I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

Since I only have one month to live... I might as well go all in on half a month's worth of blind boxes!

If you succeed, you will make a lot of money; if you fail, it will only be a small loss!

Anyway, one month or half a month is a dead end, so I might as well take a gamble before I die. At least I can die with dignity.

So, Chitose Noshiro decided to go all in.

[Please select your talent (three talents will be randomly refreshed each time to choose from)]

[Super Memory: Required Lifespan: Ten Years]

[San value constant: required lifespan is five years]

[Fragile: Required lifespan minus half a month]

"???"

"I choose the one who kills me."

What is this? Is it a benefit?

Besides, if you die in the simulation, you die. Who cares about life or death in the simulation... As long as you are not fragile in reality, it's fine.

[Please confirm again whether your support selection is: Birth Big Blind Box - Fragile]

"confirm!"

Following Qiansui's choice, the light screen went out at the speed of light after a brief loading.

At the moment when darkness fell, Qiansui was still silently reciting his sister's name in his heart.

After I finish this big deal, I must go home and give Xiao Jingben a good rub on the head.

Kyomoto and his mother's surname is Huizuka, and this surname seems to be cursed, as if all people with this surname will become unlucky.

His eyes became dull, and Chitose Noshiro gradually fell into coma while mumbling to himself.

……

The world is so blurry.

Noshiro Chitose forced herself to open her eyes, and what she saw was her own small hand, as big as a baby's.

[Is this... a simulation?]

It's very real, so real that it doesn't seem fake at all.

[Have I, turned into a baby? Hmm…]

She barely opened her eyes and looked around the unfamiliar bedroom.

It’s not very big... but very cozy. Is this the baby room?

It looks like it was temporarily converted from a study - ah, it seems that the blind box must have won an ordinary family.

Not a bad start, I guess it's a good deal.

After all, simulation is just a simulation. If you really choose to wander, you will be suffering... If you start wandering, you may not survive for more than a month in the first simulation.

But a wandering start seems to have fewer limitations, so you can plan it carefully in the future.

The crib beneath her was covered with a thick cotton blanket. The yellow down made Chitose feel comfortable. She tried to turn over but found that she could do nothing.

[The body is very fragile. Are all children's bodies so weak?]

The ceiling was ablaze with yellow, and the room was filled with the freshness of early spring air. Was there a heater or something working? It was a nice touch; I hadn't enjoyed that in years.

I don't know how my sister is doing now...

Time did not stop because of Qiansui's longing. While she was staring at the ceiling, the door of the nursery was already pushed open.

"Honey, the baby is awake. The little one is so quiet, not at all like her sister."

[Sister? What is a sister?]

After trying hard to move his limbs, Qiansui felt that he was as stupid as a sea fish flapping on land.

"Be good, let mommy hug you."

The woman stepped forward and easily lifted up Qiansui. Now, Qiansui had become a stupid fish struggling in the sky.

What should a baby do…cry?

Chitose tried to cry, but she couldn't, her new brain was empty.

I am very tired and want to take a nap. I would rather sleep for ten years than get up.

[I can't sleep... I want to see a few more of this simulated world. Sob loudly now, don't let your simulated parents find out.]

I can't cry.

Maybe if you think about something sad you will cry.

The woman who claimed to be her mother gently rubbed and patted her back and buttocks with her gentle hands. Chitose lay on her shoulder and tried her best to cry out loud.

Um...sad things...sad things...

During the holiday break after my third year of junior high, I had absolutely no time to play! My parents had passed away when I was in sixth grade, leaving Chitose with very few memories of them.

She works, works, works, she supports her family, she...

In the blink of an eye, she spent three years of junior high school alone.

It’s so unfair, but even though it’s so miserable, I only have one month to live.

What’s even more terrifying is that if I don’t simulate well, my sister will have to wander around in a month.

A wandering blind boy what is...

"Wow!"

This life really is getting sadder the more I think about it.

No need to hold it in anymore, just let it out like a baby.

Just cry secretly for a while, no one in the simulation will laugh at you.

The moment the baby Chitose started crying, Chitose heard another cry coming from the cradle.

"Wow!"

[The source of this voice, is it from that so-called older sister? ]

"Baby, don't cry, baby, don't cry. Hey, Yousi, come and hug Xiaosui! Xiaodeng is crying too. Raising children is such a headache, especially with twins."

Sweat was already visible between Takamatsu Guang's dark blue hair. She rolled her eyes at her husband Takamatsu Yuji and picked up another baby.

Lying on her father's shoulder, Chitose slowly stopped sobbing, her eyes caught by the little baby lying in her mother's arms.

There are only a few tufts of gray hair on her head. She is a silly little girl, but she is really cute, just as cute as her sister Kyomoto Haizuka.

The little fellow was also sucking his fingers while looking at him with his delicate pomegranate eyes.

What's her name?

"Xiao Deng, don't cry, mommy is here, mommy is here."

lamp?

What a nice name... Just as nice as my sister's name in real life.

[Attention, attention! The target has appeared, thirty centimeters to the left. The target's name is]

【Takamatsu Light】

Ch3. Indecisive Sixth Birthday

So, her name is Gao Songdeng.

Is this going to make this little baby... regretful for the rest of his life? What should I do?

……

"My name is Takamatsu Chitose, and today is my sixth birthday."

"Pause... Wait, I don't think I turned on the camera? Hmm..."

"Today is my sixth birthday. The tool I'm using to record videos is the video camera my dad bought me after he was three months old!"

Noshiro... Chitose Takamatsu held up a light blue camera and took a lot of photos of her father, Yuji Takamatsu, in the face.

"Hello, this is Takamatsu Yuji."

"Hello to you too!"

The old father in a suit put down the newspaper and smiled kindly at the camera.

He just returned home and has been very busy with work recently. The pressure of society has made the young Takamatsu Yuji look old and frail.

"This is my mom. She gave me a super big teddy bear! You have to hide it well, don't let Xiao Deng take it away and bury it in the ground."

Chitose Takamatsu came to Takamatsu Mitsuru with a camera in her hand, and Takamatsu Mitsuru responded to her with a tired smile.

"As long as Xiao Sui likes it, that's fine. But Deng wouldn't do that. Dinner is ready, go call your sister out to eat."

"Good~"

Chitose took one last look at her mother, Hikaru Takamatsu, and walked away briskly.

"That's great, little one."

"Yeah, but I feel like Xiaosui and Xiaodeng look..."

"It's becoming less and less like that?"

Takamatsu Yuji helped his wife serve the dishes, but his eyes occasionally drifted towards the children's bedroom.

"Yes, even though they are twins, they feel like they were cast from two different molds. I asked the doctor, and he said this situation does happen," Guang wiped the water droplets from his hands.

"The child's personality is completely different from ours. Who did he inherit it from? Is it your recessive gene?"

"Isn't this good? If he really inherited our personalities, I'd be in for a real headache."

"You know you can be really boring sometimes."

"I don't understand what you're talking about."

……

Away from the living room and kitchen, Takamatsu Chitose leaned against the wall and walked towards the bedroom where she and Deng slept.

The smile on her face gradually faded, and a flash of melancholy appeared in her dark red eyes that were once full of joy and innocence.

Six years have passed...

Six years have passed in a flash.

How long does it take to integrate into this family?

The answer is, just a moment is enough.

Her parents have a harmonious relationship. Her family is not rich but they will not treat her badly. She also has a step-sister who grew up with her.

All of this made her feel that her memory was still fresh. Before the tragedy happened to her family in real life, Chitose might have lived a life like this? But she could no longer remember it clearly.

This falseness was so beautiful that Chitose didn't know how to make her sister Takamatsu Deng in this virtual world regret it for the rest of her life.

I can't bring myself to do it at all.

No, not to mention whether she could do it, she was confused about how to do it.

As expected, Chitose still couldn't make others feel regretful.

Chitose Takamatsu called up the system panel, which showed the number of days that the simulation had begun and the lifespan she had gained due to making Takamatsu Deng regret it.

Six years have passed, but I haven’t gained a single second of life. What a big failure!

[Tonight...I need to think carefully about my strategy.]

As Qiansui's body gradually matures and her brain becomes more sound, her consciousness becomes clearer.

No matter how happy you are in the simulation, it is not real. You have to try your best to find a way to be happy in the real world. This is the only real thing!

Chitose held the camera and walked slowly along the wall.

This is a beautiful place. It would be nice if Xiao Jingben could join me.