I am your deceased love sustenance 1

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The girl knocked the other girl down, using the white-haired girl as a cushion and hugging the gray-haired girl.

Such a familiar...feeling of falling!

During the brief process of falling, an incredible feeling of familiarity welled up in Chitose Noshiro's heart.

[Ah… This feels familiar. Was this how I fell down at the dock after getting drunk that day?]

There was another thud, and they landed.

Chitose was pinned beneath the little penguin, and the contents of their bags were scattered all over the floor.

Did I forget to take anything out of my bag when I came back from the hospital that day? I can't remember.

"hiss…"

Sparse sunlight slipped in from the glass windows in the corridor, illuminating the crisscross dark green mid-calf socks of Chitose Noshiro and Tomoe Takamatsu.

Their four legs were intertwined, their bodies pressed tightly together, and their heartbeats seemed to resonate at this moment.

"Hey! Sorry, sorry... little...ah, classmate, are you... okay?"

In a hurry and confusion, Deng hurriedly took his hands off Qiansui.

"Me? I'm fine. Are you okay?"

When Noshiro Chitose saw clearly that the person coming was Takamatsu Touma, her heart sank at first, and then she forced a smile.

However, in Gao Songdeng's opinion, the other party was in so much pain that he couldn't laugh anymore.

"I'm taking you to the infirmary! I'm so, so sorry!"

I almost killed Chitose Noshiro on the first day of school... Takamatsu Touma! You deserve to die!

This is reality, there aren't that many thousand-year-olds for you to kill!

Deng originally wanted to pull Chitose up, but the familiar smell surrounding her nose made her body go limp.

[It's unmistakable! This is the scent of Noshiro Chitose! It's not as hot as the adult version, but the high school version is still pretty sweet...]

"Pfft, you're concerned about me first? You seem to be feeling well. How about I take you to the infirmary?"

Chitose Noshiro relied on his strong character that had been tempered through thousands of trials and tribulations to adjust his condition.

She put on a mask called attitude, and attitude is also a mask of the heart.

Deng was picked up by Qiansui. Looking at the person in his dream whom he had been thinking about day and night so close to him, Gao Song Deng suddenly felt dry in his eyes.

She had simply seen Chitose enter the schoolyard and wanted to take a peek from afar. Just one glimpse would have been enough... but who would have thought that as she was walking down the stairs, she'd miss a step and nearly take Chitose with her...

I really shouldn't get close to him!

But...eh?

Suddenly, many unforgettable scenes flashed before Deng's eyes.

The utility room, the flying papers, the collision of seniors and juniors, and...

Deng’s hand was suddenly held, and the touch was so familiar, so soft and warm... It was the hand of a year-old!

She raised her head, and the pomegranate and burgundy colors met again.

Gao Songdeng saw Chitose Noshiro's lips trembling:

"My name is Chitose Noshiro, and I'm a student in Class A, Grade 1 at Hanegaoka! Please take care of me!"

"Oh, oh...oh, my name is Takamatsu Touma..."

Such a familiar conversation! Really familiar!

Deng's heart was beating wildly and her pupils were trembling violently.

"I'm also... a student in Class A, Grade 1..."

Ch114. Attack! The strongest form of Takamatsu Touma!

My name is Gao Songdeng, I have been in this house for six years, and it’s nice to meet you again...my sister.

My name is Takamatsu Deng, I have been working here for four years, and it’s nice to meet you again...my junior.

No matter how many times Deng is given the choice, she will still hold Chitose Noshiro's hand.

Even though she knew that a good ending might not exist.

But instead of backing off again, Deng just wanted to seize the opportunity.

Takamatsu Deng helped Chitose clean up the stationery and notebooks scattered on the ground, and her bag also fell apart during the collision.

I hope I don’t accidentally put some of Chitose’s things into my bag.

Deng subconsciously thought that she had returned to the storage room of the company in her dream, but after shaking her head, she remembered that this was school and reality.

That's the way it is.

……

Deng's heart was beating wildly.

The little heart that had suffered countless traumas in the week received a rare healing at this moment.

Deng walked in front of Chitose, holding his hands together in front of his chest.

[Surprisingly...she actually called him Noshiro Chitose...]

It was actually real! It was the real Chitose Noshiro! It was… the Chitose Noshiro from her dreams!

Although the other party didn’t know him... Deng felt a little depressed.

An unfamiliar acquaintance, a familiar stranger... What a terrible combination of words, I never expected it to happen to me.

"Takamatsu-san, please watch the road."

"Call me Deng...don't call me...Takamatsu-kun."

Eh?

This time it was Chitose Noshiro whose heart was pounding.

Looking at Takamatsu Deng with tears in his eyes, Chitose suddenly seemed to be pulled back to that night.

Deng drank too much that night. What did I say to Deng that night?

It felt as if there were hundreds of Shiina Riki jumping up and down in her heart, but Noshiro Chitose still looked calm on the surface.

That night I said...

"Just call me Tomo... I don't want you to say Takamatsu-kun or anything like that."

Yes, I said that myself...

Is this a coincidence?

"Eh? So, Xiao Deng?"

"Ok!"

Gao Songdeng smiled with satisfaction.

But now she had her back turned, and Chitose couldn't see her expression.

"In exchange, please call me Sui-san... I'm not used to being called by my last name either."

"Okay! T-t ...

It was almost time for class. Today was the report day, and everyone was waiting in the classroom for their homeroom teacher.

Chitose and Deng should be the last batch of students who have not yet entered the classroom, right?

Chitose subconsciously wanted to hold Takamatsu Deng's little hand.

He stretched his hand into the air but retracted it again.

She was very cautious and didn't let anyone notice anything.

[Light... Is this you in high school? ]

[Although I know you haven't experienced the same simulation as me... I still want to make it up to you.]

[Everything in the simulation is fake, everything in reality is real.]

[So this time in high school, I want you to have a happy time! ]

I've been with you through your childhood and adulthood, and I'll be with you through your adolescence too!

Deng...you are a big fool like me!

Fortunately, it was Takamatsu Touma who was walking in front, so Noshiro Chitose rarely had to make herself look calm.

The corners of her lips kept trembling.

Fragments of past memories keep appearing in my mind, they are complex and precious.

light.

It’s great to meet you again.

I'm really grateful for your existence. The world was dim and dark, and when I met you again...

I just realized how unforgettable you are to me.

……

Returning to the classroom, the head teacher introduces himself, classmates introduce themselves to each other, and then go to listen to the opening ceremony. This is the main process of today.

It was the same old thing, Chitose had experienced it once or twice in the simulation.

Chitose Noshiro was half-lying on the table, and in front of her was Takamatsu Touma.

Phew, what a perfect position! This way I can do some little things behind her after class!

For example, braiding her hair, tickling her calves with my feet... these are things I've always wanted to do in the simulation! Unfortunately, I didn't have time.

When they get to know each other better, I will definitely play a good trick on Gao Songdeng!

Noshiro Chitose covered her chest.

[This has nothing to do with other factors... I just want to do this because I like lights very much. ]

In order to atone for her sins, and also out of a genuine desire to create a common story with the other party... Chitose Noshiro wants to become friends with the victims outside of the simulation.

If...is it possible?

Well... we may not necessarily meet each other. After all, fate is such a mysterious thing.

In the real world, there is no need for any disguise... She is no longer someone's sister, colleague, mother, or white moonlight. She is just a little girl named Chitose Noshiro.

Chitose has begun to enjoy his life.

She now has plenty of life and ability to do what she wants.

But the situation was not so good for Gao Songdeng in front of her.

"This is?"

Deng took out a strange piece of paper from his bag.

She thought that this was Qiansui's thing and she should return it quickly, but she still glanced at it subconsciously.

"!!!"

Does this look like a page from a hospital examination report?

What's up, Xiaosui? Are you sick?

Haha…it shouldn't be anything serious. Is it just a cold? Or a fever…maybe the flu…ah, could it be that some organ is failing? Uh…

Cancer, fractures, inflammation…

Countless diseases flashed through Gao Songdeng's mind. She began to feel anxious and her fingers kept moving across the table.

She has lost Xiaosui twice, and she is really scared.

If I lose Xiaosui again... in reality!

Gao Songdeng is really going to collapse.