but.

What should I do?

. . . . . .

Should I apologize and ask for other people's forgiveness?

But was I really wrong?

Or, if he leaves the band, it should be easy for Xiao Xiang to find someone new if he doesn't have a chance.

After all, it was all because of me, but...

Not reconciled.

Still, I'm not reconciled.

So, all I have to do is apologize to each of those guys one by one, right?

First of all, yes.

The drummer of TTT, who is also the person who posted the thread in front of him, is the one who listens to him recount his sad past and is the one he once hoped could redeem him.

Right now, they are using their past to hurt themselves and their band.

Should I apologize?

He subconsciously asked the others.

More or less, everyone is telling me to apologize.

I got the other party to delete the post.

Yes, that's right, the other party is making false accusations.

But the atmosphere had reached this point.

Look, no one else gets criticized, but you do.

Moreover, there are also thirty bands.

Japan is a magical country.

When something goes wrong, there are no solutions. Often, the atmosphere is manipulated, the air is read, someone is chosen to take the blame, a secret massacre is carried out, and then someone dies.

On campus, if you are an outlier, you are wrong, no matter what you do.

Just like the owner of the loli voice.

Only by joining a small group and conforming to everyone else, even if one has suffered from the torment of the atmosphere, or rather, precisely because of the terror of the atmosphere, can one find a way to cope.

Therefore, they matured and blended into the atmosphere.

but.

Hailing is still...

"I...I don't know." Looking at Li Xi's response.

That guy was out of options at that point.

I swiped my phone, looked at the string of numbers, and wanted to tap it.

I just can't seem to get it to click.

I opened my Twitter account, wanting to write an apology, wanting to say something else.

But I couldn't continue writing.

I moved forward in confusion, then looked up and found myself back at the starting point.

Ruoye Mutsu, sitting inside and looking at herself, slightly moved aside.

. . . . . .

Xiangzi's hand kept tapping the screen.

Her face was red and she was puffed up with anger. Usually, Xiao Mu would poke her whenever she saw her.

But right now, I'm not in the mood for that.

Typing on my phone so fast, sometimes I can't even see it clearly, no wonder I can't keep up.

It's just a monster that's only good for the atmosphere.

One person's strength is of little use.

She was just angry and anxious, constantly puffing out her cheeks, then she would shed tears and wipe them away.

A small stone that refuses to submit to fate.

It's always been like this.

Fate casually tossed this stone up and then put it down.

Listen to the footsteps outside.

"Xiao Mu?"

"Well, I know it's no use! But, but, if someone tells Hailing about this post, and if Hailing sees it, I hope she can see that someone is supporting her."

"Because it wasn't Hailing's fault."

"I also know that perhaps it would be better to say nothing, or even apologize."

"But, but, I just don't want Hailing to admit defeat."

"The person who blames others is wrong for not doing anything wrong and for casually bringing up other people's painful past."

"But, but, we have to apologize to the person we're talking about, just because, just because everyone thinks we're wrong."

"Why should justice bow down? Why should those who work hard apologize to those who do nothing? Why? This is unfair!"

"I know, I know!"

"Good people will always win, justice will defeat evil, and everyone can be happy together. But many of these things are fake, or rather, they have never been the main theme of the world."

"The world is not so wonderful."

"But, all of these were taught to me by my mother."

"Hard work will definitely pay off, righteous people will succeed, and those who believe in others will win everyone's hearts."

"The princess will have her knight, and the story will surely have a happy ending."

"I know these are all fake."

"But I believe in these things, I believe in the world my mother talks about, and it's true."

For the first time, Xiangzi experienced the terror of the atmosphere.

but.

Even as a lingering symptom, I myself am already feeling so miserable.

What about Hai Ling?

What would Hai Ling think if she saw this?

Xiangzi didn't know.

However, Xiangzi understood that he did not want Hailing to admit defeat.

No reason.

Because that's right.

If you've done the right thing, why is pursuing happiness wrong?

Is it wrong to pursue one's own happiness?

Xiangzi looked at his phone.

Is it wrong for someone in the world to yearn for happiness, strive to find their own happiness, and not harm anyone?

If Hailing is like that, then what about myself?

Moreover, why is it wrong to join more bands and have more disbandments?

Does Xiangzi really not know how cold and realistic the world is?

Xiangzi knew.

Because, within their own ideal worldview.

The biggest destroyer.

It was his own father.

However, even so, there are times when I feel that the world isn't so great.

There was a stubborn blue-haired girl watching over him in his heart.

I refuse to admit defeat.

Therefore, they don't want others to admit defeat.

Because that's how my mother taught me, and that's what my mother expected of me.

Even if you are shattered to pieces, as long as you do not give in, you are still yourself.

Even now, Xiangzi can still say that justice will prevail, hard work will be rewarded, and the world is fair.

They can also hold their heads high and stand tall.

Because I did nothing wrong!

Therefore, I can speak with confidence and righteousness.

That stubborn child was just like any other child.

The education I received from childhood to adulthood was...

Effort will surely be rewarded, perseverance will lead to victory, justice will prevail, and the brave will defeat the demon king, bringing peace and beauty to the world.

It's neither realistic nor idealistic.

It's like a sharp-edged stone that's even uncomfortable to touch.

They are out of place in society.

But this is the real Toyokawa Shoko.

This is also Hachiman Kairin.

It's Xiao Mu.

Yes, as long as you are tactful, as long as you remove the sharp edges, as long as you are mature and accepting.

Stones can then be placed on the ground and become part of the earth.

But was that really me?

Is that Hai Ling?

Moreover, justice should prevail.

A hero should defeat the demon king.

Yes, always right.

If you strive for happiness, you will surely find it.

Xiangzi gritted his teeth and continued typing. Hailing, as the righteous, hardworking, and right party, should not admit defeat!

I was just about to tell Xiao Mu not to tell Hai Ling.

Just hear it.

"I like you, Xiangzi."

As Hailing spoke, she leaned on Xiangzi's shoulder and watched him speak.

I almost doubted myself, killed my former self, started to bow to the atmosphere, and began to admit that I was wrong.

Thank you, Xiangzi.

I did nothing wrong, and neither did you.

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