You are Toyokawa Shoko, then who am I?

Sanjiao Chuhua couldn't help but think about these things. It was impossible to say that she didn't care about such things.

She had previously confirmed the information, and currently only her memory was unaffected.

In other words, she is the only person now who is in a similar situation to Toyokawa Sho. They both suddenly went back to ten years ago, and all their efforts and achievements were pushed back to start over again.

Under the premise that both parties retain their memories, she can not only directly confirm her romantic relationship with Toyokawa Sho, but she can even become the most special person in Toyokawa Sho's mind for a long time.

It doesn't matter even if everyone recovers their memories later. By that time, she will have already won everything and eaten Toyokawa Sho clean.

Even Xiao Mu couldn't do such a thing.

"Don't worry, Xiaoxiang, I remember where Xiaomu went. It hasn't been too long now. We will find them."

Sanjiao Chuhua comforted softly.

The hands held together also changed from just palms touching palms to fingers tightly intertwined.

Toyokawa Sho noticed Sankaku Hatsuka's little movements, but did not stop him.

Firstly, he didn't have the energy to care about these things now, and secondly, Triangle Chuhua was the only person he didn't have to worry about during this period because his memory had been reset, so he needed to re-evaluate the sense of distance and the way of getting along with others.

Before, whether it was Li Xi or Lenai, even when he was getting along with Mu, he had to consider the other party's memory problems and restrain his desire to get close to the other party.

But when he was with Sanjiao Chuhua, he didn't need to worry about this and could treat it completely according to the situation in the previous timeline.

So when he heard Sankaku Hatsuka's comfort, Toyokawa Sho's unconsciously furrowed brows showed some signs of being smoothed out.

"Thank you, Chuhua... You always encourage me. Whenever I need help, you are always by my side."

Toyokawa Sho sighed softly.

"Because Xiao Xiang said he would take responsibility for my life, in return, I will definitely want to share your pressure."

Sankaku Hatsuka smiled and said, "If I had to use a metaphor, I would be your knight, Xiaoxiang."

"Knight? Then I am the lord."

Toyokawa Sho discovered the blind spot.

"Of course, I will offer you all my loyalty. You are my everything, my sunshine, my soul, the fire of my desire, my sin, My Lord. I am willing to sacrifice everything for you."

Sanjiao Chuhua blinked, then put on her full and powerful voice on stage. As a member of Mujica, stage plays were already a skill she could do with ease.

"Why did they insert Lolita's lines into this storyline that's supposed to be about loyalty?"

Toyokawa Sho asked with a smile.

Sanjiao Chuhua said nothing, just smiled and held hands.

Toyokawa Sho did not delve further into the matter. The relationship between him and Sanjiao Chuhua had long passed the naive and ignorant stage of their youth.

Just as Sanjiao Chuhua expected.

In this world today, if one does not take into account the boss who is doing him a favor and making interest on him, the person he can trust the most is Sanjiao Chuhua, who can remember everything about him.

Of course, Toyokawa Sho understood that Sankaku Hatsuka was hinting at him not to worry, but since this matter concerned Wakaba Mu, how could he not be anxious? Moreover, this matter also involved Toyokawa Shoko...

In his original expectation.

He planned to keep it to himself and stay with Toyokawa Shoko for half a year, or even longer.

Until he is sure that the time is right, he will tell the other party why he left home and why he took off the ribbon with special meaning.

By then, the relationship between him and Toyokawa Shoko would surely be strong enough for him to accept such a thing. In addition, if he were to say some of the words, the severity of the words and the direction of the focus would be very different.

He could completely control the situation to the point where [Shoko Toyokawa just had red eyes].

It wasn't like what was happening now, like a bomb that had been lying in wait for a long time, exploding with such force that it shook the earth and left no chance for anyone to react...

Think of this.

Toyokawa Sho was silent for a long time, then slowly spoke.

"I actually know that if Xiangzi knew about me, she would definitely run away out of guilt and strong self-denial. The fundamental difference between her and me is an unbearable blow to both of us."

"Because we are both fascinated by something as illusory as fate, and we both hope that our relationship is the most special in the world, this miracle of meeting across worlds may be just to save each other."

"That's why the pain that hits our souls is so suffocating when we realize we are completely different."

Talking about Toyokawa Shoko again, the girl he had high hopes for but later found out was actually not what he had imagined, the man's voice was very steady.

After recognizing Wakaba Mutsu, the man who felt like he was floating in the sea of no place to live every moment, and everything seemed to be unraveling and separating from him, has now found a place to settle down in this world.

He was no longer panicking.

No more fear.

So I look back at the girl who is so similar to me, yet so different from me.

Men are now able to look at her objectively and rationally.

"I used to be like this. Whenever I encountered something heartbreaking, I couldn't contain my emotions. I would vent without thinking about the consequences, and then run away from others in a miserable state."

Toyokawa Sho shook his head and took the blame on himself.

"It's no one's fault that the situation has turned out like this. Mu is still very young, and Xiangzi is only fifteen. They are both children at heart. If I really have to say who is at fault, it's only me. As an adult, I didn't fulfill my responsibilities. It was my evasion that led to today's disastrous consequences."

He had no intention of covering up for himself, but honestly admitted his shortcomings and mistakes.

"If I hadn't been so weak, if I had still stayed at Xiangzi's house, if I had mustered the courage to face that man, perhaps none of this would have happened."

"Xiao Xiang..."

Sanjiao Chuhua looked at Toyokawa Sho's slightly tired profile, her thick eyelashes drooping slightly. She didn't want to hear Toyokawa Sho say such words that put the blame on herself.

Everyone has a hurdle that they cannot overcome to a greater or lesser extent.

The past, which was filled with all the roars and struggles, was something that Toyokawa Sho found difficult to face from beginning to end.

Sanjiao Hatsuka still remembers the day when she saw Toyokawa Sho curled up alone in the lounge, using only a blanket as a mattress.

Later she learned that Toyokawa Sho had a conflict with his father and had nowhere to go back to, so he could only stay alone in the lounge and stay up late to finish Mujica's music and script.

Sanjiao Chuhua was thinking at that time.

Why did Toyokawa Sho have to go through so much pain?

Why do the people I cherish the most always encounter so many setbacks?

If there is a chance in the future.

I must create a world where Xiao Xiang will never get hurt.

Create an Ave Mujica that truly belongs to Xiaoxiang.

Sanjiao Chuhua pursed her lips, shook these heavy thoughts out of her mind, and then held Fengchuan Sho's hand even more tightly.

"Xiao Xiang, this is not your fault..."

Sanjiao Chuhua murmured softly, "It's my fault, I'm sorry..."

"How could it be Chuhua's fault? I've already troubled you a lot. You were the first one to come and inform me when something happened. Your clothes were soaked, and now you have to accompany me to look for someone."

Toyokawa Sho shook his head.

"No, I did something wrong. If I hadn't said so much to Xiao Mu, things wouldn't have turned out like this."

Sankaku Hatsuka looked at Toyokawa Sho.

"So, Xiaoxiang, don't take all the blame on yourself. Let's face this matter together."

"Haven't I said this before? Xiao Xiang will take responsibility for my life, and in return, I will also take responsibility for Xiao Xiang's life. No matter what, I will always stand by Xiao Xiang's side."

"I'm really willing to give you everything I have."

Hearing such a heavy confession from Sanjiao Chuhua, Toyokawa Sho was not surprised. He had heard similar words many times in the previous timeline, and naturally he had developed resistance to them.

"it is good."

He nodded in agreement.

He accepted the black hole that was powerful enough to swallow up starlight without hesitation.

Sanjiao Chuhua hummed happily.

At this time, they had already walked outside the store, looking at the heavy rain in front of them, and the dark clouds with thunder still rolling in the sky.

Sankaku Hatsuka helped to open the umbrella, and Toyokawa Sho took it over.

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw water droplets sliding down the umbrella leaves and dripping onto Sanjiao Chuhua's shoulders, so he pulled the other person towards him, until their shoulders were touching. He also held Sanjiao Chuhua's hand and put it in his pocket to keep it warm.

Sankaku Hatsuka blinked, and with her slender fingers in her pocket, she pinched Toyokawa Sho's hand shyly.

He glanced to the side a few times and saw that the other party still had an attitude of tacit approval, so he happily put his hands together in his pockets... and then intertwined his fingers.

Sanjiao Chuhua likes this interlocking gesture very much.

It's not just because it's intimate, there's another reason. When Toyokawa Sho came to the island to play when he was a child, they played together hand in hand like this.

Even though we were just ignorant children at that time, we didn't understand the difference between affection and love, nor did we understand the heaviness of a lifetime.

But the memory of that time still became a treasure that she could never forget.

Even if the past has become blurred and time has turned yellow, and I can't explain why I like holding hands, my body will still subconsciously hold the other person's hand tightly.

It is precisely because of this relationship that has blossomed since childhood that Sankaku Hatsuka wants to protect everything about Toyokawa Sho.

She herself knew that this feeling was very heavy, but she had confirmed that Toyokawa Sho would tolerate her, so whether it was the future or principles, she could change for Toyokawa Sho.

Anyone can get hurt.

The only one who can't do that is Toyokawa Sho.

Since we can't go back to the previous timeline, we should try our best to let Xiaoxiang live a more perfect life.

Whatever the cost...

Also -

85

Chapter 85: Escape and Face.

In the past, Wakaba Mutsu was a child who loved to laugh.

Toyokawa Sho still remembers that when Wakaba Mutsu came to visit his house for the first time, she was wearing an exquisite and beautiful little dress, and her hair was as silky and shiny as a curtain of water.

Her eyes are crystal clear, like pebbles polished smooth by the gurgling river in the stream. She just stands obediently beside the adults, and I can't help but think she is very cute.

At that time, everyone loved to watch "Cardcaptor Sakura". When Toyokawa Sho saw Wakaba Mutsu for the first time, he couldn't help but naively think, could such a cute girl be his own Sakura?

Then the next second, he heard Mori Minami telling him with a smile that Wakaba Mutsuki was his sister.

Rumble.

The pink world collapsed, Cupid in the sky died with hatred, and the red thread wrapped around Yue Lao also broke in an instant.

The love that came upon our first meeting ended early before it even took root.

Toyokawa Sho's body was shaking, and all the fantasies and beauty flowed away from his young heart. Afterwards, he and Wakaba Mutsu stayed in the corridor waiting for the adults to finish chatting, with tears of pain in the corners of their eyes.

Ruoye Mu sat obediently beside him, looking at him curiously with his big eyes for a long time, then poked him with his finger and asked him why he was sad.

Toyokawa Sho hesitated for a long time.

Finally, he said it embarrassedly while avoiding sight.

...because I think you're pretty.

Thinking about it now, this is an extremely embarrassing sentence, which will make me roll around in bed like a maggot a dozen years later, burying my head in the pillow and screaming at a high decibel.

But it was also because of this sentence that he saw Ruoye Mu covering his mouth and laughing.

The girl's smile is pure and innocent.

Beneath the polite and sensible family rules, there is the liveliness of a child's nature. The bamboo in the courtyard rustles, and the wind blows through the green grass accompanied by pebbles, over the rockery on the small pond, gently brushing her face and blowing away the bangs on her forehead.

Just like the heroine in the story.

Really beautiful.

For a long time, Toyokawa Sho felt that this smile would accompany her to the end of her life. Even if she became an old grandmother with all her teeth fallen out, the liveliness and purity in her eyes would surely never fade away.

But what Toyokawa Sho didn't expect was that as time went on, Wakaba Mutsu smiled less and less, his personality became more and more introverted, and he even spoke less and less.

It was then that Toyokawa Sho learned about it.