Real teaching, but diary flow

"..."

Let's take a moment to sort out Asakusa Toru's current state of mind.

The moment the diary fell into his hands, the shackles of ordinary social ethics and morality were naturally broken. He no longer needed to worry about monogamy, let alone being devoted and faithful.

It makes sense.

Therefore, he will naturally develop a physical relationship with Kikyo Kushida through the rooftop incident, and will also eat Sakura Airi under Kikyo Kushida's encouragement.

He would readily accept Chihiro Shiranami's confession without hesitation, and at the same time, he would not choose to break free from Honami Ichinose's embrace at this moment.

To passively accept one's fate? To neither take initiative nor agree nor refuse?

No, that's not the emotion.

Is it out of pure indulgence in wanting beautiful girls and accepting them all?

No, perhaps to some extent, but if it was only that level of desire, he could have satisfied it before entering school, before receiving the diary.

At this level, money can fulfill one's desires.

So, what was he really thinking, and how much of his emotion was genuine?

The answer is, it's all true.

What a nutcase! Why would you sleep with someone you don't like? If you don't like him, why would you pretend to like him?

If you really don't like it, even just contacting and communicating with it will be torture.

Of course he likes it!

He can like it, he is capable of liking it, he simply likes it.

I like the contrast in Kikyo Kushida's personality, I like Kikyo Kushida's aggrieved side, and I like the uninhibited feeling that Kikyo Kushida only shows her true nature in front of me.

I like Sakura Airi's cowardice, I like Sakura Airi's innocence, I like Sakura Airi's need for herself.

I love Chihiro Shiranami's youthfulness, her straightforwardness, and her incredibly cute and self-loving nature.

Tetsu Asakusa is in love with a beautiful girl who loves him.

Naturally, he also liked Ichinose Honami.

But launching a reckless attack will only force people to retreat and avoid it.

He could certainly tell that Ichinose Honami really liked him. Whether it was because of the past or because of the time they had spent together over the past few months, anyone who wasn't an idiot would be able to sense that feeling.

But she felt that this was fine; she liked maintaining the current distance and was unwilling to change the status quo.

There was no need for Asakusa Tetsu to forcibly break this balance.

Unless she comes to her own conclusion.

Just like now.

"I'm not drunk." The hands wrapped around her neck tightened a little more, and Ichinose Honami breathed warmly as she said, "I've never been drunk from the beginning."

Even if someone has a low alcohol tolerance, it's not easy for Ichinose Honami to get drunk from a bottle of wine shared by three people.

She was just asleep.

I simply went to sleep, as if escaping from my own desires.

But that won't do, that won't work.

So, somewhat unlike herself, Ichinose Honami hugged him from behind.

"You and Chihiro are already dating, aren't you?" she said.

It is not a question, but a statement.

These are not guesses, but statements of certainty.

Honami Ichinose is neither blind nor deaf.

She wasn't actually sleeping soundly, and she didn't actually wake up late.

The blush on her pretty face wasn't from a cold or fever, and the wrinkled white dress and asymmetrical white socks weren't from the stuffiness.

It's about time to stop this self-deception.

"I won't say anything like I'm going to make you break up," the girl said softly, her voice devoid of any unusual emotion. "She was the one who confessed first, and I was the one who didn't respond."

"But if possible, I hope you won't make Chihiro sad."

"She is a good child, a good child who brings happiness to people far more than I do."

"She doesn't like me; her sexual orientation is normal, not twisted."

One sentence after another, Ichinose Honami poured out her words unilaterally.

"So, if you want to write a diary, just write about me; if you want to mock me, mock me; if you want to spoil the plot, just lay my life bare for them to see." After a slight pause, Honami Ichinose said this.

Chapter 190 "I Don't Want To"

What are some things to do after starting a relationship?

First and foremost, of course, is holding hands. Although such a relationship should perhaps be established before confessing one's feelings, once the relationship is confirmed, it's like unlocking a device—you can grab the other person's hand without any hesitation.

Her soft, boneless little hand was held in Yingying's hand, and the silky, delicate touch clearly conveyed the beauty of the young girl.

What should you do after holding hands?

After thinking for a moment, Asakusa Tetsu decided that it should be a hug, or rather, closing the distance between them.

There is a clear division of distance between people.

Safe distance between strangers, safe distance between acquaintances, and safe distance between friends.

Once this distance limit is exceeded, an unnatural feeling will be felt in the body.

But once the relationship is established, this distance will be reduced to zero.

Skin contact is permitted.

The next step, naturally, is kissing, involving mucous membrane contact and the touching of lips and teeth.

They exchange and plunder each other's pheromones to satisfy the emotions rising within them.

If things proceed naturally, they will go even further.

Explore, investigate, and research.

Unexpected sensations and shapes will be crudely sketched in the mind through actions akin to the blind men and the elephant.

Waist circumference, hip circumference, bust circumference.

The measurements that cannot be easily estimated from the numbers on paper can be calculated by experts.

It was at this point that Asakusa Tetsuya could finally sigh.

There was no exaggeration.

like.

Small has its advantages, large has its advantages, but just the right amount is obviously more captivating.

"Um......"

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When the knuckles are brought together, and the obstacle preventing them from coming together feels elastic, an unconscious response will sound.

'The girl's breathing was disordered'

The girl's body trembled slightly.

The girl's eyes were fixed on her.

Therefore, what will be left behind and shed will be the things blocking our way.

Each of the beautiful girls has her own unique charm.

Kikyo Kushida has a figure that is just right and above the excellent level in everything. There is nothing that is a hindrance from top to bottom. Whether it is the front or the back, the heart and lungs or the thighs, she is excellent enough.

While she may not excel in any particular field, Kikyo Kushida possesses enough talent to ensure she doesn't fall too far behind anywhere.

Sakura Airi has an all-encompassing heart; big is good, and good is big. Whether it's her chest, hips, or legs, she has ample but not bloated fat.

Top-tier, towering, and majestic, a realm so proud that looking up at it would block out the sun.

In contrast, Chihiro Shiranami is more similar to Kikyo Kushida.

However, the two are clearly fundamentally different.

There are quite obvious differences in both details and feelings, but compared to those minor details, the most important difference is indeed the 'reaction'.

The different reactions each girl displays to different kinds of "teasing" are actually the essence of their souls and the most distinctive feature.

Shy, coy, shameless, self-righteous, and courageous.

So beautiful.

The wonderful experience of Asakusa Toru, through his constant climbing and exploration of the mountains, also sparked a craving for carbohydrates.

Exercise requires energy replenishment, especially for activities like mountain climbing that test endurance and willpower.

Compared to all sorts of snacks, what satisfies him the most is definitely carbohydrates.

Big steamed buns, small steamed buns.

A small, delicate knife made a mark on the white surface, and following the direction of the blossoming, Asakusa Toru took a bite.

like.

However, while I like it, eating too many carbs can make me feel a bit dizzy when I get into the mood.

Just like now.

As Ichinose held him tightly in her arms on the balcony, whispering these words to himself, Asakusa Tetsu felt slightly dizzy.

It's not that his body is so weak that he can't digest these carbohydrates.

But, well, reminiscing about things takes a lot of time and energy.

Especially when the sense of immorality is overwhelming.

Chihiro Shiranami wasn't the only one enjoying the feeling of immorality; he certainly felt the same way.

Toru Asakusa likes Chihiro Shiranami, but he also likes Honami Ichinose.

I love her gentleness, her tolerance, and her sweetness.

Honami Ichinose, just as she is called, is a pure archangel.

Therefore, the twisted feeling of emotions being tainted beside angels makes it especially easy for one's heart to race.

It's as if she might scatter photinia blossoms onto her wings at any moment, making it almost irresistible.

...Asakusa Tetsu felt he was beyond saving.

But if he's beyond saving, then so be it; he's been beyond redemption for a long time.

However, he never expected to face such a situation.

'If you want to keep a diary, just write about me.'

Just write it for me.

'alright'

'alright'

"..."

Holy crap, box!

Asakusa Tetsu was truly shocked. In the three months since he enrolled, this was arguably the only thing that had genuinely exceeded his expectations.

It was absolutely terrifying, chilling, and made me feel uncomfortable all over.

—If it weren't for Honami Ichinose saying this.

Fortunately, it was Ichinose Honami who said these words, and she did so in such a humble tone, as if she were making a request.

He wasn't as panicked as he had imagined.