I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

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　Chen Jun travels to the extraordinary Tokyo and finds that there is Fuyuki City with frequent gas explosions, Spider-Man who can fly and hide, magical girls who fight monsters, horse girls who run very fast, and band girls who use super powers to fight.

　He has no super powers, but he plays a cat card game called "Holy Fire Meow Meow Cult".

　With one shot, a cat named Kiana was pulled out?

　And the cat's talent can actually be shared with himself.

　The subsequent card drawing was even more unstoppable.

　Xiadie meow, Meiyi meow, Ai Li meow, Tibao meow, Kemaomao meow, Fufu meow, Jiushi meow...

　"Kiana, stop stealing snacks from the kitchen!"

　"Ellie, get off my shoulders! You're heavy!"

　"Xiadie, a little cutie like you was born to be eaten by your master!"

　"..."

　"Kevin, if you keep staring at the birdcage, I'll have you neutered!"

　"...But why do birds fly?"

　Later, as the game version was updated, Chen Jun discovered that his cats had the ability to transform.

　As the cat girls approached with greed in their eyes, Chen Jun just wanted to say:

　Don't come over here!

　The holy fire is bright, the holy light is shining, all my disciples, meow meow meow!

　Ch312. That year, thoughts that shouldn’t have arisen began to emerge

　Sorry, sorry ...

　scare!

　Late at night, Chihaya Aine almost sat up in shock.

　She glanced at the time in shock and found that it was only two o'clock.

　"Ugh."

　She leaned on the bed for a long time, unable to come back to her senses, and then she realized that she was crying again.

　To be honest, crying is really a very boring thing to do.

　People who like to cry can never achieve anything great! Chihaya Aine thought.

　【But…but.】

　"It seems that this is how my life will end. I might as well cry more."

　Ugh.

　She had a nightmare.

　A nightmare of intermittent, enduring torment.

　That dream was so bad that I am now in

　Aine, who was in the darkness, was not afraid of the night at all.

　"Sui Sui, I'm sorry, I...I couldn't help you."

　She dreamed that Noshiro Chitose was covered in scars because of her actions, and those parts that were once intact were now bloody.

　This was one of the most horrific nightmares anyone could have dreamed of for Chihaya Aine.

　"Xiao Sui..."

　She heard it in her dream.

　I heard the voice of Noshiro Chitose's aunt.

　So... gentle.

　But it's also really cold.

　Cruel, profit-driven, heartless... Oh my God, I really don't want to grow up.

　The phrase "let's reconcile" will be part of her nightmare library for the rest of her life.

　If she! Chihaya Aine is Noshiro Chitose's guardian! She must fight to the death against those who bully her child!

　"Why...why did you give up on me...you adopted her! Why did you still...let her use such a shabby little phone?"

　Why!

　Xiao Sui, your pocket money is obviously not enough, why did you use it all to buy food and make lunch boxes for me?

　Do you really like me that much?

　Chihaya Aine was doubting herself in despair.

　And soon, she got the answer.

　[Yes, she likes me very much. I have become her spiritual pillar, but...]

　"Can I really do this?"

　I'm just a weak woman who wants to be in the spotlight.

　All I could do was resist a bit and then I was pushed down and couldn't do anything.

　"I feel so helpless. I clearly promised the other party! How could I become like this..."

　Aine walked onto the terrace and wanted to enjoy some cool breeze, but even this small wish could not be fulfilled.

　Because the wind tonight was so gentle, it was almost as hot as Qiansui's breath on her earlobe.

　"Sui Sui, tell me, am I too willful?"

　Chihaya Aine seemed to be speaking to the moon that appeared too early.

　There was no one around her but she just wanted to talk...

　It’s okay to talk to the moon, alas.

　"Should I not have appeared in your life in the first place? After all, what happened today... wouldn't have happened if I had ignored you, right?"

　Haizuka's words, "I beat her up just to help you get rid of Noshiro Chitose," were still ringing in my ears.

　Oh…that’s bad.

　The enthusiasm that my father talked about has been completely messed up by myself.

　"What should I do to make it up to her?"

　Everything that happened today was so sudden that Chihaya Aine is still unable to get over it.

　She recalled every move of everyone in the lecture hall and office, her mind full of those hateful faces.

　She looked down and saw her black nails, which Chitose had chosen for her, saying they looked very cool and rock ‘n’ roll.

　[In your heart, have I always been the handsome and cool pillar of the family? ]

　Sure enough, I imagined myself to be too powerful and wrapped myself up too well, so that when the cruel society rushed towards us, my powerlessness and uselessness were instantly exposed.

　【I should have known better than to be so vain. 】

　I should have known...

　"Perhaps, it's time to try and let go a little?"

　Once this idea came to mind, it became unstoppable.

　This is not because of any other strange reason, it's just that I feel guilty towards Qiansui.

　"After all, I don't have the face to be with her in this state... Every time I see Xiao Sui's face, I think of her tears."

　It turns out that, unknowingly——

　"Have I earned so many of her tears?"

　It turned out to be the case.

　I see…

　"Chihaya Aine, you are such a bad woman..."

　I really want to turn back time to before I met Chitose.

　If possible, Aine would rather endure the pain and leave Chitose than wish her to suffer even the slightest bit of misfortune.

　[I really want to escape from reality.]

　How can people be so indifferent to each other, and why are the angels who bring warmth to the world always covered in scars?

　In the end, what is right and what is wrong?

　Or is it actually my worldview that is problematic, Chihaya Aine?

　"I...I really want to run away!"

　……

　I, I found that I couldn't escape at all.

　It was not until many years later that I suddenly realized that our destinies had been tied together since I knew and got to know Chitose Noshiro.

　I want to run, but there is no way out, because I know better than anyone that I can't live without her.

　I want to hug her, but I can't bear it.

　I'm not a beast or an animal, so compared to those cold-blooded guys, my sympathy and love for Qiansui has exceeded my imagination... It may be difficult for you to understand this.

　But what you have to know is that I, Chihaya Aine, personally experienced her, Nobutai Chitose's misfortune.

　I am a participant.

　Unfortunately, I can't and don't want to live as just a bystander.

　If being a bystander allows me to stand on the moral high ground and point fingers and act indifferent, then I would rather be a participant all my life.

　Even though I will be in pain and feel uncomfortable, I am Chihaya Aine after all.

　I can't just stand by and watch Noshiro Chitose's misfortune... It's a pity that when I was young,

　It's not clear.

　That night, the idea of escape began to germinate.

　……

　"Have you heard? Student Council President Chihaya Aine has resigned."

　"Huh? What? Is this true?"

　A female classmate risked being kissed a few more times by putting her little face close to the ear of the female classmate who was telling gossip.

　As expected, he was kissed twice naturally.

　"Really? I heard it was because of something going on at home that he was too busy, but I also heard there were other reasons."

　"Why? Stop talking so nonsensically. I hate you."

　"Hehe, because she..."