I am the emotional sustenance of your deceased

A bit too neurotic.

"If that kind of thing is true, I probably won't forget it, Xiaosui."

Ah…Is that so?

After hearing this, Qiansui felt relieved.

I don't want to continue like this, to continue testing and suspecting.

"Suyo-chan! We've known each other for so long, huh! It's been two whole days, and yet it's still weird."

Chitose relaxed her nerves while sighing, and she hit Su Shi's heart with a sincere smile that Su Shi would never forget in her life.

"Huh? Why are you suddenly talking about this?"

"I want to say! Su Shi, come and be my friend."

"Sushi-chan has invited me so many times to be friends, but I've never taken the initiative to bring it up. I'm so remiss, so!"

All your worries, troubles, and calculations, just go away.

Qiansui was already tired of all kinds of temptations, and she suddenly hated this kind of thing.

The silver-white hair was tied into a pigtail. Chitose Noshiro shook her hair, and the pigtail sparkled with dazzling white light under the spring sunset.

"Please, all these words disappear! No matter why you, Nagasaki Suyo, like me or why you want to stay in my house... it doesn't matter anymore. I'm already very happy to be reunited with you."

As long as I can catch you again, it will be fine. Even if you are captured by the golden rings in my eyes, that is my ability for a thousand years!

The golden circle eyes represent the glory of Chitose Noshiro fulfilling her duties as a bad woman many times. This is a symbol of shameful glory.

It was the mark left by her desperate attempt to survive.

"Nagasaki Suyo, my name is Noshiro Chitose, and I want to be your lifelong friend, just like the life we ​​just talked about with Deng and the others. Come, give me your life."

And you, Nagasaki Suyo...

Since everyone has a high level of favorability towards her, Chitose Noshiro might as well not act anymore.

She released her slightly stronger emotions without any scruples.

In fact, Chitose had wanted to say this to Su Shi for a long time... In fact, every day after the simulation ended, Chitose wanted to swear a lifetime commitment with Su Shi.

But she couldn't do that, because she had no official background. Now she can.

The relationship between Su Shi and Deng and the others was repaired.

Su Shi also had a relationship with him.

Thanks to the favor of the God of Destiny, Nagasaki Suyo was sent to my home, Chitose Noshiro.

Thanks to Ms. Nagasaki, you have successfully turned your daughter into a love-deprived fool, a loser who is easily attracted to bad women and will be deceived as soon as she sees a bad woman like me!

"Come on, Sushi, we can be good friends forever. We will be best friends. Is this the life you have been waiting for?"

"Promise me, Su Shi, don't get involved with me. I'm as dazzling as the sun, and you know you can't live without me. But if you blindly approach me, I'm afraid you'll get burned. Don't become addicted to me, or you'll feel your life is dull without me."

After receiving the system's reply, the emotions that Chitose Noshiro had been suppressing towards everyone in her heart were almost uncontrollable.

She used to use new simulations to relieve the emotions caused by experiences such as death and farewell... Every time she ended a simulation, she would experience the real feeling of death, which was short but fatal.

This time, Chitose did not continue the simulation, so Su Shi, who was caught in the crossfire, became an outlet for Chitose's emotions.

"Me! Is this true? Can we be friends for life? You're not lying to me, are you? I... no one has ever told me that we'd be friends for life... Really... You're not lying..."

Nagasaki Suyo hesitated, her brain short-circuited.

"No way! Xiao Sushi!"

Chitose Noshiro had restrained her expression, and her smile held a mysterious meaning that was difficult for anyone to fathom.

It was like the relieved smile of a hunter after his disguise was torn off.

"I will never, ever... lie to you. Let's be friends for life..."

Ch183. Happy weekend, my brown-haired, blue-eyed girl

Haha.

In fact, the pressure that Su Shi brought to himself was really huge.

After two days of dealing with her head-on, I was really on the verge of collapse.

Not being able to go on with the daily life that is so familiar to someone you are so familiar with... This is like exiling Chitose to the desert and letting her stare at mineral water but not letting her drink it.

What's even more torturous is that she can't accept the other person's heavy feelings calmly.

Years of simulation have helped Chitose Noshiro develop many habits...including being cautious.

Reason tells Qiansui that Su Shi's affection for him is of unknown origin and the system's words may be true or false.

But emotion is strangling rationality all the time.

She wants to spend a good time with Su Shi in their daily youth.

She really wants...

She only has twenty more years to live as a substitute for Qiansui. If the simulation suddenly disappears, she really won't live past forty.

Chitose knew that he had an obligation to live every day as if it were his last.

That's why she felt even worse.

What she needs is the daily life of youth! Not a life full of intrigue and caution.

If he doesn't break this strange barrier between him and Su Shi... Chitose will be suffocated.

Especially with the arrival of Lixi and Deng today, Chitose realized even more that this was the life she wanted.

Enjoying every second of daylight with a group of girls is one of the reasons why she can live on behalf of Chitose.

Chitose had to admit that he was really lucky.

Because... Nagasaki Suyo just happens to fall for this.

[Faced with my heavy words, which were almost as heavy as your words that day... Nagasaki Suyo, what is your choice!]

"Okay... lifelong friends... I want to be friends with Xiao Sui for life..."

[Took the bait. 】

[As expected, Su Shi, I am the one who knows you best in the world. ]

This life will not be short. No.

Qiansui smiled with relief, and the golden circles in his pupils were surprisingly bright in the dim environment.

That's the way it is.

……

At night, the lights in Noshiro's house were not turned on.

"We can always run faster tomorrow, stretch our arms longer, until one beautiful morning—"

"So, we braced ourselves and bravely moved forward, but it was like rowing against the current, constantly being pushed back to the past."

The picture on the TV gradually faded, and in the end only the movie title remained on the white screen.

“The Great Gatsby”

The white light shone on the faces of Chitose, Suyo and Kyomoto, and Nagasaki Suyo, who was crying like a little cat... was exposed.

Ah, what a familiar scene. Maybe I have experienced this with someone else before.

Chitose tilted her head, she knew the answer to this question.

It's her lovely girl with teardrop mole.

"How's it going, Suyo-chan, Kyomoto-chan! Chitose has excellent taste in movies, doesn't she?"

Kyomoto couldn't see the images, so Chitose would narrate them to him orally.

There are some concepts that are difficult to understand, so Chitose will use black humor and hell jokes to assist Kyomoto in his analysis.

They often watched movies together, and Chitose would always feel dry in the mouth after watching a good movie.

"It's very beautiful. Xiao Sui has good taste."

Su Shi——

She couldn't even imagine the current situation.

After the dinner table conversation, the two of them talked a lot and greatly deepened their understanding of each other.

Their relationship is getting better! Su Shi is very happy to see this change.

The experience of truly integrating into the other person's world is so happy.

While Su Shi was still immersed in the emotions brought by the movie and the warmth brought to her by Xiao Sui, Noshiro Chitose spoke.

"Xiao Sushi, there's no need to go see Sister Nagasaki... Auntie. She must be very lonely in the hospital alone."

"Ah...I..."

When was my mother admitted to the hospital?

Su Shi was stunned for a moment.

Uh, that’s not right. It seems that it was indeed a lie that I made up that day when I was not in a clear mind and relied on my amazing wisdom.

"I say... although it's new for Sushi-chan to make friends, but... please pay more attention to your family."

Chitose didn't look at Su Shi. She held Kyomoto and stared at the TV screen in front of her.

The screen is now announcing the show, and the long list of names makes people dizzy.

"But the age—"

But they are my family.

"Different Su Shi, different. I know what you want to say. Thank you for your love. I also like you as a new friend, but... please take good care of your parents. They are the people in the world who most want to see you, friends or whatever..."

"You can let me go for a while. I won't run away anyway. Li Xi and Deng will be waiting for you where you can see me. To everyone, Su Shi is a friend who will never be abandoned."

"Huh? Sigh."

"Let's go, Sushi. I've been taking you in for two days. Your emotions should have been adjusted by now."

Anyway, Chitose Noshiro's mood has adjusted.

She returned to her former state of being a "stress-free person".

"Then, can I stay at Xiaosui's house again in the future? I...I really like this feeling, but no one has ever allowed me to do this since I was a child."

"Of course, why not? Kyomoto and I don't have parents, and our guardian relatives have also run away."

Noshiro Chitose rested her hands on the back of her head, and spoke in a calm tone as if she was telling a trivial matter.

"Xiao Sui's family...I'm sorry."

"It's no big deal, life still has to go on, just like Gatsby in the movie."

Chitose pointed at the black screen of the TV, and at this time, Kyomoto answered the question first.

"I know, I know! Even if that idiot protagonist loses his best friend, he will continue to live with that person's will and spirit... Is that what you want to say, sister?"

"Yes, yes, as expected of my sister who can replace Qiansui, she is smart and resourceful."

The interaction between the two sisters is so heartwarming, Su Shi is very envious.

But she already understands what she needs to do now.

"It's been so troublesome these past two days. Thank you very much for helping me adjust."

Nagasaki Suyo stood up and bowed deeply.

"Hahaha, Xiao Sushi, I thought you were going to kneel down. To be honest, I'm almost having a stress reaction from you kneeling down."

My own high stress level might be related to some of Su Shi's strong measures... but that sounds like shirking responsibility.

Qiansui saw Su Shi out the door and gave him a brief hug before leaving.

"Then... can I come see you again on Monday? I want to be with you..."

cohabitation.