Is Kiana in Onphalos?

In other words, the Herrscher's personality might be more extreme, and their perspective on issues might be more dark.

But that doesn't mean they have to be that way. It doesn't mean there's no possibility of communication.

and so.

Anna, the Herald, has always had her own thoughts.

She simply remained numb, pretending to be a doll. Because she hated her other self.

The other self is cowardly and clumsy, prone to indecisiveness when faced with problems. In fact, if the problem is too big and unsolvable, it may even break down and burst into tears.

How old a person is.

She doesn't like it.

Can't you just be a little stronger?

What does it mean to pretend to be strong? Is that all there is to it?

If you really don't want to be a Valkyrie anymore, you should hurry home, find someone to marry, and take care of your children!

What's the point of all this fuss?

and so.

Herrscher Anna dislikes the original Anna for being indecisive and hesitant.

In the end, I was troubled by all sorts of problems.

In fact!

Herrscher Anna is not as unique as the Herrscher personalities that emerged from the main characters.

She is very ordinary.

It is the most standard Herrscher personality.

In other words, if Anna's negative emotions hadn't piled up to their limit, if her heart hadn't already been filled with an even greater void, the Herrscher Anna would never have been born.

Even though an extremely high level of Honkai energy adaptability is required to become a Herrscher, that is only the minimum standard.

After all, there are still many highly adaptable people in the world who have not become Herrschers.

Why you of all people? Anna?

Haven't you thought about your own problems?!

Yes.

Herald Anna sighed softly.

She is the Herrscher personality that emerged from Anna's long-accumulated pressure, which led to her mental breakdown.

Therefore, to put it bluntly...

There are many reasons for Anna's transformation into a law-abiding citizen.

For example, she suffered a major setback in Manila when she first debuted. At such a young age, she experienced the terrifying prospect of life and death.

Another example.

Every time I finally manage to try my best, I'm repeatedly beaten down by reality.

Although most of the time she felt that she had been beaten.

Actually, it doesn't count.

But she's already stuck on this issue, what can you do?

It was as if Chen Tianwen was behind her, taking her as a role model but relentlessly pursuing her.

Frustrations at work and setbacks in tasks made her feel utterly useless, and wondered if she should just go home.

Then, each time, he would pull himself together again.

Because Anna has no entertainment options and doesn't know how to relax.

Even because of Chen Tianwen, or everyone's expectations, her potential entertainment projects could not be carried out.

It was as if Anna's world was filled with countless people and countless eyes watching her. There were many mouths praising her, extolling her, or envying her and gossiping about her.

Even if most of the words spoken are well-intentioned.

Anna saw this as the greatest malice.

Because from the very beginning, she was a very well-behaved child.

Those of standard Shaniat blood are taught from birth to emulate Lady Cecilia and become excellent Valkyries.

Even though Anna had actually tried her best.

She does indeed have some talent.

Otherwise, she wouldn't have been able to achieve anything despite her efforts. Many more people try their best but accomplish nothing!

but.

Sometimes, a breakdown happens in an instant.

For example, people with depression often don't even know they have it at first. By the time they realize it, they can no longer manage it on their own and can only rely on medication to treat it.

so now.

Even though Anna knew perfectly well that what she was doing was wrong.

But she just couldn't stop crying.

From the depths of his heart, his most genuine emotions were revealed without reservation.

She even thought...

That's enough, give up.

I've already done enough.

Once the Schicksal's punitive force arrives and defeats me, the Herrscher of Ice incident should be over.

By then.

Chen Tianwen will become a new role model.

The best choice would be Lady Durandal.

Each time a Herrscher descends, it brings about a massive collapse, resulting in enormous casualties and losses.

Because of my last-minute effort, it's almost over now.

I've done enough...

Anna herself could actually feel that Herrscher Anna was hugging her. Unlike the cold touch she had imagined, Herrscher Anna's embrace was actually very warm, which made her feel slightly at ease.

Even though she didn't know what was wrong with Herrscher Anna.

She gave up her best opportunity, so why is she acting this way?

She had never even imagined that a Herrscher could have such a human side. Wasn't she an Apostle of the Honkai?

Shouldn't they try every means to take my body away?

Why... is she actually feeling sorry for me now?

“You…” Anna, in her true form, remained silent for a long while before slightly opening her mouth.

Herald Anna knew what she wanted to say.

She hesitated for a moment, then said somewhat vaguely, "Actually, I didn't want to stand on the side of the Honkai and destroy the world."

That's right.

Now that you've already started speaking...

So, there's no need to continue pretending to be deaf and dumb.

but!

Her answer was half true and half false.

Because that wasn't her initial thought, and her current thought is a change of heart.

"Why...why..." Anna choked back a few words and asked, her voice dry.

If you don't want to stand on the side of Honkai, and you don't want to destroy the world, then why don't you just tell me?

If you told me that, we wouldn't need to fight each other!

"..." Herald Anna fell silent for a moment.

she was thinking.

How should this be explained?

Text: 132. Herrscher Anna: It's definitely not because of Anna's beauty!

In fact!

at first.

The Herrscher Anna has just been born, and has acquired all of Anna's memories.

With the added influence of the legalistic and dark perspective.

Even if it's the same thing.

Anna also has a different opinion.

She disliked other people's kindness.

She felt disgusted by other people's flattery.

What I hate most is when people act like they're doing it for your own good, hoping you'll do something for them.

She loathed this kind of world.

She quickly derived a series of formulas.

Myself = Anna.

When others hurt Anna, it's the same as when others hurt yourself.

Humans put pressure on Anna = Humans hurt Anna = Humans hurt themselves = All humans deserve to die.

and so.

Alicia gave birth to the seeds of humanity.

How this seed sprouts, whether it's for good or for evil, depends entirely on oneself.

The Herald of Reason's existence was directly severed by the souls of 300,000 people, preventing the Herald's personality from emerging.

The Second Herrscher, Sirin, directly embraced the Herrscher personality, and from then on, they became one and the same.

As for Kiana, it's because her good side is her true self, while her evil side is a choice made by her Herrscher personality.

As for Raiden Mei, although her Herrscher personality is a manifestation of the Stigmata's consciousness, and perhaps even the original Herrscher personality should have been the real Mei, the true queen, the Raiden Mei that she manifests is merely a compromise, a protective personality.

But whatever.

They are all Raiden Mei.

They all grew up together and went through things together. And then! Finally, they became lawful.

therefore.

The Herrscher personality can only emerge when one is about to awaken as a Herrscher.

The Herrscher personality is initially like a blank sheet of paper. After receiving the memories of the original body, and then being distorted and transformed by the Honkai will, it becomes a Herrscher in the general sense.

The Herrscher Anna is naturally the same.

Therefore, she did initially want to destroy the world and humanity.

but now!

She really didn't want to anymore.

Because she saw her own true form, crying and sobbing, looking so pathetic. She was disappointed in her.

There's still some dissatisfaction.