I am your deceased love sustenance 1

Didn’t you say recently that your legs were a little painful?

Looks a bit thinner too.

Su Shi regretted not staying at home with Qiansui today, but when she thought about being able to accompany her mother after achieving something... she stopped worrying about it.

"Mom has always taught me to go my own way and keep moving forward, right?" Su Shi closed the door and murmured to herself in front of the mirror.

"If I just stay by my mother's side and do nothing, I'll probably disappoint her."

Su Shi doesn't care whether anyone is disappointed or not, except her mother.

Especially Chitose's mother.

She, Nagasaki Suyo, must make Noshiro Chitose proud! After all, she once said so.

You see her shadow in me, don't you?

Faced with the choice between accompanying his family or making great achievements, Su Shi hesitated and chose the latter.

She knew her mother would fully support her!

While taking a bath, Nagasaki Suyo would look out the door from time to time, secretly hoping that her mother would come in and take a bath with her like she did when she was a child.

But this is just a fantasy after all.

Taking a hot bath is very comfortable, allowing Su Shi to gradually relax after a tiring day.

She no longer thought about anything about the band. After all, the band was just a tool to help her realize her personal value.

When you don't need them anymore, it's okay to abandon them.

For the sake of his own [home], Su Shi can ignore everything.

But, when I think of the band, I think of Xiaoxiang.

That enthusiastic and kind girl had a very similar experience to hers.

"and many more!"

A terrible idea suddenly appeared in Su Shi's mind.

"If she goes through the same experience...will she also be lacking love?"

They wouldn't really come to steal my mother, would they? Although they did a lot of little tricks.

Ch101. Ms. Nagasaki, I like you

Soyorin: Mom, our rehearsal went smoothly today.

【Soyorin: Mom, what are you doing? Have you eaten yet? 】

Soyorin: Mom, I missed you so much, but I didn’t have time to message you because I was rehearsing... Did you sleep?

Qiansui snuggled in bed, looking at the long string of messages sent by Su Shi.

It was already late at night, but the little guy opposite was still tirelessly talking to her.

Really... so clingy.

Noshiro Chitose was about to reply but was interrupted by an incoming phone call.

"Hello? Nagasaki-san? What's wrong?"

Oh no, Big Nagasaki and Little Nagasaki are bothering me again.

"Um...ah, Xiao Sui, you haven't slept yet?"

There was a sound of something banging on the table from the other end of the phone, but there was no noise in the background.

Is Nagasaki-san drinking alone?

"Yeah, I can't sleep."

"So, is the report about you leaving the company true? Are you really going to quit..."

The loneliness on the other end of the phone was hard to conceal. Sister Nagasaki rarely revealed her inner emotions so easily.

The last time she saw this happen was when she divorced her ex-husband.

"Well, after all, my health is failing. I really can't keep working anymore."

This is a lie. Chitose no longer needs Nagasaki-san. This is just a way of cutting off ties and putting pressure on Nagasaki-san.

After all, I put this [pressure] on Nagasaki-san, and maybe one day this pressure will be transferred to Su Shi.

This will become the life span she can obtain on behalf of Chitose in the future.

"Well... have a good rest. Do you need me to go to the hospital with you?"

Sister Nagasaki, what is this big sister in my eyes thinking?

Qiansui didn't know, but she guessed that the other person must be quite lonely.

During the years she worked for Ms. Nagasaki, she not only served as their nanny and housekeeper, but also was Ms. Nagasaki's subordinate, housekeeper, close friend, best friend, psychological counselor, life assistant, maid, secretary, and instigator of divorce.

I left because the other party's value to me was close to zero, but I should still be very valuable to Ms. Nagasaki.

Lately, my partner has been jokingly calling me his wife, which is really interesting.

"No, I'm just not feeling well. Maybe I can go back to work after recuperating for a while."

Chitose Noshiro couldn't help but smile as she looked at Xiao Su Shi who was busy running around in the chat interface.

This chat software is really interesting. As long as you read the message, it will show [Read].

Su Shi’s reaction to the situation where the message was read but not replied was so cute.

Ms. Nagasaki on the other end of the phone had no idea that Chitose was watching her daughter's fun. She was silent for a long time before she spoke slowly.

"Haha, good... Xiao Sui really needs a good rest... I've troubled you so much these years... Xiao Sui doesn't even have time for a relationship, I'm really remiss as your boss."

In the dim bedroom, Chitose suddenly came up with another interesting idea.

Anyway, the simulation doesn't last long...

Why not try something big?

Chitose also followed Nagasaki's example and remained silent until the other party said she wanted to hang up the phone, then she spoke.

"Um... sis...it's not like I don't have someone I'm pursuing...it's just that the person I like is destined to never be with me."

"Oh? Why? If you like someone, just go after them."

"What if... it's unrealistic?"

"How can it be unrealistic? I've been through it all, and I've seen everything! Talk to me now."

"Ah... what should I say then?"

"Talk, talk."

"The person I like is an older sister. She takes good care of me, and her daughter treats me as her own mother... But I didn't dare to confess. I was afraid that we wouldn't even be able to be friends. But now that I've resigned, I should be able to speak out without any worries."

Qiansui walked to the window and opened it. She was trying hard not to laugh so as not to be exposed.

Sure enough, Ms. Nagasaki on the other end of the phone reacted instantly.

It seems that such a smart guy really won’t be clouded by alcohol.

"What? Xiao Sui, what did you say..."

"Yes, Nagasaki-san, I like you... Goodbye, I've said everything I wanted to say, I can't chat with you anymore."

"What? Wait wait wait... Don't hang up! I..."

beep-

Chitose Noshiro hung up the phone in time, and only when the busy tone sounded did she finally burst into laughter.

"Hahahahaha... When I really die, I can ask Nagasaki-san to put pressure on Sushi and make my poor little daughter sad."

As soon as I die, not to mention anything else, Ms. Nagasaki will always regret and have a deep impression of me.

Then Ms. Nagasaki will be able to mutter to herself frequently or look through their photos, which will continue to stimulate Su Shi.

After all, whenever her mother returns home, she will be sad for the deceased [Chitose Noshiro], and Su Shi will definitely recall every little bit.

Would the mother and daughter even hug each other and cry bitterly? Oh, and a wonderful chain reaction would occur.

For example, when Ms. Nagasaki talks about her old friend, Su Shi starts to feel sad. When Su Shi feels sad, Ms. Nagasaki also feels sad. Once she feels sad, it will lead to a vicious cycle for Su Shi, causing her to have endless regrets for the rest of her life!

Isn’t it wonderful?!

"Anyway, it definitely impressed Nagasaki-san... well, this good sister's value has finally disappeared."

Qiansui looked at the moon for a while before preparing to reply to Su Shi's message.

Her nimble and slender fingers tapped slowly on the phone screen.

……

"Why haven't you replied to the message yet? I clearly read it."

After school, Su Shi, who had been busy with the band for half a day, finally had some free time to look at her phone.

But the messages she read made her even more anxious.

During the previous campus incident, her mother had warned her not to get anxious when doing things.

But... she can't do it. It's really hard not to be anxious when facing this situation.

She rolled around on the bed waiting for the news. When a ding-dong sound came, Su Shi felt for the first time that this reminder sound was wonderful.

[Chitose's mother: I seem to have a fever now. Pat little Sushi. My girl is the best.]

Hehe, mom is so gentle... Wait, do you have a fever?

Su Shi called directly, but was unexpectedly rejected.

"Eh?"

Before Su Shi could be surprised, he heard another message coming from his phone.

[Chitose Mom: I'm going to take a nap now, you should get some rest early too.]

[Chitose Mama: Goodnight Kitten.jpg]

"Pfft."

Su Shi finally let go of his anxious heart.

"Mom...I will definitely make you proud of me."

Su Shi picked up the bass and chose to continue practicing before going to bed.

She wanted her mother to know that she had inherited her spirit.

Ch102. Be obsessed with me, hate me

The next day was the day Chitose announced that he would go to the hospital for a follow-up examination.

In order to better experience the joy of life, Qiansui and the system agreed that the way to die was still... death from illness.

Chitose Noshiro has a special liking for death by illness, mainly because there are so many things that can be done about it.

Any normal person would feel sorry for you just by receiving a critical illness notice. This is the power of disease.

"Goodbye Ms. Noshiro."

"Goodbye, my lovely...Dr. Haizuka."

Qiansui blinked at the system with white hair and golden eyes in front of him, feeling quite resentful and regretful that he couldn't beat the other party up.

This guy is really crazy. He took advantage of Huizuka's last name, right?

As she walked along the hospital corridor, her pigtails swayed in front of her, as if foreshadowing something precarious.

"Sister Chitose?"

"Ok?"

A tender and gentle girl's voice came from behind. Qiansui looked back and saw the little girl with blue hair.

"Oh, Xiao Xiangzi? Why are you here?"