Realizing he had discovered her, Shen Yanxi pretended to be just passing by, swaying like a crab.

The acting is terrible.

"You didn't see me, you didn't see me..."

"I...I didn't come here to find you, you big jerk! I...I came to talk things out with them, to talk to the senior. Don't lay a hand on me! Don't look at me!"

Shen Yanxi sneaked past him, muttering to herself as she went.

"Oh, I'm just trying to give you a heads-up... According to unreliable sources, there's a photo... well, anyway, it has nothing to do with me. There's a photo of you and your seniors... you just happened to be in it, and... you were chosen by the teacher..."

"Um~ It might get made into posters and hung up in the next few days... It has nothing to do with me! Don't mess with me... I'm going to find Senior Ya Jie and the others!"

After saying that, the girl darted over to Chen Yajie and the others who were busy at work, filling the void of energy in the atmosphere among the four girls.

"Oh, is that so? Xixi, you're not allowed to make jokes like that anymore! It's really bothersome..." Jiebao said in her motherly mode, giving a scolding.

"Uh-huh!"

"Hey Xixi, why aren't you in your class?"

"Oh, I'm a volunteer~" Shen Yanxi showed off the small badge on her chest, "Xixi is a staff member! You can tell Xixi if you need anything~"

...

"who is she?"

Having lost another round, Jiang Wanfeng was starting to have second thoughts and was about to try to distract Li Qingran.

He caught a glimpse of the suddenly arriving girl. Although he knew Shen Yanxi's name, Jiang Wanfeng's skill at starting conversations was limited...

“Shen Yanxi,” Li Qingran explained, “Fengbao, continue.”

"I've already told you not to use that term anymore!"

Jiang Wanfeng snorted, then realized what he meant.

How do you know her?

Wait, how come you all know her...?

It seems quite normal for pretty girls to gather together...

Li Qingran stopped, glanced at Jiang Wanfeng, and couldn't help but purse her lips, the alluring curve of her lips almost a soft laugh.

"What...what are you laughing at?"

"You can't win."

"I will win."

"What..."

Chapter 103 Love is the surplus of self-love (Please subscribe~)

The most spectacular part of the sports meet, the opening ceremony, was glossed over amidst the busy work of a few girls.

After all, compared to other girls, the pretty girls are indeed more attractive.

After lunch, Chen Yajie went to her mother to discuss the preparation of the sauce pancakes, while Hu Yu'en was in charge of purchasing the ingredients.

Li Qingran was responsible for going home with Lin Mo to sleep and learning about chocolate-related matters.

Jiang Wanfeng... was responsible for sulking all by herself. After dinner, Lin Mo disappeared. Her best friend had a task to do, and Ya Jie went to find her mother.

She was left alone, leaving the cafeteria, standing bewildered in the wind.

"Senior Sister Wanfeng!"

"Hey~"

A cute Shen Yanxi suddenly appeared behind her.

"It's you..."

"Your name is... Shen Xi something."

"It's Shen Yanxi! Is Yanxi so unnoticed?"

"I just couldn't think of it at the moment..."

"By the way, are you sure you and Lin Mo aren't dating? Don't worry, Xixi won't report us~"

Shen Yanxi made a zipper-like gesture near her lips, "I'm very tight-lipped!"

Jiang Wanfeng instinctively wanted to deny it, but after the morning's farce, she felt empty inside.

So he changed his mind.

“Not yet.”

"Does that mean it will happen in the future?"

"I'm not quite sure about that. Why are you so concerned about this..." Jiang Wanfeng looked at Shen Yanxi strangely.

Could this girl be testing Lin Mo on purpose?

They increased the distance between them.

"Hey! I didn't! Senior, please don't misunderstand..."

Shen Yanxi quickly explained, "Yes, it's a photo taken at school, to be made into a poster for the sports meet, and it just so happens that it captured you, senior..."

"Lin Mo was also captured in the shot... There was a perfect moment where you two were looking at each other. I'm so curious, because it's such a beautiful scene~"

"photo?"

"Yeah, senior, do you want to take a look? Hmm, it seems the posters have been rushed out and might be being put up now. Let's go check it out!"

Before Jiang Wanfeng could react, the girl grabbed her arm and started running.

The hustle and bustle left Jiang Wanfeng somewhat bewildered.

Suddenly, I felt a little envious of her personality.

That's quite straightforward; they say and do what they want to say and do immediately.

In fact, Jiang Wanfeng considered herself to be quite capable, but she always seemed to get stuck when she encountered Lin Mo.

What exactly are they worried about?

It's nothing more than things from when we were kids... Now I'm so eager to change how he sees me, because I've realized the mistakes I made in the past.

But Lin Mo's reactions always gave her the feeling that she could do whatever she wanted without any problem, as if he would always protect her...

The more this happened, the more deeply she remembered the past. Even though she felt guilty towards him, her possessiveness kept nagging at her.

I initially vowed to be self-disciplined, but I haven't been able to break the habit yet...

She promised to become gentler for him, but she still gets angry, and even feels like smashing things when she sees him interacting with other girls...

"By the way, I heard from others that senior and Lin Mo are related?"

"Well, because he lives in my house... I said that to avoid any appearance of impropriety."

"Living together?!"

Shen Yanxi stopped running, her beautiful eyes widening in disbelief as she turned around, her movements halting.

"Yes, he was fostered in my home; he was originally an orphan."

"orphan..."

Shen Yanxi was stunned.

That scumbag guy actually has the same background as her...

At this point, perhaps moved by the memories, Jiang Wanfeng's eyes showed a hint of melancholy and embarrassment.

orphan,

I treated him so badly before... tsk.

"Senior, you seem very sad?"

"fine..."

"Did you not get along well with your senior before?"

"..."

"Xixi guessed right! So how did you fall in love with him, senior?"

"It's not that I like him... it's just that he's always been very good to me, and I'm also more..."

When asked about her deepest unease, Jiang Wanfeng admitted that her feelings for Lin Mo were never entirely pure from the beginning.

Every moment of timidity, every moment of hesitant courage, is actually caused by inner guilt and gloomy thoughts.

I feel indebted, but I also feel that he should be with me without hesitation. I've felt this way since I was little, I've gotten used to his presence, and it should be like this forever. I can't lose him, there's no reason for us to separate...

Knowing this is wrong, I write notes, look for external things, and say I want to become better... things like making him like me more...

"call..."

Stop thinking about it, Jiang Wanfeng. Anyway, he would never refuse you, and you know your own feelings.

She is not the Jiang Wanfeng of the past, no,

I've thought it through very clearly, very clearly...

Seeing Jiang Wanfeng's sudden change in expression, Shen Yanxi realized that she might have inadvertently said something that hit the nail on the head.

Or perhaps, coincidentally, Senior Wanfeng was on edge, and she unintentionally helped her to loosen that tension.

However, Shen Yanxi's original intention was to observe them and help them avoid getting entangled in emotional turmoil.

"Senior, Xixi really likes a certain saying..."

Shen Yanxi's tone became more serious, losing its previous playfulness.

"Love is the surplus of self-love."

"However, people who lack love often end up showering others with love as they grow up."

"Many of them don't even know how to love themselves; they don't even have the love to give themselves, yet they place all their love on others..."

"Xixi doesn't want any of her friends to get hurt because of this."

"If you feel this way, don't get stuck in a dead end..."

People who lack love.

Jiang Wanfeng's first thought was Lin Mo.

Lin Mo, aren't you lacking in love enough?

An orphan, who should have received love and care after being adopted by her family, was instead tormented by her to the point that all he knew was how to please her...

Now...

No, why would I readily believe someone I've only known for a short time...?

Even if what she said makes a lot of sense, you shouldn't doubt yourself like that; you can't be wrong.

"These people are always concerned about other people's feelings. They may seem fine on the surface, but inside they are already overwhelmed by internal conflicts and anxiety..."

"They can be perfect for others and take good care of them, but they are a complete mess when it comes to themselves, as if they have always lived for others."

Shen Yanxi slowed her pace as she spoke.

This passage is her own heartfelt statement.

She was getting a little emotional too; after all, Xixi had felt the same way, and she was now searching for a solution as well.

Busy with the so-called maintenance of pure love and experiencing the wonderful campus life... does she really like being so busy all day long, doing things that are thankless and exhausting?

Because all that's left in my heart is this one obsession, an obsession that seems grand but is actually very small and powerless in practice.

"Senior, do you still want to see the poster...? Actually, there's not much to see..."

"Xixi may not have been very nice in what she said... I'm sorry, Xixi didn't think too much about it just now, and it was a bit willful of her to say these things to her senior."

Shen Yanxi suddenly felt a sense of unease. To the unsuspecting, the poster might simply show off the pretty girls; but to the observant, it revealed…

I'm afraid it will be very bad.

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