I am your deceased love sustenance 1

Su Shi was smiling, and Qiansui could feel that the other person's happiness came from the bottom of his heart.

Putting aside all plans and scripts, Chitose Noshiro, as a [mother], certainly understands Suyo, as a [daughter], the best.

"We should relax this weekend."

"Ok!"

Ch95. They are not worth my feelings

It's another lonely Monday.

Every Monday is extremely difficult for Nagasaki Suyo.

Not only does she have to deal with the discomfort that ordinary people would normally feel: [suffering again right after resting].

He also had to endure the pain of being alone in the big house without Chitose Noshiro's company.

The empty room, the lonely air, the atmosphere as quiet as a cemetery.

I hate these things.

Sometimes Su Shi still misses the little house she used to live in.

When I was still living there, although the conditions were relatively difficult, it was very humane.

Now I have moved to a new home...Except for my own bedroom, it is decorated and made very warm by Chitose.

The other places are like exhibition halls for entertaining guests.

This is not her home, it's just her residence. Her family is all outside and there is no family here.

Su Shi sat alone on the large terrace outside the house, enjoying the loneliness of the time when the devil was around.

The afterglow of the setting sun regularly casts a red glow on the girl's profile.

During the day, Xiangzi found her and said that she would do her best to help him.

Xiangzi is a really strange person. Even though it is something that has nothing to do with him, he still helps out with good intentions.

She is a bit like a martial arts hero, a gold-digging cowboy in the West, or an old pirate sailing in the Caribbean. She seems to be practicing some obsession in her heart.

This person is really hard to understand.

At least Su Shi didn't think that if he were Xiangzi, he would do so many things for a classmate he didn't know well.

The doorbell rang, abruptly breaking the silence in the house.

[Is that Xiangzi? Are you here to talk to me about the follow-up of the incident?]

Xiangzi did ask for her home address and said that he would come to see her after he had dealt with it in the next two days.

Nagasaki Suyo put down the cup of black tea. She now likes making her own tea more and more.

It's scary that after becoming rich, you develop some interests and hobbies that you wouldn't have believed possible before.

Wearing furry rabbit slippers, Su Shi walked through the empty living room.

The slippers were given to me by Chitose a while ago. Even though I am already a grown-up kid, she still gave me cute things.

I don't like it.

Su Shi's hand dangled on the doorknob, and while opening the door, he muttered to himself:

[No…I like it very much. I like everything my mother gives me.]

The door was half open. Su Shi thought she would see Xiangzi, but the figure that showed half of its body was one she had never imagined.

"Happy Monday, my lovely girl."

Noshiro Chitose's hand was as warm as ever. It covered Su Shi's head and instantly took away all the girl's fatigue and sentimentality.

"Mom? Don't you have to work today? Why…"

How do you have time to accompany me?

Before Su Shi could finish her words, Qiansui put his hand under her armpit and lifted her up.

Chitose Noshiro could clearly feel that she was almost unable to lift Suyo at all.

It was clearly able to be lifted before.

Her hands were shaking badly, and she just raised them symbolically before putting Su Shi down again.

"I've been feeling a little under the weather lately, so I haven't had much work to do. I've been sitting around at home with nothing to do, so I came to keep you company."

"Hey! That's great! Ah, I'm not saying I'm not feeling well... I'm saying it's good to rest, eh? Not really... uh."

"Pfft, silly child."

"By the way, Xiao Sushi, look who I met on the way here."

"Who?"

Qiansui opened the door completely and moved half of his body away to give Su Shi a clear view.

She saw it, blue hair with twintails and amber eyes.

"Xiangzi?"

What a... disappointing feeling.

It was a rare occasion for her mother to come and accompany her, so how could there be someone else present?

But Xiangzi should have come to discuss that matter with her... Xiangzi is a very good person, but Su Shi can't like him very much now.

She felt like there was a little knot in her heart, and there were many things that might be negative that she couldn't tell anyone.

"Good evening, Suyo-san. I met Chitose-san in the stairwell and came up with her."

"Haha, what a coincidence...what a coincidence."

Chitose stood at the door and watched the two little girls go into the living room to discuss their affairs before closing the door.

She knew the kids were going to talk about nothing more than bad things that happened at school.

In fact, this matter completely exceeded Qiansui's expectations.

Whether it was the system's approach, Su Shi's reaction, or Xiangzi's actions, they all far exceeded her expectations and plans.

The system went too far, Su Shi's dependence on her far exceeded her expectations, and Toyokawa Shoko's personality also exceeded her expectations.

[So this is what Xiangzi was like when he was in the first grade of junior high school? ]

She is completely different from the somewhat arrogant and down-and-out young lady who lives next door to her in real life.

Xiangzi, who lived next door to her, obviously would not spend much energy to help others, because Xiangzi could hardly afford to eat.

It's really... incomprehensible.

What made Xiangzi become what he is today? What happened to these girls?

Qiansui walked around the living room and into the kitchen. She opened the refrigerator door and stared at the fruits and vegetables in the refrigerator in a daze.

“What exactly are their stories like…”

The unforgettable and painful youth in the lamp, the past that made Su Shi become calm and generous in reality, and Xiangzi's transformation from elegant and enthusiastic to downtrodden and stubborn.

Chitose was really curious about the junior high school stories of these girls.

"Looks like this business trip can be delayed a bit? Even though I've already gotten involved in so many things that the storyline has changed, I should still be able to explore a lot of the backstory."

For example——

"Xiangzi and Sushi, you've worked hard at school. There's not much to eat at home, so I cut some fruit for you. Eat some and then continue chatting."

Qiansui portrayed gentleness and kindness to the fullest, and Su Shi was immediately swept up in it.

"Thank you, Chitose-sister."

Shoko Toyokawa has basically dealt with this matter.

She knew that Su Shi was just a transfer student and had no idea how to deal with many things, but for a child like her who had been studying in Yuezhisen since childhood, it was much simpler.

"That's pretty much it. I've already talked to those two, and they've admitted their mistakes. They'll come and apologize to Su Shi tomorrow! Will Su Shi forgive them?"

"Ah, this..."

Su Shi looked at Xiangzi, then turned his gaze to Qiansui.

The two of them, especially Chitose, had the darkest eyes, which made Su Shi realize that this was an opportunity to let her mother know about her growth as Nagasaki Su Shi.

She must seize the opportunity!

"I will not forgive them."

"Huh? That's right..."

"No, I won't forgive them, but I don't want to delve into it anymore. It's meaningless."

Nagasaki Suyo imitated Noshiro Chitose, lowered her brows and nodded, and said in a calm tone:

"They are not worth my wasted emotions."

After all, feelings should be kept for the people you cherish.

For example, her mother... Chitose Noshiro.

Ch96. Nagasaki Sushi Chaojue is jealous

"Little Su Shi is a grown-up girl now."

Qiansui saw that Su Shi wanted his approval, so he praised him gently without any reservation.

She really likes such children. They are worthy of being the little flowers that she has cultivated for Qiansui for two or three years.

But raising Nagasaki's daughter into one's own shape...isn't this a bit too weird?

While rubbing Su Shi's head, Qiansui's mouth corners trembled a few times.

[Who cares? Nagasaki-san doesn't raise him herself anyway.]

How can you blame her, a kind-hearted adoptive mother, for not raising the child?

Baibai was lucky enough to pick up a little girl who was raised to be a sensitive type.

"Sister Chitose and Sushi have a really good relationship, so I won't bother you anymore! Have a nice day, and see you tomorrow, Sushi-san!"

Toyokawa Shoko is as polite as ever.

She stood up and bowed, as politely as her elders had taught her.

"Aren't you staying for dinner? I just made minestrone and samgyetang."

"No thanks, Chitose-sister, I..."

"What a pity! After all, Xiao Xiangzi is the first classmate to visit Xiao Sushi. I didn't expect that he still can't stay and have dinner with Sushi."

Noshiro Chitose held her chin up in a look of feigned distress, while her other free hand was playing with the ends of Su Shi's hair.

"mom!"

Su Shi admitted that, putting aside many factors, she did regard this enthusiastic and kind classmate Toyokawa Shoko as a friend.

And Xiangzi was indeed the first classmate to visit her home.

But this doesn’t mean that the other party can take away...the time that Chitose spends with me!

Nagasaki Motoyo also admitted that she was indeed under stress.

After all, she was the one who got this hard-earned maternal love... She would really feel awkward if she spent less time with Chitose!

"what."

When Shoko Toyokawa saw the excited Su Shi, her heart softened.

So, Sushi-kun doesn't have any friends? No wonder she's bullied at school... She was so happy to hear that she could have dinner with her friends that she screamed.

Seeing that Su Shi was so happy that her face was flushed, Xiangzi stopped pushing her.

"Alright! I'm sorry to interrupt your dinner, but please, Chitose-sister, let me do today's dishwashing. I want to contribute my share."

Chitose didn't know why the girl wanted to insist on doing something.

Maybe Qiansui had already guessed it, but she couldn't believe that such a young child had such a strong self-esteem.