Real teaching, but diary flow

I'm subtly annoyed.

But it's alright.

If you look at it another way, isn't she just indulging in someone else's boyfriend?

Hmph, let whoever wants the official girlfriend position take it.

It doesn't matter as long as you're not the one who gets taken over by the NTR!

but......

Oh right, besides confessing my feelings, there's something else I want to tell him.

Because she was so focused on confessing her feelings, Kikyo Kushida almost forgot that there was something even more important for them as advanced education students.

“I found out the rules for the summer exam.” Turning her head away, as if changing the subject, Kikyo Kushida abruptly started a new topic: “Just as I guessed, it’s about surviving on a deserted island.”

"But the difference is that there are additional rules for competition."

She casually began explaining the spoiler exam rules that Asakusa Tetsu himself had written in his diary.

Actually, from the perspective of class competition, she didn't need to say these things to Asakusa Tetsu at all.

After all, they were in different classes and were supposed to be competitors.

But, well, she was in Class D, and Kikyo Kushida didn't really have any idea about class competition.

What a crappy Class A, let whoever wants to go go.

Graduation privileges?

who cares?

Instead of keeping this information to myself, I might as well just share it with this guy.

Although the thought that he might share the information with classmates like Ichinose made me feel a little awkward, even if I didn't say anything, once I wrote it down in my diary, the information would probably be as good as flying everywhere.

Okay, none of these are reasons.

She just wanted to tell Asakusa Tetsu.

Purely personal motives, without any selfish motives related to class struggles or interests.

Ideally, he could even boast about his own abilities.

Many people will praise and boast about themselves, but she only cares about his praise.

Of course, on the surface, she had to act as if nothing was wrong.

Kikyo Kushida never acts coquettishly.

...Not counting the very beginning.

That's not called acting cute; it's releasing stress, venting the resentment caused by those guys in the class that led to this wrong behavior.

She doesn't do that kind of thing anymore.

I will no longer bury my head in someone's chest and complain, nor will I hold someone's little hand and cry.

Now, she is a mother.

"...Horikita plans to save up to buy a survival suit. Although she doesn't intend to advance with Class D, she doesn't think Class D will let such an opportunity pass by and squander their allocated points." Kikyo Kushida rested her head on her broad thighs, turned her head to sniff the air, and then stuck out her tongue in a mocking manner:

"I can already picture the chaos that will ensue in Class D during the exam..."

Thinking about this, Kikyo Kushida felt a sense of despair.

There are those who want to fully enjoy island life, those who believe that as long as they endure for seven days they can get a lot of class points to fill their pockets, and those who are good at micromanagement and consider that 300 class points will achieve a 300-150 half-price discount event.

Just by thinking about it casually, she could guess how Class D would split up.

She also had to think of a way to mediate the conflict and act as a peacemaker in advance.

I really want to abandon those guys and ask Asakusa Tetsu to take care of me for seven days.

But we can't lose it.

She chose it herself.

"..." Asakusa Tetsu grabbed Kikyo Kushida's hair and played with it, his expression strange: "Saving money to buy a survival suit and stuff, I really don't know how she came up with that idea."

"You're not going to buy it too, are you?"

Chapter 187 Honami Ichinose, holding a diary

Toru Asakusa is pondering a very serious question.

Should he tell Kikyo Kushida not to buy any survival kits?

If he told her that he wouldn't be able to see Horikita Suzune's extremely ugly cold face when she heard that no personal belongings were allowed during the exam on the deserted island, Asakusa Tetsu unexpectedly missed seeing her sour face for a while.

The thought of Horikita Suzune scrimping and saving to buy a completely useless survival kit made Asakusa Tetsu want to laugh.

But not telling them seems a bit inappropriate.

Kikyo's mother kindly shared information about the exam rules with her, and Kikyo's mother kindly gave her her soft and fragrant body to her.

But then they let her go and make a mess of things with Horikita Suzune, which is a bit heartless.

More importantly, in Asakusa Tetsu's mind now, Kushida Kikyo is basically considered one of his own.

He still can't bring himself to harm his own people.

Didn't you see he hasn't been flirting with Sister Handprint in his diary anymore?!

No, now we should call him a little angel.

"...I won't buy it."

Fortunately, Kikyo Kushida's response freed him from pondering the answer to the question and from having to choose between telling him or not telling him.

Let Ms. Horikita go on a strict diet; that's enough.

...Thinking about it carefully, she's not exactly short of money anyway, so even if she wanted to buy it, it wouldn't have any impact.

“I’m too lazy to prepare anything for those guys in the class. It’s enough to leave the preparation to Horikita.” As she spoke, Kikyo Kushida raised her hand slightly and pulled away the barrier in front of her face, then opened her beautiful lips: “Anyway, I’ve done my duty by getting them to exercise together, huh?”

Her voice became somewhat indistinct.

......

Although it seems a bit wrong for someone to have a girlfriend while still maintaining an ambiguous relationship with their "mother," as Asakusa Tetsu previously stated, the relationships are different and should not be confused.

More importantly, although they had established a relationship, for some reason, Chihiro Shiraha's attitude towards him was no different from usual.

I didn't invite him out on weekends, nor did I rush to pull him into my bedroom. On weekdays, I didn't assert my ownership of him, nor did I openly cling to him to enjoy the charm of the honeymoon phase.

...It's hard to imagine that they're dating.

When they were alone, holding her soft, boneless, fair hand, Asakusa Tetsu finally got the answer from the girl.

"...Isn't the 20th Kohan's birthday?" Shiraha Chihiro said softly, her head down. "I think I'll start calling myself his girlfriend after that day comes."

This was the thought she had pondered all night after seeing the message from Asakusa Tetsu, which was practically a declaration of infidelity.

She didn't want to retract her declaration of affection, which had already received a response.

However, Asakusa Toru's 'declaration of infidelity' still troubled her greatly.

Although he said that Ichinose Honami had read his message but was not replying, anyone could probably see the meaning behind it.

Kofun watched as she confessed to Asakusa... Tetsu-kun.

If Xiao Fanbo were to respond to that confession, if Xiao Fanbo were to decide to face his own feelings.

So, that means I have to back down...

Waaah...

Chihiro Shirami is extremely conflicted.

She couldn't betray the deep-seated expectation she didn't want to let go of, but she didn't want to damage her relationship with Honami Ichinose because of this, and she didn't want the group, which should have been happy, to fall apart.

In the beginning, her purpose in confessing her feelings was simply to give him a push.

...It's all Che Jun's fault.

If he hadn't accepted her confession while simultaneously treating Xiao Fanbo with the same attitude, she wouldn't have been so conflicted.

Once she cuts off all hope for either side, she no longer needs to worry about anything else.

However, hesitation is not an option; indecisiveness will not yield good results.

Since this was supposed to be a birthday present for Ichinose Honami, let's make a decision before Ichinose Honami's birthday.

If Xiaofanbo had responded before that, if he had faced his own feelings before that, then...

She can let go.

But not.

She was about to make her move.

On my birthday, I did what boyfriends and girlfriends do with Che Jun.

"When the time comes, please don't respond to my confession through a screen like a text message, but face-to-face, directly."

Instead of pulling away from Asakusa Tetsu's hand, she gripped his hand tightly in return, and Chihiro Shirahami raised her head and said this.

The girl's eyes shone brightly at that moment.

"Ah, I will." Leaning slightly forward, he touched his forehead to hers, and said this at such a close distance.

......

Asakusa Tetsu could understand Shiranami Chihiro's conflicted feelings.

After all, not everyone is as spineless as Sakura Airi, who can obediently accept the open declaration of two separate relationships.

Even if Sakura Airi outwardly accepts it, she will definitely be tossing and turning in her sleep over it.

This is the problem that those who are promiscuous will inevitably face.

But it's okay.

He had said that before.

All the emotions, all the entanglements, all the concerns.

—It's all because there wasn't enough love.

If you fill your heart with love, all problems will be solved.

Coincidentally, what Asakusa Tetsu has in abundance is the energy to pour out his love.

The only thing I need to pay attention to... is probably time management.

As his schedule gets fuller and fuller, perhaps one day his schedule will be completely filled.

But that's just something that will happen sooner or later.

Not now.

Now, it seems that only one thing is blocking our summer trip to the deserted island.

It's Honami Ichinose's birthday.

Less than two weeks left.

Her attitude and her response directly determined the outcome of this confession and declaration of having two relationships.

......

"Does Xiaofanbo want anything for his birthday?"

As the date drew closer, people around me started asking similar questions.

...My birthday is coming up soon.

Have you grown another year older?

Honami Ichinose was somewhat moved.

It's not just the increase in age that I feel emotional, but more so the 'birthday'.

Birthdays are a rather special time.