I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

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　Her pupils remained dull from beginning to end, just like Chitose Noshiro's broken hearing aid.

　Standing at the horizon, she could not see anything clearly, just like she could not see her own life clearly.

　"What can I do without Xiaosui?"

　Why on earth should I come out?

　I do not know.

　Why wander at night?

　I do not know either.

　What do I know?

　"I know my little Sui is still alive!"

　When he thought of this, Shiina Riki felt full of energy again.

　It was rare that her limbs were not as stiff as a dead tree.

　Siheyu Road, Akabane District, walk forward a few hundred meters.

　Shiina Riki knew that going to find Chitose now was not a good choice.

　But she missed Chitose too much.

　She really, really, really missed Chitose.

　She hadn't seen Qiansui for half a day, but it also seemed like she hadn't seen him for decades.

　After Chitose's death, Riki became the new Chitose.

　She feeds crows, wears hearing aids, and gives a thousand years of tenderness to everyone.

　She strives to heal everyone, and to let the angelic light shine upon the suffering people in the world, but—

　Although she may have been healed, all that Shiina Riki got was a wound that continued to be torn open.

　After Chitose Noshiro's death, all the beautiful things in the world turned into ghosts in hell that took lives.

　Breathe in—breath out—breath in—

　Chitose Noshiro, please let me get closer to you.

　If you just get a little closer, I'll definitely feel...at ease.

　Shiina Riki went upstairs without any delay, following the guidance of his memory and arriving at Chitose's home in the real world.

　She kept biting her lips, and suddenly something came to her mind.

　"Really?" Li Xi didn't dare to look up at the house number of Qiansui's house. "Really, as long as I don't meet

　With me, you can live peacefully till now..."

　The first simulation told Shiina Riki that as long as she didn't meet Noshiro Chitose in junior high school, she would be able to survive to high school.

　The second simulation told Shiina Riki that as long as she hadn't caught the wings of the white crow in elementary school... she would always fly freely.

　As long as there is no Tateki Shiina, Chitose Noshiro will be happy.

　Chitose can survive as long as... himself is not there.

　"So, should I really go near her now? I..."

　The moment his fingertips touched the wooden door of Chitose's house, Li Xi got goosebumps all over his body.

　She took several steps back and squatted down in despair and helplessness.

　I want to be 30, but I don’t dare to be 30. I really want to be 30… ...

　Time did not wait for Lixi, just as ruthlessly as it took Qiansui away at the beginning.

　She felt a continuous light behind her, the dawn came, and the darkness was scared away.

　But the darkness in Shiina Riki's heart never dissipated.

　She stared blankly at Chitose's house, wishing so much that someone could take her home.

　"Xiao Sui...Xiao Sui..."

　Lixi could no longer control her crying, and her tears rolled down in large quantities, as hot and spicy as the spices prepared when cooking for Chitose.

　"Wow... How could this be? I miss you so much. I find that I can't control the urge to see you... Even if it will bring you bad luck... I'm so selfish. I really want to see you."

　click-

　Li Xi's vision was blurry, and she vaguely saw the door in front of her being pushed.

　Next, there is the figure that Shiina Tatsuki is most obsessed with in the world.

　"Lixi? Why are you crying and making a fuss at my door so early in the morning? You're acting like a little jerk."

　"I…"

　[It’s really Chitose! It’s really Chitose! ]

　Shiina Riki had a thousand words in his mind, but his first priority was to fool the other person.

　Why is Chitose awake and why are there tear marks on her face... Let's think about these questions later.

　Li Xi's brain unleashed unprecedented computing power.

　"Because, I..."

　"I had a fight with my sister! She asked me to bring someone home... so I got mad... and ran away from home!"

　Sister, I love you, but please bear this big pot for your sister's happiness in the rest of her life!

　Ch251. Nagasaki Suyo, why are you at Xiaosui's house!

　Time goes back to ten minutes ago.

　Chitose Noshiro put the cooked breakfast into the steamer to keep it warm so that they could eat it when Suyo and Kyomoto woke up.

　Today is Black Monday, the worst day in the world.

　But it's still early and not time to go to school yet. If nothing unexpected happens, she can relax a little.

　Looking at the bloodshot pupils in the dressing mirror, the six golden translucent circles were even more dazzling than the sunset.

　"Are these symbols of what I've been through?"

　From the Takamatsu house to the Nagasaki house, and from the Shiina house to the Noshiro house, he walked all the way with tears and laughter. In the end, everything turned into a golden circle floating in his red eyes.

　It's like... everything is a dream.

　It was clear that not long ago she was just a dying girl.

　As Chitose was lost in reminiscing about her past memories, the sound of fingernails scratching the door caught some of her attention.

　"Kitten? Or mouse?"

　Holding his head up and sipping coffee, Qiansui's hearing not only returned to normal level, but also returned to normal level.

　As the golden rings in her eyes increased, she found that her five senses became stronger.

　Not only that, it seems that the body has also become full of strength.

　For example, the middle finger can move hundreds of times in a few seconds!

　As Chitose approached the door, she seemed to hear the sound of a kitten running away outside.

　But, there seems to be sobbing again? Huh?

　"Could it be that Xiangzi is having a breakdown from working and is crying and sobbing like a little fish outside the house?"

　Haha.

　Chitose wanted to laugh out loud just thinking about that scene.

　She tried hard to suppress her smile and finally pressed the door handle.

　As the door opened, the tender light of dawn shone on Qiansui's feet.

　She covered her eyes, and only when her eyes adjusted to the natural light outside could she see clearly what was outside.

　"what…"

　Noshiro Chitose tilted her head.

　【It really is a black wild cat. 】

　"Lixi? What's wrong with you? You're fretting at my doorstep so early in the morning, just like a small fry."

　Chitose approached the little girl shivering in the wind and spoke softly.

　"I…"

　Li Xi's pupils shrank visibly.

　She reached out and grabbed the hem of Qiansui's skirt but finally let go.

　"Because, I..."

　"I had a fight with my sister! She was so unreasonable! She said she didn't want to get married in the future, so she told me to find a partner... I got so angry... I ran away from home!"

　"Ah?"

　Did you have a fight with your sister? This stupid girl.

　"You actually thought of coming to my house to find me after we had a fight? It seems like you really like me!"

　For some reason, when Chitose spoke to Riki in a normal tone, she suddenly wanted to cry.

　For the first time in so many years, my ears clearly captured Lixi's voice. The sound was so beautiful that it was even more moving than the wonderful music produced by the most elegant instruments.

　“喜

　joyous…"

　Li Xi's voice was very low.

　"Huh? What?"

　It was so small that it only caused a huge wave in Qiansui's heart.

　"Could it be that his eyes have become more powerful again, capturing even a small fry like Li Xi directly?"

　【I'm a little doubtful again.】

　"I... miss you so much. I don't know where else I can go in this city... Xiaosui, can I stay at your house for a few days?"

　Li Xi's eyes were filled with anticipation as she talked. She fantasized about living with Chitose again, but was afraid that Chitose might reject her.

　It’s really... so embarrassing.

　"Huh? Of course."

　It’s no big deal. I thought it was another confession.

　Chitose stretched out her hands towards Riki. Those were the hands that Shiina Riki should never touch in her life.

　But Li Xi held it without hesitation.

　At this moment, a new light finally flashed in Lixi's eyes again.

　【Little Years…】

　【In this life, I must make you happy. 】

　……

　So happy...

　"Xiao Sui...how are you so good at making coffee? It's so delicious."

　Li Xi held the ceramic cup in his hand, and the little black crow pattern on the wall of the cup made Li Xi's heart tremble.