mygo, Villain Simulator
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Then there's the nameless monster (white). Although it's the lowest-level affix and the choice is random, the ability to raise the affix by one level made Ichinose Wakaba choose it without hesitation.
So—Ruoye Mu, are you ready?!
Please make a selection.
This life simulation is at an intermediate difficulty level.
[Do you choose the nameless monster (purple) or the one with a distinguished family background (purple)?]
【confirm. 】
【Start simulation.】
Chapter 116 My name is Ruoye Ruoye
[The Nameless Monster (purple) has activated, upgrading your "Acting Skills" attribute to gold: terrifying talent that even seasoned actors obsessed with acting feel fear, for mortals could never match your achievements in a lifetime.]
[Illustrious Family Background (purple) and Clown Dad (white) are combinable terms. Combining them creates a new term: Clown Dad (gold); You have a very wealthy clown dad.]
"Huh? Does this mean Batman can be my dad?"
After glancing at the upgraded golden clown father, Ichinose Wakaba's gaze fell on another upgraded entry: "Acting skills, oh well, at least they're more useful than writing."
Although Ichinose Wakaba wanted to randomly get the "magic" stat when choosing the nameless monster (purple), she wasn't lucky enough to get it.
The improvement in acting skills also has its advantages. At least when he was deceiving Toyokawa Shoko in this simulation, Ichinose Wakaba felt that he was more able to fool her completely.
So, after lamenting her bad luck, Ichinose Wakaba continued with the simulation.
[At age 0, you were born. The entry for "Clown Dad (Gold)" grants you a very rich and famous father—a comedian who, in Chinese parlance, is equivalent to Guo Defa in the world of crosstalk. As for why he's a clown?]
[Your mother, a national-level actress, had a boyfriend before marrying him.]
Yes, you are actually your ex-boyfriend's child.
Because you resemble your mother, your clown father didn't notice anything.
"Holy crap? Do you rich people play this elaborate game? Wait, why does this setting look so familiar?"
That's right, your father is comedian Wakaba, and your mother is actress Mina Mori.
You have been named Ruoye Ruoye.
"I've become Mu's older brother?!"
Looking at the simulation content at the beginning, Ichinose Wakaba felt that this simulation plan needed to be modified. After all, since they had become siblings, there were some things that could not be done.
"We can't do Yosuga no Sora, but that's okay. We'll find another anchor point for Mutsu's existence."
His initial plan to make his daughter the reason for Mutsuki Ichinose's existence failed because Ichinose Wakaba became her brother, but a better plan emerged in his mind.
"Being Mu's older brother is a perfect reason; it would be a waste not to use it!"
Ichinose Wakaba thought of Shiina Tatsuki. Perhaps he could try using the pressure monster method to oppress Ruoye Mutsu, or perhaps your favorite brother died because of you!
Japanese dramas don't often feature characters like this: an excellent older brother and a younger brother who is disliked by the parents—don't try to influence your older brother!
Ichinose Wakaba felt he could take this as a reference, to be an excellent child in his parents' eyes, and a good older brother in his younger sister Ruoba Mutsu's eyes, whose parents disliked him but who treated him very well.
Then, after deceiving Toyokawa Shoko, he would stage another accident to make himself die because of Ruoye Mutsu.
What will parents who have lost their outstanding children do when faced with children they don't like?
What would Toyokawa Shoko do if her lover died because of someone she hated?
If it's the last thing, then I'll put on a performance in front of Ruoye Mu.
It's alright, it's not Mu's fault.
Brother, I'm sorry, it's all my fault.
Yes, it's all your fault, Mu. I didn't want to die, why am I the one who has to die? I'm not reconciled, Mu, I'm not reconciled, it's all your fault! It's all because of you that I have to die!
Ichinose Wakaba was excited. He believed that through this simulation, Ruoba Mutsu would definitely not dare to tease him like before, or even have any schemes against him.
After glancing at the simulation content again, Ichinose Wakaba couldn't bear to do it again because of her conscience.
"Is this too much?"
Thinking back to her first simulation of the cucumber girl's obedience, Ichinose Wakaba felt a pang of guilt. Unfortunately, the simulation had already begun.
At 1 year old, you began to show your talent, possessing acting skills (gold), perfectly portraying a crying and fussing baby.
Because your parents were busy, you were cared for by a nanny. You rarely drank your mother's breast milk, as the nanny had to leave to film a big production right after you were born, leaving you behind. You survived on formula.
At age 2, you began to try writing. To achieve a certain goal, you wanted to become a genius, to become the outstanding child in your parents' eyes.
[At age 3, you published "The Life of a Cat," a book modeled after your family's cat. Despite the publicity surrounding your parents' relationship, your work wasn't entirely without merit.]
[You're just a child. Your work is excellent, and it was well-received by the public upon release. Especially after your parents asked you to appear on a TV show for promotion, the sales of your work exploded many times over because of your appearance.]
Thinking back to the times when she appeared on the street without her disguised black glasses and was approached by several talent scouts and women, Ichinose Wakaba couldn't help but shake her head: "This world really is all about looks."
"Mu should be born around this time."
Thinking back on the age differences between the female characters in previous simulations, except for the special simulation "The Child I Pushed", the age difference in the other simulations was about 3 to 5 years.
So, after doing the math, Ichinose Wakaba began to look forward to the birth of her younger sister.
[At 4 years old, you showed a talent for singing. It started with you casually singing a few lines on a TV show with your mother, and then you just couldn't stop.]
First, a renowned artist, a famous music academy professor, wanted to take you as his student. Then, your own song, accompanied by your singing (golden voice), was chosen as the theme song for that year's Tokyo Olympics.
Seeing your achievements, your mother went from initially believing her child was a genius to now being frightened by your flawless acting on the show.
Your mother wanted to tell your husband, but he felt only pride in your achievements and had no doubt whatsoever.
There's nothing we can do; your mother has found her ex-boyfriend.
After hearing about this, your ex-boyfriend observed you for a while and then had an idea.
[At age 5, you met a little girl. She came to visit you with her father and mother; she had blue hair and was a very cute little girl.]
You feel you've met the most important person in your life, and after spending time together, they gave you a gift.
The blue-haired girl specially prepared this gift after watching the program you participated in.
[The program featured a scenario where the host asked what gift you wanted from your parents, and you answered that you wanted a younger sister. Because you hadn't seen Ruoye Mu's birth in a long time, this was the only way you could remind your parents.]
[Then, the host continued, "Why do you want a younger sister? Your answer was that you were lonely and wanted a younger sister to play with. Also, you wanted your sister to learn guitar so you could sing: 'My sister's name would be Mutsu.'"]
[For this reason, you received a pink guitar from a girl named Toyokawa Shoko.]
[For this reason, you gained a younger sister named Ruoye Mutsu.]
[The younger sister who was born inside you, named by you, and awakened by Toyokawa Shoko's guitar.]
I've finally gotten to what I wanted to write; this is how I envisioned Mutsumi's storyline from the beginning.
Chapter 117 If it were you, it would definitely be possible.
Multiple personality disorder (DPD), also known as dissociative identity disorder, is a mental illness characterized by an individual exhibiting two or more distinct personality states or identities. Each personality may have independent memories, behaviors, thought patterns, and emotions. There is usually some degree of amnesia between the different personalities, meaning one personality may not be able to recall events experienced by another personality.
When I first saw Mortis appear, Ichinose Wakaba didn't see the character as having multiple personalities like most people do.
After all, Mortis and Ruoye Mu share memories of each other. This is unlike true multiple personality disorder, where each personality is independent and unaware of their own memories.
As for how Ichinose Wakaba understands Mortis's existence.
Sociology suggests that the development of self-awareness in infants and toddlers goes through three distinct stages: the playmate stage, the withdrawal stage, and the emergence of self-awareness.
The first stage is self-awareness. Before the age of 1, children do not have self-awareness. It is not until 15 months to 2 years old that children develop the concept of "I".
The second phase then begins with game partners.
During this stage, children begin to see other children or adults as social partners and are willing to play with them. They will start to try to follow simple social rules. They may role-play, such as "being the mother" or "being the doctor," indicating that their social cognition is developing.
The final stage is withdrawal, which occurs when self-awareness increases, the social environment changes, or setbacks are encountered. During this stage, children may temporarily reduce their interaction with others and exhibit avoidance behavior.
Ichinose Wakaba felt that the portrayal of Ruoba Mutsumi in the story fit this concept very well. After developing her own consciousness as a child, she began to imitate her parents and learn to socialize.
Because they are the children of actors, they were exposed to this kind of knowledge at a younger age.
But after meeting Toyokawa Shoko and the guitar, Ruoye Mutsu began to back down, feeling that her past behavior was not suitable for her.
Ichinose Wakaba felt that Ruoba Mutsu's situation was very similar to this, as for Mortis...
Honestly, he felt that it was a persona he had adopted after experiencing several emotional setbacks.
This contradicts the statement above because Ichinose Wakaba believes that the true self of Ruoba Mutsumi was originally the girl who received the guitar, rather than having a Ruoba Mutsumi behind the scenes.
It was simply because of his escapism that he encountered pain, which caused him to split off into Mortis to confront these issues.
Of course, these are all Ichinose Wakaba's interpretations. And all of these interpretations turned out to be utter garbage after Kakimoto's interview came out.
"I've turned into Ruoye Mu too?!"
Looking at the simulation, Ichinose Wakaba was full of question marks. After all, how did he become Ruoba Mutsumi? —I'm not Ruoba Wakaba? Ruoba Mutsumi's older brother?
At age 5, suffering from dissociative identity disorder, you understood everything after seeing Ruoye Mu born within your body.
[You are actually also the personality of Ruoye Mutsu's body, or rather, you can say that you are Ruoye Mutsu's original personality.]
[The story of Mutsumi Ruoye, born from the guitar, is simply a response to your desire for a younger sister.]
[There's also the reason that, although there should have been twins, only you were born.]
In other words, you are Ruoye Mu, and Ruoye Mu is also you.
"Damn it, system! Who can stand this?!"
Ichinose Wakaba felt he had been tricked, since his plan was now completely ruined because of Ruoba Mutsu.
After all, Ichinose Wakaba can't let me kill her, so you'll have to suffer for the rest of your life.
The simulation has begun and cannot be ended.
Ichinose Wakaba, who originally wanted to stop the simulation, saw the system notification and had no choice but to continue watching the simulation.
However, having become Mutsumi Ruka, Ichinose Wakaba no longer had any expectations for the outcome of this simulation—she just wanted it to end as soon as possible.
[At 6 years old, you became withdrawn. You felt all your efforts had been in vain, so you surrendered everything to the little devil that had sprung up inside you—you go and face those interviews and performances.]
Because of the entry itself, and also because of your talent, the personality you projected easily portrayed your past self.
As for the personality that arose because of the guitar, you pushed Toyokawa Shoko away when you faced her—"I'm not doing this to a child anymore!"
Although her childhood friend, Toyokawa Shoko, was puzzled for a while by the guitar-playing personality's taciturn nature, the young girl didn't dwell on it and began to become good friends with the guitar-playing personality.
[And you, the main personality, have begun a life of utter despair—may the world be destroyed!]
[If you hadn't somehow lost control of your body, you would have already committed suicide and ended your life.]
At 7 years old, you remained withdrawn, occasionally managing to ventilate and get some fresh air.
At 8 years old, you remained withdrawn, occasionally managing to ventilate and get some fresh air.
At 9 years old, you remained withdrawn, occasionally managing to ventilate and get some fresh air.
[At 10 years old, you remained withdrawn]
For the next few years, you remained withdrawn, even though a certain feminine personality frequently harassed you—get out of there, Xiao Mu can't take it anymore!
[Because of your initial grandstanding, the claims of being the most talented and youngest writer, the author and singer of Japan's second national anthem, and the ever-popular child star who can cry in a second.]
Because of you, the two personalities that were brought out are completely unable to accept this honor.
As for acting skills, you can barely manage to pass as a sissy by imitating her.
[As for writing and singing, the guitar personality can't replace it. Even with your entry's help, the guitar personality, which can't sing, can't do anything.]
[It can't even provide enough shelter for half of your body from the wind and rain.]
[When you were 13, Toyokawa Shoko, your childhood sweetheart's mother passed away. That day, the blue-haired girl cried for a long time in the arms of the guitar-playing personality. She hoped to hear comfort from the other half, to be comforted like when she fell down as a child. But the tongue-tied guitar-playing personality could only hold her.]
At the age of 14, the guitarist was invited by his childhood friend to join a band, but the band disbanded because of Toyokawa Shoko's father.
If it were you, you would definitely be able to resolve this situation well, right?
The guitar-playing personality recalled your existence on a rainy day.
[If it were you, the guitar-playing personality believes you could definitely handle all of this. Just like a mother, who used to be afraid of her daughter because of her acting skills. But because of your appearance and disappearance, the mother has stopped being afraid—this one is much more lovable than the previous one.]
Therefore, Ruoye Mutsumi believes that with you here, you can definitely resolve Toyokawa Shoko's problem effectively, instead of causing irreparable damage by saying the wrong thing, like she did.
At 15, Ruoye Mutsumi suffered another injury to half of her body. Invited to participate in the "Mother Hen Card" competition, Ruoye Mutsumi resolved to make Toyokawa Shoko smile this time. However, she failed again. The continuous back-to-back work, coupled with a fame far exceeding that of the real world, placed Ruoye Mutsumi under immense pressure.
Therefore, when faced with Yutenji Wakana, who had betrayed Toyokawa Shoko and taken her mask, and seeing the disappointment in Toyokawa Shoko's eyes, Ruoba Mutsumi ran away; she gave her body to you.
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