I am your deceased love sustenance 1

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Recently, Qiansui's appetite has improved a little, and he has gained more meat. He is no longer as thin and unhealthy as before.

Her life seemed to be getting better again.

Her...Shiina Riki's efforts were not in vain.

It seems so.

White doves flew across the sky, and soon crows appeared. On this joyous day, crows and doves flew over the feather hills towards the distant horizon.

"Crows... white doves, their hair color is the same as mine and Xiao Sui's."

When Li Xi was too embarrassed to look at Qiansui, he glanced at the crowd and saw an unexpected figure.

Although there were a lot of people, almost ridiculously so, all of them were parents who came to send their children to school and celebrate their children entering high school...but Shiina Riki didn't expect that she would see her own family.

You have to know that in the past year, Li Xi spent at least half of the time living in Chitose's house.

But the parents...are unexpectedly supportive?

The sister not far away rolled her hands into a trumpet shape, as if she was shouting silly words like "Come on" and "Go forward".

My sister has always been a fool who loves her.

Li Xi waved in that direction, and soon walked into the school gate hand in hand with the girl who needed to shoulder the responsibility of life.

They are so small in the crowd, but so tall in each other's hearts.

So tall...the other party has become a giant that supports his entire world.

That's the way it is.

……

【Are you happy today? 】

"happy!"

[If you were to rate the lunch I made, how would you rate it?]

"Ten points! Full marks!"

[I didn't finish the full score, but I only ate a quarter. Seriously.]

"Hehe, that's because I really can't eat anymore. My stomach seems to have shrunk. I feel so full after just a few bites."

The two arms holding each other are two locks that lock the hearts of the two people.

As long as conditions permit, they will get as close to each other as possible to feel each other's warmth and breathing.

Although, Qiansui couldn't hear anything.

You will pass by a sky bridge with the same name as Chitose - [Chitose Bridge]. Nearby is the lantern house, and a few steps ahead is the famous Ring.

Chitose's lively jumping appearance inspired Lixi, thinking that her girl should be so happy.

"Eh?"

But soon, Chitose, who broke free from holding hands and walked to the front, was stunned where he was.

Her eyes were fixed on a poster outside the Ring building, unable to withdraw her attention for a long time.

【What's wrong? What did you see?】

"I..." Chitose pointed to the side uncertainly, but finally retracted his finger.

She pulled Lixi and quickly left the area. Lixi couldn't bear to struggle against Qiansui and had to let her drag him away.

"I just! Want to eat! Come home... I want to eat!"

"Really?! Then I'll carry you."

"what?!"

Before Qiansui could react, Lixi lifted him up.

The silver-haired girl was held by the strong black-haired girl, and since Chitose was not heavy at all, Li Xi didn't even feel any effort.

"Really, you..."

Do you always like to hug me in this way, Xiao Lixi, you big fry.

The palms of his hands clapped out rhythm and melody on Lixi's back. It was a song that Qiansui wrote for Lixi.

It’s still that song... "Time Heals a Broken Heart."

……

As Chitose pressed the piano keys for the last time, "Time Heals Broken Hearts" ended its journey echoing in Chitose's house.

"The poster I just saw... turns out to be Xiangzi's new band... The person who ran away from the stage last time turned out to be her."

Li Xi went home after making dinner for Chitose.

She still needs to go home often, and it is impossible for her to live with Chitose regardless of the consequences.

That would rock and roll.

It's eleven fifty-nine at night... no, it's twelve o'clock.

"No idiot is watching over me today, haha. Seeing me staying up late to practice piano, I feel really rusty lately."

Thinking back to the week when Lixi pressed her down on the bed every day and didn't let her get up and move around... well, how should I put it, it wasn't bad.

Every day Li Xi would prepare things for Chitose to relax, such as comics and novels. Chitose had read several well-known comic magazines and literary publications.

"It's just Lixi, alas."

Qiansui tried to see the big tree outside the house in the distance, but found that his vision became increasingly blurred.

"I didn't notice it before because I was fine... Now I'm not feeling well anymore, and the aftereffects of drowning have started to set in."

My eyesight has deteriorated.

Qiansui returned to her bedroom and added a few more entries to her diary. As she wrote, she couldn't help but think of what she had seen and heard during the day.

"I saw Xiangzi in the audience during the last performance... Did she actually form a band after running away that time?"

During the day, Chitose saw a poster of a band called Mujica. Although all the members were wearing masks, Chitose recognized Toyokawa Shoko at a glance.

"Shoko's band will actually be participating in Ring's event next month... What a great opportunity."

Next month... Yeah! Next month!

Looking out the window at the horizon, Qiansui could already see his own Death Star glowing!

"A month? That's just right... Combined with the aftereffects of anorexia, I can definitely accomplish what I want."

And Li Xi will definitely continue to sink deeper and deeper according to the route planned by Chitose Noshiro until he is completely trapped in the abyss.

The crows passed by Qiansui's windowsill, as if they were helping Qiansui to ward off evil spirits.

"But it's useless, my crow friends. Everything is proceeding according to the prescribed route... Xiangzi's creation of a new band just gave my plan a boost. A perfect ending requires a place with such complex relationships."

Lixi, my Lixi.

From tomorrow on, there will be little left of our daily routine.

"Cherish it well. After the simulation is over, I will go to the real world and love you well... hehe."

The pen tip quickly moved across the diary, and Noshiro Chitose wrote:

[Without music...life suddenly becomes boring.]

Ch230. Please, let me continue playing

[Xiao Sui? Why are you so listless?]

For several days in a row, Shiina Riki noticed that Chitose Noshiro was always frowning.

At first, he thought it was due to the other party's decreased appetite, resulting in reduced energy intake, but as he observed more deeply, Li Xi found that there was more to it than that.

Chitose doesn't seem as... passionate as before?

Qiansui's seat was next to Lixi. She lay weakly on the table, looking wilted like a withered flower that was stepped on.

"Mm..."

Qiansui shook his head slightly, looked at Lixi for a while, and then looked at the ground again.

She looked cute when she was in a daze, but Li Xi had no intention of appreciating it.

Are you sick?

But when Li Xi touched the other person's forehead, he found that it was not hot either.

"I don't know... I feel empty inside, so..."

【What? 】

"Forget it. Sigh."

Chitose sighed, left the class and disappeared from Rikidai's sight.

"Years old! I…"

Li Xi subconsciously stood up and wanted to follow.

But at this moment, Gao Songdeng grabbed Li Xi's arm.

"Lixi, is Xiaosui okay?"

The pomegranate-colored pupils were filled with emotions that Li Xi could not understand.

"I don't know either. I'm going to go check it out now. I'm worried."

"But," Deng lowered his head, not daring to look at Li Xi. Only at the end did he say what had been buried in his heart for a long time, "But isn't Li Xi too strict with Sui? Sui is only out for a while. Is it really necessary for Li Xi to follow him?"

"You don't understand, Deng, you don't understand...Sui needs me."

Li Xi took a step back on his heels and was at a loss for words when he wanted to further refute Takamatsu Deng.

She held it in for a long time, but could only manage to utter a few illegible words:

"I...I feel that Sui needs me, and I can't leave her alone."

I thought the Lantern Festival would shut up, but things turned out to be far beyond Li Xi's imagination.

"Lixi, I might say something very rude, but I still want to say...isn't your control too strong? Maybe she really needs someone to do something she wants to do?"

Deng felt that he had said too much.

And Lixi's reaction confirmed this.

"Deng, you don't understand anything! I'm doing this for Xiaosui's own good... No, I'm going to find her now..."

He turned his head away and didn't dare to face Gao Songdeng. However, it was not so much that Li Xi was afraid to face Gao Songdeng, but rather that Li Xi was afraid to face his own heart again.

"Lixi! Lixi..."

Gao Songdeng's hand, which she had stretched out to hold Li Xi back, froze in place, her eyes flickering with worry for her two friends.

But...it seems that she is no longer qualified to interfere in the lives of these two people.

"Ugh."

Why do I feel such bitterness in my heart? Why do I...

【Jealous Lixi.】

It was as if I was the one who should have been by Chitose's side.

……

The atrium was deserted, the corridors were empty, and the campus was silent. More than five minutes had passed since the bell rang for class.

Li Xi walked around the campus, searching for all the places where Chitose might appear in his mind, but he couldn't find Chitose without exception.

"Damn it! I was delayed by the light and now I can't find it?"

"Woooo ...