Honkai Simulator, why is it always me who is the Herrscher?

Because for Qianjie, collapse is the reason for his birth.

Long, long ago on another planet, humans bred these warriors to fight against the Honkai.

Born to fight, and should die to fight.

Unfortunately, he was unable to achieve his wish after being defeated in the war, and was sent off the planet by his friends, surviving in disgrace.

He was like a Greshu from another civilization, no, a Kosmo from another civilization.

As an executor of the Ark Project, he drifted to a civilization on another planet.

But as a soldier, he had no intention of executing the plan, only fighting.

Moreover, it is a battle for the mother planet.

If the Herrster of Ice had not appeared nearby, he might have been tied up in this tribe for the rest of his life, waiting for a death that would never come.

The collapse would awaken his fighting spirit, but Ye Changan erased his mission here.

That's good, isn't it?

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Starting his wandering journey again, Ye Changan still buried record players all over the world.

As for Eden in Starlight City, he's been acting a bit strange lately, often losing his focus.

"Eden, you're distracted again. What are you thinking about?"

Yi Guang, who had grown into a young girl, asked beside him, her tone gentle, but she no longer had the silly and cute look she had as a child.

"Huh? No, nothing."

Eden came back to his senses and shook his head, unwilling to explain the picture that came to his mind when he was distracted. He just looked at Yi Guang with a complicated look in his eyes.

She always felt that Yi Guang should be a boy rather than a girl.

But physical things could not be changed by her will, which made her feel helpless.

Of course, this doesn't mean that she has any special feelings for Yi Guang, but recently some memories that don't match reality keep popping up in her mind.

In that memory, she had a close relationship with a boy who looked very much like Yi Guang, and they often played music together.

And it was in the school that he was most familiar with.

It seemed as if the boy was in this school, but he wasn't.

His name seems to be... Chang'an.

"Yi Guang, do you still remember the boy who looked very similar to you when we were little?"

"A boy who looks like me? Oh, you mean Chang'an? I thought you had forgotten him."

"Where do you think he would be now?"

"I don't know either. It would have been nice if I had left my contact information at that time."

"...I probably couldn't have stayed. We were all still young at the time and didn't have cell phones."

"It's true that he doesn't have a cell phone, but he knows my home landline number."

"Did he call?"

"No."

"Oh~"

Eden felt a little lost, and Yi Guang was about the same, but better than Eden.

The two of them walked home side by side in silence, and no one spoke again.

Until Yi Guang was about to return home, he spoke

"Eden, there's something I need to tell you."

"what's up?"

"That's right, I might go to Germany."

"Huh? Why are you going there suddenly?"

“Because I want to study abroad there.”

They are about to enter high school, and they have different opinions on their future choices.

It was impossible for Eden to accompany Yi Guang to study in Germany, and the best friends who had known each other since kindergarten had to face separation.

After Yi Guang went abroad to study, Eden became a little lonely at school.

Although there were many people who wanted to make friends with her, she politely declined and kept to herself.

He often gets distracted during class every day, looking out the window as if he is not listening to the class at all.

She didn't need to attend classes because she had already learned all these things in her memory.

I learned it with that Changan.

“It always feels like those things are real.”

She went to the small villa in the school, which no longer belonged to her.

After begging and coaxing my parents, I finally got the money to buy the house.

Living alone was so lonely and she was not used to it.

"If Chang'an were here, would he and I become the couple in my dreams?"

In her second year of high school, she had become a couple with Ye Changan in her memory deviation.

The life in memory is much happier than the reality.

"Sword Heart Technique... Chang'an Law..."

Eden knew the formula and melody in the memory deviation, but he was a little skeptical whether this thing really had such magical effects.

After all, it is something in memory, as illusory as a dream.

Even though the performance was beautiful, I always felt like something was missing.

“…Chang’an~”

She missed Chang'an in her memory more and more, but she never had the chance to see him.

"Will he have these hallucinations like I do?"

Eden remembered the Chang'an he met in his childhood and was very uncertain about it.

After all, there is no chance to meet him again to confirm it.

On her eighteenth birthday, she went home alone to hold her coming-of-age ceremony, and she wasn't very happy.

She was very happy on this day in her memory deviation.

On his birthday night, Eden lay alone, unable to sleep, tormented by his memory discrepancy.

"Ahhhh, what is this?"

A lot of things happened that night, which made the innocent Eden blush and unable to accept it.

She drank alcohol for the first time, otherwise she couldn't sleep.

In her intoxicated state, she seemed to really see Chang'an right beside her, sleeping soundly.

"This feels so good."

It's the feeling of being intoxicated, and also the feeling of Chang'an being by my side.

She went to the artist agency to sign a contract and chose Tianyin Media, and her agent was still Marys.

But the treatment is completely different from what is described in the memory bias.

She cannot debut as a member of a group alone, and she cannot use the name Never Sleeps Chang'an.

Moreover, he was inexperienced and signed a contract he didn't like, in which he was required to sing pop songs, otherwise there would be no contract.

She didn't want to sing this on stage and would rather not sing it.

Anyway, I have already sung it with Chang'an in my memory bias.

But the gap between memory and reality is not pleasant, and Eden feels that this cannot go on forever.

So she terminated her contract with the agency, stayed silent for two months, and decided to take a realistic step.

She took the initiative to contact and participate in a charity performance, singing her favorite classical music.

It was a huge success and became popular on the same day.

"If I become more famous, will Chang'an notice it?"

She murmured in a drunken state, intending to continue on the path of music and let the man who might exist notice her.

Because she had met Ye Changan once in her childhood, she made this decision during a performance.

Play Chang'an music.

It became an instant hit, with many people asking about the name of the song.

"It's called... Chang'an Law."

Eden said the original name and people liked it.

During the heated discussion, someone mentioned the words "Chang'an Never Sleeps", which attracted a lot of discussion.

These are the people who are discussing it who have memory bias.

They were also wondering why this happened and why Eden debuted alone.

Where did Chang'an go?

Eden received many such questions in her private messages, but she didn't reply because she didn't know either.

But among the many private messages, she chose one to reply.

[Eden, I'm Mobius. Do you have any idea about Chang'an's whereabouts?]

【Sorry, I don’t have one. I’d also like to know where he is. 】

After receiving the reply, Mebius immediately became alert and typed on his phone:

[I think I've met him once before. Are you interested in chatting in person?]

Of course Eden was interested, as she also had some interactions with Mebius in her memory deviation.

So the two women made an appointment to meet at a place, and after chatting for a while, they found that each other showed signs of memory bias.

"Tell me, could the things in the memory deviation be our past lives? Otherwise, how could we have something in common?"

Mebius asked wisely. Eden couldn't be sure, but thought it was possible.

"Mebius, you said you'd seen him before, what's going on?"

"…It's a long story, just listen to me."

Mebius recalled the past and still expressed gratitude to Ye Changan in his words.

Her father recovered from his illness and became the amiable man he used to be.

So she did not run away from home to engage in academic research, nor did she join the Fire Moth, but she is still a top scholar in the academic world.

"By the way, I dug out something at that time. It seems that he buried it. Come and take a look."

Mebius took Eden home and took out his most treasured possession, the record player.

"This thing makes no sound at all, but it's working. Check to see if the record is broken."

“…It’s not bad, this record is good.”

"Then why is it silent?"

"Maybe it's a record that has no sound to begin with."

"...Why bury it if there's no sound? It's so mysterious."

"I do not know either."

Without being able to hear the sound, there was no way to determine the content, and Eden was helpless.