.

"It's important! It's very important!"

"If you like men, you probably wouldn't mind being seen as ridiculous by women, but I'm sexually attracted to women!"

Su Xin's face was gloomy, and the offensive words seemed to arrive as if she could see the future.

Kiana is right; one's focus will be on the gender they care about.

Although it may sound absurd, there are indeed people in the world with different physiological and psychological orientations, though they are a very small minority.

She likes Raiden Mei, so she feels guilty if other women see her in an embarrassing situation; of course, she also feels guilty if men see her, but Su Xin chose a hotel to avoid that possibility.

"I'm telling you seriously, and I'll repeat it three times, my sexual orientation is normal, perfectly normal, and no one is more normal than me," Su Xin said earnestly.

Kiana rarely saw Su Xin so serious, so she tried to tease her, but couldn't come up with a good reason, and had no choice but to give a normal answer.

What Ke Yana considered a normal answer was, in Su Xin's opinion, anything but normal.

"I didn't do anything wrong. You're straight, don't you like men?"

Listen carefully, I like women who are beautiful, understanding, gentle, and have eyes only for me.

"That's a real shame, Mei!"

Su Xin gave the standard, which almost perfectly hit the mark for Mei, who hadn't yet transformed into the Herrscher of Thunder. Kiana felt that Su Xin might have some feelings for Mei, which was why she was so mean.

Like watching a melodramatic soap opera with St. Freya and Himeko-sensei.

Because she couldn't win the heart of the first female lead, the second female lead spoke ill of her and deliberately made things difficult for her.

Kiana now thinks the female lead, Danming's daughter, is sulking and starting a war without gunpowder.

Su Xin reached out and touched his forehead; for the first time, he felt mentally and physically powerless.

Even if you could see the future, you still couldn't understand Kiana's thought process.

He didn't even distinguish between the current Celestial Insect Paramecium. Logically, Kiana should be more mature by now, taking a cautious and step-by-step approach to fight against the World Serpent.

Did he realize that Himeko Murata was indeed alive, which is why he was able to let go of some of his psychological burden and regress to his ancestral state by 50%?

Like Schrödinger's cat, Kiana exists in either the Sky Bug or Paramecium state.

Su Xin was a little annoyed. After thinking for a while, she seized the opportunity to say to Kiana, "Huh? I think she didn't hold back at all when she hit you. Tsk tsk, that kick went straight to the face. Just thinking about it hurts."

"You...you saw them all?"

"I didn't watch everything, just the part where you got beaten up, and you kept saying things like that." Su Xin imitated Kiana as she spoke, using a high-pitched, affected voice.

"Then why didn't you stop her? Wait, your health doesn't seem to be much better either. How could you have the extra strength to stop Mei?" Kiana said dejectedly. "If I were stronger, I could save more people."

Su Xin did not explain. He was in good health. After a few days of rest, Jian Xin had completely repaired his body, which was riddled with rotten bone marrow.

This doesn't mean Su Xin can go on a killing spree. After all, Himeko Murata is only an A-rank Valkyrie. Perhaps activating the Blank Key inlaid with the Plague Gem can unleash power equivalent to a Herrscher, but Su Xin will avoid such a suicidal fighting style if necessary.

Unless forced into a desperate situation, as far as we can see, such a scenario does not exist.

All I need to do is behave myself and wait two months. Once I return to my original body, I won't need to worry about so much anymore.

As for Himeko Murata, even giving her a second life doesn't guarantee an ending.

It's wonderful that the main characters are reunited, no longer troubled by their missions or forced to sacrifice themselves. As they reach the end, after the protracted war, all the tragedies will be reversed, but the price will not only be the destruction of one person's life and the annihilation of their ideals.

Su Xin clenched his fists, suddenly feeling a pang of jealousy and resentment.

"Eat up, it's all yours." Su Xin placed the remaining family buckets in front of Kiana.

Kiana was somewhat confused. Su Xin's behavior was very strange and completely unpredictable. She was always acting or saying things that were unexpected.

Like now, suddenly all the food is placed in front of you, and you eat it in big chunks.

Just now, however, he was being petty and demanding that we go out to find food, which made him look foolish!

"Why did things suddenly become so good again?" Kiana asked, puzzled.

"Who knows?" Su Xin turned her head, her gaze focusing on the pale cobblestone path outside the window. The bright sunlight filtered through the gaps in the lush foliage of the trees, creating dappled patterns on the ground, sometimes visible, sometimes hidden.

The hazy future is gradually becoming clearer. Some will find happiness and a beautiful ending again, while others will pray for a well-maintained grave.

At this moment, Su Xin clearly recalled the contents of a book she had read on Earth.

"Go there, where the leaves will wave to you, the stones will smile at you, and the river will greet you. There, there is no poverty or wealth, no sorrow or pain, no hatred or resentment; there, everyone dies equal."

"That place?"

"To die without a burial place."

Those who are obsessed with finding death probably have their own troubles. Their troubles stem from a lack of clear meaning in life, and how to find a meaningful end.

Su Xin is in a state where death is an option, but if death has no meaning, then why choose to die?

Why can't we survive?

"Then I won't be polite!" Kiana was so hungry that she didn't have time to express her gratitude before she began to frantically devour the food in front of her.

The combination of physical weakness and hunger made Kiana ravenous, wolfing down her food without any ladylike manners.

Su Xin didn't laugh. He didn't know what expression to show when facing Kiana, or the world.

because

He wanted to live and give up saving the world.

He didn't want to let down all those who died because of him.

Returning home fuels Su Xin's selfish desire to live; yet, the passage of 50,000 years prevents him from relinquishing his heavy mission.

When faced with two evils, choose the lesser one; this is the optimal choice.

But Su Xin had no choice but to make a decision; no matter what she chose, she would inevitably leave behind an indelible regret.

The situation is terrible.

Like an ordinary senior high school student, he is studying hard to achieve excellent results in the college entrance examination and change his life and destiny.

Then, the future him comes to the present, studying diligently, gritting his teeth and studying relentlessly, and coldly tells him—

"You will definitely fail the college entrance exam. Your life will be bleak from now on. There will be no miracles, no expectations, and no hope. You have helped or helped others who are now living happy and fulfilling lives because of your failure. Only you will be destined for a life of misery, and you will never even see your family again."

Will he try his best?

Do you believe you can change the future? To reverse some tragedies?

Perhaps at first he didn't believe in fate and tried some strange methods, doing things he never thought he would do.

But no matter how hard he tries, when he sees and hears the future being verified little by little in his life, will he have the courage to rebel against his predetermined fate?

Su Xin gave his answer: he was just an ordinary person.

If I'm guaranteed to get a multiple-choice question wrong no matter how carefully I read or think about it, then why should I try so hard?

Since the outcome is already bad, Cheng, why not choose something easier?

While Su Xin was lost in thought, she suddenly smelled the aroma of fried chicken legs. Turning around, she saw Kiana holding a whole, golden chicken leg in front of her mouth.

"Are you just spacing out? Have something to eat, aren't you full?"

"For me, whether I'm full or not is not important."

Cheng is no longer important, because the ending is terrible, so Su Xin doesn't want to enjoy Cheng anymore.

Kiana and her friends have a happy ending. On their journey to the end, they are surrounded by sunshine and blooming flowers, a heartwarming and beautiful experience.

They are the ones who deserve to enjoy life the most.

Although Kiana didn't understand Su Xin's reason, she stuck to her principles and forcefully stuffed the chicken leg into Su Xin's mouth.

At first, Su Xin resisted and kept her mouth shut, preventing Kiana from inserting it, but gradually Su Xin realized something was wrong.

Because Kiana was rubbing a chicken leg against her mouth, if she kept doing that, her face would soon be covered in greasy fat.

Su Xin had no choice but to give in and slowly chew the chicken leg in her mouth.

"Hehe, that's right! Although you're a bit strange, you're good to me, I'll remember that. Once things settle down, I'll protect you!"

Su Xin stared at Kiana in astonishment, looking at her like she was a husky.

His expression and eyes seemed to say: "Are you kidding me? Who's protecting whom?"

Kiana ignored Su Xin's strange gaze and laughed heartily.

"I hope so, Miss Kiana." Su Xin emphasized the last three words.

"Then remember this well: here, I, Kiana Kaslana, swear that even if it's just to repay a debt of fried chicken, I will protect you to the best of my ability! Pfft, doesn't that sound a bit childish?"

Is it in paramecium form now? But judging from the comments, it doesn't seem like it.

Su Xin's right eye gleamed with a faint golden light, then said in disappointment, "Your vow seems impossible to fulfill."

Chapter 103 I can't beat him, it's that simple.