I'm in Teresin, dedicated to playing badly

Thanks to the single-threaded operation mode, Shinji Kitahara temporarily ignored those strange things while talking, and his interest also waned considerably.

After listening to his story, Zhou pondered for a while.

Then......

She lay on top of him.

"Shinji-san, I don't understand what you're saying."

She hugged him, a silly smile on her face.

"All I know is that I'm happy when I'm with Shinji."

Looking at Special Week in front of him and listening to her answer, Kitahara Shinji was somewhat moved.

What a wonderful child, simply...

But before he could be fully moved, he felt a warm, soft friction against his chest.

Zhou hugged him, looked at him, and started rubbing against him like a kitten.

“Special Week, you…”

Boom.

There was a sound of something breaking.

The white lace has come loose, revealing a larger area of ​​soft texture.

But someone seemed unaware, or pretended not to, and spoke while dawdling.

"What future, what new era, I don't understand those things."

She looked at Shinji Kitahara, his face still bearing that honest smile, but his eyes held a different glint.

"If I had to name what I want, in order, third would be carrots, second would be victory, and first would be..."

"It's about being with you, Mr. Shinji."

Shinji Kitahara forced a smile.

"Um, Little Te, could you get up first before we talk? I'm getting a little bored..."

Zhou is particularly obedient to Shinji Kitahara.

If he had given a command at that moment, she would have definitely gotten up.

But no, so she still held him, staring into his eyes.

It's like a young animal eyeing its prey.

"Mr. Shinji."

She looked at him, her tone somewhat different from usual.

"Are you going to abandon me?"

The air solidified.

Even the rustling sound of grass flying as it writes stops.

Abandonment is a very heavy word.

If it were any other horse girl, even if she said that word, Shinji Kitahara probably wouldn't react much.

Even if it's someone from inside the house, he can calmly tell them that he said goodbye properly and that the other person didn't open the door.

The problem is, she is a special week.

Although it wasn't his intention, he did indeed abandon her at that time.

When spending time with Special Week, Shinji Kitahara tried to avoid the word to avoid triggering unpleasant memories.

But now, it was Zhou who brought it up on his own initiative.

Special week's memory is very bad, extremely bad. He can even forget words he just memorized a day ago after a meal.

But this one thing, this one thing about him.

She remembers it all perfectly to this day, without forgetting a single detail.

Now, looking into those increasingly serious eyes, Shinji Kitahara finally realized this.

He had always thought the child had forgotten, but now...

"Are you going to abandon me again, Mr. Shinji?"

she repeated again.

"...I never intended to abandon you."

He reached out and hugged her, ruffling her hair with one hand.

"What makes you think so?"

He looked particularly serious during the week.

"Because you have a lot of other horse scents on you."

Shinji Kitahara paused slightly.

"After all, I'm a trainer, and I have to deal with a lot of female horses..."

"It's not that taste."

She shook her head, her body swaying along with it.

"I have no interest in any new era or any changes. All I want is to stay by Shinji's side."

"I just want you to stop abandoning me."

Special Zhou's expression changed.

That was something Shinji Kitahara recognized, something he had seen on those nights.

A look of bewilderment, helplessness, and fear in their eyes.

So this time he really had some difficulty breathing.

This is not moral blackmail, nor is it a trick, nor is it even a pretense.

On the contrary, the current Special Week is the real her, having shed her disguise.

She, who never emerged from those nights after he left.

Horses are loyal and affectionate animals.

The idea that you have a bad memory and forget everything is all a lie.

She simply buried those things deep in her heart, running away from the past.

Yes, especially since Zhou knows it's unwise to bring up this topic at this time.

She also knew that by manipulating things in various ways, she could better and more likely win over Shinji Kitahara.

But she did nothing.

Because she didn't want to use those things on Shinji Kitahara.

Even if things are different from before, even if I become smarter, even if I am violent inside.

But only with him has she always been that obedient, well-behaved child.

This is the only thing that has never changed.

"Mr. Kitahara, are you going to abandon me again?"

She asked, her voice trembling.

The answer is of course no.

But just as the words were about to come out, Shinji Kitahara bit them back.

It wasn't that he was particularly thoughtful; if the two of them were alone elsewhere, even if he were specifically asked to jump on someone, he would have to deny it first.

but......

Ms. Grass, Ms. Grass, move!

Shinji Kitahara, who had been holding back, now wished he could poke the grass a few more times with his little Kitahara to make her turn around quickly.

Fortunately, this time, Grasshopper wasn't so useless.

She turned her head and looked at Shinji Kitahara.

My face is very red for some reason.

Moreover, what he said was different from what Kitahara Shinji had expected.

"I also want to ask, Kitahara Trainer, are you going to abandon Little Tru again?"

"Of course not!"

Kitahara Shinji blurted out.

"What kind of person do you take me for?"

Then he saw Grasshopper nod.

"Alright, in that case, here it is as proof."

"Please take in Little Te's scent here."

Chapter 305: I've put up with you for a long time

It picked up Little Te's scent.

Even if he were slow-witted, after so many actions, Kitahara Shinji couldn't possibly still not realize the meaning of those words.

And Ms. Cao, what do you mean by that? Whose side are you on?

A million questions popped into Kitahara Shinji's mind.

But now is not the time to dwell on these things.

Looking at Special Week in front of him, Shinji Kitahara felt a little breathless for a moment.

In the past, or if it were a different horse, he would have definitely refused outright.

Then, after rejecting her, tell her things like "relationships aren't just about love," or "you're too young," etc.

But not on special weeks.

Because she had truly been through all of this with him, and then he abandoned her.

Those hypothetical feelings are not hypothetical for Special Week, and those serious truths are all things she has experienced in the past.

At that time, she truly regarded him as family and had boundless reliance and trust in him.

But what about the results?

Shinji Kitahara could certainly say that he was genuinely in a situation at the time, and that leaving was unavoidable and normal.

No one will blame him, not even Zhou will have any objections.

But the act of abandoning something is something that cannot be changed no matter what reason is given.

It's like the wound he left in his heart during that special week, which has yet to heal.

So, when he faced Special Week again, he knew that the old methods wouldn't work for her anymore.

He must produce something deeper and more profound than ever before.

Only then can he prove that he will not abandon her again, and only then can he put her mind at ease.

He also knew that he could now easily order Special Zhou to leave him.

She would listen to him, and then he would have time to think. After thinking, he would find some reasons to communicate with her and comfort her.

but......

Looking at the familiar Zhou in front of him, who had shed all pretense before him.

Shinji Kitahara remained silent for a moment.

"If it can put your mind at ease, I'll do anything I can."