I am your deceased love sustenance 1

A low cry for help was heard from Kyomoto Haizuka in the room. Chitose dragged a chair back to the living room and tied her hair up neatly.

"Don't be afraid, Xiaojing. Sister is here."

Is it an illusion?

Chitose Noshiro felt that the sound of her voice had changed.

There was less urgency and panic, and more of a strange confidence.

"Or is this a change caused by those circles in the eyes?"

……

[Lixi, why are you crying... Are you trying to prove to me that your tears contain feelings stronger than love?]

Shiina Riki hid under the table, recalling the life that was suddenly gained and then suddenly lost again and again.

"Oh my God, you must be mistaken..."

I should be an optimistic and cheerful high school girl in Tokyo, carrying drumsticks and enjoying rock music with my teammates, eating ice cream on the street corner with Xiaosui after school, and going to Akihabara to buy anime peripherals.

On the weekend, I went to Hokkaido to see the first snow. At the fireworks display, I wore a cute yukata and watched the fireworks hand in hand with Xiao Sui...

How come...

"Why did it suddenly give me such tender memories and then push me back to the cold and cruel reality?"

Reality is worse than dreams.

At least in my dreams, I had Chitose Noshiro...

Have you ever had it in reality?

The loser in real life, Riki... doesn't even know Chitose Noshiro.

In the end, Shiina Riki discovered that the only person who had been sincere to her over the years was actually a phantom that only existed in her dreams.

This long yet short life, when thinking carefully, even Li Xi himself wanted to laugh.

"No... I can't waste any more time here."

Li Xi got up from the ground, opened the curtains, changed his clothes, and wiped the tears from his cheeks with a towel in the bathroom.

"Xiaosui... Xiaosui should still be here, right? I'm going to find Xiaosui."

No matter whether Xiaosui recognizes himself or not!

"I have to find Xiao Sui, I have to meet her. I will do anything just to meet her. I..."

Li Xi searched for the key in the cabinet, but couldn't find it.

She threw out everything in the cupboard and they lay in a mess on the floor.

"Lixi? What's wrong?"

Shiina Maki walked out of the room.

She looked at the mess in the room and her now very manic sister and was unable to react for a moment.

Is this kid imitating a Husky destroying the house so early in the morning?

"I'm fine! I'm just looking for something... I'm so annoyed. I can't find my keys. Sister, can you give me yours?"

"Huh? I…"

Before Maki could finish her words, she was pushed away by Riki, who snatched the keys from Maki's desk and quickly ran out of the house.

The incident happened in just over ten seconds, leaving Shiina Maki no time to react.

She looked at Li Xi who had disappeared from a distance, shook her head and closed the door.

"What's so urgent that you don't even close the door?"

Could it be that my sister has found a partner?

Which girl is this?

There was a flower at the door that had been trampled to pieces.

It was Li Xi who stepped on it, but unfortunately no one cared.

……

Siheyu Street, Xisi Road, everything is so strange yet familiar.

Shiina Riki followed a road that should have been unfamiliar to her and came to a place that was very familiar to her.

"This is Xiaosui's house... No, it's a few steps further... Hmm! I remember it's just around the corner."

Every blade of grass and every tree holds the memory of her and Noshiro Chitose.

They collected materials from the bushes and the park, and punched and kicked the vending machines with stuck drinks on the streets and in the alleys.

Everything is so clear.

In Li Xi's eyes, everything in the world is dyed with the color of Chitose Noshiro.

Everything she saw seemed to bring back memories.

"No, I can't think about it anymore... It hurts so much..."

The girl who had been through thick and thin with her...I don’t know her, and the girl who knew her was just a phantom in my dream.

Everything is false, but why do false things have such a strong staying power?

Shiina Riki felt his feet were tied with heavy chains.

Memories are the shackles that imprison Lixi and prevent her from moving forward.

"As long as we get to the corner, as long as we get there... everything will be solved! As long as we pay him a visit... as long as Xiaosui hasn't gotten into trouble... I..."

Lixi, who was walking with the help of the wall, looked like a drunkard. When she reached the corner with the last glimmer of hope and was finally about to reach her destination, she saw it.

"Huh? What…"

In front of an empty abandoned apartment, a young girl was standing there in a daze.

This area has been acquired by Fengchuan Group and was going to be demolished to build an exhibition hall, but for some reason the project was left unfinished and has been abandoned for many years.

Shiina Riki walked forward and looked at the familiar but overgrown building, and his eyes went dark for a moment.

She staggered in and found the stairwell was blocked.

She said nothing, but just cleaned the corridor numbly.

Finally, I arrived at the place I had always longed for.

In fact, at this time Lian Lixi didn't know what he wanted to do.

But she really, really wanted to take a look at her little home that had been home for a thousand years.

When she finally reached the half-open door, she didn't dare take another step forward.

“Hahaha…”

What are you doing!

Obviously...it's all fake.

Shiina Riki, who didn't dare to open the door, returned the same way she came, went downstairs, turned corners, her pace getting faster and faster, and finally she ran as fast as she came -

boom--

"Ouch!"

"hiss…"

Lixi was bumped by a passing girl, and the medical examination report flying in the girl's hand blocked her vision.

"You don't even look when you walk..."

Li Xi opened her eyes in pain and saw with a slightly angry look that the person who bumped into her was a girl with white hair and red eyes.

"!!!"

Her pupils vibrated violently for a short period of time.

Ch70. We met again, but we were just strangers

How do you define reunion?

Reunion means meeting again.

It is usually used to describe the unexpected or planned reunion of two or more people who have known each other for a period of time.

Reunion can be the continuation of friendship, family or love, or it can be an opportunity to start a new story.

But if...

……

Girl who was knocked to the ground, why do your eyes look so familiar to me?

Shiina Riki's eyes went dark. She knew the girl with white hair and red eyes in front of her... After all, she was someone she would never forget.

Are you okay?

Shiina Riki thought he would say that.

But when the words reached his lips, they slipped back into his throat and turned into continuous sobs.

"Are you OK?"

Chitose Noshiro covered her head which was hit and reached out to Riki Shiina.

After dinner, she just went to the hospital for a checkup to make sure she was really recovering. Unexpectedly, she met an old friend on the way back.

Chitose maintained a polite smile while looking at Tatsuki Shiina in front of her.

The awkward posture, the casual outfit, the messy hair that looks like a mess without any grooming...

I originally thought that I would not have any other feelings when I saw Li Xi, and it would just be a normal greeting and that would be it.

But when Chitose Noshiro really met the disheveled Shiina Ritsuki, she was far from as calm as she had thought.

My heartbeat is so weird right now, I'm...

Her rose-red pupils were shaking violently, and Chitose Noshiro tried her best to remain calm.

But she couldn't help but move her hand closer to Lixi's head and brush away the cherry blossom petals that fell between his hair.

[Really... idiot, in a life without me, you don't even care about your image? ]

Her knees continued to ache, but Chitose endured the abrasions and held onto Shiina Riki.

"Sorry, I left in a hurry just now... Are you... okay?"

When Chitose mentioned the word "anxious", he almost couldn't hold back the trembling in his voice.

She pretended to be in pain and covered her knee to adjust her tone.

"I...I'm fine."

Lixi seemed to have forgotten to breathe, and her brain was now in a state of shutdown.

What a beautiful girl...

The white hair and red eyes are still the same as in my memory, and she is still so thin. Is this what Chitose Noshiro looks like when she is about to go to high school?

only…

[Why... Xiaosui's eyes seem to be shining with golden light? ]

It looks so mysterious, with an inexplicable sense of alienation.

When Li Xi observed Chitose carefully, Chitose was almost unable to control her emotions.

She originally thought that she was already a qualified bad woman and would not have any big reaction when meeting these girls in the real world.

As a result, now, she just met Shiina Riki who didn't seem to be doing well... She couldn't help but want to encourage and help him just like in the simulation.

I want to re-enter Lixi's life...

No, she doesn't deserve it.

She has become a bastard who desecrated the other person's feelings in the simulation, so how can she be qualified to have a relationship with him again.