I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

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At six in the morning, the Noshiro house was still noisy.

"Hehe, is there a little idiot secretly wiping tears again? Do you want to come over and let me hug you?"

Chitose Noshiro's eyes were red as she laughed at Shiina Ritsuki who was holding her tightly.

"..."

"Bohemian Rhapsody" was playing on TV.

When the song "Don't Stop Me Now" sung by Freddie Mercury, the legendary lead singer of Queen, sounded at the end of the film, Shiina Riki couldn't hold back her tears and snot.

Chitose Noshiro wasn't much better.

But she secretly wiped her tears with Shiina Riki's coat so that no one would notice her embarrassment.

"Thank you, Xiao Lixi. Although it's your honor! But I still want to thank you for watching a movie with me all night."

A vicious smile appeared on Chitose's lips.

"How about it, nasty Li Xi-chan who hugged me like a pillow all night, isn't my texture super awesome?"

It's so comfortable. Li Xi didn't say these four words, her lips were dry:

"Speaking of which, although the movie is great, who are you and why do you want me to watch a movie?" Because Li Xi didn't bring any spare clothes, she could only wear Qiansui's nightgown and was trapped by Qiansui's breath for the whole night.

"Huh? Haven't I introduced myself yet?"

"Yeah! You never said that at all!"

Noshiro Chitose stood up and lowered her head to look down at Riki.

"I guess little Lixi hasn't seen many movies, right?"

"Yes, that's true. I didn't have much time to watch before, but I have seen a few classics that everyone is familiar with."

"Not enough! Just looking at these is far from enough! We must see more."

Chitose rode on Shiina Riki's body gorgeously, staring at Shiina Riki with her red eyes.

"What do you mean? Why should I watch a movie?"

"Because if you don't see more, you won't be able to experience more emotions and observe more diverse lives, so you won't be able to write better lyrics."

"Of course, you can also do that by reading, traveling, and experiencing society, but I'm greedy and want to see interesting things as quickly as possible, so I'm helping you learn quickly this way."

"Huh? What do you mean by quick success..."

Any quick tips for staying up late?

Li Xi's soft little face was rubbed by Noshiro Chitose.

"Stupid question! You're so clueless! Of course it's about writing lyrics! Or are you trying to learn how to stay up late quickly? Do you have some kind of illness?"

"Write lyrics?"

When am I going to do this?

"I'm very dissatisfied, Xiao Lixi. I have many dissatisfactions with your work."

"But, more importantly, I admire your sharp expression and the exclamation, 'Tears are more expensive!'"

"Although I do think this is an extremely childish and pathetic piece of lyricism that only a scumbag could write, I didn't feel bored at all during the 135 minutes I spent reading that entire book of garbage lyrics you wrote."

"Interesting, really, really interesting! I saw a play within a play! Countless perspectives! Countless psychological motivations!"

Chitose Noshiro jumped up from the girl's warm thighs and walked straight towards the schoolbag that Ritsuki Shiina had thrown on the floor.

She skillfully took out the black notebook.

"I think there's something incredibly captivating about psychology. Simply put, there aren't many things more exciting than psychology."

She sat back down in her own private, temperature-controlled seat.

“In fact, the inexhaustible power that enables lyrics to stand on their own feet lies in trying to capture the tone and trajectory of life, and its irregular and strange rhythm.”

"And you! Shiina Riki! Before you even realized it! You had already captured yourself, captured your own soul, and used yourself as ink to write into this black notebook."

"And I, ahem, I'm more powerful than you, because I caught you!"

Chitose Noshiro's face was almost completely pressed against Riki Shiina's face.

This was the first time that Tatsuki Shiina was so close to a girl.

So close! Is it a bit too close...

We've only known each other for less than a day, so why wouldn't you be disgusted by such an action?

The air was hot and unbearable, and Lixi's face turned red.

The other party was so enthusiastic that it seemed like he was proposing to me.

Ch43. Please let me cry my heart out!

"Come back to your senses! Listen to me! What I want to say is that what you write is really interesting!"

“You are simply the best lyricist in the world!”

Chitose Noshiro's hands slid from the back of Shiina Riki's head, along her soft black hair to her cheeks, and began to ravage them vigorously.

"??"

Silently, Li Xi blinked his dark eyes and quietly met Noshiro Chitose's gaze.

"At the same time, I'm also very unwilling to accept this. I checked your information. You were in the wind band for several consecutive years from elementary school to junior high school. But why did you leave the band recently? What's the matter? Are you scared? Or are you hurt by reality?"

"you!"

In order to follow in her sister's footsteps, Shiina Riki joined the school's wind band club and became her sister Shiina Maki's junior.

Everyone in the wind band is very friendly.

A large part of this kindness is extremely pure, but no matter how Tatsuki Shiina looks at it, she will feel that this concern is just due to her love for her excellent sister Tatsuki Shiina.

She couldn't accept the friendship of those people because their starting point was Maki, not her, Lixi. In their eyes, she would always be labeled as "Maki's sister."

As for why she recently quit the wind band, it was because the blind pursuit had made her numb and she saw no hope at all.

The distance between her and her sister is getting bigger and bigger, and it's a very uncomfortable feeling.

"What are you talking about! I'm not scared, I..."

"Shut up! You idiot! You actually let me see you pathetically fading from your past and trying to live a boring life with a file number! You're ridiculously putting a harness on yourself, you scum."

Rather than saying that it was caused by various external factors, it would be better to say that Li Xi had already shown signs of giving up in his heart!

"Really, I'm so unwilling to accept this! Not only did you quit the wind band, but what's even more infuriating is that you don't even write lyrics anymore! The last time you wrote lyrics was months ago! Trash, absolutely hopeless trash!"

Chitose Noshiro adorably bit her lower lip with the little canine teeth on her upper jaw. It looked like she was angry, but it was more like she was acting coquettishly.

Her red pupils were filled with dangerous light.

"So, write another verse! Take off the disguise you created, remove the harness you put on yourself, use the most handsome pose you think, and shock everyone!"

"Listen up! Lixi, are you interested in composing a song with me? I'll compose the music and you write the lyrics!"

"!!!!!!"

what the hell!

Why are you so excited so early in the morning!

And how could he have figured me out so completely on our first day together? It was like he'd been stalking me for months.

“I can’t…”

"How ridiculous! A scumbag like you actually wants to resist me? It's not up to you whether you want to or not! Scumbag!"

You will definitely not refuse, because I am confident enough that I can take Qiansui with me!

Because I'm about to unleash the ultimate weapon I've prepared for you! Shiina Riki!

"Do you really want to lose to your sister for the rest of your life?"

"what?!"

"I'm telling you, I've seen your sister, she's no match for you. What are you so afraid of?! Stupid Li Xi!"

"I..." Shiina Riki really wanted to sleep, but when he thought of what the mysterious girl in front of him said, he felt that he could go out and plow five acres of land.

"One year, in the next year, I will make you read books and watch movies as much as you can. I will also teach you some skills. Of course! Taking you on a trip is also a must, which can broaden your horizons."

Noshiro Chitose looked at Shiina Riki with a playful look. The latter was like a frightened and helpless little animal, shaking uncontrollably.

"Then, before we graduate from junior high school, I want to write a song with you!"

There was only a blood red left in his eyes, and the whites of Qiansui's eyes were also entangled with countless tiny blood vessels.

"This time, I want to see something more interesting, you know?"

"I want you to make me cry my heart out, make me cry until my lungs are broken, make me miserable, make me wake up crying in the middle of the night! Do you understand? Do you understand? Do you understand what the great me is saying to you, you wretch!"

"..."

"Maybe I understand?"

Lixi admitted that she was sometimes a little irritable, but when facing this white-haired guy, she unexpectedly lost her temper.

Her dark eyes seemed to be dyed red by the rose color in Chitose Noshiro's eyes.

"Do you really understand?"

"real!"

"very good!"

Qiansui slowly let go of Lixi, and the little feet that were tightly wrapped in the white socks gradually lost their strength, like two pieces of beautiful jade hanging on the outside of Lixi's thighs as decoration.

A sly smile replaced the slight hysteria from before, and Li Xi inexplicably sensed the other party's joy.

"Little Lixi, let me be your teacher. I think I'm quite qualified in this area! Don't worry, because I dare say that from Tokyo to Tahiti, from Tahiti to Dresden, no one knows more about this than me!"

"I almost understand... But, um, when it comes down to it, who are you...?"

Li Xi tried to be tougher, but as soon as she touched Chitose, her tone softened again.

The gentleness and happiness collapsed in an instant, and the expression on Chitose's face turned into surprise and speechlessness.

"Stupid question! Shiina Riki is really an idiot, what the hell? I haven't introduced myself yet? Then~ I'm~ really~ sorry~"

Noshiro Chitose pretended to be surprised, as if she had heard some incredible and shocking secret, and covered her hot lips in disbelief.

It was as if she had really forgotten to introduce herself.

It’s really fun to act in the simulation, and Chitose Noshiro feels that she is becoming more and more relaxed.

"Guess the riddle! This is today's first riddle! I possess a beauty so stunning it could make fish sink to the bottom of their waters, geese drop to the ground, and the moon hide in shame. My beauty rivals even the most vibrant and delicate flowers. I'm as beautiful as a thousand flowers blooming together! Who am I?"

Qiansui was testing Lixi step by step, but she found that she didn't know whether it was because the [Heavenly Fragrance] was effective or because no one had ever played with this child before...

Anyway, the bottom line is quite low.

Are people who lack love so easy to deal with?

"you…"

"I'll solve the puzzle myself! Yes, I'm Chitose. Noshiro Chitose, please take care of me."

Chitose Noshiro extended her seductive and decadent little hand to Riki Shiina.

Her little hands were soft and smooth, and Lixi felt safe holding them.

“Please take care…”

The orange morning light shines through the crimson silk curtains, illuminating the girls' pupils that are sparkling with crimson light.

Shiina Riki shook Noshiro Chitose's hand.

Those were a pair of hands that Shiina Riki could never hold.

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Py! A good friend's book!