Yusatis smiled, but instead of speaking directly, he went into the room, took Sita's hand, and sat down on the edge of the bed.

"The horse sacrifice is in a few days."

The horse sacrifice was an important ritual in the Vedic period.

The ceremony of selecting horses is conducted by a Brahmin teacher, who chooses the best horses, and the horses are then fasted, bathed, and lit with a sacrificial fire.

Meanwhile, after the king had offered sacrifices to the heavens, he led the nation's elite warriors, fully armed and ready to go. At dawn, a Brahmin untied the horse's reins and released the sacred horse eastward, allowing it to roam freely across the land. If the horse passed through territory belonging to the king, the local people were required to hold sacrifices. If it passed through enemy territory, the king would command his warriors to fight bravely against the enemy. This continued until one day the Brahmin said, "Stop!" and everything would end.

Sita was well aware of this important ritual.

They just couldn't figure out why Yusatis would suddenly bring up something that had nothing to do with them.

"Lord Yusatis, you mean...?"

"Siddo, do you want to reconcile with your husband?"

The image of that figure, which had long been blurred in her memory, surfaced in Siddhartha's mind.

Rama, her husband, the king of Ayodhya.

Sixteen years had long since made her forget what the other person looked like, and she even had to think for a while before she could recall who the other person was.

"Reconciled?"

Siddhartha murmured these words, a look of confusion on his face.

Do you love him?

Let alone love, both the previous feelings and the hatred of being abandoned had dissipated over the past sixteen years, and Sita had little interest in returning to his side.

But where can I go?

Her child has a wife and has become estranged from her. If she doesn't return to her husband, she has no other option but to drown herself.

"But he doesn't trust me."

"Just answer 'yes' or 'no,' and I can handle the rest."

Does this mean they think I'm superfluous and want to kick me out so they can have some alone time?

Upon learning that she could return to her husband's side, Sita felt little joy; instead, she grew increasingly sorrowful. After a long silence, she gently nodded and said, "I want to."

······

A few days later.

late at night.

Sita curled up on the bed, a hint of sadness appearing in her fiery red eyes.

"Rama, why?"

The horse festival was successfully held during the day today.

Yusatis waited with her on the road that the horse would inevitably pass, and they met the horse and Rama and his army who followed closely behind.

Before Rama and his retinue and subjects.

Yusatis helped Sita prove her purity and reunited her with her father, but Rama, who already knew of her purity, still refused to reconcile with her. Of course, all of this was not entirely without good things for Sita.

for her.

Lin Jiu'an challenged Luo Mo to a duel.

Although she forcibly stopped the duel in the end and it ended without a result, it also allowed her and Lin Jiu'an to reconcile. Lin Jiu'an moved back from Yu Satis's place, which also made her give up her suicidal thoughts.

Although her husband was heartless, she still had children.

gradually.

Sita stopped thinking about her heartless husband who had abandoned her time and time again, and instead thought about how tomorrow would be another warm and loving day with her children. Gradually, a smile appeared on her lips as she drifted off to sleep.

While she was fast asleep, the bedroom door was suddenly opened gently.

A figure silently entered the bedroom.

"Woo?"

In a daze, Sita sensed that someone was there.

The large, slightly rough, hot hands and the burning body sent countless electric currents through Xiduo's body. Even without opening her eyes, she knew it was Jiu'an, but Xiduo didn't care. Instead, she half-closed her beautiful eyes and enjoyed the sensation, feeling a sense of pleasure.

Ever since she witnessed Jiu'an and Yu Satis making love that day, she has been having these kinds of erotic dreams.

At first, Sita was a little flustered.

Why did I dream about Lin Jiu'an?

But Sita gradually adapted. After all, she had lived here for more than sixteen years, and the only man she had ever met in those sixteen years was her child. She had almost forgotten her memories of her former husband, Rama, so it was not hard to understand why the man she dreamed of was Lin Jiu'an.

After initially feeling panicked but still dreaming about the other person night after night.

Sita also began to adapt.

Although she resisted, she would not take the initiative even if everything was allowed to develop, and would still pretend to be asleep in her sleep.

Until now...

Since Rama has completely abandoned her, why should she remain chaste for him?

For sixteen years, Yu Satis and Lin Jiu'an had been constantly instilling emotions in her, and today, after Rama, knowing full well that she was virgin, still chose to abandon her once again, she finally erupted.

"Jiu'an..."

For the first time, Xiduo did not resist. Instead, he subconsciously reached out and hugged the head of this 'Lin Jiu'an in his dream', as if he were a baby and nourishing him with the nutrients he needed to grow.

Until she felt a foreign object invading her cherry lips.

A familiar face was faintly visible in her misty, beautiful eyes, and Lin Jiu'an's familiar voice called out to her.

wrong? !

Siddhartha suddenly woke up and opened her eyes to see Lin Jiu'an standing right in front of her.

"Jiu'an?!?"

Sita let out a piercing and terrified scream, struggling wildly with her hands and feet, trying by any means necessary to push him away.

"What are you doing?! Let me go!"

"I can't take it anymore..."

This time, Lin Jiu'an paid no attention to Xiduo's struggles, his eyes red as he looked at Xiduo, who was panicked and terrified.

"Rama has completely abandoned you. He knew of your chastity but still abandoned you. You no longer need to remain chaste for him."

"Besides, weren't you just cooperating with me?"

"It's different, this won't do!"

Sita continued to struggle and moan, her beautiful eyes welling with tears as she sensed Lin Jiu'an beginning to draw his gun.

"We can't! Get down here right now! Leave immediately! We can't!"

Rama's cruelty saddened her and even drove her to despair, but the education she received from childhood and her unwavering commitment over the past decade made it impossible for her to betray her 'ex-husband' who had abandoned her.

Moreover, the person in front of me is...

Just then, Siddhartha sensed that Lin Jiu'an had begun and let out an even more terrified wail.

"No! Jiu'an! No! Please don't!"

"I'm yours..."

They realized that the other party had already mastered the skills.

Almost frantic, Siddhartha subconsciously raised her hand to slap the other person, but the memory of what happened after she slapped him and his cold attitude flashed through her mind, and Siddhartha was at a loss for what to do.

If I slap him again, even if I stop him, will he ignore me again? And will he ever make up with me again after this?

And it was during this moment of Sita's hesitation that...

Lin Jiu'an had already swung his spear, piercing through Xiduo's frail body.

"snore?!!!"

Having not fought anyone for almost twenty years, Sido was instantly defeated by Lin Jiu'an's attack. Tears streamed down her face, her beautiful eyes lost focus and could no longer be seen in her open eyes, and her mouth gaped open as she let out a miserable wail.

"Not 'so ...

Chapter Eleven: I'm sorry, I can't go back.

The next day, early in the morning.

Sita groggily regained consciousness from his coma and immediately felt a strange sensation.

When Xiduo opened her eyes, she saw Lin Jiu'an sitting on the bed and felt him continuing what he had done the night before.

She felt her body, which seemed to be nurturing Lin Jiu'an's brothers and sisters.

Sita did not struggle, resist, or curse.

Slowly recalling the events of last night, tears of utter despair welled in her beautiful eyes. Her gaze was unfocused as she stared at the ceiling, letting Lin Jiu'an do what brought her both pain and pleasure.

It's over, it's over.

"why?"

After a long time, when Lin Jiu'an's attacks finally stopped, he nestled in her arms just like when he was a child.

With tears in his eyes, Sita asked sadly, "Why did you do this?"

"Since Rama doesn't want you anymore, why should you remain chaste for him?"

"He can wrong me, but I can't wrong him."

Sita's tone grew increasingly sorrowful, revealing a faint sense of despair.

If Rama's countless cruel abandonments had left her with a sliver of hope for reconciliation, at this moment Sita fully understood that she could never return to Rama's side.

That suspicious, jealous man who couldn't tolerate the slightest flaw was the man who would still doubt and cruelly abandon her because of the slightest gossip, even though she hadn't cheated on him and had proven her chastity countless times through near-suicidal means.

After losing her virginity completely last night, there is no longer any possibility of her accepting herself back.

"Why should you remain chaste for such a heartless and shameless man?!"

"You clearly committed suicide by throwing yourself into the fire as he demanded, to prove your chastity!"

"But later, because of the slander of those villains without any evidence, he abandoned you while you were pregnant and has ignored you for sixteen years!"

Ultimately, who can say for sure whether he doubted your chastity, found someone else, or simply grew tired of you and stopped loving you?

"No, even this won't work."

Lin Jiu'an became more and more agitated as he spoke, while Xi Duo grew increasingly sorrowful.

Finally, seeing that Siddhartha was still stubbornly clinging to the past, Lin Jiu'an seemed to lose control of his emotions. He got up, got out of bed, picked up the knife on the table, and stabbed himself in the chest.

"do not want!"

Xiduo was shocked and, with a burst of strength, lunged forward, pinning Lin Jiu'an to the ground and grabbing his hand that was holding the knife.

"Don't stop me!"

Lin Jiu'an gripped the dagger tightly and stabbed it into his own chest, shouting emotionally as he did so, "Since you still love him! Since you hate what I did tonight! Then I will apologize to you with my life."

"No, no, that's not what I meant!"

Sita grabbed Lin Jiu'an's wrist, which was holding the knife, and struggled against him, but she was no match for him. Even though he only had one hand, she could only watch helplessly as the tip of the knife got closer and closer to his chest.

Finally, Sita cried out, "No! I don't mind what you did to me! I'm not angry with you! I don't love him anymore! Please don't do this!"

"really?"

"Ah."

Sita wept bitterly, pleading, "Please, don't kill yourself. If you die, I will have nothing left and no reason to live."

"So you don't like motorcycles anymore?"

Sita nodded, because Yosatis had not taken her to prove that Modo had not remarried or had relations with other women all these years, so she answered without hesitation: "I no longer love the man who has abandoned me time and time again."

"So you don't mind what I did to you last night, which ruined your virginity?"

A look of sadness involuntarily appeared on Sita's face.

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