You say this is a love game?
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Once he has digested it, he will be able to take back all those latent obsessions... and all the spiritual power from them!
The divine body, divine soul, and the power of the divine soul, when combined into one, is the true "Dahuojinri God"!
As for the fact that the divine body failed to reach its peak... this can only be compensated for later.
Yashimazu has experienced two accidents, and now he has completely realized that there is no such thing as foolproof. When facing such a great undertaking, all he should do is "succeed."
As for whether the success is complete, that is something that needs to be considered afterwards. If he fails, he will be shattered. How can he wait leisurely for "absolute safety"?
"incubation……"
Now, only the final moment remains.
Waiting for the hatching of the divine body.
he murmured.
As for Mai Yajima, her body was completely dissolved the moment it was swallowed by the God's Egg.
Just like a flesh and blood body falling into magma, there is no way that the human body can survive the "digestion" of the gods.
But for Mai Yajima, she was not dead.
Those chaotic substances hidden beneath the flesh, like resin or gelatin... these things that symbolize the "essence" of Mai Yajima cannot be digested by the divine body.
Because this is part of the divine body.
Strictly speaking, this divine body of Daihozu Hikami was originally the divine body of Yajima Mai - her legitimacy was even higher than the forty-two obsessions in the school building. After all, she was the divine soul that was re-born from the divine body when the divine soul was missing, that is, the original chaotic consciousness of this body.
She simply returned to her divine body.
Her existence will not disappear, but her consciousness will be suppressed and then gradually erased...
At this moment, she seemed to have truly fallen into a dream.
She dreamed it all.
The birth of Mai Yajima originated from the event a hundred years ago when the divine body gave birth to the divine soul again. The chaotic consciousness born at that moment was the truth about Mai Yajima.
Strictly speaking, she is also a centenarian.
But during these hundred years, her consciousness has only remained in the chaotic instinct. She has no self-awareness, personality, or memory, and she is not even a beast.
The moment she truly possessed her "self" was actually the moment when she was still the real Mai Yajima, putting on the mask and dying.
She is exactly the same as the original owner.
She has no experience or life of her own... All her memories and experiences come from the original owner. It can even be said that she is the new Mai Yajima born from the combination of her soul and the life of Mai Yajima.
So, all she could dream about were actually stories about Mai Yajima.
Loving parents, a happy family, her mother's serious illness and death, her father's illness due to overwork... a life picture from bright to dark slowly unfolded before her. By the year when the girl was sixteen, the girl who was completely desperate for the world finally put on a mask and died in a corner where no one cared.
Before she died, the girl thought about three years ago.
At that time, her father had not yet died of overwork, and although the shadow of her mother's death had begun to hang over the family, the girl's life was still in a period of transition and had not really fallen into darkness.
It was also at that time that she met someone.
Noble, beautiful, confident, calm... almost every positive description imaginable can be given to the girl who is as warm and dazzling as the sun. She just appears in front of the girl, holding candy and a mask in her hands.
The girl said, you can only choose one.
Candy that symbolizes "love".
A mask that symbolizes "God".
"You look like you're dying."
The girl did not make a choice at the first time, but said so.
It is a fact that anyone who sees the girl will know that she will not live long... This feeling comes from an instinct deep in the heart and does not even require any judgment.
"I am indeed dying, but what does that have to do with me wanting to give you a gift?"
"Come on, choose."
The girl did not understand what love was, nor did she understand what God was, but she ultimately chose the mask. The fancy mask seemed to better make up for the girl's gradually becoming empty and boring heart.
She finally asked, "What if I chose candy?"
The girl said: "After I die, a boy will become very lonely. If you take the candy, you will meet a knight who is willing to protect you for the rest of your life."
Then there will be no regrets.
Why do I suddenly have no regrets?
Maybe she doesn't like "love" that comes out of nowhere.
What happens next?
"From now on, isn't it the story of God?"
A familiar voice came to my ears.
At first, Yajima Mai was wondering why the voice sounded so familiar.
When she turned around and saw that familiar figure, she realized... Isn't this the voice of "Yajima Mai"?
"Lord Kami."
In front of her, the girl with a hint of sadness in her eyes was standing there in front of her.
"Master Shen, I never thought I would actually get to meet you like this."
The girl, who was supposed to become a Buddha and pass away, had her soul captured by the connection between her spirit and the crack, grasped tightly by the instinct of the crack, and filled into the blood pool of the cherry tree.
The original owner, Mai, had also been immersed in filth and darkness, replacing her soul. Influenced by this experience, she seemed to understand more of the situation. She wasn't panicking about the current situation, but simply looked at Yajima Mai with a hint of apology, lowering her eyes slightly.
Real clothes...
If she is Zhenyi, then what am I?
Mai Yajima stared at the other person's soul, and when she lowered her eyes again, she vaguely realized that her current posture was full of dim light, like a ball of darkness mixed with scarlet light. The darkness without a fixed shape was still twisting, and the moment when bubbles gushed out and burst was like eyes opening and closing.
After being "Yajima Mai" for a few months, she really thought she was a "human".
But how is it possible?
Just like the true appearance of her soul now, the so-called "Yajima Mai" is just the skin she wears on the outside for disguise. Her true inner self is just like it is now, chaotic, filthy, evil... She is a god formed from the filth of the dead, and naturally stands on the opposite side of beauty.
The person standing in front of her is the real "Yajima Mai".
The soul, the appearance, the figure... are all so beautiful.
Mai Yajima found it difficult to understand her own thoughts at the moment. This chaotic darkness seemed to be afraid of something and curled up like a pangolin. The soul of the original owner approached her, and she moved away cautiously, making indistinct murmurs.
But Mai's soul did not despise her.
The soul of this girl, after experiencing despair and being immersed in the filth of the dead for months, now sees the God to whom she has entrusted everything, and he sits down with her, gazing at the stories that belong to "Yajima Mai".
no doubt.
This is happiness.
Mai Yajima does not carry the sadness and despair of the original owner. She is a brand new self-consciousness. From the moment she was born, she has been looking forward to the beauty of the world and is willing to run and pursue it.
The girl's soul just watched quietly.
Ignore the bloody scenes of revenge and just look at Mai Yajima's "happiness".
Mai Yajima held her face against his, celebrating joyfully like a comedian...
Mai Yajima asked various search engines about how to "be a human being" and how to "fall in love", and finally practiced several GalGames. She finally understood the secret of "killing men" and confidently charged towards the cold BOSS in the class.
Suffering Waterloo, suffering Waterloo again, suffering a fierce Waterloo, and still Waterloo, an insurmountable Waterloo...
The original girl just stared at it intently.
This is clearly my own face.
But watching the scenes that kept appearing in my memory, it felt like I was watching another person's love story... and it was a funny romantic comedy.
The abrupt confession even scared the boy.
The spirit of never giving up, to put it nicely is perseverance, to put it bluntly why does it make you look like a nympho?
The proposals from the Love Activities Club were even more astonishing to the girl. Just thinking about it was hilarious, and she wondered how the members in her memory could hold back on such outlandish ideas...
puff...
Not an illusion.
Mai Yajima approached cautiously and found that the usually gloomy girl was actually smiling, as if she was amused by her.
"Is it that funny?"
She muttered, and now she started to mutter again.
"Also, I clearly succeeded... This proves that my strategy was right. Didn't I successfully steal Makoto's heart..."
It was her stubborn attitude that made the girl laugh even more wildly.
What is she laughing at?
The girl's soul turned her head, and the way she smiled finally looked somewhat familiar to Mai Yajima. She smiled with this face every day, and she really couldn't get used to seeing the girl frowning with this face just now.
"It's because God-sama succeeded in the end that it's worth laughing at."
"why?"
“Because it’s something to be happy about.”
The girl shook her head gently and whispered, "It seems that you are not trapped by my previous life... You have found your own happiness, Master Shen."
"The gift I gave you is finally valuable."
On that day, she dedicated her life to "God-sama" and wrote her wishes in her diary.
She sincerely wished God well, hoping that she could find happiness in this sad life.
"This is enough."
"At least I was able to help you, Master Shen, at the last moment."
The girl raised her hand, as if wanting to hold Yajima Mai's hand, and gently placed it on the invisible darkness.
With her touch, she finally caught Yajima Mai.
At this moment, she placed her forehead against the dark spirit.
The darkness on Mai Yajima's body gradually shrank and twisted, and finally took on the appearance of a young girl.
"I told you I'll give you everything I have, Lord Kami."
Memory, life, future, happiness...
Everything she could give, she would give to Yajima Mai.
"There's no doubt about it, you are 'Mai Yajima'."
"Don't give up either. It's not time for you to give up yet."
It was not until this moment that Yajima Mai vaguely realized what was happening.
After death, the girl was treated as a substitute for the soul and soaked in the filthy quagmire for several months. Her understanding of certain things even surpassed that of her original soul.
Through her communication, Yajima Mai finally had a clear understanding of the current situation.
She was devoured.
Even the "self" is suppressed, floating in this chaotic memory until it meets the end of complete extinction.
"I……"
What does Yajima Mai's soul look like?
The soul is the true appearance of a living being, and Mai Yajima is the spirit.
In the chaotic state without "self", her soul once showed an amorphous dark outline, but the problem was that she had clearly gained "self" before.
Relying on the life and memories of "Yajima Mai", Yajima Mai gained the form of a soul.
Her soul had already taken on the appearance of a young girl.
Compared to the real Mayi, her soul is even more cheerful, lively, and girlish.
However, after being swallowed by the divine body and completely digested, her soul fell into an illusion again, was suppressed into its original form, and even immersed in this repetitive environment, waiting for death to come.
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