I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

Ok?

【so? 】

For some reason, Wakaba Mu's words made Toyokawa Shoko feel a little unhappy.

"Isn't this enough? Xiao Mu likes Sui so much?"

It felt like at that moment her mouth was no longer under the control of her brain. When Shoko Toyokawa realized what she had said, it was too late.

"Eh?"

Wakaba Mutsu seemed to have never imagined that Toyokawa Shoko would speak like this. In a flustered state, she tried to explain:

"No, I'm not..."

Although, there is still a bit of a sense of haste, as if a heart-stealing cat has been caught.

It was Mu's panic and nervousness that pierced Xiangzi's brain, which was now unable to think:

"Mu...where did you go that day? We didn't come back all night...didn't you notice something was wrong..."

[You almost... killed Xiaosui! ]

In fact, Toyokawa Shoko didn't want to blame Wakaba Mutsu, but she had no place to vent the resentment accumulated in her heart.

She was actually... blaming herself.

[Damn it, why am I suddenly thinking of saying this now?]

"Sorry, I was in a bad mood just now. Sorry, Xiaomu."

Xiangzi didn't want to see Ruoye Mu again. She was afraid that her emotions would continue to get out of control and she would have an argument with Mu.

That was the last thing Shoko Toyokawa wanted to see.

The reason I said those words just now must be because I was under too much mental pressure.

Ugh.

What is this? A stress reaction?

"..."

Ruoye Mu stood there in a daze, unwilling to leave.

Looking at the direction where Toyokawa Shoko was walking away, she clenched her fists unwillingly.

"Xiangzi... then why didn't you rescue Xiaosui... that day?"

【You mean, I harmed Xiao Sui.】

"No, you're wrong. You're absolutely wrong. Quite the opposite... You're actually a criminal with the same crime as me."

"Qian Sui has never belonged to you alone."

……

The doctor said that Chitose suffered from a phobia of darkness and silence.

There were also several other symptoms, such as claustrophobia. Toyokawa Shoko didn't quite understand what was being said, and when the doctor bombarded her with technical terms, she could only hurriedly accept them all.

She may not know what happened to Chitose, but she knows one thing:

"Hey! Sister, aren't you going to take me to school?"

"Xiao Sui, stay home and rest. I'll take you to school next month."

His parents also said that Chitose had potential schizophrenia. Xiangzi only knew that this was very serious and Chitose had already started cooperating with medication.

Faced with Chitose who was staring at her eagerly, Toyokawa Shoko had no choice but to grit her teeth and leave.

There was no way her father and grandfather would allow her, Toyokawa Shoko, to be absent from school for a long time.

After all, she is the face of the Toyokawa family. Only if she works harder can Chitose enjoy more.

And my sister's illness is also terrible... It's all her fault...

"But... I can't bear to leave you. If I don't stay with Sui, Sui will die."

Qiansui was about to cry! This made Xiangzi feel even more distressed.

"Then I'll bring you some sweets when I get back, how about that? Just wait for me to come back. I swear I'll go home as soon as school is over and won't keep you waiting for too long."

Since the reunion that day, Xiangzi found that Chitose's dependence on him had increased dramatically.

It seems that he is completely inseparable from her.

【But there are still things I must do for you! 】

In the end, Shoko Toyokawa gritted her teeth and ran away quickly.

……

What a terrible day.

Xiangzi returned home in a daze. Today, he was like someone who had just quit taking dangerous goods. He was listless all day long.

But fortunately, I have my children to accompany me when I go home.

She was now certain that her thoughts in the morning were completely wrong.

[It's not just Chitose who relies on me... I'm even more... heavily dependent on Chitose.]

"I miss you so much, I really miss you, let me hug you for a while longer."

When his mother turned off the lights and left, Xiangzi could no longer control his emotions in the room.

She snuggled close to Chitose and curled up in his arms, murmuring in a coquettish tone.

The air of being the eldest daughter of the Toyokawa family and the eldest sister in the family disappeared in an instant.

Toyokawa Shoko? Just a kitten!

Chitose Noshiro caressed Shoko's face lovingly. The darkness could not block her vision, not to mention the help of the night light.

Xiangzi's every move and every frown was controlled by her.

【hehe. 】

"Sister Xiangzi, you're such a jerk. Don't you always hold me in your arms when you see me sleeping?"

"Ugh...I'm the older sister..."

After removing all his tough disguises, Xiangzi became very soft and gentle in front of his sister.

"Eh? But only a younger sister can enjoy the embrace of an older sister and act like a spoiled child to her. It seems that Xiaoxiang doesn't need me anymore."

"Uh... okay then... sis."

After a few more thrusts in Qiansui's arms, Xiangzi felt his bones soften.

The night light on the bedside table looks very nice today. Xiaosui must turn on the light when he goes to bed now.

"Good night, Xiaosui."

"Good night."

I had a lot of fun playing with Xiaosui. My younger sister wasn’t in good health, and I really wanted to be close to her. The medicine she took was so bitter that she was almost crying, but I could only watch her anxiously.

But I think I can handle it.

The feeling I get as I slowly recover from my anxious state...is like I'm slowly beginning to regain the warmth among my family.

On the way home, the summer breeze passed through my limbs, the pigeons flying over the roof in the early morning cooed, and hidden behind the sound of traffic was the rustling of leaves.

I gradually emerged again from the wasteland of nothingness, and my time pointer was turned back to the present from the chaotic turbulence of time caused by anxiety attacks.

"so good…"

Ch460. God, please stop playing tricks on fate

Saturday.

One of the great things about God is that he invented this day.

It can be said that this day was destined to be extraordinary from the moment it was created.

This is a celebration of humanity, and most people would choose to enjoy this day if they are not working.

This is what everyone deserves!

"Mm..."

Qiansui's biological clock woke her up. It was just after seven o'clock.

Noshiro Chitose, who slept soundly, took out two pills from her side and swallowed them. These were the medicines prescribed for her by her family doctor.

[Although, it's completely ineffective on me, the doctor is my friend after all.]

Live another day!

"Little scum, little scum~Are you still resting?"

He closed his eyes for a while, and after taking a nap for more than ten minutes, Qiansui turned over and hugged Xiangzi tightly like an octopus.

"Xiao Sui...Xiao Sui...Xiao Sui..."

What a cute Xiaoxiang!

Even the things I talk in my dreams become my shape!

"You've been working so hard these days."

Unable to bear the impulse in his heart, Chitose buried his head in Xiangzi's hair.

She was drawn to the flowers like a bee.

"so cute."

[Toyokawa Shoko is truly the softest and most comfortable pillow in the world.]

Noshiro Chitose held her for seven years, and if nothing unexpected happens, she can probably hold her for another seven or eight years.

Qiansui should be dead in seven or eight years, so I can only return to reality and continue holding him.

whee.

Thinking of this, an idea popped up in Qiansui's mind.

Her fingers slid across Xiangzi's neck as if she were playing with a treasure.

[If, I mean if, I died in bed and Xiangzi didn't find out, and when I woke up, I found that my sister... had become hard.]

What would her expression be like?

Poor Toyokawa Shoko, she woke up to find Chitose hard.

She lost her vitality, in exchange for a torso as hard and unbendable as stone and a heart that no longer beats for you!

Facing such a stone...Xiangzi, all you can recall is my former softness and warmth.

Such a contrast will definitely make you regret it for the rest of your life.

"Sister! I'm going to die! If you don't get up I'm going to die!"

But unfortunately, this kind of lifelong regret is very low-level and the gains are not great.

Qiansui now only wants to tease Xiangzi.

"What did you say?!"

Toyokawa Shoko seemed to be under stress and sat up straight.

Her golden eyes widened, and her brain turned on and restarted instantly within a second.

Staring straight at Chitose, Xiangzi reached out and began to check Chitose's condition:

"Are you okay? Where do you feel uncomfortable? I'm going to call an ambulance now, don't scare me, wuuu..."

"Sister~"

Xiangzi's little hands were touching and pinching his body... he was so naughty.

But your reaction now is so cute.

"It's nothing, I just had a sudden palpitation for no apparent reason, and I almost fainted because I couldn't catch my breath."