It seems that the villain is targeting me.

The unconscious person couldn't protest against her actions and could only frown in his sleep, not knowing what he was dreaming about.

After a while, the doctor suddenly raised his head thoughtfully and looked in a certain direction.

After a while, Chen Xiaoya stood up somewhat stiffly.

In front of Xiaoya, the doctor gently held Xiaoniao's hand - Chen Xiaoya's gaze couldn't help but move down and landed on the palms of their hands that were folded together.

The latter was indifferent to her gaze, and there was not much change on his face.

Chen Xiaoya suddenly felt a very strong sense of irritation.

She walked over unconsciously and came to the doctor - Chen Xiaoya was standing there. She looked at the face and the eyes that were exactly the same as her own, and felt a strange sense of absurdity in her heart.

"You..." Chen Xiaoya's throat rolled, and she unconsciously raised her voice, "What are you doing!"

The doctor glanced at her and gave her an expression that was half a smile.

"Chen Xiaoya,"

The man pronounced his own name very accurately, with a subtle sense of melancholy.

Dr. Chen cupped her palms on the back of Xiaoniao's fragile neck and pulled the person towards her - she would find ways to touch her almost every three seconds, as if to confirm that the person still existed.

Penguin colony

She leaned close to the bird, and this action made her feel a kind of indescribable satisfaction.

"Chen Xiaoya," the doctor asked, but his eyes were not looking at the child who was standing frozen in place, "What are you doing?"

"It's both in the way and I can't understand what they're saying."

"He's filled with deep hatred and bitterness, but he only takes advantage of others' tolerance and acts recklessly."

"How many people will be killed by you doing this?"

Dr. Chen's tone of voice was not fierce. On the contrary, her voice was very soft, as if she was kneeling in front of a dead person and confessing.

But everyone knows that this is useless. One cannot ask for forgiveness in front of a tombstone.

Chen Xiaoya was stunned. She didn't know why this woman suddenly said such a thing.

I obviously don't know her.

Xiaoya felt that he should be angry - any normal person would be furious if they were told that by a stranger.

But her anger was like beating cotton. She clenched her hands into fists and then dropped them down weakly.

She did not refute the doctor... Perhaps deep down in her heart, Chen Xiaoya agreed with what he said.

"...I still don't understand why it was you," the doctor murmured. "This is the fifty-first time, and she hasn't appeared again... Why you?"

Doctor Chen looked at Chen Xiaoya with scrutiny.

——She looked at her childhood self.

It was thin, small, and pitifully weak, like a skinny quail.

Doctor Chen couldn't imagine why it was such an annoying little kid.

What's good about her?

...Lucky guy, the doctor muttered softly, and she hugged the bird a little tighter.

The emergency bell rang at this time.

The ambulance arrived and someone hurried towards them with a stretcher.

The doctor withdrew her gaze, stood up, and carefully picked up Xiao Niao from the ground.

A stretcher was quickly pushed over and the person was placed on it. A medical worker came forward to check the bird's vital signs and waved a portable laptop above its pupils.

"We'll be sending him straight to the city center hospital," another man said, hastily securing the stretcher. "Are there any family members with him?"

Chen Xiaoya subconsciously raised his head and looked at the woman standing next to him.

"Yes," the other party said calmly, "I will go with you."

The stretcher started moving and was pushed towards the back door of the ambulance. The boy subconsciously took two steps forward and then stopped awkwardly.

Chen Xiaoya wondered why things turned out like this?

Her friend was rescued and brought out safely by the police.

She was so worried before, she thought something was going to happen to the bird...

But now it seems that the other party is not seriously injured.

This is the best outcome Chen Xiaoya could imagine.

These are clearly things worth being happy about... When two things worth being happy about are added together, the happiness should be doubled.

But, why...

The back door of the ambulance was closed, and Xiao Niao's slightly pale face disappeared behind the door.

Chen Xiaoya watched the ambulance drive out of his sight in a daze.

Why does it become like this...

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The doctor can no longer remember when the reincarnation began.

When the incident first happened, she was so confused that she didn't even notice that time had reversed. She just thought that everything was just her own unnecessary delusion.

It was like a dream that was too real, and all the dead people stood up again and appeared before her.

Except for the existence of one person.

The man was not there. She had looked for him but he was nowhere to be found.

She did everything she wanted to do in her dream.

By the time he was surrounded by the police, Dr. Chen's body was already at the limit, but he still used his last breath to thrust the blade into Gu Tianjiao's eyes.

I have my revenge, she thought drowsily, and then she heard the sound of a gunshot.

Everything starts over again.

Gradually, she understood that she was experiencing some kind of supernatural phenomenon: she was constantly returning to a certain point in the past, experiencing things that had happened over and over again.

Dr. Chen once thought she was resurrected until she saw her childhood self during one of her reincarnations.

Only then did she realize that she was just a lonely ghost exiled to this world.

It's like experiencing a never-ending nightmare.

Her age seemed fixed, and her body had undergone some strange changes.

Dr. Chen also discovered this by accident.

She found that she could not leave any trace in this world: whether it was fingerprints or hair, as long as they were away from the body for a period of time, they would quickly disappear without a trace.

She once watched helplessly as her blood dripping onto the ground quickly dried up, turned black, and weathered within a dozen seconds, and finally turned into some kind of fine dust, which could be broken into pieces and blown away with a light crush under her fingertips.

The same goes for broken hair.

Even the words you write on paper will slowly fade away and eventually disappear without a trace after about two to three days.

Dr. Chen once did an experiment. She went to the same breakfast shop for a month, arrived very early every time and only bought the same food.

But a month later, the boss was still the same as when they first met, with no impression of her at all.

Sometimes, Dr. Chen would wonder if he could still be considered a real human being.

Or has she been a non-human being since her first reincarnation?

At the beginning, she didn't understand the mechanism of reincarnation and thought she was reborn or resurrected.

Later, the doctor gradually discovered a certain rule: restarting the world requires certain conditions: the death of a certain person.

To be more precise, it was Gu Tianjiao's death.

Dr. Chen confirmed this fact through countless tests.

Regardless of whether she changes the trajectory of fate, whether she deeply intervenes in those things or just watches from the sidelines - as long as Gu Tianjiao does not die, time will pass as normal.

As long as Gu Tianjiao is killed, the world will restart, and everything will return to normal and start over again.

She began to try things that she had been unable to do in the past, hoping for some change.

She saved Arjun at some point in time.

At another time, she uncovered the inner workings of the Gu Group and exposed the fact that its president, Gu Tianjiao, was suspected of engaging in underworld activities.

The scandal of the event.

But no matter what changes she made, there was always a mysterious force that pulled everything back to its original track.

Aqiong will be killed by the escaped criminals from the trafficking gang, while Gu Tianjiao seems to be protected by God and can always escape the blame in various ways.

Later, in one of the reincarnations, the doctor finally felt bored.

This time, she didn't do anything, just watched everything unfold.

Dr. Chen looked at himself at the age of fifteen, and saw that Chen Xiaoya at that time gave up his studies and lost his only friend soon after.

She watched her childhood self hugging Arjun's broken body at the garbage dump and crying bitterly. There was only deathly numbness and silence in her heart.

After that, it was a process of struggling alone in society - those days were so hard that sometimes Dr. Chen himself did not want to recall them.

But...that person also appeared at this time.

It was at this time in the doctor's first life that Xiao Niao found her.

But it was only that time, fate favored her just that one time, and then it was never willing to give her even a little sunshine again.

The little bird never appeared again, but the things in her memory happened one after another.

Until the end, Chen Xiaoya's hands were crippled and he walked on the street like a broken ghost.

At the moment she was about to be hit by a car, the doctor pulled her back from the road.

The doctor didn't know what she was feeling at the time - she was extremely disappointed that the child grew up without any external intervention - she couldn't understand why she grew up like this.

She was obviously a very good person...she was just one step away from being happy.

She was supposed to grow up to be a good person.

The doctor's eyes darkened gloomily as she questioned her past self, almost strangling her until she could hardly breathe.

Can't you see that you are being used?

Don’t you know that by doing this you are aiding and abetting evil?

The same pair of eyes, also as black as crow feathers, tightly grasped the doctor's wrist at the moment of death, leaving several hideous bloody marks.

"You know...what...what do you know—"

She roared hoarsely, every word being squeezed out of her throat, and her dark eyes glared at herself resentfully.

"I have nothing, nothing!"

The only thing it has is a little value that can be used by others.

This is the only thing she has, isn't it normal for her to want to hold on to it?

The lifeless body slipped from her hands.

The doctor's hand dropped, and blood mixed with raindrops fell to the dirty ground.

She later resisted admitting that the Chen Xiaoya lying on the ground was her past self.

But later, she discovered that in essence, she was no different from the other person.

She is actually just as despicable.

Just like a homeless stray dog, once it tastes a little bit of goodness, it will hold on to it for the rest of its life.

Chapter 64: It seems that he was kidnapped by a dangerous guy

Lando sighed and stroked her beloved car.

The front of the SUV in front of him was completely dented by the collision, and the originally bright and eye-catching "JEEP" logo was flown away, leaving only a "P".

The car crashed like this, basically all because of Lando herself.