I am your deceased love sustenance 1

"What if I'm a bad guy?"

"No! Chitose-sister can't be a bad person!" Ichinose Motoyo was holding her schoolbag, and there was no trace of joking on her cute little face.

"Sister Chitose, you are the one who can become my mother! How can you be a bad person!"

"Pfft, yes, yes."

Waving his hand, Qiansui no longer paid attention to the little brat behind him.

I'm really grateful to Nagasaki-san for giving me this opportunity. It was really fun to hear the children's sincere words.

"Of course I'm a good woman. How could I be a bad woman? What bad intentions could Chitose Noshiro have?"

Ch79. Sushi's parents are about to divorce

"Xiao Sushi, I didn't have time to introduce my home to you before."

When you open the door, you will find a warm little world. Chitose Noshiro specially designed the house to be full of human touch.

"This is the bookshelf. If you have a chance in the future, you can come and take a look. Um... the content of the books is a bit excessive, so they are not suitable for children."

Hidden in the bookshelf is a photo of Ms. Nagasaki, which I took last month when I dragged myself there. Ugh, she dragged me there to take the photo.

"This is the kitchen. Further inside is the canned goods storage cabinet. There are more than a dozen kinds of canned goods in it. You can be a luncheon meat artist in my house."

"And then there's my bedroom."

"Is this... the place where Mom stayed last time?"

Ichinose Suyo looked at the lovely decorated bedroom in confusion, and the excitement on her face disappeared quietly after seeing the bedroom.

However, Qiansui caught all of Su Shi's expressions in time.

"Yeah, what's wrong, my little cutie, why are you a little unhappy?"

"I…"

Ichinose Suyo lowered her head, her hairband slipped down and her bangs covered her face, but she didn't care.

"Is it because you want your mother to accompany you?"

Is it because of seeing things that remind you of someone? This is indeed a childish thing.

No, no, no, it should be said that all humans are like this, but children just don’t know how to hide their emotions.

Fifth grade kids... Many of them were still confused when they were in fifth grade, and even after they grow up they may not have most of the memories before fifth grade.

"It's not just... because of this."

what else?

The first time Qiansui saw Su Shi, he was hesitant and unwilling to continue talking.

At this time, you can definitely get the answer by using threats and inducements.

But a good woman cannot do this. A good woman will let the other party say it voluntarily.

"Can you talk to me? If you don't mind... When Nagasaki-nee is not around, Suyo-chan can treat me as your mother."

What is this? Letting others eat meal replacements?

Although meal replacements cannot be savored carefully, they can still fill you up!

The gentle embrace and the scorching warmth of his body, what Chitose Noshiro gave to Ichinose Suyo was exactly what she had not received for a long time——

A hug.

"I…"

Su Shi organized his words for a moment, and finally chose to speak:

"Actually, a few days ago... a few days after Chitose-nee and I separated, I was woken up in the middle of the night by the sound of my father and mother arguing."

In the bedroom of Chitose Noshiro's house, a mature white-haired beauty was holding a trembling brown-haired girl.

"And then? My good boy, what happened then?"

Qiansui wished she could rub Su Shi into her body right now. She touched the back of his warm head and used a gentle tone to seduce him to speak again and again.

"That's it! Tell me what's in your heart, believe in me, trust me, obey me, and treat me as your mother, Ichinose... Nagasaki Suyo."

Ichinose Suyo, who had originally not intended to tell anyone about this matter, was finally forced to speak openly in the arms of Noshiro Chitose.

Without hesitation, she told all her little secrets:

"I heard that Dad wanted to divorce Mom, and then... Mom didn't refuse Dad's request... I heard them say that they would get divorced in a few days... Maybe, maybe tomorrow or the day after tomorrow... I..."

[Nagasaki-san, you're so awesome! You can divorce me right away! I love you so much!]

The ones who are most hurt by divorce are the children! Isn't this clearly giving yourself an opportunity to take advantage of the situation?

Perfect.

"Baby, don't say any more. I'm here... If you feel uncomfortable, you can cry."

I won’t cry!

[I won’t cry!]

But in the room where my mother had stayed for a night, I was hugged by a woman who looked just like my mother...

Ichinose Suyo's mind was filled with the thought that she would no longer have a complete family.

She will never again be able to gather with her parents at the small dining table on weekend nights to enjoy a big meal cooked by her mother... She will never again have the chance to go to a baseball game with her parents on her birthday and eat American hot dogs that cost hundreds of yen each.

If her parents really divorce, the pressure will still fall on her... Will it be like in the TV series, where the judge or someone else righteously asks her:

[Do you want to live with your father or your mother? ]

If this is really the case, will she have to face the expectations of her father and mother? At that time, no matter what choice she makes, it will hurt the other person...it means abandoning one of her parents.

How could such a thing be possible...

"Baby, don't think too much. There are many things we can't change."

"Ugh."

Su Shi started to cry out loud.

It's obvious that this child is trying hard not to cry.

Chitose patted the other person's back gently.

Children's emotions change a lot. As long as they think of sad things, their expressions will change immediately, even if there were no obvious signs half an hour ago.

For the first time, Chitose directly felt the child's instant collapse. She repeated words of comfort and saw her former self in front of her.

[When I was a kid and heard my parents were in a car accident...did I cry like this too?]

It seemed like such a long time ago, only a few years ago, but Qiansui couldn't recall it.

Maybe the memory was so painful that my brain hid it.

Su Shi's crying gradually subsided as Chitose recalled the past. Noriyoshi wiped away her tears and looked into her watery eyes.

"Little guy, I really feel more and more that you are me."

"What? I...I..." Su Shi's nose was sniffing and she was almost out of breath from crying.

"Let me tell you a story... There was once a little girl who, when she was about your age, faced a family tragedy. Her parents were both gone, and she had a blind sister to support."

"Ah? What happened next?"

Su Shi vaguely felt that something was wrong, but she didn't pay attention because of her emotions.

"And then? Later, that girl cried countless times in the middle of the night, praying for someone as gentle as her mother to accompany her."

"Ah? Ah..."

"Yes, Xiao Sushi... Although I didn't wait for such a mother-like role, you waited for me."

Noshiro Chitose held Suyo's little hand, which was really cute and small.

"Promise me that you won't hold anything back from me. Treat me as the place where you can place your feelings. I will always listen to what Xiao Sushi says. I will never abandon Xiao Sushi. I will always listen to your heart patiently and seriously."

Su Shi was captivated by Qiansui's eyes.

There was a glint of gold in the red, and she would never forget the tenderness in those eyes.

Ch80. Thanks to Ms. Nagasaki for the help

It seems that I am unexpectedly talented in coaxing children.

Hmm… or is it because this child is so easy to coax? It's just that no one has ever coaxed them before, so the first time they experience it, they cherish it even more?

"Just like a kitten."

Ichinose Suyo is like a kitten that has been wandering around for many years and is finally brought home by herself.

Dinner was barbecue rice prepared by Chitose. As expected, neither Su Shi nor Deng hated this dish.

"We're done eating. Xiao Sushi, do you want me to help you take a bath?"

"No, Chitose-sister, I can do it myself."

【I’m really not a child anymore! 】

Ichinose Suyo didn't say what was in her heart. She slipped into the bathroom with a towel in her arms, her face red.

"How cute," Ms. Nagasaki called while I was washing the dishes.

"Hello? Xiao Sui, is Su Shi okay now? Did you get the call?"

"Uh-huh, we just finished dinner. When will Nagasaki-san come pick up Sushi-chan tomorrow?"

“Ah…hahahaha.”

Ms. Nagasaki on the other end of the phone laughed a few times awkwardly, and after a few seconds of silence, she sighed.

"I'm going to divorce Ichinose tomorrow. Um... can you come pick up Suyo-chan tonight? But..."

"But what? There's nothing we can't talk about between the two of us."

Chitose Noshiro turned off the faucet and wiped the water droplets from her hands with a towel.

Walking through the corridor of his home, Qiansui was sitting on the sofa facing the bathroom where Su Shi was taking a shower.

"But... could you help me give Su Shi a shot of prevention first... Although, this shouldn't be done by Xiao Sui, but I really don't know how to tell her."

Is Ms. Nagasaki drinking?

Chitose Noshiro keenly heard the sound of the wine glass hitting the table, and also caught the rustling noise in the background.

[Drinking to drown your sorrows before a divorce? Hmm…that's very adult.]

Ms. Nagasaki was also a first-time parent, so Chitose couldn't describe her as "very good" or "very bad," and she wasn't qualified to do so.

After all, everything you do is carefully considered.

Ms. Nagasaki chose the approach that was most gentle to herself.

"Don't worry, Nagasaki-san."

The calmness in her eyes remained, and Chitose twisted the ends of her hair with her fingers.

The feeling of hair passing by and turning back again and again can help Qiansui think about problems.

"I will definitely comfort little Sushi. You just...just try to adjust your mood. You're planning to go it alone soon, aren't you?"

"Yeah...haha...uh, will Xiaosui go with me then?"

I don’t know if it was an illusion, but Chitose clearly felt the uneasiness in the tone of Nagasaki sister opposite her.

"If you need me, I'll do it with you, don't worry. Just enjoy the night."

"Ahahaha...thank you for the trouble."

beep-

The phone was hung up unhappily.

Ms. Nagasaki was silent for a few seconds before hanging up. Chitose Noshiro lowered her head and looked at the women's suit on her body.

In this life, she is a serious worker, and the work she does is quite difficult.