I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

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"Mom won't mind. She's always been very gentle."

"Yes."

After helping the clumsy Su Shi change the bed sheets, Chitose wiped the non-existent sweat from his forehead.

"No more eating instant noodles in bed, you homegirl Sushi daughter"

Just as she was about to turn around and leave to go back to the guest room to rest with Kyomoto, Su Shi stopped her.

"Hey, I say...Xiao Sui, can you sleep with me tonight?"

Sushi was cautious, but Chitose had no hesitation at all.

"of course."

The bedroom light was turned off, and Chitose covered Su Shi with the quilt before climbing onto the bed.

Everything is so familiar.

"Thank you."

"Why are you being so polite to me? Good night."

"..."

Su Shi tugged at the sheets and turned awkwardly to face Qian Sui: "I can't sleep."

"Then I'll sing a lullaby, okay?"

"Ah."

Qiansui thought briefly for a moment, then began to chant softly:

"だんごだんごだんごだんご,"

(Dumpling dumpling dumpling dumpling,)

"だんご大家（だいかぞく）,"

(The big dumpling family,)

"やんちゃな焼（や）きだんご,"

(Naughty barbecue dumplings,)

"やさしいあんだんご,"

(Soft red bean paste dumplings,)

"すこし梦见(ゆめみ)がちな,"

(Some like to dream,)

Su Shi was forcibly controlled.

Chitose Mom, actually, now that I think about it, she was someone who looked like she would cry at any moment.

The first time I brought her to my house, I almost cried because my mother was in a hurry to go to work, but in fact, she was also tempted to cry by me.

She is actually unconfident and weak, but for my sake, she pretends to be strong.

Sometimes she is very busy, but she will still remember to pick me up from school. This is my thousand-year-old mother.

She would stand blankly at the bottom of the ramp at school, and then...hahahaha, guess what she said at the bottom of the ramp?

She closed her eyes and repeated some concerned lines over and over in her mind.

That’s when I knew it.

It was also her first time taking care of a child and being a mother.

"月见（つきみ）だんご,"

(Moon-viewing dumplings,)

"おすましごまだんご,"

(Pretentious,)

"Four (よ) つ子 (こ) skewers (くし) だんご,"

(Sesame dumplings,)

"みんなみんなあわせて,"

(Everyone gather together,)

"A family of 100 people (ひゃくにんかぞく),"

(Forming a large family of 100 people.)

Ah... Where's Chitose's daughter? She... she's actually quite timid.

She likes to hide in the closet when she encounters difficulties, but every time I encounter something unhappy and become very irritable, she will suppress her fear and come close to me.

She would cling to my knees and act like a cat.

Now that I think about it, I think he was actually trying to comfort me.

I am not a qualified mother. I picked her up and took her home on a whim. Even when I saw this little child at my mother's house, I just felt disgusted.

But she loves me very much.

She loves her mother and loves this imperfect me.

Even though she was about to leave this world, all she cared about was whether I would be sad.

She...she...she...

……

"Stop singing... wooooooo..."

As Chitose sang, Nagasaki Suyo's eyes turned red and she covered her mouth helplessly.

She could no longer control her emotions, and buried her head in the heart of the thousand-year-old man, sobbing uncontrollably.

"Wuwuwu...Mom...wuwuwu...Xiaosui...My little Xiaosui...wuwuwu...Xiaosui mom..."

"Be good, be good."

Chitose placed a gentle kiss on the top of the girl's head.

"I will always keep an eye on you."

I will cherish you more than you cherish yourself.

After all, you are my most beloved daughter and my most beloved mother, Xiaoda Sushi.

"Chitose."

"Ok?"

Su Shi cried for a while and was about to fall asleep, but when Qiansui closed her eyes, she spoke these words again.

"I did two terrible things."

"Want to talk?"

"No."

"Okay, good night, and have a sweet dream."

"Well...good night, sweet dreams."

……

You are a girl who shines like gold.

I hope the haze of the past will not block your way forward.

Pain! Pain! Fly away! Stay away! Don’t come near cute little Su Shi Shi anymore!

I wish you happiness forever, Nagasaki Suyo.

Ch481. You are tobacco, I am foam

Matcha parfait is so disgusting.

In fact, there is nothing wrong with it when eaten. The color, taste, ice content and aroma are all great and excellent.

But it just tastes bad.

Because matcha parfait is no longer a simple food for Yao Lenai.

She is the carrier of longing, the memory storage device of the young house cat, the heartbeat power source of the adult cat, and the adult tombstone that no longer belongs to the childhood kitten.

Noshiro Chitose, this is all you have given me.

"What are you doing? Weren't you the one clamoring for a matcha parfait, stupid cat?"

"But why doesn't Xiaosui eat with us?"

Kaname Rakuna turned her head and stretched out a spoon to try to feed Noshiro Chitose.

"Feed me? Then forget about eating! Give it all to me!"

Chitose bit the spoon in Lenai's hand, and at the same time used her right hand to grab the whole cup of matcha parfait!

"!!!"

Reluctantly, Le Na subconsciously reached out to keep her snack, but she saw Chitose holding her head with one hand and eating the matcha parfait with a spoon with the other hand.

"Give it back!"

"No!"

"Give it back!"

"No!"

There was a rare noise of quarreling happening in Lenai's house. Lenai had invited Chitose to be her guest today.

But they all had a lot of fun. Although they said they were fighting for the parfait, after getting the matcha parfait, they would still push it back into each other's arms.

"Eat it quickly, or it will melt in a moment."

Yao Lenai, who was being fed in return, tilted her head and took another bite. The sweet taste made her tremble with fear.

It's really delicious.

It was still the taste she remembered, the kind of deliciousness that she could never describe in her life.

"After finishing the matcha parfait, what do you want to do next?"

Chitose said as she wiped Kaname's mouth.

"I want to play the guitar. I'll play it for you, okay, year old."

"Huh? Sure, don't you need me to accompany you?"

"Hmm..." Le Na stared at Chitose for a long time, her little mouth smiling into a "W" shape, "No need, today, Chitose just needs to listen."

After taking out his grandmother's guitar, Lenai instantly got into the mood.

She was unfamiliar with the guitar in front of her, and the guitar and girl she was familiar with were buried in her dreams.

But it doesn't matter.