I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

I'm taking an exam. There are still a few days left after the exam ends today, and the mouse has fallen.

The following is a book by a good friend of Py!

[Comprehensive Manga][Happy Text]

Bai Qi, an ordinary person (?), travels to the world of Star Railway. Fortunately, he possesses amazing wisdom... and a cheat code that allows him to obtain items and skills from the game.

Bai Qi, who has a good outlook on life, vows to save the entire universe and influence everyone with love.

Here are the statements from his victims (crossed out) and beneficiaries.

Kiana: One of the blade and the person has to be red, right? I'm about to start ascending to the dragon!

Amiya: The hypnosis device is very useful. Now the doctor has become a tool who can only work 24 hours a day.

Kevin: Frostmourne is very useful, it is powerful enough to defeat an entire country.

..................

Many years later, looking at the ignited galaxy, humans who were forcibly upgraded...

"I'm such a fool. I shouldn't have let him leave the space station."

Ms. Heita, the [83rd] seat of the Genius Club, was filled with regret.

"I don't understand. He said he would provide food and accommodation, so I came."

Miss Xing, the accomplice of a heinous crime, said so.

"My main purpose is clearly love and peace, yet you slandered me and even spread the rumor that Khorne was my chosen one."

Bai Qi had an innocent look on his face, and the ether engine behind him was burning fiercely.

Ch397. Kaname's first day as a mother

Took the kids to eat matcha parfait.

"Hey, hey, hey, do you remember the first time we went to eat matcha parfait?"

Lenai was in a daze, holding the spoon in her mouth for a long time. Her matcha parfait was melting, but she still sat there quietly, tacitly accepting everything that happened.

The ice cream has melted, the old friends have long gone away, and all the sweetness seems to be only obtainable from day-to-day fantasies.

Life is over!

Life is over.

Life…

"Eat it quickly, it's delicious!"

The girl beside her struggled to climb onto the chair to make up for her short arms. She held up the small iron spoon, and the matcha parfait touched the corner of Lena's lips and seeped into her mouth.

“…So sweet!”

The bitter matcha flavor adorns the cool and sweet ice cream, and there are some new little things added in... Their flavors blend and bloom in the mouth, instantly giving Yao Lenai a little sweetness.

Delicious!

Her eyes widened suddenly, and Lenai picked up the small spoon handed to her by Chitose in disbelief, and tentatively took a few more spoonfuls of the matcha parfait on the solid wooden tea table in front of her.

It’s so delicious.

This taste...I haven't felt it for a long time.

"Mother Lenai obviously likes to eat it, but why didn't she eat it just now?"

Kaname Chitose hugged Kaname Lenai's arm, and Lenai didn't notice her intimate tone for a moment.

Even if they noticed it, they would just think it was just a little girl acting coquettishly.

"Because...it's different."

"What's different? Because Xiaosui's spoon works better."

"Yeah, Xiao Sui's spoon is very useful," Le Nai finally came back to her senses, "but you can't step on the chair, it's impolite."

After finishing a whole cup of matcha parfait at the speed of light, Lenai passed her hands under Chitose's armpits.

She held her and moved to another chair.

"Hoo, Mom!" Sui was like a kitten, clinging to Lenai's arm and acting coquettishly, "I have a mom now, too. That's great."

"..."

That’s great. I envy Xiaosui so much.

I want Lenai to remember that when she was the same age as Chitose, she didn't have a mother to look after her. She only had Chitose...

【Noshiro, Chitose】

"Be good, Xiao Sui, be good," Le Nai recalled the painful and happy past, "I will take good care of you."

"Okay."

Kaname Chitose turned his head playfully:

"I believe in Mother Lenai."

……

【Xiao Sui, I became a mother today. 】

The little girl today was so sweet, she coaxed me and made me happy. She was so sensible, much more sensible than I was when I was a kid.

"puff."

【certainly…】

Lenai pondered for a moment and continued writing:

[Of course, I am more sensible than you.]

She won't jump out from behind me to scare me. She's a good kid.

The notes could not go on any further here. Yaro Nai stared blankly at the diary, and when she turned the pages, she could only see blank pages.

Ever since Chitose Haizuka passed away, Kaname Rakuna no longer elaborated on her feelings in her diary.

She just recorded the date and weather every day, just like her sister Chitose did after she left, and no longer cared about the content.

Lenai has a whole bookshelf of notebooks like this. When she flips through them, she sees only densely packed dates.

Dates are one of humanity's greatest inventions, but they can also be one of its most painful.

Once people learned how to count, they could calculate the days until they would be apart. This was clearly a great invention, but it was used to do heartbreaking things...

Whoever first said "so-and-so has been dead for X years" was incredibly cruel.

"age…"

Sitting alone in the basement that once belonged to Chitose's sister, Lenai picked up the guitar but had no intention of playing a song.

She didn't dare to play, fearing that she would feel at ease; but she was also afraid that -

"Have I already surpassed Chitose-nee?"

Lenai closed the notebook in confusion.

She is now very afraid of reality, especially the reality that she has surpassed Sister Chitose.

If I have surpassed Chitose Sister, then what else do I have to hope for? I surpassed Chitose Sister but found that Xiaosui and Chitose Sister were no longer by my side.

After all, are the scenery seen by the first and last place really completely different?

Why did she want Lenai to feel the same.

"Why do people play guitar?"

She suppressed her wandering thoughts and tried her best to think about something else.

[Hey! Kaname, there are still many things you can think about in life!]

Think of matcha parfait, think of Chitose! Think of your bandmates and those familiar fans who frequent your performances!

But despite trying so hard to think of more things, Lenai still couldn't break free from the feeling of powerlessness and confusion.

"Music... That's terrible."

Music has consumed so many people, but in the end, Lenai realizes that music is just music.

What about those whose dreams were shattered? Are they idiots? What about their leaving, quitting, giving up, dying? Is it just wishful thinking?

"Tsk."

terrible.

"Guess who I am!"

When Lenai was lost in thought, a pair of small hands that barely covered her eyes reached out from behind.

The child is so energetic that he is still jumping around at 10 o'clock in the evening.

Kaname Lenai likes Kaname Chitose very much, and this child is not afraid of strangers.

She was so afraid of the child being shy, especially with that name and that face... If she saw even a hint of negativity on that face or heard the grievances expressed in that voice—

Lenai would feel heartbroken and painful.

"Who is it? A passing stray cat?"

"I'm not a wild cat! I already have a mother! That's why I'm a house cat!"

There's absolutely no denying the fact that you look like a cat, right?

"Come into your mother's arms."

Lenai imitated the actions that she remembered Chitose Noshiro doing to her.

Although Sister Chitose never called herself "Mom".

"Okay, Mommy, give me a hug!"

It’s still the same feeling, my daughter is very light, almost as heavy as a guitar.

Even because of my daughter's good cooperation, it is much lighter than the guitar.

The weight of her daughter is the weight of her happiness, and Lenai firmly believes this.

The small basement was filled with unfamiliar smells, and Lenai pressed her face against the other's chest to feel the beating of Chitose's little heart.

"My daughter... My daughter."

How to raise a child? I don’t know.

Anyway, it should be similar to raising a cat.

Yale-nai is the best at feeding stray cats! She should be pretty good at raising children!

"Wait, didn't I give you food?"

This bad idea appeared in Kaname Lenai's mind, causing her to pause.

[It seems, besides the matcha parfait, I've been playing with Sui like a doll at night—]

"Didn't you have the matcha parfait?"

"Uh..." Chitose Kaname's cautious questioning hit Rakuna Kaname hard.

Le Na remembered that when she was a child, Chitose would always cook for her no matter what.

"I'm going to cook...never mind, I'll go to the store and get you takeout."

It's day one of motherhood. It's not going well, but that's just the way it goes.

Ch398. Deja vu, inherited destiny

It's really irresponsible to give such a big burger to such a small child.

Chitose stared at the double butter beef burger in her hand, which was as big as her face, in distress, and for a moment she didn't know where to start.

"Can you cut it into smaller pieces?"

The little girl he had adopted asked pitifully.